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I definitely feel a spiritual calling from my desire to suck cock. I have learned to recognize the spiritual significance of cock. Cock is made by god, it is his divine creation, and it is a tool or receiver or transmitter of some kind that communicates with a higher power. A man's orgasm is bringing a higher consciousness into reality for him. Whenever a man experiences orgasm through the Cock between his legs, he merges momentarily in perfect Union with God and the infinite source. It's almost like witnessing a miracle every time. I have embraced my role as the facilitator of these experiences, because it also lets me connect to that energy, to become more aware and conscious. There are many ways that people worship or have religious experiences, for me, I realized that it's when I'm sucking cock. It puts me into a trance-like state where I meditate on the act of it. I have no other thoughts, worries, or concerns. All there is is his cock. I am completely in the present and lost in the moment. It brings me a great peace. It also forces me to submit myself to it, an act of shedding my ego, letting go of myself in the process and becoming one with his cock. A man possesses a cock, in a symbiotic way, but he is not his cock. His cock is more a gift that he has been given in order to understand the higher workings of reality. His penis and balls are literally the most powerful thing that exists in our world, his sperm has the ability to give life. It is a precious substance, regardless of who the man is that possesses it, all cocks, balls, and sperm come from a world of higher divinity and purpose. I like to think about things in this way when I'm sucking a cock. Sucking cock is like receiving a blessing from god every time you do it, no different than when you pray. Cock worship is just my chosen form of worship and it is not any better or worse than any other practice. It is simply the one that resonates with me the most. It is my calling and way of continuing to grow. Some yogis talk about the feelings of ecstasy and bliss they feel when they reach certain levels of meditation and awareness. I feel that I experience those same things when I suck cock. I am in the present, completely submissive, no ego, and feel purposeful. The feeling of a man cumming in my mouth gives me euphoria, such a thrilling rush, and I really feel that this is experiencing a higher power when it happens. Semen is a pure sacred substance alive with God-consciousness. If there is a man you admire or desire, make an effort to experience his semen. There is in every man you admire or desire a lesson from God. Every chance you have to suck and eat, is a chance to grow your consciousness further. Learning through love for semen is a sacred path.

I love nothing more than those guys that really boss me around. They cum exactly the way they want to. I love being on the opposite side of that energy since I’m a submissive beta. My favorite would probably be when a guy is jerking his cock (love to see a man jerk himself) and he forcefully grabs my head or neck and orders me to stick my tongue out and look into his eyes. That first squirt on my tongue is heaven but if he’s really dom he’ll command me to start sucking it or to eat it. The feeling of being made to eat a man’s sperm is one of the greatest sexual rushes I’ve ever enjoyed. I love to feel truly dominated and used.

I feel spiritual sometimes about my obsession with cock, that sucking cocks is my purpose on earth. Making a man cum is experiencing something that was given to us from a higher power. When he ejaculates, and when you experience his ejaculation, you are both experiencing a moment of the highest pleasure one can feel on earth, a manifestation created by a higher power that designed us and led us to be men in these bodies, with our dicks and our desires. Feeling the weight of it in your hand, holding all of his thick meat, knowing you have so much power over what he's going to feel. Love the musky smell of penis, it's so manly. Cock is such a fun playground of the senses. Licking his hard shaft up and down, wrapping your lips around that smooth but hard mushroom head, flicking your tongue on the sensitive part under it and sticking it into his slit to get that sweet precum out. Polishing that knobhead, all the flavor of your slut saliva mixing with his fleshy meat combined with the smell of being buried inbetween a man's legs is intoxicating. Tickling and licking his sack with his precious cargo in it, taking each of his testicles into my mouth and rolling them around to feel their full size. That's always a moment where I think to myself, "Wow you're crazy man, you have a man's balls in your mouth right now and you love it. You're such a dirty faggot." That's when I'll realize how dirty I truly am because this is still not good enough. My mouth has been all over his cock and balls, but I still need more. I need hot sperm too. I need the sperm from inside these balls rolling around in my mouth right now, I need it to work its way out of there into a hot load of semen. And there's no question that I'm going to taste this semen, in fact I'm going to eat it. To me, this is the biggest advantage of cock compared to any sex with women. Not only do you get to suck on a schlong and enjoy all the texture, tastes, and smell of it, but you actually get something in return for your work. At this moment, I get so turned on by how much of a pervert I am, because I'm doing all of this ultimately for the ending, the treat at the end of every cock sucking session: a load of freshly made hot sperm. And since I'm a true cocksucker deep in my soul, I need to taste it, I need to eat it. I want to swallow his DNA, eat all of that hot jizz full of his sperm made inside his balls. And you know the beauty of it all? You only get to experience this after you've pleasured a man's penis. You only get to taste a load, to feel hot sperm in your mouth, at the very same time that you're making a man feel so incredibly good. Every spasm of his cock, every spurt of semen that hits your faggot tongue, that's your proof that he's in heaven with pleasure. When I think these thoughts while tasting his load at the same time, it makes me shiver in pleasure myself knowing that this thick, salty, warm, one-of-a-kind flavor is all of that pleasure and satisfaction leaving his cock and balls. What a joy it is that I get to actually eat and swallow that energy. Penis and semen are like two sides of one amazing coin. What a genius thing the universe made.

I love the feeling of a big cock in front of my face getting wanked off. I love if he holds my head steady and in place, or holds me by my neck while his big head bounces around the opening of my mouth. Personally I love to have just his head inside my mouth as he jerks himself off, but I also love when he grabs me by the top of my head and tells me to open my mouth wide and look up at him. I love how the air hits my tongue when my mouth is open wide and makes it feel a little dry and cold, and when his warm sperm lands on it and makes it feel warm. Either way, I love to feel overpowered by his masculinity. I love the feeling of being his object and getting fed by him. When he commands me "Come here!" or "Open your mouth now!" "Stick your tongue out!" as he grabs my head and pulls me close to his ejaculating penis and forces me to taste and swallow his hot sperm because it makes him feel so good...fuck I love it

Sometimes if a guy hits me up early in the day, or a day before meeting, to sext with him all day and get him super horny and excited. It's exciting for me too, being in a state of arousal all day knowing that there's a countdown till I get a fat dick in my mouth. I'll talk really dirty to him, telling him how I can't wait to give him a wet sloppy blowjob. It turns both of us on when we talk about his cum. I like to remind him how he's going to get to shoot in my mouth, how he's gonna love seeing it squirt on my tongue. If it's days before we meet, I like teasing him but making him promise he's going to save up a big load for me. I'll tell him to work hard and get all his stuff done so that he can enjoy getting his cock worshipped and his sperm eaten. It's hot knowing that he's probably sitting at work, with a hard cock, and all he can think about is the blowjob he's gonna get later. It's hot to know that I'm his motivation of that day, to get through it so that he can get rewarded by me. It's a bonus if he likes to get high, I love getting stoned and sucking weiners. Does anyone else do this with guys they know?

His balls are very important. If he's not controlling me, usually I'll start the blowjob off by gently licking his sack. If you're not spending a good amount of time on his balls, it's not cock worshipping in my opinion. His cock has no power or purpose without his balls. They are equally important. I love to lick around the sides of his sack, that usually drives guys crazy, before I take one of his nuts in my mouth. I enjoy knowing how sensitive they can be when I have one in my mouth, the trust he's putting in me to take care of them. That ball has millions of sperm in it, it's so precious. I like to think of a cock like a nice car that I really admire. His balls are like geeking out over the engine, being really fascinated with how it works and where its source of energy comes from. The engine must be babied and taken care of. You gotta take care of the engine so the car can perform well and satisfy you. Same thing. Give attention to his balls, take care of them. Rub them, tickle them, hold them in your hand as you suck him. If he wants to jerk himself off, then get down and there and start licking them. It's a great feeling when a guy is stroking himself and edging and feeling a dedicated sucker tonguing and sucking his sack knowing that his sucker loves balls and sperm and is gonna eat his load whenever he decides to bust.

For me, I was a late bloomer so I had a lot of friends when I was 12-13 that could already cum. I felt insecure about this, like I was inferior or less of a man than them. They felt like the "cool kids", all these boys that were developing their male sexuality. My best friend was a pretty big guy for his age, and developed pretty early. We used to lay in bed at night at sleepovers and jerk off in our beds. I couldn't cum yet though, only dry cum, and I was jealous of how big his dick looked and that he could shoot the white stuff. We watched lots of porn that we downloaded from KaZaa in the early 2000's, some of it blowjob porn with a blonde girl that deep throated her boyfriend's huge schlong and always took his thick white cum in her mouth and swallowed. A lot of this porn charged me up sexually, but since I couldn't really cum for myself, I felt like I couldn't relate to the guy, and started to relate more to the woman. I became very curious about cum and why dicks shoot cum. I became curious about why girls liked to suck dicks, what did they get out of it, what did cum taste like? How does the guy feel like when he's cumming? The most interesting part of porn to me wasn't watching a girl's pussy get fucked, it was watching a dick cumming. Eventually I was at a sleepover when I was 13 and it was sort of revealed that I was a late bloomer and couldn't cum. Some of the guys teased me about it. It made me feel inferior, less than them. They were already kissing girls and some of them getting bj's. Eventually they all were jerking off in their sleeping bags, when one of them suggested that since I can't cum, he dared me to blow another boy so that I'd actually have something to do. I felt shocked, scared, but that feeling of male pressure pushing on me, forcing me into a submissive role, the anxiety I felt aroused me. I agreed and started sucking his dick and immediately enjoyed it. I could feel the power radiating from his dick. Even though I have a dick, it felt like something that I didn't have. I didn't have his masculinity, the qualities that make him cool and stronger than me, and now I was sucking on his masculinity. Eventually, he came, and I didn't stop. I had been so curious about cum and ejaculating, and what it was like, and why girls enjoyed cum in their mouths in the videos, that I wanted to experience it all for myself. It felt pretty thin, kinda oily, not really any taste. Still, It made me feel complete, my curiosity satisfied, I related to this role more than the man cumming since I still wasn't able to do that. The boy told the other ones about how good it felt, nothing felt gay about it, it was just like boys discovering something exciting and wanting to try. So the other two boys begged me to do it for them and I did. The second boy barely came, seems like he just started, but the last boy was the most developed of all of us. He was about 5'7 already and had a big adult-like dick. I'll never forget what his load tasted like because it was the first time that night that I felt like I truly ate semen. He spasmed a lot more than the other boys, his shaft throbbing, and his cum was thick and salty. The other boys was like an easy dare, but this felt like a real challenge. A bit of a feeling of shock and discomfort, but i loved that feeling of fear, a feeling of being overwhelmed and not having control. I can see now why I turned out the way that I did. I like feeling inferior to men bigger than me with bigger dicks. I like feeling a little worthless, I like the feeling of being used and overwhelmed by male sexual desire. My purpose is to pleasure men. My purpose is to always open my mouth when a throbbing dick is right in front of my face and let it squirt whatever kind of load is in there out of his balls and onto my tongue. My purpose is to fully embrace the power that male energy has over me and swallow hot ball sauce. The manlier, muskier, funkier, saltier the taste, the better. The more challenged and dominated I feel, the more aroused I am. It's hard to describe the euphoria I feel when a man holds my head in place, or the back of my neck, or my throat, as he jerks a big cock in front of my face and demands that i open my mouth. It's truly where I belong, at the tip of a penis of a man that is better than me in every way. Cock is my safe space, my comfort zone, and hot semen shooting into my mouth is my home.

not a guarantee but chances are if he's got a big dick or big sack, he can shoot a pretty big load if he hasn't cum recently

It's a fantasy of mine to try a gloryhole. Never happened. I'd like to pre-select the dicks though as I am very picky about the type of dick I like to suck. I'm surprised it doesn't exist as a brothel service actually. Much like how you can walk into a place and pick a girl from a lineup or photo in a book, I wish there was a place where you paid for the gloryhole experience and picked a few cocks from a book that you want to suck then head to the back and they appear in the holes.

First, accept the role that you are a servant to his penis. Nothing else matters, and you should be open to doing anything to it to maximize his pleasure. Don't use your teeth. Lick his dick at all angles; up and down the bottom, slide your tongue along the top, kiss and lick it the sides like playing a harmonica. Go down and lick his asshole and then go all the way along his taint, up his balls, up his shaft, and finish with taking his head into your mouth. Give his head lots of attention. Kiss it, slap it on your tongue, suck it till it pops loudly out of your mouth, stick your tongue in his piss slit while lightly jerking the shaft. Flick your tongue all around it quickly like you're a snake. Every guy is different, but I like getting my head worshipped while my shaft is getting jerked off at the same time. Take his shaft all the way down as far as you can go to show him you accept his penis, you rather stuff your throat with cock than breathe. That is your dedication as a cocksucker. Don't ignore his balls. Make sure you get down there and take them in your mouth. Lick his sack like you're giving it a cat bath. Lick along the sides of his balls where his upper thighs are. Spend some time licking his taint and then sucking on the whole area with firmness. Edge him if you can, don't let him cum too soon. The key is to suck him at a consistent pace to bring him close, then back off and change the pace to something else for a while. Do this repeatedly. Get comfortable with the idea that when you suck a cock, you give up your free will and accept the inevitable; he will cum in your mouth and you will swallow. At the root of your desire to his suck his cock is an even greater desire to swallow his sperm. They go hand in hand. Every action you perform on his dick is for the sole purpose of helping the sperm out of his balls and into your mouth in the most pleasurable way possible that he can experience. As a cocksucker, the way your show your masculinity and "man up" so to speak is by accepting the loads of other men in your mouth without fear or hesitation. His role is to cum in a mouth, your role is to swallow. You must accept this truth to the point where it feels like a duty and obligation, something that must be done. The first obstacle is mentally accepting that you will taste his cum in your mouth no matter what. The second obstacle is a bit harder, but really committing and swallowing it down. The fear, anxiety, excitement, and euphoria of facing this challenge and rising to the occasion will leave you in a state of bliss after you have done the deed. Witnessing a man cum is a total blur and one of the most exciting highs you can experience in life. Men need to cum in moist, warm holes, and naturally in the activity of cocksucking, that will be your mouth.

What is everyone's favorite way to take a guy's load when he cums? I like either being on my knees or on my back in bed and he's on top of me. I love being grabbed by the neck, or he's holding my head steady and firm with his hand. Love that feeling of being held in place while he's jerking off and his big head is bouncing up and down on my waiting tongue. I feel so submissive, anxious and nervous, but excited to accept what I have to do for him. I love feeling overpowered and dominated.

I like to psych myself up before I meet with a guy so I wrote some hot affirmations that reminds me who I am and what I want. I get so hard reading through these. Let a man ejaculate semen in your mouth Be ok with a man shooting his semen into your mouth Let him shoot hot semen all over your tongue Put his penis in your mouth as soon as he starts shooting semen He feels so good when his cock is squirting semen You love thick semen. A real man's load, thick and creamy. Swallow a man's sperm from his balls Let the sperm from his balls blast out all over your tongue You need to eat mens' sperm You crave thick salty sperm Thick salty sperm coming out of a penis He loves shooting a big load He loves to squirt millions of his sperm into your mouth. Look how happy you made him He feels so good when you're slurping his spunk from his big mushroom head Don't be afraid, swallow his hot load as it squirts out of his hole Put penises in your mouth You love to feel a man's big mushroom head fill your mouth up Make him moan, make him feel something amazing Make him lose control so that his jizz comes out Slurp all that hot jizz up Slurp out a fresh nut You are a nut slurper You are a man that likes to eat other mens' sperm. Slurp a hot salty nut fresh from a man's penis. You love to eat fresh semen. You are at peace with the universe when you are swallowing a man's load. You are a man that likes to eat other mens' semen. So let him bust his nut When he's ready to come, he'll start jerking his cock off. Be a good boy and open your mouth and wait A man busting a nut in your mouth on a Friday night. There's nothing better. Tell him to jerk his cock. Tell him you want his sperm. Let him show you his sperm. Do you want to see his sperm come out of his penis? He's trying to make warm, salty, semen come out of his dick for you. Help him please. Help him show you his sperm. Are you hungry? Would you like to taste some warm salty sperm that just came out of a man's penis? Do you want to eat human sperm while a man is coming and feeling so good? All of that sperm is coming out because he feels so good. You should taste it. You should eat it. Many people like to eat sperm. It's ok. It's ok to want to eat sperm from cocks. Don't you want to swallow another man's DNA? Don't you want to make him feel good? Do you want to empty his balls on your tongue? That is hot sperm that was inside his balls, and now it's in your mouth. Millions of his sperm cells are squirting out of his penis, don't you want to taste them? You should eat them and feel them tingling in your throat. Does it taste salty? A little bitter? You are eating male DNA. Your mouth will taste like his DNA all day. I have more to share if anyone is interested.

If only something like this was real. A wall of hard cocks. Imagine walking up to it and feeling them all press against your body, being embraced by cocks. And they all can be sucked and can cum, I'd never leave my house if something like that was real. Maybe some day virtual reality will become so real that we can live out fantasies like this.

I consider myself bi and am mainly turned on by women. That being said, I've sucked a handful of dicks in my life, but my memories with women are always the top of my list. I finally had an experience yesterday that felt like a breakthrough, like a true connection with a man that rivals any woman that I've loved having sex with before. To be honest, sometimes the fantasy of sucking cock is more arousing than when I actually get to do it. I'll get it out of my system and usually don't have that much of a desire to do it again for a while. I haven't met a guy that I really wanted to see more than once either. But last night I was lucky enough to feel something so pleasurable as a cocksucker that it's the next day now and I already want to do it again. Maybe it's the first time I felt some real chemistry with a guy, everything just clicked. We got stoned before too so maybe I got lost in the experience. He was muscular and hunky, with soft skin and his package fully shaved smooth. His cock is the one I've been waiting to suck my whole life maybe. It was a thick and girthy shaft, 7", it felt so good in my hand. He had an equally thick and bulbous head that filled my mouth up. On top of that, he had the nicest smoothest plump sack with balls like eggs. It was basically just the nicest package I've ever got to experience, a true man's cock. He pushed my hand on his tool and I massaged his balls as we shared the joint we were smoking. When we were both stoned, I finally took him in my mouth and after that was just pure pleasure till the end. He was firm and dominant with me, but not in a degrading or bossy way. He let me do my thing but led the action, instructing me what to do, holding my neck, rubbing my hair. He was always in charge, I didn't have to think, just obey him. His cock just exuded pure masculinity and I felt intoxicated by giving it pleasure. When he nutted, he held me by the neck and I opened my mouth as he painted my tongue and face with thick ropes of semen. It was like the perfect load, the right consistency, a heaviness to each rope landing on my tongue, it was a bit salty but overall not much flavor. Feeling the warmth in my mouth was so comforting and swallowing as he kept cumming felt completely natural. It sorta felt like when someone gives you a hug when you really need it. I felt embraced, loved, appreciated. It really just reaffirmed to myself that I truly am a cocksucker; sucking penises and eating sperm is a healthy, therapeutic act for me that should be celebrated and not shamed.

on my knees but the guy is sitting down like on a sofa or in a chair. Truly feels like I'm servicing him, he gets to sit and relax with a nice view watching his cock and balls get licked.