I have been researching and searching for months now on where I fit in.
I am negative. Surprisingly enough after fucking 100's if not 1000s of men in 23 years.... I have knowingly and unknowingly been with poz guys before. Sometimes willingly and once not so willingly.
NOW my boyfriend of 15years is now POZ....
What does that mean.
I do not want HIV yet I wan him.....
I have always enjoyed breeding. I have had a breeding fuck buddy for awhile who I trust and respect.
My partner and I have had somewhat of an open relationship as he fucks and I watch, either present or by default of behind a curtain or a closet door or by video link...*hot stories to come....
We are unsure how and who infected him....BUT here we are....
I totally get turned on by BB....I could count on both hands how many times in 23years I have used a condom.
I enjoyed watching my boyfriend being BB, I enjoy BB other men, I enjoy being BB....
I enjoy BB porn companies....
This site is fun as well.....A little shocking to say the least but it is fun...
I am still absorbing a new subculture in this world....Wondering.....Amazed.....Shocked....but mostly understanding of how it all goes down....
So I have decided to blog here....I also added a link to a more g rated blog site that I have been keeping up since BF's diagnosis.....
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