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Chicago—August, 2021 Sometime in July, I received a text from my fuck buddy Zane to make sure I reserved a specific Saturday in the middle of August. The young scent pig and his two roommates were throwing another house party—the first since lockdown. I had loved the one I had attended in the past (related here) and promised to be there, once again offering my fuck bench and rimseat for use. On the day, I got to Chicago in good time. We set up the bench in the basement where there were two slings, a huge bed in the middle of the room and a couch for play. The main floor was food and drink—though the couches there, I remembered, were often pressed into service. There were two bedrooms on the next floor. I put the rimseat in the master bedroom and my overnight bag in the smaller bedroom where I would stay the night after the men were done having sex on the bed. There was also a third floor with a bed, a chair and one more sling. I helped with the ice and covering the furniture with drop cloths and the bed with older sheets. Eventually I went to nap while the three hosts continued to putter about and took turns cleaning themselves up. Zane found me in my leather mask on and ear plugs in place. He woke me by licking my pits…and kissing me. He couldn’t stop to play—but went down to greet the guests as I stripped down to my jock and put my boots back on… I go downstairs. Men, in the entryway are stripping to underwear or jocks—and a few are going full naked with just socks. In the kitchen area, men in fetish gear or the latest assless underwear are pouring drinks and catching up with each other. The age range is vast—28 to 72 I’m later told. And everyone is mingling, feeling each other up and laughing. I find Zane setting out food. He pauses and goes to the floor to suck my dick. He loves that all the men in the dining area are watching us, even as they keep up the chit-chat. He does nothing more than get me fully hard. “There,” he says, standing up and whispering in my ear. “That should show them what you got.” I kiss him, take a bottle of water and head upstairs. There are three people on the bed where I napped. A skinny, young white man is being fucked by an equally young Black man. The white kid’s face is under the ball sack of a middle aged white guy who is holding the kid’s legs in the air. I watch and stroke. The Black guy rolls the skinny guy over so he is on all fours—and the bottom can suck the older man. The older guy reaches over and strokes my cock for me. The top is delivering a hard fuck. The bottom eventually taps out and heads for the door, followed by the older guy. The Black kid goes to his knees and begins sucking my cock. “Fuck,” he says, under his breath. He pulls off me. “Will you fuck me?” I nod. He gets on all fours—right where the other guy had been. I go to my knees and push my face into his round ass. He groans as I lube up his hole. Even my tongue can tell this guy is tight. I try to leave extra spit in his pucker as I squirt extra lube on my cock. I stand. I start to push in. I’m not going anywhere. Again. My big helmet head pops in. The guy groans into the mattress. I inch forward. He moans again. I press into him, maybe another inch. His head snaps up as he arches his back. “Fuck it!” And he impales himself to the base of my dick. He howls—but in pure pleasure. All bets are off. I fuck him just as hard as I saw him plow the skinny guy. After five minutes or so he flattens to the mattress, pulling off of me. He spins around and cleans my dick before he says: “I’d love more—but you’d make me cum.” I agree—it’s the first few moments of a very long night, after all… * I find Zane in the basement, sucking a beer can thick cock on a hot daddy. He waves me over—and begins to suck both of us together—just about getting the two big heads in his mouth. Then he’s up on the fuck bench. Beer Can is in his mouth—I am eating his ass. He’s had someone there—I can tell. I lick and spit. Then stand and fuck—driving him slightly forward—and making him take more of Beer Can’s dick into his mouth. The daddies switch. Zane loves the taste of his ass on my cock. Beer Can loves that I have opened his hole for him—and says so. He fucks into the significantly younger man harder and harder. He suddenly howls out a surprise orgasm. He marinates for a second in Zane, then lets Zane clean his dick as I felch his load. And fuck in it. * Keshawn, my bud from Indy arrives—he of the huge cock and fuckable ass. We share a number of men in the Master bedroom. Sometimes we take turns on them. Other times, I fuck him as he is inside whoever takes his fancy. A lithe man I know from the fisting club in Chicago wanders in. He climbs on the bed and gets on all fours next to us—just as I am pulling out of Keshawn. I go right up him. Keshawn scrambles up to his head and feeds the guy his ass flavored dick. My bud slurps loudly on it, telling the room how good it tastes. Keshawn and I spend a very long time rotating on this guy. We take turns on him doggy. We flip him on his back. He rides Keshawn as I stand on the mattress and feed him my dick. We both love his control—how he can squeeze his ass down on our dicks at any given moment. And just as fast, other men have arrived and our dicks are being used by others…. * A young man, less than 30 and rather bookish looking, is standing to the side of the dog pile of bodies on the Master bed. He sees my yellow jock as I get up and tells me Zane has sent him to find me. He tells me sheepishly he has a load in his ass—and he wants to share it. I take him to the rimseat. He hesitates—but the moment he sits and feels my tongue start rooting around his puffy asslips, he is in heaven. I am rewarded with the steady drip of some unknown man’s cum into my mouth… * Much later. I am on the third floor and sitting in the chair so I can watch the action on the bed to one side and the fucking in the sling on the other. A Latino comes up the stairs. At first I think he’s quite young…but decide later that he is just well preserved. He acts as though we are the only two people in the room. He starts way down my legs and licks his way up to my cock that is resting in the jock pouch. But not for long. He gets the pouch wet—sucking all the precum and other men’s ass juices out of it. He gives my cock an exquisite tongue bath. And my balls. Each. Separately. And then to my favorite spot—between my balls and my cock ring. He only stops when he realizes he won’t get me to cum. Zane arrives. The sling is now empty. He has some loads for me to felch and play in. I eat and fuck in his cummy goodness. “I want to eat your ass,” he tells me. “Let me?” We change places in the sling. He is all over me. Licking my armpits and then to my mouth. Nipples. Fingertips. All feel his tongue. Then he zeros in on my tight hole. He grunts and slobbers. He comes to kiss me a couple of times, knowing I like the taste of my ass. One guy, seeing me in the sling, lubes up to fuck me. Instead of saying no, Zane simply slides his own butt down on the guy. This so surprises the man—he fucks a load into Zane’s hairy ass. It is that time—guys are dropping loads and leaving. I get Zane back into the sling and start working him over. Every time a man comes up the stairs, I make room for him. Sometimes it’s just a fuck of Zane. But more often than not, the guy thanks one of his hosts by giving him a load he’s been saving all evening. After four or five of these, my cock is just awash in the mixed cum. I felch. I snow ball. Another guy unloads in him as we kiss. He leaves—and the room is finally empty. I go back and clean up his hole—pushing stray strands of cum into him. I stand up. I fuck. His hole is a mass of jizz. It makes a delicious squishing sound with each thrust of my rampant cock. This is it. I can’t hold back. And I don’t want to. I grab the top cross pieces of the sling frame and hang on. I fire off the load I have been working on for four hours. I keep fucking to mix my load with the others. I marinate for a long time in the fucked out hole. Then slowly bring my frothy white cock to his open mouth… The original is here, with a 1000+ other entries: [think before following links] https://felchingpisser.blogspot.com/2021/10/a-house-full-of-horny-men.html

I had some bareback experiences earlier in life, but by the time I reached my twenties the AIDS crisis was in full swing. As a cautious boy from a conservative background, I used condoms religiously for the next nineteen years. Several things began to undermine my resolve. The expansion of the internet meant the appearance of blogs such as rawTOP's and the availability of new BB porn vids ( Treasure Island Media, Hot Desert Knights ) made me realize what I'd been missing for years. I've always loved the taste of spunk and my most intense sexual experience has always been a man cumming in my arse. His orgasm is more important than mine. Getting his spunk gives me a sense of achievement. I love the feel of his cum in my arse I used to have guys pull out of my mouth before cumming, but I gradually started to swallow again. I ALWAYS swallow now I put up profiles on various gay dating sites. Where a safe sex option was given, I put "ALWAYS". There were some HOT local guys on sites who under safe sex put "needs discussion" or left it blank. I avoided those guys. There was one local profile in particular - a hot skinhead Top Shaved head, big thick cock, massive balls, big boots and bleached jeans. He had put "needs discussion". I wanked over his pics for months but was too frightened to approach him. One night while I was browsing the profiles, he messaged me "What are you into?" I'd had some booze and my resistance was low. I replied "sucking, fucking, rimming, kissing, porn - the usual stuff". He asked what sort of of porn I'd been waching. I said "Treasure Island Media and Hot Desert Knights mostly". He asked me which dvds I had. I listed a few titles. He said "Cool I'm into bareback. There are some of those I haven't seen. Why don't you bring them over and we can watch them together?" I told him I was turned on by the idea but that I always use condoms. He said "That's fine I have condoms here". That was all it took to get me to his place. He looked even better than his pics when he opened the door. Stocky, muscular, shaved head, bulging crotch in his bleached jeans and he'd agreed to wear his big boots for me We had a few drinks and chatted while watching some of my BB dvds. After an hour or so, he leaned over and started to rub my crotch througfh my jeans. I reached across and started to rub his crotch bulge too. We undid each other's flies and I wasn't disappointed His thick cock was tight in his jockstrap and his balls were massive! More like something you would find hanging from a ram than a man. We got into some mutual cock sucking and poppers and before long we were rolling around naked on the floor. The porn was still playing in the background. I was lying on my back and he raised my legs up to rim me. He rimmed me deeply, wetly, for about five minutes. I was getting hornier all the time. Then without any discussion or warning, he brought his hard cock level with my hole and stuck the head in. By this point, the booze, poppers and sheer lust had demolished my defences. I didn't protest. He proceeded to shove the whole cock balls deep. From that point on condoms were forgotten. We moved from there to his bedroom. He fucked me HARD bareback twice that night and shot both loads up my hole Feeling his cock pulse and pump his spunk into me was the most intense sexual experience I'd had in years! The sheer volume of cum in the first load made me want to shit. It was like a cum enema. Eventually for reasons of comfort, I did shit the first one out, but I slept with the second one in all night I returned for further encounters with that hot guy. I had crossed a bridge. Condoms were never mentioned again.

I've mentioned Rob a couple of times now. He really is a first rate pig. He is a versatile guy, but he really loves to receive ass play and we have progressed to fist play. He is getting better all the time and taking more of my hand, fist and forearm. He actually has 'assgasms' (as he calls them) and his entire hole clamps down when he cums, his ass gets juicier but his cock doesn't blow (although it does leak a lot of pre-cum while I play with his ass). He called last week and said he needed his ass stretched. And he thought I would be the perfect guy to help him out. As it turns out, he was right. We smoked a joint and got naked and did some docking of our uncut cocks standing right in the kitchen. We took a few turns dropping to our knees, and teasing and sucking the other guy. Once we were both hard and a little drippy, we headed upstairs. I had set out some toys and already had a leather/FF/piggy movie playing. I laid up against the headboard and beckoned him forward with a finger. He crawled between my legs and started nibbling on my foreskin and pulling it. He knows all the hot spots for me and he had me hard as a rock in minutes. He looked me in the eye as he slowly licked the head and the dripping hole. He loves to take some time sucking on my uncut cock. He is also uncut, and knows lots of tricks with his teeth, tongue and even 'docking' our uncut cocks together... taking turns stretching the foreskin over both our cock-heads. Very hot. I rolled him unto his back and dove between his legs. His cock was still dripping pre-cum and the foreskin had collected a lot of the thick syrup. I also really took the time to swallow and juice his cock up well. I leaned forward and swirled my tongue around that thick dark Italian foreskin. It tasted delicious and I made sure I had lapped it all up before starting to open my throat to swallow that thick dick. We both know that we can get piggy as hell and the other guy is open minded enough to enjoy pretty much anything. He put his hand in front of my mouth every now and then as I pull off from the base of his cock to the head from a deep dive - lots of slime on his cock and in my mouth. I dropped spit onto it, which he then rubbed against my hole and started fingering me up. First one in and out. More spit and a second finger. This continued until I was totally greased up with a combination of mostly spit, throat juices and some ass juices. I know I will only get spit and throat juices for lube and that ALSO turns my brain on. Everything we do will be based on spit and juices. I always clean out well when he comes to play. So does he. We both enjoy assplay and we never follow a script... so sometimes he gets fucked and bred, sometimes I get fucked an bred. But one thing is consistent.... we love to lick, rim, suck, finger the other guy's hole before a load is dumped. In his case, he totally loves getting fisted to the point that he cannot take it anymore and then wants to fuck me. Today, was no different. I had set out a selection of toys for us. I told him to leave my ass alone and turn around on his back. Ass facing me. He complied immediately and started his dirty talk. Telling me he wanted my thick Daddy fist in his hole. He said he wanted to feel my entire fist open his second hole. He was babbling on about how big my 'mitts' were and how much he enjoyed my patient probing of his juicy hole. I had pre-made some J-Lube and it was on the side table. So, I put it on the bed beside me and pushed his legs back against his chest. He has a naturally round, hairy hole and I dove in face first to started eating. I opened his ass lips with my tongue and he groaned. I felt him open his hole for my probing tongue and I could sense that his hole was already very relaxed. I licked it. I sucked on it. I probed it with my tongue. I fingered that hole and it just blossomed right up. "Have you already had something in this hole slut", I demanded? "Yessir. I was so horny this morning that I rode a dildo while jerking off and looking at porn. Until I saw you online sir. Now I am here and want you to open me up. Please sir!!". My toy plan went out the window quick, so instead, I slipped the J-Lube squeeze bottle into the opening of his hole. I looked at him. His eyes were desperate for me to understand he needed SOME type of activity on his hole. Immediately. I watched those eyes as I slowly started squeezing the warm lube into his hole and his guts. His eyes flickered when he felt the slick warmth. Then he smiled and sighed. "Oh ya Daddy... get me nice and juicy for your play pleasure" he beamed. I pulled the bottle out and started with one, then was able to quickly progress right up to four fingers within a couple of minutes. He was DEFINITELY stretched out today. I guess all that earlier toy play was going to make this a lot of fun. I passed him some poppers and told him to take two huffs, hold and release. Each side. He did as I suggested and tossed the closed bottle at me and flopped back with a big smile on his face. "Fawwwwwwk". I chuckled and talked slow and gentle and told him he was ready to take me entire fist already. And I told him to let go and loosen right up. As soon as he did, I slipped inside and just stopped dead. He started moaning and said "I'm not sure if I can do this. Oh fuck. I love it. Oh fuck, I don't know. Oh fuck, go slow...." That was what I was waiting to hear. It took about 5-6 seconds for him to convince himself to carry on. So, I moved very slow and talked to him. I described how slippery the walls of his ass was for me. He groaned. I told him I could feel his second hole opened up nicely and counted each of my 4 fingers as they touched around the ring. He moaned. I put those four fingers inside that second hole and gently stretched them outwards and his hips came right up off the bed. "I'm gonna cum. I'm gonna cum. Oh fuck. Get ready to pull out of my ass". Suddenly, I could feel his ass hole start to clench, the lips tightened around my wrist, my fingers could feel the contractions INSIDE of him and he grasped my hand and said... "OMG. Please pull it out slowly but leave the fingers inside just a little bit". And in the next few seconds I watched his hole literally spasm around my fingers. We paused and I gave him some water and asked how he felt? His answer was to flip over on his knees, ass up in front of me. "I want more. I want you to go deeper. This feels incredible and I appreciate you taking the patience." I knew if I made this a good experience for him - it would result in lots of fun for me as well. I was happy to hear he was comfortable with the speed and depth. I added more warm J-Lube and within 3 seconds I had my fist rounded and gently rotating around his slick asshole. I dipped a few fingers in here and there to help keep things very slick. I took a lot of time with the entire fist. Telling him he almost had it all. Telling him he was getting a round fist instead of a tapered fist. Telling him to be a good boy and open his hole up and accept the pleasure. I passed the poppers back over to him and listened as he took a couple of hits. Followed by the contented sigh. This time, I slowly, but firmly popped my entire balled up fist into him at the proper angle. I had stretched this angle out a number of times and I knew he would be able to take it. And he took it. His hole swallowed me up. It felt like it sucked me inside his guts. I pulled out and let the air escape and pushed back into him. His ass and guts wrapped my fingers and wrist in a rich, warm, wet, slick sheath. I would pull out, right to the edge and give him a few gentle backward pulls, that resulted in his ass lips stretching wide. What a view. We played for a while and I decided to get him off again. I pulled my fist out and just put 3 fingers inside. I massaged his prostate and thrust my 3 fingers into his hole, across his prostate over and over again. He started a cross between and moan and a song that he was gonna cum again. I quickly turned him sideways and I hopped off the bed. He was trying to figure out what I was doing and I speared my dripping cock into his open hole. It was hot and wet and almost on fire. The surprise of me slamming my cock into him made him clench his hole around my dick and I pushed right into my balls and pushed against the inside of his guts. Slamming them. His voice was moaning higher and higher. I could feel his ass start to clench and I loaded him up with a roar. "I'm seeding your hole dude. I'm loading you up with hot cum. Right inside that nice area I just opened up with my fingers and fist. Now my cock is filling that nice area with cum. I had not cum in about 4 days, so he got quite a full load. He didn't miss a beat and demanded we switch places. His cock was still hard and it was still dripping pre-cum all over the place. He pushed the head of his wet cock against my pucker a few times to tease me and open me up a bit. Then he dropped to his knees and proceeded to eat my hole like a starving man eating a lobster. He was licking and sucking and probing with his tongue. Then some fingers and more spit and more tongue directly onto my hole. I relaxed my ass knowing this would be a fun fuck. Whenever I rub over his prostate during play, he blows massive loads. He was eating my ass and moaning. The humjob made me hole twitch. Once he gets to fucking, he will often pull out and feed me his cock. So I wasn't surprised when he grabbed my head and pulled it towards his throbbing hard dick. "Get it nice and juicy for your hole Daddy". I cleaned that thick foreskin again and swallowed his clear pre-cum. Gawd it tasted awesome. And then I swooped down on that thick dick and just opened my throat to the point he bottomed out. In one swallow. He gasped as I milked his dick with my throat. Then a few fast in/outs and shallow/deep. His cock was coated within a minute. "Turn around. Show me that ass. I need to unload a week's worth and you're gonna get it fucker" was what he muttered. He pushed in slow, but as one continuous stroke until he bottomed out inside me. I was tingling from the intrusion and he laughed and passed me the popper bottle. As I took a couple of deep hits, I could feel my hole relaxing. Apparently, so could he because he took that moment to pull out right to the edge and slam back in. I yelped once and took a couple of more hits and started to really get into his roughness. I was telling him to "Fuck my Daddy ass hard. You know I can take it dude. Open that hole up. Get it ready for your seed." He pulls his cock out of my hole and spins me a little bit and I lean forward and take that delicious cock into my mouth. I lick our juices from the foreskin again. This time there are more juices. At that point, his cock is covered in my throat slime, my ass juices and his dripping pre-cum. I can taste them all. They are all natural juices from both of us and I swallow some so I can feel the taste slide across my tongue. I quickly coat his cock up with more spit and throat juices and turn around. Ass up. He wastes no time and centers his cock on my pucker, waits a few seconds and rams it in again. The pain and shock quickly morph into pleasure as I feel his cock base and his balls rubbing my balls. He starts deep stroking me almost immediately. "My balls are aching right now, they are so full of cum. Because of your attention to my hole I have a huge load to dump. You're getting my load just like I got yours fucker". He was muttering and talking about breeding me deep and I could feel his rhythm shift a little and he said... "Oh fuck. Here comes my pre-cum". This guy's pre-cum shots are bigger than a lot of guys I have met over the years. I mean huge. And I love it!!! He shoots off a couple or three shots of pre-cum in my hole and then pulls out and feeds me his cock again. Now, it is truly and magnificently covered in many juices - including a large amount of pre-cum covering the entire length of his cock. I quickly licked it all up and deep throated him a couple of times to re-coat his dick. He grabbed me and said "Get that ass up. That was only the pre. I'm gonna load you up Daddy." He started smacking and slapping my ass while he took long, steady strokes deep into my hole. My hole was on fire. My ass cheeks were on fire and my dick was rock hard again. The whole ATM for me is about long-playtime. Neither of us are in a rush to cum. We both enjoy fucking and we both enjoy ATM during that fucking. But I knew he was getting very close and sure enough, a few minutes later he slapped my ass hard 2-3 times a side and leaned forward and gently bit my right shoulder while unloading. He kept telling me how juicy and warm my hole was for his cock. I was telling him I could feel how slick my hole and his cock felt now... what a load. We laid forward for a couple of minutes to catch our breath. He licked my ear and said.... "Holy fuck that was fun. I thought I was going to blow the top of my cock off when I came." He pulled his cock out of my ass and started to chuckle. I turned around and look and I could believe how much cum was covering his cock. I quickly leaned forward and licked him clean. Then his balls. He smiled and pushed me onto my back and started licking my hole. "Push it out. Give me some of our cum and juice to taste" he kept saying. He also gently fingered my hole as I pushed. "That's it. There it is. Oh ya, fucker. Push it out." He leaned forward and I felt his tongue swipe across my hole a few times. Then he opened my legs a little more, pulled my ass to the edge of the bed and proceeded to eat all of his own cum from my dripping hole. He saved some for me and stood up and slid his tongue into my open mouth. We tongue danced a little and swapped the cum back and forth until we both naturally took about 50% of the juice and swallowed. Spring has been pretty shitty in April this year. This has been the highlight of the month. Cheers to all

For goodness’ sake. If you read the conversations on these boards, anyone would get the impression that the bareback world is teeming with men with massive endowments, and every bottom who posts his ‘true’ story encounters them regularly. When we watch porn, we apparently get confirmation of this, because there the cocks are, biiiigggger than life. So how does the average Top feel when he then unzips his pants and looks down and doesn’t find one of those? How does a bottom feel when he can’t get any play because he’s set his profile to read “Only 8+”? Why do so many men feel the need to embellish the tales of their experiences both in their own minds and in what they write here to perpetuate this fantasy about the Big Cock? First of all, porn is largely to blame; porn isn’t an impartial, objective representation of the cock world as it is, the industry cherry-picks men with the largest genitalia for that specific reason, and uses cinematic techniques to emphasize their dimensions even further. After that, though, the blame falls on the consumers of porn for perpetuating the misconception at their own expense, for celebrating the BBC as though it were a thing apart from its owner (and an actual defining trait) and worse, for reducing all men to a series of numbers by which we are judged: 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12. We need a reality check, badly. Fortunately, the British Journal of Urology International, in 2015, published a synthesis of 17 independent studies of human male penis size, encompassing a total sampling of 15,521 individuals, to arrive at actual data on the standard distribution of cock size in Homo sapiens. You can find the results here: [think before following links] https://www.science.org/content/article/how-big-average-penis The average length, gentlemen (go get your rulers) is 5.16 inches. A penis length of 6.3 puts a man in the 95th percentile, meaning that out of every 100 men, only 5 of them will be longer than 6.3. I’ll place the graph from the study here for reference: Note that the highest length notated on the chart is 22cm - 8.66 inches - putting it in the 99.9th percentile. Extrapolate that upward and you begin to get into orders of magnitude in rarity. All those 10” cocks everybody’s getting pounded with? They belong to men that are one-in-thousands. Now, they aren’t mythical like unicorns - they really are out there. The porn at least proves that much. And, some of the stories told here are completely true. I personally am very careful not to exaggerate or embellish what happens to me, and I can honestly say that yes, I have been fucked by an 11” cock, and by a 10” cock. But only one of each (though the 11” had me twice). Since I’ve taken more than 1,000 cocks, it’s not statistically odd that I might have had these encounters, nor the handful of 9s and 8s I’ve taken. But if one were to somehow tally up every fuck chronicled on this forum and sort them by the size claimed for the Top, I’m absolutely sure the result would be impossible to reconcile statistically with the chart above. Guys, you don’t have to be huge to be a terrific Top. Bottoms, let’s face it, huge is largely a fetish - a really good fuck is all about your attitude and the Top’s skill. Maybe we can all re-calibrate our expectations a little and accept ourselves and each other as we are. I’m just a little over 7”. If length actually mattered, that would put me right about the 99th percentile, and some might bemoan a tragic waste of a good cock on a total bottom. But as I don’t penetrate at all, I might as well not have a cock at all, and so that 7” number becomes meaningless. We’re not numbers. We’re men. Always remember that. Otherwise, it’s just fuck by numbers.

Against my better judgment I broke down and hosted again in Louisville tonight. It wasn’t entirely on my own accord - I had received a text earlier in the week from a man up here who had fucked me last fall and wanted to know when I would be back because he wanted my ass again. In case you haven’t followed my posts, it’s my firm and genuine, honestly-held belief that it is my duty to surrender my body to any man’s use at his request, so this amounted to a summons. I ended ip paying nearly $20 more for the room than previously - thank you inflation - but I reserved it and arrived ready to serve by 5:30pm on a Friday evening. The guy did, in fact, show up, an hour and a half later, and in addition to a lengthy fucking, he also raped my cunt very completely with the dildoes he asked me to bring. No complaints. No further action either, until a 22-year-old visiting from Michigan came by at 1:30am. Very nice fuck, he seemed to enjoy himself greatly. A pleasure to serve him. Then, a message on BBRTS. From a man saying “be my cumdump”. Yes, I can do that. He wanted a cummy hole and was very emphatic about it, so I got out the devil’s dick I had been saving from where I had been keeping it on ice and deposited it into my cunt. He was going to have to drive nearly half an hour to get to me, so I wanted to make it worth his while. He also wanted poppers, even though I said they kill erections, so I pulled out a bottle of Hardware poppers that, as far as I could tell, were useless - at least they never had any effect on me - and set them on the table. He arrived, fucked me to loading once, then settled in for a more drawn-out fuck, interspersed with cunt-wrecking by my larger dildo, which he enjoyed repeatedly sinking to the hilt. This went on for a while until at last he picked up speed and came inside me again - and within seconds I heard the door to the room slam and he was gone. Without a word. With my smaller dildo and the bottle of poppers. It’s the first time since I started hosting Tops that I’ve been robbed. I don’t count the odd half-empty popper bottle that disappears at a bathhouse - sometimes people get confused or absent-minded. This was a theft. Not that it amounted to much - the poppers were worthless and I was about to retire that dildo anyway; I had literally nearly worn it out ravaging my cunt, and now my cunt has, shall we say, graduated. But there’s something about the fact that he did it the second after he bred me - he took from me in every way he could. The irony is that had he asked, I would have given him those things, as easily as I gave him access to my sex. Instead, I now feel a little bit violated in both ways. What he did didn’t, as far as I’m concerned, invalidate his right to enjoy my body - he’s a Top, that’s baked in. But it just seemed somehow a little cold-blooded to fuck a guy down, flood him with your seed, and then betray the trust you just enjoyed. It could have been worse, of course. He could have taken all my dildoes, or stabbed me in the back. I’m not going to get bent out of shape over what went missing, and I’m certainly not going to stop surrendering my body when it’s demanded, but from now on, I can never be that trusting again, and that makes me sad.