cman54 Posted July 2 Report Posted July 2 28 minutes ago, Marlin said: Yes it was. Bred at a local park by a very beautiful black man. When I got home the residual fluid had leaked out and left a pink stain in my shorts. An obvious sign that my anal walls had been breached. So when you did an at home test was it one that showed the two lines? What was you reaction to seeing you had been pozzed? 1 Quote
Marlin Posted July 2 Report Posted July 2 1 minute ago, cman54 said: So when you did an at home test was it one that showed the two lines? What was you reaction to seeing you had been pozzed? Honestly shocked at first. I wasn't chasing but loved BB and wasn't using condoms, so I wasn't surprised. Wasn't on PrEP as it was new and didn't have the opportunity to use it. After it settled I was relieved. All anxiety gone and didn't have to worry about catching it. Liberated. 2 Quote
cman54 Posted July 2 Report Posted July 2 Okay. Things are different now days. I feel if or when I find out I'm poz I will not be too concerned. I know it's not a death sentence. It can be controlled. Actually the last time I did an at home test and only saw one line I was a bit disappointed. 2 1 Quote
Malesack Posted July 2 Report Posted July 2 Yes, it can be controlled, but it’s truly expensive and for life. It won’t get cheaper anytime soon. Biktarvy retail is like $1000 per month. Then add the doctor visits and deductibles and copays and it adds up. And, of course, other diseases tend to pop up. I have heard there are married guys who are too scared to get PReP because they are afraid their spouses will find out through insurance claims, etc. 1 1 Quote
austin_submale Posted July 2 Report Posted July 2 4 hours ago, Malesack said: Yes, it can be controlled, but it’s truly expensive and for life. It won’t get cheaper anytime soon. Biktarvy retail is like $1000 per month. Then add the doctor visits and deductibles and copays and it adds up. And, of course, other diseases tend to pop up. I have heard there are married guys who are too scared to get PReP because they are afraid their spouses will find out through insurance claims, etc. There are lots of married guys in that situation. Quote
cman54 Posted July 3 Report Posted July 3 I think it's awesome that married guys not on prep still go to Bathhouse's and let guys there fuck them bare despite the risk of it. 2 Quote
Marlin Posted July 3 Report Posted July 3 On 7/2/2025 at 12:06 PM, Malesack said: Yes, it can be controlled, but it’s truly expensive and for life. It won’t get cheaper anytime soon. Biktarvy retail is like $1000 per month. Then add the doctor visits and deductibles and copays and it adds up. And, of course, other diseases tend to pop up. I have heard there are married guys who are too scared to get PReP because they are afraid their spouses will find out through insurance claims, etc. Biktarvy list price is over $4200 per month 1 Quote
PozBearWI Posted July 3 Report Posted July 3 7 hours ago, cman54 said: I think it's awesome that married guys not on prep still go to Bathhouse's and let guys there fuck them bare despite the risk of it. Yes, and then I ask myself, "awesome for who?". I love my mate. If he wanted to poz I would certainly bring him into the fold (as it were). But while I am not fretting being poz, some people do and I don't want to be the guy to sneak that into their life. That said, it's really up to us to care for the body we live in however we see fit. And I think that suggests the fault is us if we just assume... Quote
Malesack Posted July 7 Report Posted July 7 You are correct. I’m not sure where I got the $1000 number from. Perhaps per packet of seven days? 1 Quote
TXltnpozcumdump88 Posted August 8 Report Posted August 8 On 7/2/2025 at 11:06 AM, Malesack said: Yes, it can be controlled, but it’s truly expensive and for life. It won’t get cheaper anytime soon. Biktarvy retail is like $1000 per month. Then add the doctor visits and deductibles and copays and it adds up. And, of course, other diseases tend to pop up. I have heard there are married guys who are too scared to get PReP because they are afraid their spouses will find out through insurance claims, etc. biktarvy in the west is 4892$ Quote
Cumdumplvr Posted 7 hours ago Report Posted 7 hours ago Been off prep for a couple months but didn’t stop taking loads. Went to ABS last weekend and took four anonymous loads in my ass, one week later feeling pretty il. Can it happen this quickly when should I take my at home test, kinda worried! Quote
Marlin Posted 6 hours ago Report Posted 6 hours ago 1 hour ago, Cumdumplvr said: Been off prep for a couple months but didn’t stop taking loads. Went to ABS last weekend and took four anonymous loads in my ass, one week later feeling pretty il. Can it happen this quickly when should I take my at home test, kinda worried! 1 week is a bit short. Mine took about 3 weeks. Testing is less accurate the closer it is to when you actually are infected as the test doesn't measure the actual virus but the antibodies your body has produced to combat the virus. Sero conversion or the "fuck flu" is your body actually fighting the virus. A losing battle as we all know. If you have some home tests you can certainly try it but it is a bit early. 1 Quote
Cumdumplvr Posted 6 hours ago Report Posted 6 hours ago Thanks Marlin, I figured it was too early don’t want to waste the 50 dollar test kit but my mind is wandering now. Feel super achy and think I have a fever. Hopefully I feel better in a day or 2 Quote
AmberThePozGurl Posted 6 hours ago Report Posted 6 hours ago My fuck flu was pretty mild. I remember waking up one day and feeling like a truck hit me my lymph nodes were swollen and all my joints were achy but I had a raging hard on and I was super horny. I took an oraquick test and seen the 2 lines I jerked off and shot my first poz load. Then I called the poz trans girl that had fucked me and told her needless to say she came over and put a few more loads in me. I was sicker than a dog but super horny 1 Quote
Cumdumplvr Posted 2 hours ago Report Posted 2 hours ago Although I’m nervous, I realize now that my decision to get off prep and continue to be a cumdump could lead to this possibility. I still hope that I’m not HIV positive but if I am, it’s kind of liberating to know that I can take as much as cock and cum that I want and not have to worry about it anymore. Quote
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