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Click here to see original blog post on Real San Francisco Gay Sex... I shot my load all over my belly this morning thinking about this time I felt really, truly used.* I arrived at a cruisy park to find it pretty empty... but there was one guy there, and that could be enough. When I got out of my car and headed toward the woods, I caught sight of him up ahead near the restrooms. He was hot, too. A bit older than me, short hair, toned but rugged. He started up the trail, and I followed him into the trees. Very quickly, we had our cocks out and were taking turns sucking each other. I had my pants and briefs all the way around my ankles, and when he reached around to play with my hole he said something like, "Oh this is what you want." Well yeah. He turned me around and I leaned against a tree while he pushed his cock inside me. He begins fucking me, and I'm noticing how beautiful this park is and how good his dick feels in me. He's got a steady, constant rhythm and just pounds away at my ass. I'm loving it, and then it's suddenly not happening anymore. He's pulled out, and I turn around just in time to see him finish zipping up. He turns around and leaves before it even registers for me what's happening. Before he's out of earshot, I manage to call out, "Thank you!" The dude had used my ass completely. He fucked me with one focus: not to prolong things, but simply to cum and go. He gave me no notice, verbal or otherwise, of what he was doing or when he was doing it. He simply shot his load, pulled out, and left without a word. I smiled, pulled up my pants, and left too. More...

Click here to see original blog post on Real San Francisco Gay Sex... I've been meaning to post about this totally hot night of oral sex I had recently (oral only? fuck yeah! I think you'll like hearing about it), and I just have been running on all cylinders getting some shit done.* Email me and tell me to post it if you wanna hear it! More...

Click here to see original blog post on Real San Francisco Gay Sex... I was in the back room of a bar recently, and sucking this big guy's dick when this other guy in suspenders came over and sticks his big dick in my face too. When I start sucking it, the first guy starts to pull me partway up, and I unbend my knees showing him my ass.* He works his cock into me, and fucks me for a while before pulling out and turning me around.*While I suck on his dick some more, suspenders guy starts shoving his cock up my ass. I'm getting too excited getting fucked by both of them, so I try to go back to just sucking them... they keep pulling at me though, clearly still wanting to fuck me from both ends.* The night is young, so I head back into the rest of the bar for a bit. Eventually I find myself back in the back room and on my knees in front of the big guy again. I come up for a breath of air and he says, "Turn around."* "You turn around!" I joke back. Calmly,*definitively, he responds, "No, turn around. I'm going to cum in you." Wow. Something shifts in my head and I drop to my knees to wet his cock with my spit. He pulls up on my shoulders, and I stand up and turn around. As he's sliding himself into my ass, mister suspenders shows up again, just in time to fill my throat with his cock while the first guy uses me.* At least, that's what I thought would happen, but after some good fucking he pulls out again and turns me around. Of course as I'm cleaning mister big's dick with my tongue, mister suspenders takes the opportunity to fuck my ass. And when he starts to pump faster, and get a bit louder, mister big grips my head with his hands, pulling my face down onto his cock, making sure I don't go anywhere. Mister suspenders starts to grunt and shoots his load of cum in me. Only after he pulls out does mister big turn me around for the final time to stick his dick back in my now cummy ass. This is what he wanted, to fuck a real cumdump hole, and so that is what he made me into before finally using it himself. Pumping his cock in and out of my ass with the other guy's cum, he finally starts grunting himself, pounding me harder, as he cums in me too.* More...

Click here to see original blog post on Real San Francisco Gay Sex... Big ole daddy bear came over and fucked me. His ad said he was dominant, so I lead him to the bedroom and then just waited to see if he would take the lead. He did, telling me to undress, and moving me onto the bed.* He didn't have me suck his dick too long before rolling me over and putting it in me. My ass was already lubed like a good boy. He fucked me with his full weight on top of me, holding me down as his cock pumped in and out of my hole. I just laid there and took it. "You like Daddy fukkin you boy?" he asked. "Yes, Daddy," I replied. He seemed to like that.* He rolled over and told me to suck his dick some more. I love cleaning my daddy's cock after it's been in my ass, and I jumped to it. He moved me where he wanted me, in between his legs. He seemed to like looking down at me with my mouth on his cock, and I was willing to keep doing it.* When he began to move, I came up on all fours. "Stay right there," he said, moving behind me. Now he wanted to fuck me again, doggy style, and after he shoved his dick in me he grabbed onto my hips and really started to pound me.* I thought he was gonna cum, but instead he put me back down on the bed. I sucked his dick some more, and then he turned me on my side and snuggled me against him. He put his cock in me again, put his arms around me, and began to fuck my ass purposively. He started to fuck me faster, started to breathe heavier, and I knew he was getting close.* He started grunting, and I felt my ass get slicker. The sensation of getting fucked changes immediately after a man shoots his load in you. I love it. *He kept fucking me for a little bit and I enjoyed the feeling of his cum lubricating his cock in my ass. And then he got up, and started getting dressed. "Can I cum for you, Daddy?" I asked. He looked at me in surprise. "Sure." He didn't stop getting dressed, but he watched me. While I jacked off I put my fingers in my hole and felt the sloppy mess he'd made of it. It didn't take me long to shoot all over my belly and chest. He laughed when I scooped up my cum and ate it. "You're cute. Now go to sleep boy." More...

Click here to see original blog post on Real San Francisco Gay Sex... I just had the best sex, with this little hairy muscle dude... submissive pleaser... he's been wanting to come over for months, but I told him I was gonna fuck him and make him clean my dirty cock with his mouth... and that he couldn't come over until he was ready to submit to it.* Tonight he was ready. Completely straight up, even said, "Clean or dirty?" He came over, stripped, sucked on my cock, let me fuck his face... took my cock up his ass with just my spit... then cleaned it with his mouth, sucking down to the balls. Good boy! What he really wanted was to be fisted. We worked at that in two rounds, mostly with all five fingers in up to the last knuckle, my hand probing deep into him. I found the second sphincter with my fingers and opened that up.* In between rounds of butt play, I fucked him in the shower and came in his ass, bred my cum right into him. Then I turned him around and made him drink my piss. He nearly shot his load.* We went back to the bedroom and I pushed my hand into his ass again, pushing my cum deeper into him. We didn't get all the way in, but he took it as far as you can without actually going all the way. I mean, it was absolutely about to sink in--you know the feeling, you're pushing, sliding, listening... and then suddenly you're over the hump and the ass starts to pull you in, and with some acceleration, *plop* you're in.* This guy climbed to the peak of the hump, took in the view, and then said, "Nope, I'm goin back down, and NOT on the other side." Absolutely awesome. You can't force fisting. You can't be attached to an outcome. You take the journey until it's time to come back home. However far you went on your trip was the destination. There is no other place to get to.* More...

Click here to see original blog post on Real San Francisco Gay Sex... Awesome experience with a fuckbuddy last night... like a one-man-gangbang I tell ya. Our normal routine usually starts with a lot of him sucking my cock, moving on to some fucking/dildo play, and finishing with me fucking him bent over his bed. Tonight seemed just like the others, except... As I was fucking him the first time, and building toward potentially cumming, I let myself let really close. I did everything except cum in him. I basically faked an orgasm, unintentionally. I was just close and it felt good and I wasn't ready to cum yet. He reacted like I was cumming, reacted to the timing of my strokes and the urgency of the pounding and the sudden cooldown and pull out.* He was surprised when I stuck the first dildo in him... this one is slightly bigger than me, "the next size up". As I fucked him with it, I found myself imagining that a second guy had pulled up to use his ass. This guy meant business: get in, fuck, cum, get out. I pounded him with the dildo as I imagined what it would feel like to be that second guy, what it would be like to shoot a second load in him. Again my buddy reacted like he was being bred, ass tensing up and then his whole body letting go.* I put my cock in him again, wanting to feel what his ass was like with two loads in it... wanting to deposit a third. Again bringing myself to the edge, pretending to cum, and pulling out. With three fantasy loads in him, I lubed up the second dildo, this one much larger.* As I began to push it in him, his hole straining to take it, I imagined what this third guy would say. "C'mon bitch, take this cock I don't got all night." I pushed the dildo into him insistently, and begin to fuck him with it like I imagine the big muscle guy in my gangbang fantasy would. He would push it in all the way first, then begin to test the waters sliding in and out, and once he was satisfied that the bottom was ready to take it without complaint, he would begin full on fucking and not stop until he shot.* When he pulled out, I looked at the bottom's ass... I swear four cumloads were running out of his hole. The lube had been whipped into a frothy white cream and was just dripping down. I eagerly slid my cock back in and fucked until I shot my load for real, finally breeding the cumdump bottom he apparently is. Man, what a good time. More...

Click here to see original blog post on Real San Francisco Gay Sex... Do you ever get so busy having sex that it's hard to find time to write about it? If not, get crackin!* Anyway, with everything going on in this crazy life it's nice to have some simple pleasures sometimes... like cumming at the same time. We're not supposed to get hung up on this, because hang ups get in the way, but let's be honest: it's fucking awesome to cum at the same time together.* John came over the other afternoon on a break... the guy's a pig, so I didn't piss before he arrived. In fact, I drank more water. So I started with putting him on his knees... he knew what was coming, asked, "Are you gonna piss for me?"* So sure, I'll take a leak down your throat, whatever. Transition to a little cocksucking... getting you naked the whole time... get you on my bed... and get in your ass. Mmmm.* I was enjoying fucking him on his stomach, which is normally my preferred position... but something told me to turn him over. As I'm getting closer, he's jacking off... and we are both getting closer, and as I start to cum he does too. Watching his cum spray over his belly while I shot mine up inside him was so hot.* Ahh simple pleasures...* More...

Click here to see original blog post on Real San Francisco Gay Sex... I'm thinking about getting one of those "make a dildo replica of your cock" kits... I want to have a better idea of what my bottoms are experiencing. And I'm betting that no one can fuck me like I can ;-) Any readers ever done this? More...

Click here to see original blog post on Real San Francisco Gay Sex... I woke up this morning to Rick trying to fuck me. I knew better than to try and stop him... Rick is the kind of guy that always gets what he wants. It's one of the things I like about him. Sure, he was rubbing me sweetly and kissing my neck, but he was also gently, insistently, pushing the head of his cock against my hole. Rick can get his cock in you with no hands... and no lube... not even spit, just his precum, sliding in you like it's the most natural thing in the world. Once his cock is inside, it's like everything has been put right in the world, this is exactly the order of things, exactly how fucking is supposed to happen. Feels so fucking good to have him inside me, pumping my ass with his dick, licking my neck, sticking his tongue in my ear. He likes it every way he can get it, on my stomach, on my side, but his favorite is anywhere he can watch me jack off. I end up straddling him as he lays on his back, stroking out a big load across his belly. That's enough to push him over the edge, shooting his hot load deep up inside me. How does one end a post like this? That's the end, right? We shot our loads, and then we made sandwiches, yes? Maybe not quite... more to cum, I guarantee it. Probably more straightforward gay sex, two horny guys getting off... maybe I'll tell you some Rick stories from years past. Would you like that? More...

Click here to see Spunk Bucket's original blog post... Bareback Blogs seem to be all the rage, only a few people in Belfast have started one, gotta admit it they turned me on... to a point. I say to a point, because, well, being totally honest, the thing that these barebacker's blogs lacked, was 'quantity' of spunk in their asses. Something that I have tried my best to make up for. In case anyone is wondering, I don't know for sure if I am poz, I will be finding out in a month or so. My ass has been filled with Poz Cum, and lots of it. June 2009 I have just had a massive dry spell, no sex for litterally almost a year, my hand had been the only companion my cock had experienced in ages. I had just had enough of this dry spell, and thought to myself, it was time to end it. I went onto gaydar, made a new profile, a special profile, one that I specifically wanted to use for the sleazier side of sex. Barebacking, Fisting, Piss, gang, and group fun etc. As you know, a gaydar profile takes about 24 hours before you can get it onto chat, so.... my story sorta freezes for a day. . . . . . . . . Day later. Nite has come, my ass is twitching, and I have already started the task of getting lubricated, although, not my ass, instead I was getting my head fucked up on vodka and Carlsberg. I was well on my way to having enough dutch courage to actually go and meet a guy after the long dry spell. I enter gaydar chat, and the name of my profile, which, let me just say, implies bareback sex, attracted about 4 chat windows within the first 5 minutes. Suffice to say, most of these people were the typical 'body beautiful' types, who have 'always' on their profile for safer sex. The types I hate. After politely declining both sending them a face pic, and meeting them, I had waited for about 10 minutes when the real deal appeared. This guy was nearly 30 - according to his profile, but im fairly sure he was lying, and was actually 30-34, not that it makes any difference, thats my type of age range anyway. He told me he loved bb sex, and lived for pumping loads into young btm's. I showed him my face pic and he still seemed keen. The only problem was that I couldnt accom, and I was still quite nervous about meeting guys of gaydar, after the dry spell. We agreed on a somewhat neutral meeting place. The Pipeworks Sauna - I hadnt been here in over a year, this was gonna be fun. I got a taxi down to 'the Kremlin' I say kremlin, cause thats what I told value cabs. Im not gonna say 'Pipeworks Sauna' now am I. I walked up the stairs to the entrance of the Pipeworks, im lucky they let me in, I was quite drunk. I also bought a bottle of Poppers, cause I was well in the mood for getting my ass abused. [[ Stripped off, Clothes in Locker, and proceeded to the cubicles on the side of the complex with the computers]] I stumbled into the cubicle, choosing the one on the far side of the room, ensuring that only people who are 'keen' enough, are gonna find my hole. The thing I hate more than anything, is when people spend ages looking from the doorway, and never enter, even once they get the nod of approval. I was in the far cubicle, face down, and a small portion of my ass showing. It wasnt long, before I had 2 guys coming into my cubicle, there was no words, nudges, or even question of what I wanted, it was all about what they wanted, just rightly too. No foreplay, all it was, was one of the guys proceeding to shove his cock in my ass, and fuck me fast and hard. As much as this should be hurting, it wasnt, my ass was made to accomodate any type of cock, 'except the small ones', and Im glad to say, this cock was quite satisfying. He fucked me at an even pace, with groans of appreciation from his friend. Top number 1 moved asside, and top number 2 took over, he fucked me quite rapidly, grunting and groaning as my hole accomodated his raw cock. Top 2 moved asside, and yet another cock took its place, I dont know if this was a third guy, or top number 1 again, but at this point, no one has cum yet. Top 2/3 fcked me, hard and fast, and before I could beg him for his load, he had already pulled out, stood up, and shot his load all over my back, I turned around to see the load, and saw 2 guys on either side of him, also wanking, and proceeding to shoot their spunk on my ass, and back. This was the first time I had seen cum from another guy in over a year or so, So I lay down again, smiling, waiting for the guys to leave, once they did, I proceeded to lick their loads of the leather of the cubicle. At this point in time, I was horned up beyond belief, My ass was lubed from a mix of loads that I managed to scoop up, and finger into my hole. Being well used, and tired, yet begging for more, I didnt care at this point about how slutty or bad I looked with my ass showing to the world from the open door of the cubicle. I lay there, ass up, face down for a time. 'He' arrived shortly, he was kinda late, but it was well worth it. He hopped into the cubicle with me, and checked my ass, he gave the usual sounds of approval, the sound a top makes, as he fingers a hole with one hand, and wanks a little with his other. The Top was lean, about 6'2, not the best looking face, but he made up for that in more than one way. He shoved his cock into me, sliding in slow first, to test how well my ass could take it, I don't think he was particularly big, in terms of length or girth, but I wasnt complaining. He pulled out, and proceeded to do that thing again, where he would finger and play with my hole, as he wanked a little in one hand. What happened next, was totally unexpected, but not entirely unwelcome, as it shaped who I have no become. He came up to where my head was, gave me a really forceful kiss, holding me down, with his cock pressing against my hole, which was begging for more. At this point in time, I was wondering what he was waiting for. He reached for something, and revealed it to be a bottle of poppers, he forced it under my nose, and made me take a big hit of it. The whole time, he was fingering my hole, waiting for the tell tale signs of poppers induced loosness. When he got that 'all's good sign' from my ass, he rammed his fingers into my hole, in that forceful conical shape that your typical fisting top is all accustomed to. It was just a few seconds, before 3 fingers, and 4 fingers, became 5 fingers, and then a whole hand to the wrist. This guy was really into fisting, he knew the way to do it, lubing as you go, smothering the lube around the wrist as you go in and out of the ass. I was so tired, and to be honest, my ass was in total agony, I've gone from no cock in 1 year, to having 3/4 cocks in space of 2 hours, and now a fist was working its way up my rectal tract. My ass was in literal pain/torture mode, I have been fisted before, but this guy was either experienced as a fisting top and was intentionally making this into the most painful sex I ever had, or he was a noob at it. Either way, my eyes were squinting as I tried to endure the pain, trying to be quiet about the pain, because all I really wanted, was this guys load. He didnt seem to be much into the in out motion of fisting, he was going in one direction, and that was 'deeper' and 'deeper', hitting the wall that is at the top of the rectum. He just kept going and going, and Im fairly sure his nails were digging into that wall, trying to claw his way further up the track. 'Your ass is crying for it!!' he said. 'My ass is crying!!' i responded. At this point, I think he knew that I was in pain, and he proceeded to withdraw, only to replace his hand, with his cock, and he gave a few furious thrusts, after which he shot his load deep in my hole. He pulled out, squeezing his spunk out of his cock as he withdraws. 'Thanks for that, nice hole!!' he said, as he left. At this point, I more a less passed out, I rested, cubicle door open, on the off chance that someone else might be able to soothe my ass with some love juice. It was a Thursday nite, so the place was only open till about 3am or 4am... not sure which. I woke up, and checked the time, it was about 2:30 am, and the place was quite cold, and empty. I decided it was time to leave, so I proceeded to get dressed, taxi, and home. 2 Day's later, I heard that the top who fisted me, was attending some bareback parties in England in the next few days. As hot as that sounded, I was Neg at this point, and immediately thought that he might be poz. I have to admit, I might not have jumped to this assumption, had it not been for the fact that I had started talking to my ex from 4 years before, who had been infected by hiv shortly after the break up. So, with the revelation of my ex being poz, and this guy doing bb parties in england, I had poz thoughts on my mind. Through some encouragement from my ex, I went to the clinic. They tried to turn me away, said registration for the clinic was finished for today. Before I left, I saw a piece of paper on the desk, saying "Ask to speak to a member of nursing staff if you have been: Exposed to HIV, or Sexually Assaulted." I went back to the guy on desk, and tapped at the sheet of paper, and said I need to speak to a member of nursing staff for one of these reasons. I was then given the royal treatment. Pretty much, this was 4 days after my Pipeworks Sex, lovely nurse woman took my details, passed me on to a doctor, and lovely doctor woman told me that if its 4 days after exposure, its all too late for PEP's. Pep's - for those who dont know, are lovely little pills, infact, they are actually the same pills, that Poz guys take for their med's. The idea is, that these kill the virus, before it has a chance to take root in your system permanently. They are only effective up to 72 hours after exposure, it had now been about 96 hours. Doc said we would test me every 2 weeks, for 6 weeks, to track my levels, should I turn poz etc. -------------------------------------- Poz Ex chats to me on and off for wee while, Ironic, he was the first guy I ever slept with, and I became totally head over heels in lovey dubbyness with him. Was so upset when we stopped seeing eachother, and always held a torch for him. From chatting to me, Im fairly sure he knows I still feel this way, but think he kinda gets off on the attention, knowing I feel this way, and that he holds a 'power' over me. Anyhow, Poz Ex does the usual, texts once a fortnight, coincidentally always on the day of my trip to the clinic, supposedly just to say hi, or find out whats going on in my life - but really, its obvious it is more a 'Are You Poz or Not' checkup call. Anyhow, these txt's typically involve 3 txts a day, for that one day, then 2 weeks of silence. Got to the point, where I convinced myself I was poz, seemed that it was best to assume the worst, and make the best of it. Which isnt all that bad to be honest. I made a new profile, one that showed my apparent poz status, and surprisingly enough, had lots of guys who wanted to dump in a poz ass. Arranged to meet a guy in Pipeworks, for a raw fuck, and he never showed up - waste of time, but not completely, Got a load dumped in me by another top. This fuck was great, in that I felt his cum stinging my ass, as it flooded into my guts. At this point in time, I convinced myself I was poz, so I did everything I could do to make it riskier, as risky as an already poz guy could do. After getting the load, I went to the toilets, and proceeded to finger fuck myself, 3-4 fingers, and then some self fisting, just enough to draw a little bit of pink blood, mixed with the cum, which tasted even better fresh from an ass. I didnt get many bb fucks for quite a while after that, but suffice to say, I tested NEG for tests 2 and 3. So.. hey!! Im neg after all... Was kinda annoyed though, I had just got used to the idea of committing to the poz lifestyle. I also got messaged on gaydar, by a profile that I saw, who holds bb parties in England, they saw me leaving a track, so they rather nicely, invited me to their July event. The profile said that everyone was either poz, or poz friendly, and knew the risks of playing with poz guys. At this point, I knew I wanted to go, the pics were so hot, and the idea of 30 guys being able to fuck me raw, just turned me on so much. It was funds which prevented me from going to July's party, but at this point in time, I was thinking of Augusts event, for which I had lots of time to plan. With a month advanced notice, I was able to book flights to england, for a very cheap price. I had just forked out a bit of dough, committing myself to this decision, kinda thought to myself, maybe I should chicken out. 2 Day's later, I actually messaged flybe, asking 'can I get a refund, a death in the family makes it inappropriate to fly on vacation'. Flybe responded, : No! No refund, meant I was committed to going to England. To a BB Poz Party. The time of the party arrived, and I flew over, travelled, and arrved at the party. Was nervous as fuck, but turned on too. I had never been to a sex party, let alone the one that might be knocking me up. The party didnt start for few hours, first one guy turned up, he was nervous too, first timer like me, then others arrived, and soon we had about 7 guys in the kitchen, talking and chatting, but no fucking. I went to the toilet, and came down, and in that time, guys had their clothes off, and someone was getting fucked over the counter. I went back upstairs, and took my clothes off, and went downstairs. A guy proceeded to get on my cock, and I gave him a good fuck, but no cum. I had been given a Chemagra, apparently they are viragra's without the head'ache. I went upstairs, and lay on the bed, hoping someone would come in and fuck me, 5 minutes did the overflow from the kitchen, came up the stairs, and my ass had a stranger attached to it, he fucked, until his face went bright red, and he let loose a big load into my ass. He had a big red poz biohaz tattoo beside his belly button, the horniest thing I ever saw, he shot a big load in my hole, and pulled out, and moved on. I hopped into the sling, and found that I had become a party piece. My hole was being serviced by another top, and this time he shot his load, while holding onto the top bar of the sling. My ass clenched hard, to suck the cum out of his cock. The whole night passed, and I got fucked by about 19 poz top's, fucked about 4 guys. How many loads I took? I would say probably about 8 or so, cant be sure, many tops wanted to conserve their loads. I returned to Belfast, with a renewed thirst for cum, but this time, I didnt care about poz or neg. Poz infact, was a plus, litterally. I swear to god, that party, was the most fun I have ever had. I am definitly going back. Since the party, I've taken one other poz load. Guy from glasgow, he gave me a really big poz load, which I played with in my ass with my xl butt plug. Using the cum as lube, and seeing it come out on the black rubbery butt plug was a big turn on. Im going to wait 6 weeks before getting tested again, but in the mean time, im looking for bb fucks everywhere. Poz a Plus. More...

Click here to see Spunk Bucket's original blog post... This guy msgd me of gaydar, said he wanted to unload in my ass, and lets be honest, who am I to say no. He was staying at a hotel in belfast, and said he would pay travel costs and extra if you get my meaning. Lol Started on a Friday Nite, I was on gaydar chat, on my poz/bb profile, the profile that lets everyone know truthfully what im into. One message arrived, and it was him. He said he was up in belfast with work, and was looking for a bb fuck for the night. I told him that It could be arranged, but that I had trouble with accom and travelling etc. Thats where it took an unexpected turn. He offered to pay travel costs, and offered me a tidy sum of cash for the company. Who woulda thought I could get a bb fuck, my guts flooded with cum, and get some very welcome cash. Saturday Nite came, and it was time for me to get my taxi, I had texted him to let him know I was on my way. I arrived at the hotel, where he was staying, and met him outside. I was strangely pleasently surprised, because most guys who have to pay to get a fuck, tend to be either fat, or old, or ugly... or a combination of both. But this guy, he was late 30's, quite fit, and a pleasent face to look at. He wasnt a dictator either, he kept giving me the option to leave, little did he know, I was craving for his cum, more than the cash. He offered me the choice of a pint at the bar, or champagne in the hotel room. Because I knew that a glass of Champagne would not get finished before the fun began, I chose the Pint. Got about half of the pint down me, before we headed to the hotel room, and from there we proceeded to take eachothers clothes off. [insert exchange of money here] I was happy at the sight of his hard cock, it was about 7-8 inches long, and quite thick at the base, a good fuck tool. I immediately started sucking on the hard cock, in the hopes of getting it to full hardness for the fucking that I craved. His cock glided in and out of my mouth, touching the back of my throat, I sucked him for quite a while, until I could start to taste the pre-cum. With the taste of pre-cum in my mouth, my obsession with cum kicked in, and I immediately asked him to fuck me hard. "You want it raw dont ya!!" "Yes!" He manuvered me onto his cock, so I was riding him, not my favorabe position, but saying that, Dawson did it like a Pro, especially with his Churning the Butter Scene. He pumped my ass for few minutes, and then he rolled me over, to get me into the Doggy Style that I am much better at. He re-entered my now well lubed and wet hole, and started thrusting in and out faster and faster, with the occasional slower thrusts, the thrusts that let ya know that he was edging. He put a thing of poppers beneath my nostrils, and the action of him fucking me instinctivly made me breath in the fumes. My senses were swimming in popper fumes, and my own leg muscles were just tired from the doggy style. At this point, my legs and body sorta angled forward, flattening my body out onto the bed. I was now flat on the bed, and the Guy was fucking me hard into the Mattress, he put his arms around my neck, not in the 'I wana strangle you' way, but in the I wana hold you tight, and control you as I unload in you way. He held me tight, and fell down ontop of me, his cock skitted forwards all the way, deep into my hole, and I felt it twitch about 8 times, the whole time, my legs wrapped backwards around his ass, pulling him down tight, while my hole milked his cock for every bit of cum he had. . . . . . . For about an hour, we did the 'post-fuck' cuddle thing. He fell asleep, and well... that was my cue to leave. I gave him a few snogs before leaving, and ordered a taxi, and left. I got home, and proceded to examine the cum in my hole, my Black Butt Plug was used to loosen my hole, and to get some of the cum onto it. Dissappointingly, the guy only left a little bit of cum in me, and it wasnt the good type I love, it was the small amount type, where it tends to clump etc. I love cum loads which fill a entire ass, and stream out of it when the ass opens. Anyhow, thats my bb fuck on 12th September 2009 More...

Click here to see Spunk Bucket's original blog post... Doing well this weather, Got a cum load, as well as a wad of cash the night before. Now I have arranged a meet with a guy from gaydar, he had wanted to bb fuck me now for a while, he knew what I looked like, but not much description as far as he went. I took a bit of a chance here, cause I knew he was slim, and young, the type of guys I am not really into. prefer the built guys, who are older . . . but it was ok. He pulled up outside my house, in his blue bmw, and I got in, and we went back to his. The first thing I noticed, was that he was the silent type, quite well trimmed, and possibly a little bit camp, not overly, but still radiated a little bit of feminism - the type with the body beautiful thing goin on. Anyway, I really didnt feel comfy with him, cause he clearly had a better body than I did, and he wasnt the chattiest person I ever seen. So, when we got to the bedroom, I proceeded to suck him off. I didnt wana do any kissing, I just wanted his load. He started fingering my ass, I didnt exactly want him to, so I didnt make it easy for him to reach, but once I sucked him enough, I asked him what his favorite position was. "Any, im ok with any" "Wana try doggy?" Well, as ya can guess, we tried Doggy style, he stuck his cock, which was about 7 inches, into my ass, and I immediately tried clenching my ass around his cock, for his pleasure. He took his cock out a few times, to try a little fingering, not to my taste, but I was happy when he replaced his fingers with his cock, and continued fucking me. As with the night before, my legs got a bit tired, and my arms gave out first, I was now lying resting on my head, in the pillow, with my back arching downwards, with my ass pointing up. After a few minues, my legs gave way, and I was competely flat on the bed, Young guy loved this, he started fucking me really fast and rapidly now, he also tried some other weird positions, where he would sit direcly over my ass and fuck me downwards at an odd angle, it was fun, but as we all know, all I was interested in, was his load. He whispered to me "Im getting close" He really was, because about 15 seconds later, he let out some "Oh, fuck!!" "eugh!!!" "Ahhhh" His cock twitched so many times, and it wasnt a small twitch either, I felt every spasm of his cock inside me. He left me home, and well.. that was that. He text me, to say he enjoyed it "That was well horny" I told him that I loved getting his cum flooding into my guts. He said he hoped it was a good load I got, I told him, "Will find out later" Well... it is now later, and I am about to go to bed, but inbetween heading upstairs, and getting in bed, I will be squatting on the floor, over a towel, with a butt plug up my hole, if its a big load, I will be spooning it into my mouth, or at least giving the butt plug a lick. Well guys, until the next bb load, thats me signing off. More...

Click here to see Spunk Bucket's original blog post... My bb fuck from last Sunday asked me round for another bb fuck fest. The only difference this time, is that I stayed the night. He arrived at the house, at around 00:15, and I climbed into his car, the only thing I've noticed about this guy, is that he is especially quiet, not that touchy feely, which is strange, because he's quite well groomed, and slim. The sorta person you would expect to be chatty, and touchy feely in the bedroom. But alas, he turns out to be the silent type. We get to his house which is only up the road from where I live, and we go into the house, straight through the dark house, to his bedroom, which has the tv on already, alas, no porn playing, just some early morning gameshow tv etc. He proceeded to take his top off, and then moved onto his track suit bottoms which had already started to give me a hard-on in the car. We had chatted over the past 2 days, about the things he wanted to do to me, he said he wanted to fuck me bb, and use the cum as lube for fisting me, he also said he had a used condom that he had from the night before, that he wanted to dump into my hole. I kinda thought he may have been exagerating about the condom bit. Anyhow, I started taking my clothes off too, I was wearing a black shirt, and jeans, no underwear. We climbed into bed, with the lights on, and started touching eachothers cocks, I moved down, and started sucking on his cock, a good 7-8 inches long under the right stimulation. I gave his cock a good suck for about 5-7 minutes, and then moved back up to the pillow, another few minutes of mutual wanking. He proceeded to get to the base of the bed, where my legs were, and at this point I rolled over, pointing my ass into the air. At this point, I was expecting him to either start trying to fist me, or to start trying to work his cock into me. Instead of doing either of these things, he leaned over me, and reached for his upper drawer, and pulled out a condom which had a large load in it. I gave a quick snigger into the pillow, cause I really didnt expect him to have actually have saved up a load for me. He tried to hold my hole open with one hand, but it proved difficult, with one hand holding the condom. At this point, I reached back, and spread my cheeks, and held my hole open, awaiting his deposit. He forced the condom inside me, turned it upside down, and squeezed the contents into my welcoming hole. As he pulled it out again, some of the load went onto the entrance of my hole. The load felt cold, and actually stung a little, but I endured it, cause it was seed that I craved. He fingered the load that was round my hole into my ass, and then proceeded to force his cock inside my cum lubed hole. He forced me down flat on the bed, and proceeded to go all the way into my hole, he bump and grinded on my hole, in a circular motion, going deeper and deeper. He would then pull out, and go back in, slamming hard into my ass. He was fond of pulling out partially, and going in and out fast, stimulating the area round the top of his cock, I've come to realise that this is the indicator that he is near to cumming. Like I said, he is the quiet type, so he forced into my cock, and started pushing in as far as he could, even forcing me foreward on the bed. He just let out a big sigh, and relaxed ontop of me. I had to ask him, if he came, because it was actually hard to tell. I love it when guys tell me their about to cum, it turns me on so much. I raised my legs, and used them to force his ass into me even harder. For about 7 minutes, he kept his hardon, inside me, as my ass milked his cock. We did the post fuck relaxation thing, where we sit on the bed, watch tv. Tv went off eventually, and we tried to have a sleep. Strangely enough, I couldnt really get to sleep, I didnt know whether he was into cuddling or not, so we more a less stayed on our sides of bed for few hours. 5am comes, and hes got the horn. He comes over to my side of the bed, and started to feel my ass. I reached back, and felt his cock, it was rock hard again. He tried to get his cock into my ass, but alas, the cum which was used as lube, had dried up, and it was actually hard to get it in. He licked his hand, and used it to lube his cock, and used the excess to wet my hole. He forced his cock in, and proceeded to give me a rough fuck. It felt different from the first fuck, because now there was 2 loads in my hole, he fucked me for a good 10-15 minutes during which time, I had images of Dawson's 50 Load weekend flashing through my head - specifically the Churning the Butter scene. I could feel the cum from before, leaking out of my hole, soaking my balls, and cock. He started to slow his pace, and give deep sighs. He lay ontop of me silent again, I asked once again, "Did you cum?" "Yeah!" This time, it must have been about 10 minutes, he stayed inside me, before getting up. He had work starting at 7am, so shortly after this, we had to get dressed, and he drove me home, with several loads in my ass. Before I climbed into bed on arriving home, I played with my ass with my butt plug, and saw that he had cummed loads in my ass. Each time I pulled the plug out, a huge load followed it, which just turned me on so much. I proceeded to ram my massive butt plug into my hole, faster and harder, in and out, making sure his seed, what was left of it, got rammed deep into me. I pushed the plug into my hole, and then got on my bed, and tried my best to sleep with the plug in my hole. I did well, managed to keep it in for 30 minutes before starting to get irritated, I took it out, and managed to get some sleep. Now im online, looking for more loads. More...

Click here to see Spunk Bucket's original blog post... Well, had a bit of a pisser time recently. Guy who fucked me, who also paid, contacted me to accuse me of giving him Gonorrhea. Instead of turning into a bitching fight, I acted quite mature about it, and assumed good faith. I contacted my fuck buddy, and asked him if he had any symptoms. He said he had none. I also had none, so anyway, on Wednesday, I went to the clinic, got the tests done, This was the first time I had been to the clinic since July, when I was getting tested for the hiv back then. Anyhow, lets count everything up. Since July, have been 1. Fucked by a poz ex - did not cum in my ass though. (bb) 2. Poz Bareback Party - about 12 Poz guys fucked me, one guy particularly, who had not been on meds for 5 years. He fucked me 5 times during the night. 3. Poz guy from glasgow fucked me bb week after the party. 4. Gonorrhea dude - bb fuck. 5. Fuck Buddy - bb fuck 6. Fuck Buddy - bb fuck. Anyhow... I couldnt exactly tell the doc's all this. So, said I had 1 unprotected anal and oral - in england, and 2 unprotected anal and oral in belfast. Said one of the guys was complaining of gonorrhea, and I also suspected him of having hiv. (He actually admitted to having HIV after he fucked me, to a friend of mine - but he denies it to my face) So.. The doctors did the normal. Swab Tests - Urine Tests - and the bloods Blood tests were marked as urgent, so the results would be done within a few days. Instead of results after 2 weeks. Urine tests gave results there and then Swab tests - normally given there and then, but they didnt have them done on time, so said they would contact me if anything popped up. Urine Tests showed no gonorrhea, did show a little irritation/inflamation of the urethra - but this is just called NSU (non-specific urethritis) - Which means an inflamation, which may indicate an infection, or could just signify a local irritation caused by wanking too much, shower gel irritating my cock etc. So.... nothing to worry about there.. Swab tests - After 4 days, have not heard anything about these - so im assuming im clean... Blood Tests - 4 Days, and no word back - im starting to get concerned... lol I know that the typical reaction is, that no news, is good news. However, im obviously hoping to hear something back. What are the chances I am neg after all this..... Well.... im starting to think that maybe its higher than I thought it could be. They said that the results would be back in a few days, opposed to 2 weeks. Anyhow... As for my sexual health at the moment. 1 - I have no traces of Gonorrhea - so "Mr I pay for sex" who accused me of giving it to him. Im obviously some sort of mutant who can turn the infection on and off at will, cause as it stands, I have no detectable traces of it, so nah nah nah nah.... you got it from someone else, If anythig, im lucky that you didnt give it to me. 2. NSU - They gave me 4 pills, for the NSU, just incase it was the Clap - Took the pills.... so thats me in tip top sexual health condition. Anyhow... felt I should post my results here.... Im away now... to try and get more cum in my ass. More...

Click here to see Spunk Bucket's original blog post... Ok, had planned to head to Dublin tonight, for an overnight stay in the Luxurious Boilerhouse Sauna, Bareback heaven. Lol However, earlier in the week, I seem to have over done it with my butt plug. My ass is all red raw and sore, from rubbing on the rubber/pvc of the butt plug. Even more a problem, since tomorrow my fuck buddy is wanting a fuck. Hes been saving up loads for the past 3 days, so hes gonna have lots of cum to dump in my ass, im just hoping that my ass will be in top shape for it. Note: The gum clinic never did contact me - and its well over 2 weeks now, so definitly am NEG and definitly dont have any other std's. I don't expect to remain that way indefinitly, but who cares, we play, we pay, its part of the fun, part of the thrill from the russian roulette that is bb sex. The naive part of me wants to believe that I have some sort of immunity to HIV, after all, I have been bb'd by lots of POZ guys, and yet no result for me. There are people in europe, and africa, who have a genetic trait called CCR 5 Delta 32. This has been linked to 1. People who find it hard to get hiv 2. Long term non progressors. 3. People who never seem to get hiv. Basically, the way it works is like this : This is where I get really scientific. 1. Hiv virus targets cd4 cells, 2. Hiv gets into the cells via 2 types of receptors that are on the surface of the cd4 cells. 3. The virus locks onto these receptors and uses the receptors to pull itself into the cell. 4. People who have the CCR5 32 Delta trait typically have either one of these receptors, or both of these receptors missing. 5. The amount of receptors missing, usually depends on how many allelles of this trait the person has. Basically, how this affects hiv individuals are as follows. Infection can only occur for ccr5 32 delta individuals, if they have an extremely large amount of virus cells invading their system. The chances of catching hiv are severely small in normal cases of exposure, 8% usually. Hiv virus isnt a smart organism that can go where it wants, it typcially drifts past the cd4 cells, attempting to latch onto them, onto the receptors. So, people with one allelle of this trait, are missing one of the receptor types each cd4 cell has. That means hiv has 1 less receptor it can latch onto. People who have 2 allelles, are missing 2 of the receptor types which instigate the crossing of the cell membrane. - Note - this isnt 100% immunity, under the right circumstances a large amount of hiv viri vs a low amount of cd4 cells can instigate an hiv infection. So, lets work on the rough odds of infection. 1. Normal person - apparently 8% chance of infection per sexual act - according to my gum clinic. 2. Person with 1 allelle of the trait - Well, you could in theory, argue that it makes them half as unlikely to catch it. But those statistics are just off the top of my head. 3. Person with 2 allelles of trait, these people find it almost impossible to catch the virus, because the cd4 cells are able to kill more of the hiv virus, before the hiv virus can find a method of cell entry. If the cd4 count was low, and hiv virus load was high, then it might be a different story. Anyhow - this is just some insight, or at least my own understanding of the ccr5 32 delta. In the case of long term non-progressors. These people have been infected, dispite their own resistance. Basically, their cd4 cells got swarmed by hiv viri, and cd4 cells were not able to zap the hiv viri before one little viri managed to get in. Only takes one viri getting into a cd4 cell, before that cd4 cell gets converted into a hiv making machine. 1 CD4 Cell having been compromized, can in theory produce hundreds, if not more, hiv viri. In the case of long term no progressors, although having had some of their cd4 cells compromised, there is a sort of balance between the amount of new cd4 cells being infected and not infected. Not forgetting, hiv can and is fightable by the human body, the only reason it ends up causing harm,is because in large doses, the viri manage to overpower the cd4 cells, which do the viri killing job, and turn them into their base of opperations. Which leads to death of cd4 cells, and results in a diminishing immune system. Imagine it like this, 100,000 hiv viri coming towards one cd4 cell, in a normal person, they probably wouldnt stand a chance of non-infection. Its just the law of averages, chances are, that one of those 100,000 viri, will get inside the cd4 cell. If however, it was 10,000 viri, vs 100,000 cd4 cells, the cd4 cells could probably fight the hiv virus, rendering each of the viri harmless before they have a chance to get into the cd4 cell. Taking into consideration, these numbers are fictional, you are not likely to ever have 100,000 cd4 cells in a single drop of blood In the case of non progressors, imagine having 3 infected cd4 cells, and 10 non-infected cd4 cells. 3 infected cells start pumping out hiv viri, but the 10 non-infected cells are fighting back, they are taking out some of the hiv viri,before they can get near the cd4 cells, during this battle, new cd4 cells are made, which are healthy, these serve as reinforcements for the army of cd4 cells. But as in all battles, there are some casualties, dispite their resistance to hiv, 4 of the 10 cd4 cells get infected, pumping out more hiv, but thats ok, cause their sacrifice has allowed healthy cd4 cells to replace them. So.. as you can see, its a kind of balance that works. CD4 Cells do get infected, but at a much lower rate, in most cases, cd4 cells are generated at a rate equal, or greater than the cd4 infection rate. This would delay the progression of hiv from being just years, to being possibly decades, How do you know if you have this trait? Well.... some sites used to offer testing for this trait, but I would never put much belief in what their results say, they are after all, taking you money, and you never know how reliable their testing methods are. I'd only believe an actual result that was done in person by a doctor, but the problem is that hospitals typically dont do dna tests just for patient curiosity. Research projects do exist that study this. Obviously research projects exist in such large quantities that test for this, that they managed to work out the demographics of the trait. Apparently its 16%-22% in europe, and the trait is apparently next to non-existant in america and asia. This trait has also been linked to immunity to black death plague. Saying that this trait evolved through natural selection during the plague times. This however is discounted by the fact that this trait has been found in the same demographic locations dating back to early man times. ANYHOW... How the fuck did I go from horny bb slut, to science geek. Lol More...

Click here to see Spunk Bucket's original blog post... Ok, Well.. Didnt get meeting my Regular Fuck Buddy at the weekend, which is kinda good and bad, Good in that my ass has only just recovered anyway, Bad in that well... he might be put of by the delays etc. Anyhow, I tested my ass out last nite, and it seems to be working just as good as it used to. No more stinging sore leather chafed feeling like last week. How I tested my ass out you ask? Well.... Gaydar.co.uk helped me out in that regards. Firstly, I have to say, that I wont be able to concentrate on my Cum hunts as much as I used to, as my DickWad of a Convicted Sex-Offender Housemate has decided to Fly away to England, to live, and never thought that his Housemate, might be the first person who needs to know? Yeah - I know. Strange. Anyway, Im house hunting more than Cum Hunting. Last nite - Started Chatting to a guy on gaydar whilst I was at work during the day, he said he and his BF Would be up for dumping in my hole, they wanted to see my face pic. Well... this is where Gaydar.co.uk's Technical Glitches of the 8th of October, completly screwed up my fuck chances. I have another profile on gaydar, which I made when I was under the impression I was poz, Because im at work, and cannot go onto 'pornographic' sites, I use a dedicated server located over in england to do my gaydar browsing, that way, my bosses dont know what Im looking at. Anyhow, I had left the dedicated server logged into my poz profile or something, then logged out, and went onto my cumdump profile, but for some reason, while I was on my Cumdump profile, when I sent a message to anyone, it was coming up saying it came from my poz profile. How annoyings that. Anyhow... Im fairly sure the pozsibility of me being poz, may have put this couple off. Which is a really shitty thing, I mean, for fuck sake, they are willing to bareback, but get scared off at the word poz, even more annoying since my tests all show I am neg.... FUCK YOU GAYDAR.CO.UK - Your technical glitches ruined my chances of another double fuck. Anyhow.... This little technical glitch persisted the whole day - including messages in the menu bar saying "Err. No Languages Loaded" or something similar. After I got home, I started chatting to more people, and found 2 guys who wanted to fuck me bb. One was in his 40's, and had some facial hair, but I wasnt really into facial hair - really ticks me off, got images from Roal Dahl's 'The Twit's in my mind, with pieces of food etc stuck in beards. YUCK... Anyhow.. wasnt really sure about beard guy, 2nd guy was bit intimidating. He has Red Hair - which is often a Euphanism for 'GINGER!!' But I can actually confirm now, that it was infact dark crimson Red, an odd shade. He had chatted to me b4, when I was less Desperate, when I had kinda...er... 'Not agreed to meet him' - So naturally he was concerned that I wouldnt like him. I told him that I was alot less fussy these days. He also told me that he was french, which believe it or not, is another off putting thing. I slept with a french dude once before, and between Fucking (which he did lots of that night - bareback), he would spout out the biggest load of crap about how he is superior to most of the people in N.Ireland because he can speak many european languages. Well, I can programme in PHP, ASP, VB, C# and I know the odd word of Klingon - ya dont see me calling myself superior. (It goes without saying . Lol) Anyhow.. So, that young guy put me off French guys. Back to the present though French dude, met him, he was meant to be somewhere in his early 30's, but can tell ya now, he looked more 50's. He was very short, curly red hair, very lean, and he reeked of Cigarette Smoke. House was obviously some sort of Student Accomodation, but was really a pig sty. Did I mention, he reeked of Cigarette Smoke - I tried my best not to breath. We went to the bedroom, and he was still smoking, with his one free hand, he started groping my cock, I tried to do the same. HEY HOLD ON.... YOU SAID THIS WAS 7 INCHES UNCUT!!! Yeah.... tonight was just full of disappointment. 7 inches Uncut, has just suddently become 3 Inches Cut. His Pubes were even weird too. looked like Moth Balls or Like his pubes had been permed - seen it before, tends to happen in people who have curly hair. In my own opinion, just looks and feels weird. But I can kinda see the benefit, less likely to get pubes in ones mouth when they are like that I suppose. Anyhow...I didnt wana voice my ...er... Dissapointment, so we got onto bed, and I rolled over, and he hopped on. As hard as it was for him to get his 3 incher in me, he somehow managed it. He kept stopping every 45 seconds to ask if I was ok, which was really annoying, since I could barely feel the bloody thing. How would he like it if I stopped every 45 seconds, to ask - "Is it in yet??" Yeah, well... I didnt have a chance to do that, because as soon as it had started, it was over. Yeah, thats right, he came in less that 2 minutes flat. I actually think the longer duration was spent with him slowly edging out of my ass. We sat, and tried to make small talk - well.... tried. It woulda looked bit rude if I just upped and left, considering I had just got there. He then told me that "I dont think I could manage to cum again" - in his French Accent Wow - feeling the dissappointment - This is my cue to get dressed. Im getting dressed, im calling a taxi, and im out the door. Waiting for taxi, and hopping into taxi when it arrives. Im back home, and telling my Mate David all about my night via Gridr on our iPhones. (with housemate in the room) We both burst out laughing, especially at the 7inch uc = 3inch c bit. Lol Anyhow.... Im still looking cock, but cause of the house hunting thing - its gonna be hard for the next month or so. More...

Click here to see Spunk Bucket's original blog post... Well, last night was certainly strange. I started chatting to this guy on gaydar, who typically isnt the usual type I go for. He looked really fit, and was under 30. Lol He said he wanted to dump a load in my ass, but said he couldnt accom, he wanted to do me on the side of the road somewhere between Lisburn and Belfast. I went and got ready, shower,bath etc. Then started to get cold feet. Literally - my feet were cold, my clothes were all soaking wet, cause of the bad rain from my walk home from work. Anyhow, I texted the guy, and told him that I was kinda uneasy about the outdoors thing, He started getting irrate, but managed to turn him around, and we ended up agreeing to going to his place instead. He picked me up accross the road from my house, and as soon as I was in the Car, we started driving, and for 5 minutes, didnt talk to eachother. He was very assertive, he undid his trousers as he drove, was loose trackies. He told me to play with his balls as he drove. I did as he asked, he was way more assertive than what I was used to. It wasnt 3 minutes later, that he had his hand on my head, forcing it down on his cock, trying to force it all the way down my throat, I gagged alot. Every now and again, we needed to stop the sucking, as he needed to change gears etc. We arrived at our destination, and got into his house, had big electric gates etc. Kinda weird looking. Not every day you see a gay with a house like that. Anyway, got into his bedroom, and he demanded I take my clothes off. At this point, I was very nervous, I had actually thought that this meet might turn bad, or violent, so I dared not refuse. This guy, is what I would call a lazy top. He was very much into being services by his bottoms, he had this thing he liked to do. He would tell me to get down, hands and feet on the floor, whilst I sucked his cock, my hands being on the floor, meant I couldnt control how far his cock went in my mouth. He liked it like this, cause he wanted to force it down my throat. Any attempt to put my hands up to guide the cock down gently, would result in him shouting, "Hands on the floor, fuckin faggot!!" This continued for a few minutes, with me gagging the whole time. He told me that he wanted to try and get his cock down my throat, the whole way, so he said he will do it in one big thrust, when I said I was ready. I braced myself, and well... Nothing prepared me for it, he forced it all the way down, but believe it or not, once I had finished gagging, and it wasnt moving any more, I was able to stop gagging on it, it was only when it was trying to go down, that it made me gag, once it was down, I quite liked it. Strange... Anyway, Now he got on the bed, and he demanded I give him the 'best' blowjob, and he wanted me to focus on his balls, and crack. He liked it when I sucked his balls, taking each one into my mouth, its not often I get a top who is making sounds as if they were in heaven, from just my oral skills. Soon, I was ordered to change my technique, I was told to lick from crack, to balls, to cock, all in one stroke, He told me that he wanted me to use my hands to tickle his upper area as I sucked his cock. At this point, he grabs my head, and forces it down hard on his cock, another deepthroat experience. I was seriously getting tired of the oral, my tongue was getting tired. It had been an hour of non-stop oral, and this guy was less than reciprocal. Him getting all the suck fun, and me getting no cock up my ass. Well, this guy had noticed my talents with my hands, this little tickling thing that runs in my family. My grandad used to tickle my mum's back in a way, that would send her to sleep, and she used to do the same to me, and now... I do it to anyone im in bed with. Lol He wanted me to stroke him with my fingers, so I did. One finger, up the side of his body, all the way to his armpit, and onto his arms, and then back down, accross his belly button area, and repeat. He really loved it, at least, after 5 minutes of it, the snores he was giving off, sure sounded like snores of approval. I was really pissed off now, cause I wanted my ass loaded up, and now the top is asleep. I tried to slow down the stroking, hoping he would notice the lack of stroking. He snapped out of it shortly, and then said he was gonna fuck me, but wanted me to get him hard again, through, yes, you guessed it, more sucking. Suck, Suck, Suck - hes now hard. He said he wanted me at the bottom of the bed, face down, The next bit really pissed me off He said he didnt wana bareback me. He grabbed a condom, and put it on, and proceeded to force his cock in me, no lube, it hurt like a bitch giving birth, backwards. But once he was in, my ass started self-lubricating. Up to now, I havent really described his cock much to you, but maybe I should. This guy, said he was blonde on his profile on gaydar, but he kept saying to me things like 'How do you like that Ginger Cock!!' So, im guessing hes Ginger, and what they say about Ginger Cocks, is true. This cock was about 9-10 inches. Massive, and even the veins were big. He took his cock all the way out, and slammed into me, I gave out a yelp, and he told me "Shut up faggot!!" He only did that once, thank god, he totally inflicted some pain with that cock. He grabbed my ass, squeezed it tightly closed, and started fucking me hard and fast, he started saying "Im cummin!!!" I rolled my eyes, "Feck sake, why ya bothering to tell me... not like im gonna get any of it" He came, apparently, and took of the condom, and threw it on the floor, his wooden floor. It made a 'squishy' sound when it hit the floor, so clearly, not an empty condom, I only found out later how 'full' it was. He got me to suck his cock, I went down on it like a pro, hunting for any taste of cum left on it. Instead, all I could taste was remenants of condom lube. Rubber taste. He said he wanted stroked again, he had a rest, and a snooze, 20 minutes of snoozing, he woke up. He said he wanted to fuck me again, this time, he wanted me over the bottom of the bed, standing up, bending over. He just went inside me, all in one thrust, it fucking hurt so much, I gave a quick little cry of pain, and he told me once again "Quiet ya fucking fag!!" He started fucking fast and furious, and came again. Once again, in a rubber. He dropped this one by the first condom. He lay down, and I asked "When do you want me to go?" "Now" - he responded. I got dressed, and he went to the bathroom, I picked up the first condom while he was out of the room, and oh my god. It was a huge load - it filled up about 1/4 of the condom. I was raging, I coulda had that in my ass. The second condom wasnt as full. But still, was annoyed, and partically tempted to take his load with me in the condom, but this guy was well straight acting, and totally hates fags. He would obviously miss the condom, and know I took it, and would just think im weird if I took it. Hes clearly not into bb fucking. So... I left his load behind, and got a taxi home. This guy offered to fuck me on the side of the road initially, and because of my hesitations, I ended up at his house, having to service him non-stop for ages. I think in future, my chances of getting a load are better, if I just agree to the side of the road thing, and I am less likely to get face fucked for as long. Anyway, not sure I wana meet him again after that, Was a waste of my time in terms of loads. How would ya feel if someome agreed to fuck u, then changed their mind - u would label them a time waster This guy promissed me a load, and he let me down. - Time waster. Anyhow... until next time. More...

Click here to see Spunk Bucket's original blog post... Been invited back to the BB Party in Nottingham. For all who dont know, I was there in August, and got my ass loaded with poz spunk. It was the best time of my life, and I cant wait to get back. Im looking for other guys who wana travel to the party with me. Msg me for invite. Note - I am getting a check up again at the Gum Clinic a few days b4 the party. I should still be neg at the moment, however, If I am poz, it means that the person who poz'd me up is either: Guy who paid for the fuck. (He said he was poz, then denied it - apparently poz means posh in his world). Fuck Buddy - Who says he is neg but doesnt mind fucking poz guys. French Guy - Small Cock dude Think thats all the guys - if theres been more guys since my last check up, I cant remember them. Anyhow. I made the appointment in november, because the guy who paid, was within 6 weeks of my last appointment, so this delayed appointment, is to give time for anything and everything to show up. After the party, I will wait 2 months, then get checked again. Im not stupid, I know the risks, I dodged the bullet once before, wana see if I can do it again, get fucked raw buy about 14+ poz guys, and come home uninfected, or at least unaffected. Once coulda been put down to being lucky, but dodging it twice, is just uncanny. Lol I dont count myself as a bug chaser, I just love bb sex, and am not afraid of HIV. If anyone wants to fuck me like they hate me, and try their best to knock me up, then issue your challenges NOW!! More...

Click here to see Spunk Bucket's original blog post... Haha. I just got a phone call from the Gum Clinic. HIV - NEG SYPHILIS - NEG Gonnorhea - NEG - In your Face MR I PAY FOR SEX AND ACCUSE PEOPLE OF INFECTING ME OF GONORRHEA. CLAMIDIA - (OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT) - Positive. K, I had Clamidia, but the 4 wee pills they give you for the NSU (Non-Specific Urethritis) treats the Clamidia, so no biggy. The Lovely Heath Advisor from the Clinic also gave me another revelation. Apparently, one of my previous tests came back Positive for Hep C Hep C for everyone know doesnt know, is a big bad disease, which is more deadly than HIV/AIDS. It is degenerative, no cure, and a thousand times more virilant. Breaks down the Liver, and targets Heart, Lungs, and Brain. I say No Cure, as in, No Medicinal Cure, however, It does appear that my Body has cured itself of the Hep C. As I said, One of my previous tests, showed evidence of non-reactive Hep C Virus in my system. If I didnt think I had a super powerful immune system before, I sure do now. She said that its a fairly common occurance, for a person to clear themselves of Hep C. (First I heard of it too...) I asked if I am at risk from it in the future, She said "I wouldnt know the answer to that, but obviously, safe sex would be the only sure way to stay safe." Which translates to "I dont know, but why would you wana tempt fate." Which is more a less "Your probably immune, so bareback sex with HEP C guys should be ok." Lol In Novembers Test, Im gonna ask the Doctors for more details about my Inherrent Immunity to Hep C. This is Class - The only Disease I was actually scared about getting, was HEP C, and it turns out I have had it and all, and got rid of it on my own. HEP C infected people, generally die alot sooner than HIV infected people, since their livers shut down. She didnt say when my test came back positive for it, but one things for sure, I wana know why the doctors didnt tell me about it back whenever it was that I got that test done. For all I know, that test result is from a year ago. Im quite excited about this... The sorry cunt who may have had HEP C and given it to me. Hes probably not as lucky as me, to have cleared it on his own, I just checked, apparently 15% of HCV (Hepatitis C Virus) infected people, clear it on their own. I dont know if this leads to a future immunity or not, heres hoping. Anyway - Thanks Sorry Cunt, for trying to kill me, Lol, and Failing miserably. More...

Click here to see Spunk Bucket's original blog post... 22 Quid, is how much its gonna cost me to get to the BB Party in Nottingham, and back. Its well cheaper than my previous trip, which cost about 98 quid. More...

Click here to see Spunk Bucket's original blog post... Im in the process of moving house. I hope to start moving my stuff into my new house on Friday, so, from that point on, I should be able to get back to BB Fucks. This time, I will be able to accom too. Moving from South Belfast to East Belfast - much classier. More...

Click here to see Spunk Bucket's original blog post... Ok, long time since I got a load up me, so I have made up for lost time. I have been chatting to a guy off gaydar for few years, he is in his 40's, and when I was 18, I kinda felt he was too old for me. Now, myself being 23 now, I dont feel hes too old for me, infact, I think hes quite ruggedly handsome. He has messaged me loads of times, saying how he thinks im cute, how im gorgeous etc. I used to just shrug it off, but lately, past week, I just gave in, and said I will meet him. Well.... Im kinda skint at the minute, so I had to get him to pay my taxi fare. South Belfast - Glengormly = £14 - Not bad. Anyhow he wasnt just after a fuck, he was doing the whole romantic thing, got me some Vodka Coke etc, and we watched some tv. He mentioned some of his interests, talked about some people we know in common - one being my mental ex. But we wont go into any of that. Oh ... btw - EastEnders - Heather Trotts Baby's father is Darren - yeah, watched it at Shag Number 1's house. Anywhoo.... We drank, talked, and then went upstairs, under the pretence of him showing me his leather and toys etc. He showed me his leather straps etc, u know the ones which strap round your chest etc. Never seen them in person before, but now I have, he showed me how to put them on etc. He said they worked better when I am naked, - that was our cue. Clothes came off, and I was wearing nothing but the straps, and he used them to pull me accross the bed, and made me suck his cock. Not the biggest, about 6inches, but beggers cant be choosers. He made me suck him for a while, he complimented my sucking skills, and gave the usual sounds of approval. Now, he grabbed my straps at the back, and dragged me down to the edge of the bed, and made it so I was face down on the bed. He started spanking my ass. Now, one thing about this guy, lets call him John.... John is one of these guys who on gaydar says "Always" for safe sex, but on Squirt.org, he has as one of his interests - "Barebacking" So.. I was fairly sure I would get a bb fuck from him After my ass was spanked to pinkiness - is that a word? He proceeded to get something for lube - he said he was getting lube, but whatever it was, he used it ,and it stung abit. He began pumping my ass, once again, I was kinda drunk, so the details are kinda fuzzy. I remember him giving me some big thrusts, which made the sting dissappear. Eventually, he shot his load. We did the usual cuddle thing, and then I thought we were gonna go to sleep. It was only 10pm - he demanded we go back downstairs. Lol So... we are downstairs, and watching tv. Kinda getting annoyed, im fairly tired and wana get some sleep. Lol Anyhow, I go to bed, waiting about 5 minutes for him to follow. I sorted felt my ass giving me that indicator sign that you need to fart etc, So I thought I would try farting to relieve myself... Boy... was that the wrong thing to do. I tried pushing the air out of my ass, but a big explosion of cum came out at the same time, and I was scared I would get it on his white bed sheets. Lol Quickly had to use my hand to rub it all over my ass, until it dried in. He entered the room, oblivious to what I had been up to. We tried sleeping, but me being me, I tried doing the cuddly thing, and stroking thing... He sorta got bit annoyed in the morning at me, he said I had kept him awake till 3am. Lol - Well... serves him rite for not letting me sleep when I wanted to. Lol Anyhow... next morning, got a lift home from my sister who I met for signing my Gurantor Form. I was kinda warey, cause I checked the inside of my jeans, and a big load of cum had leaked out and spilled onto the inside of my jeans. I was wet and cold as I walked with a cum spillage inside my jeans. ANYHOW... I got home, and got onto my laptop, and went onto gaydar again, My pickup line was "1 load up my ass, who wants to make it 2!!" I got about 3 chat windows opening up, 1 was too young, 1 was a bottom, and the other was a top guy, who was in his 40s as well. The 3rd guy seemed ok enough to try. I explained that I cant accom, and dont drive - he agreed to pick me up, and deliver me home. We met up, got into his car - which was quite dirty, had bits of cigarettes everywhere, untidy, and the car felt like it was gonna fall apart. Got to his place, which is at the top of the lisburn road, once again, like french dude, it was studant accomodation type housing. Town House converted to Appartments. Anyhow, he put some porn on in his bedroom, on the pc, and we started touching eachother. We stripped off, and I began sucking him off, he was keen on licking my hole out, he must have liked the taste of Johns 'Several hours old' cum. He was obsessed with my hole. He pushed me forward, and flipped me round, and spat on my hole, and pushed his cock in. I was on my back - a position I have not done in a while. (probably not since the bb party in August). And he was riding me hard and furious, his voice and breath were good indicators, he was enjoying it, and I could tell he would be cumming soon. I felt his cum filling my guts, usually I dont, but this occasion I did, It felt like a little bit of cold fluid filling my ass. When I say cold, I mean it was colder than my ass, so It was easier to notice. I held him against my ass, so i could milk his cock dry, Part of me wanted to beg him to breed my hole, just on the off chance he would play along, and talk dirty to me. I never did it though. Anyhow... I got home, after fuck 2, and am on gaydar now, looking for 3rd load. 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Click here to see Spunk Bucket's original blog post... Well, not long till the BB Party in Nottingham - its more a less the first week of November I will be going over. And... as it turns out, I've lead a revolution. I've had 2 guys confirm that they want to go with me, from Belfast, to the BB Party in Nottingham. They know its a BB party, where there will be poz guys. So.. they are fully informed of the risks etc and all that shit. Like me, they are just concerned about getting BIG Loads of cum up their ass. 1 of the guys is Poz, and Its possible the other one is Poz too, not sure, not bothered either - hes quite the hotty too. Would take his load either way. Our Flight Leaves City Airport at 7pm - Assuming there are no delays, and we land at about 8pm, get to the party at about 9pm by latest, and then BB Fucking non-stop till the morning. Return flight is at 12pm the next day or around that time. Everyone is probably thinking - Paying to go get BB Fucks?? Thats bit out of the way like... Well.. at 22 Quid for a return flight, there is no reason not to get a flight to the BB Party. RyanAir - thank you. More...

Click here to see Spunk Bucket's original blog post... k, Well, been a while, but I got more cum in my ass. T'was Wednesday Night, and as you know, I am going on Saturday night, to the Bareback Party in Nottingham. Anyhow, I am bringing 2 friends, who are likely poz, one of which I think is beautiful as fuck, and so wana be his boi. Lol Anyhow. . . We decided to have a drink on wednesday nite, to get to know eachother, suffice to say, we had a few drinks, I am still feeling the hang over head ache to be honest. I got home at about midnight, and since im in my new house, I dont have internet access until tuesday, so the only access to the internet I have, is through my iPhone. So.... I get home from Dubarries, and find I have a rather large desire to get cum in my ass that night. So... I hit Gaydar Chat, and asked, just once... "BB Btm for Hung BB Top - East Belfast - Can accom" Within 10 seconds, I had 3 chat windows opening. 1. - 19 year old - meh - not my type 2. 36 Year old - no face pic.... maybe 3. 59 year old - face pic... not the nicest looking. All of them had average cock sizes to my disdain, but I decided to go with number 2 - I told him I wanted bareback fuck, and wanted a load up my hole. He was happy to comply. Gave him directions, and he tried to find his way to the house... in the mean time, im in my boxers, in my bed, totally out of it, cause im kinda drunk. I see a text message on my phone - "Im here" I run downstairs, its like 1 am now, and I let him in, we head straight upstairs, and I take my boxers off. I think he was taken back a little by my forwardness, he was fully clothed, and I was already naked. I proceeded to feel for his cock, and once it was visible, I latched my lips around it, and proceeded to get it hard with a little oral. Once he was hard, I stumbled back towards the bed, and he asked for lube. I had some lube with me - Its special stuff called 'Boy Butter' - I only discovered it when clearing my room out for the house move, it came with my butt plug. Its desensitizing apparently. Takes the fussy out of bottom - or so it says on the tin. I gave him some of this stuff, but im guessing he didnt like it, cause he proceeded to get his own stuff, an oil based lube, out of his bag, and used it. He slid in fairly easilly, and proceeded to ride my ass for about 8 minutes, Not the longest fuck ever. He did talk dirty, which was fun, he said things like "Taking my raw cock up ya!!" "Your gonna get my load up ya!!" and stuff like that. He then said he was close to cumming, thats usually my cue to start working the ass muscles, so I can milk every bit of cum out of his cock. He let out some loud gasps, and his pace grinded to a halt - he came. Now... I usually like it when the top is on top of me, pinning me down, cause it just feels like hes breeding me, or making me his property. This guy wasnt really into that, he had me bent over the bed sorta, standing.... And instead of grinding his body into my ass, after cumming, and letting each drop of cum run out, he kept his cock in place for about 30 seconds, then pulled out. Completely a no no. Well.... wasnt the most satisfying fuck... he asked to use the bathroom, to wash the lube of his hands. Then he left. Anyhow.... I then had my appointment at the GUM Clinic the day after (yesterday being honest) I was down to get re-tested for the Clap (which should be cured) and to get my bloods done again - since I had sexual partners within 6 weeks of the previous tests ....... Obviously I didnt let on that I had sexual partners within 6 weeks of this test... infact... the doctor - blonde young doctoer girl... she never asked. Anyhow...She did the swab tests - these take about 3-4 weeks for the results, cause swine flu has got the labs busy. And then I got bloods taken to test for 1. HIV 2. Syphilis 3. HEP B & C I got more information regarding my HEP C self curing thing. Apparently, when someone tests positive for accute Hep C, they monitor the person for 6 months to see if they clear it themselves - I cleared it before it was detected, so no monitoring was required of me. The virus was not detected in my blood, just the antibody for the virus, there are 2 tests done you see. The PRC test, tests for the virus DNA ,or the protein of the virus - I tested negative for this, cause the virus is dead. The Antibody test, tests for the antibody, which your body creates when fighting off the infection. - I tested positive for this. Now.. this is the bit that is interesting. Apparently, the Antibody test works on a sorta scale, I dont know if its percentage based or not, but she said that values of 0 - 0.8 - can usually be put down to equipment failures, or test results being bad etc. My first test result which tested positive for the antibody, actually came from May 2008 - I had an antibody result of 1.2 (it was not mentioned, because it was nearly neglible) Anyhow, over the months, and a year later, my Antibody level is now 6, which doesnt mean anything bad, just means the antibodys are reproducing in my body, its something your immune system does when it has combatted a virus, and wants to help keep you safe from it in the future. Now.. the big question: Am I immune to it. She said No. She said that I have had it, and fought it off, but thats not to say that you cant catch it again in the future, and in future circumstances not be able to fight it off. Obviously, everyones immune system is slightly different, at the time of my original infection, I must have been in tip top condition, and the virus got its viral ass kicked as soon as it got inside me. Thats not to say I wont be able to clear it again, I might be able to, or I might not be able to... Anyhow... another big question is where I got it from. I dont think I can remember every fuck from back that time of year, but if the first test to test positive for HEP C was in may 2008, then that would suggest I may have caught it from my time in America - Steamworks Sauna (Chicago). That was in October 2007 I believe, and after I came back, I got diagnosed with Syphilis, which made me do my 1 and 3 quarter year abstinance - So... America was probably the last time I coulda picked it up. It probably tested positive during one of the regular test check ups I had to do over the course of the year after having the Syph. Like I said - they didnt tell me about it, cause it wasnt a 'positive' for having HEP C, it was just Positive for having 'once' had it. The time frame sorta supports this too. If the antibody levels have gone from 1.2 to 6 over the course of a year and half, I would surmise that 7 months before May 2008, may be the time of original infection. Anyway - hope ya all took that in. I will blog more, once I get back from the bb party on Saturday. - Internet gets installed on Tuesday. More...

Click here to see Spunk Bucket's original blog post... Ok, its Sunday 8th, The nite after the Party in Nottingham, Im writing this now, but I wont be able to post it until tomorrow when I have internet connection at work to post it with. Anyhow... I got ready yesterday at about 4pm, got shower, bath, douche... ya know the drill, I had advised my mates who were also going, that they should try to get as clean as possible b4 the party, as there is ALWAYS a queue for the douche'. Lol Anyhow, Im all ready, and its about 5pm, I text one of the guys who was going with me - the one I fancie the pants off. Asked him if he wanted to come round to mine, and we could leave for the airport together. He replied, and said he was ill, and couldnt make it..... Shit one... Anyhow... I wouldnt hold that against him , I do like him. One more guy was going with me - Michael - I tried texting him, no reply, tried phoning him, voice mail, and then actual hanging up, or directing me to voice mail... I dont know what was going on, but we had planned this trip to the bb party for like 2-3 weeks, and all of a sudden, Michael was being total time waster. At least the other guy was genuine enough to make an excuse, and explain. Anyhow... I ended up going to the airport on my own, passed through security, blah blah blah... Was on my flight at 6.45, and we flight left kinda early. About 35 minutes ahead of schedule - translates to me arriving early. Arrived at East Midlands, and found a building for taxi's at the airport, I asked them for a taxi to Nottingham, Sneinton. I was expecting a price of about 42 quid. I was quite relieved to find it was only 28 quid. And it was paid up front etc. Anyhow... will skip the long taxi ride, passed some countryside, and passed some coal power stations....interesting.... Arrived in sneinton, and recognised the street, and got to the front door of the party. Almost like it was fate, the door opened before I even got to the door, one of the hosts - We will call him 'Mr R', was opening the door, and asked me to test the door bell. Lol I got inside, and there was about 6 guys there drinking, everyone was clothed still. 'Mr F', cracked a few jokes about the last time I was there, when I got the plane to the wrong airport. Lol I got a drink of vodka coke, and just sat there chatting, and mellowing in their company. Its always ackward at the start of the party. Anyway, more people arrived, some I recognised from august. At this point, I felt it was time to go get a second douche, to make sure im completely ready to become a cumdump. I walked upstairs, and alas.... the bathroom with the douche was in use... so I formed a queue....starting at me. Lol Took about 10 minutes for this guy to be finished - yikes.. Anyway, I got in, and it was done fairly quickly, helps when you have no food for the day, and douched earlier. So... I went downstairs, and noticed there was now about 12 guys in the kitchen, they were all smoking, there was the hint of weed in the air too. So obviously they were getting - loosened up. Im not a smoker, so the smoke was getting to me, so I went upstairs and stood in the landing, noticed there was a few guys in similar boat, the smoke was getting to them too. One of the guys who arrived, went and got stripped off, he was leading the way so to speak. After he got stripped off, he went downstairs and into the kitchen, he came straight back up though, think he was either too cold down there, or felt out of place. Shit one. Anyhow, more guys arrived, gonna call these ones the '3 bears' - skinheads, trimmed beards etc. They all proceeded to get into leather boots. Some people are into that I guess. They were wearing jock straps too, which is kinda a turn on for me, love watching treasure island videos of guys getting fucked and creampied with jock straps on. I waited till they were done getting dressed/undressed, and then I proceeded to get stripped off too. Part of me was bit self-conscious, The past 2 days, I had 2 pimples on my ass cheek - which kinda turned into scabby things. How annoyings that, but unavoidable. Hoping they will clear up during the week, but anyway.. Im stark bollock naked, upstairs, I walk downstairs, and get myself another vodka coke, the vodka wasnt the nicest, so I tended to down the drink in one, to get drunk, but avoid the taste. I was beinging to get quite losened up, so I went upstairs and got myself to the top floor, where the sling is. There was about 6 guys in this room at the time, 2 guys watching, 2 guys playing, and myself and another guy. The other guy, was in his late 40's probably, and he gestured me to the free space on the bed, he lubed up his cock, and shoved it in my hole. His cock was quite large, and fat, it filled my hole, thats for sure. He enjoyed pumping my hole, he did it for a very long time, and then pulled out, he then made me roll over, and he straddled himself onto my cock, at this point in time, he was facing me, with his cock infront of me, and his ass going down on my cock, I proceeded to pump his ass for about 5-8 minutes, the whole time through this, I Noticed the pre-cum spewing from his cock, and imagined that all inside my ass. All that poz precum, which was almost enough in volume, to be a small load in itself. Im not much of a top, so I asked him to fuck me again, and this time to dump his load in my ass. He fucked me again, the position was me face down on the bed, and him on top, I was across the bed, width wise, my upper body was hanging over the side of the bed, and he was fucking me. I dont think he came in me though. He stopped, and said he wanted a rest. I looked at the room, and saw there was about 8 others in the room, 3-4 of them standing at door way. One of the guys, a regular I remember from August, - lets call him 'Batman' for the Batman t-shirt he had on. (he was naked on his bottom half)- I dont like to speculate on peoples race, he had an english accent, but dark skin, so probably a little eastern descent in there, but thats ok, he was a great fella. I walked over to the door, and watched along with them, as others got fucked. No one had hopped into the sling yet, so I said out loud, and kinda suggestively, "No ones using the sling yet?" Batman joked - 'Aww, ok, you hop into it' Exactly what I was hoping for. I hopped in, and Batman showed me his assets - his cock was very large, must be about 9 inches, and it curved in a weird way at the top, sorta to the left, or his right I suppose. My ass was well lubed, with ass juices from the previous fuck, the remnants of lube, and a large amount of pre-cum from the dude who I was just with. Batman proceeded to enter me as I lay on the sling, he slammed in and out of me a few times, mostly going slowly, but everytime he went fast and furious, I would grab the metal chains of the sling, to shut them up. I kinda knew that he wasnt gonna cum, he was being conservative, as everyone else was. After fucking me for about 8 minutes, he noticed a tall dude, who was quite fanci-able in my own opinion, I was kinda thinking to myself, that he was gonna go off me, and play with him instead, however, much to my pleasure, Batman gestured towards my ass, spread my cheeks, and smiled to the other dude. The other dude took Batmans place, and proceeded to fuck me for about 10 minutes, I dont think he came either, again with the conserving.... I was about to get out of the sling, when I was quickly pushed back onto it, by this weird dude. . I dont mean to be insulting, but I dont know his name, so I will describe him. He must be early 40's or so, but had a goatie beard, im not one for facial hair to be honest, but suppose, as long as he fucked me, and kept the hair from me... I wouldnt complain. He was skinny, and had large freckle type spots on his chest and tummy, his tummy sorta looked like it was affected by his meds, heard some people describe that sort of effect as a crux belly or something. It just looks like fat skin, on a skinny guy. Weird. - We will call him Mr Weird for the remainer of the story. Anyway, he was fucking me, and he was enjoying it, Im guessing hes a top primarily, as I cant remember seeing him ever getting fucked. He was covered in sweat, which was dripping off him onto me, and his body was all pink from exertion. His face convulsed, and the veins in his body was visible on every part of his body, in his head, in his neck, his arms and legs etc. He squished his head up into a strange face, and let out gasps of pleasure, Im guessing this is his 'im cumming' face. In my own opinion, this may or may not have been a fake orgasm. But who cares - my ass is getting the fun it demands. At this point in time, Im bit bored, so I hop out of the sling, and head downstairs and get another vodka coke.... same nasty vodka, so down the vodka as fast as possible. Theres about 20 guys in the house now, and I hear the doorbell going off, In comes Mr R (new guy), and his Partner Mr C. Mr R and I had fucked few times at last party, and we had chatted on gaydar. He knows about my neg status, and he didnt seem judgemental about me being a neg guy who likes playing with poz guys. In reality, I think hes a dead on guy, whos quite the catch - lucky Mr C. Lol Anyhow, he was still clothed, so I walked past him, and said Hi to him, and thought that I should let him and his partner get warmed up or drunk or something. I went upstairs again, and found myself being fucked by someone else, this guy gave me a lift to the airport the next morning, will call him 'Mr H'. He fucked me quite alot, and it was fucking class, while I know he didnt cum in me, it was certainly a good fuck. He wanted a rest, and we chatted for a while. We chatted about all sorts of things, eventually, a group of us gathered, and we all started chatting. 6 of us, all chatting, having a break from fucking. Everyone started chatting about their meds, and of course, im kinda the outcast, Im still pretending to be poz at this party, but alas, I dont know all the med talk. Lol. They even swapped cd4 counts etc. I tried to chime in with the conversation, but felt like a numpty. Lol Anyway, Mr F (One of the hosts) came upstairs, and then the fun followed them, the 3 bears came upstairs too, and they proceeded fucking eachother. I dont mean to be rude or anything, but I found 2 of these 3 bears on gaydar, and they are a couple, and they dont like to play with anyone who doesnt have shaved head or bald, which raises the question of whether a bb party is the sorta thing that they would be open to?? The whole time I was there, I dont recall the 3 bears fucking anyone other than eachother. Anyhow.... 4-5 of us are on the bed, relaxing, when I see a guy who looks like a White haired version of Mr H, in the sling, and the guy whos about to fuck him, has lots of tattoo's, and lots of piercings. Piercings were mostly on his cock, a pierced head, and lots of piercings all the way down his shaft, and down to the peri-anal area. Mr H's look-a-like took a fucking from this guy, but I dont think it lasted all that long, and doubt even more that he got any cum from it. I decided I wanted to go look for more fuck fun, so I went downstairs, and bumped into Mr R, he whispered into my ear 'I have Ketamine' - I was so up for trying this for the first time. I told him that I had taken Vodka b4 hand, would that be safe?? Ah.. No... So, I assumed we shouldnt try this, so I returned to fuck hunting. I went back to Sling Room, and I believe I got back into the sling and proceeded to get fucked again by Batman, and his tall mate. The amazing thing is, that I didnt need lube for any of this, I was still well opened up from the first fucks of the night. As before, I cant be sure of if these guys came or not....heres hoping... Oh... I Almost forgot... When Batman arrived, he was in tow with a guy from York, and Im guessing they had been talking about me from my blog. York guy must have asked batman if anyone from belfast was here, then batman pulled me asside, and said "Your from belfast arent you?" I smiled, yeah.. "You have a blog?" I started laughing. Yeah.... Turns out York guy had read it, he might be one of the followers of this blog, who knows. Anyhow.. . . I only discovered this in the early hours of the morning, but I saw his e-mail to me, via my iphone, that he had sent to me via bugshare, he was from york, and he was also a neg btm, looking for poz spunk. So.. thats 2 neg guys at least at the party. Ok, its about 1am now, and I've been fucked alot, done alot of walking about, and done alot of wandering around aimlessly. Mr R pulled me again, and pulled me into the toilets, and proceeded to take out a glass ampule of something, its ketamine. I had assumed Ketamine was a liquid or something to take in a drink or something, but alas... it was a powder. He explained that I just need to sniff it, so I tried sniffing it, I was kinda worried that it might react with the vodka from earlier in the night. But it was few hours before hand so.... might be ok. I sniffed the stuff, and didnt notice anything really. Although saying that.... in retrospect... my memory is kinda hazy from this point on. I remember being fucked by someone, and at one point in time, I remember my vision going red for few minutes. Weird... I was then walking around, and Mr R asked if its ok, working etc? I said that I dont feel anything yet. At that moment, I swallowed, and felt this clump of something at back of my throat, felt like a bad tasting snot. Eww. As it went down my throat, I felt my throat going numb, which is kinda understandable, since it is a tranquillizer, well... for horses anyway. Well, thats great if I wana be forcefully deepthroated, I did notice some minor effects on parts of my body. My left ear was sorta numb, and my finger tips were bit tingly, like pins and needles, but less extreme. Anyway... its going on for 2am, and Got into a chat with Mr F and Mr R (the host Mr R), they were discussing the routine of the parties, about how when 50 people say they will turn up, that it usually translates to about 30, and by their count, they had about 27 guys at this party, so they were pretty on target. At this point in time, I felt even more annoyed that I was abandoned by the guys from Belfast. Not to mention all the fuckers in belfast who keep asking me about organizing a party in belfast, the simple truth is, that belfast is impossible to set something like this up in. Too many queens = Bad Attitude. I get loads of queens on Gaydar messaging me, they annoy the fuck out of me, especially in the week leading up to the party. I had advertised that I was going to a bb party, and naturally, they all said 'where and when? - Can I go' As soon as I said its in Nottingham, they didnt wana travel, and some of them actually came of with 'K, Is everyone Clean?' Out of annoyance, I usually respond with - ' Aye, we do a thorough blood panel on them before we allow admittance', or I say ' Aye, they bathe regularly'. Some complete naive queens on gaydar. They want to do bareback, but are naive enough to ask someone for other peoples status. This is like saying - If I say that they are neg, then they will believe me. 1. I am not gonna out someones status. 2. Its not my place to know other peoples status. 3. I'd rather assume anyone who barebacks is poz, that way its no surprise when and if something infects me. Anyhow... its cause of those people who love bareback, but have always on their profile, that we will NEVER have bareback parties in n.ireland. Fuckin cowards, they want it, but they are nancy pancy about it, and are totally untrustworthy. - as the time waster I was meant to be travelling with had just demonstrated. Anyhow... back to the party. I got fucked a few times while on the ketamine - I didnt notice any noticable effects, some people say that ket helps you take stuff in ur ass, eg - loosens it. But that was no change for me, since i can take cock till the cows come home, as long as I never cum. I walked around for a while, and found a fisting session or 2 going on in the middle bedroom. American dude was on Ket, and was getting fisted by Mr H. Was all very well and good, eventually though, they swapped positions, and Mr H started getting fisted. The problem though appeared after Mr H took the fist on the second insertion, I saw some streaks of pink, and knew right away he was bleeding, then American dude went back in - from his own perspective, he prob didnt see the blood, as it was on his hands underside, but after the 3rd insertion, he saw the blood, was bright red, and large quantities of his blood all over his hand. I admit, I was turned on at the fisting, but I knew I didnt wana take any fists at the party. As 1. It would make my ass sore, and less fuckable. 2. It increases my risk of becoming poz - arguably a good thing - depends on ur point of view. If I wanted to just convert, I coulda just grabbed Mr H's blood, and shoved large quantities of it up my hole and rip my ass open too, but instead, I just want bareback cum filled sex. Anyhow, among fisting, I also saw stomping going on. I dont know if that the correct term for it, but its basically, where someone lies on the ground, and then someone puts their entire weight on a single part of someones body. It looked painful, this guy was on the floor of the room, and a guy was standing over them, with both hands placed firmly below the back of his neck, and then the guy more a less put all his weight into that area, and the guy gave out a loud cry. I coulda sworn I heard something crack..... No.. im not tryin that. Its about 3am, and I need to get some sleep, all the beds are in use, guys fucking, guys sleeping etc. Theres about 13 or so guys left, who are sleeping over I think. 5-6 of them were upstairs on 3rd floor in sling room, on that bed. And 3 on the bed on second floor. The rest downstairs in kitchen smoking weed etc. I realised that the only room with a bed that was free was the one which was being used as a cloak room. - Bags etc in it. Anyhow... i climbed into that bed, and tried snoozing, got some rest etc, Until some of the 3 Bears came in and out looking for underwear in their bags. About 4 times they came in and out of the room, and thats all very well and good etc. Until one of the bears - daddy bear I suppose, came in, and asked me to get out of the bed, so him and his mommy bear and baby bear could use the bed to sleep in. He tried fogging me off with a lie that there was room in the bed upstairs, which I know to be a lie, since I heard that there was so little room, that someone actually slept under the bed upstairs. I didnt believe him for a moment, so I never even checked that bed to be honest, I heard about it the next day from Mr H on the way to the airport. Instead of going to that bedroom, I went downstairs, and got dressed, and curled up under my coat on the sofa. It warmed me up quite fast, and I was relativly comfy. Next morning, Mr H came in, and started chatting to me, he said he was freezing, so I told him to climb on top of me, and curl up with me, to warm up. This was quite nice, however... the weird guy, with the veins etc all over himself, came downstairs, and was... as per usual, hard. He said in his english accent "Is that H______ on top of you??" Lol He saw H's ass exposed Anyhow - he climbed on, and entered Mr H, and started fucking him from behind, as he lay ontop of me. Mr H was bit annoyed apparently, he didnt get any sleep all night, because that guy had been hard the whole night, wanting to fuck over and over. Mr H got up, and walked away, he didnt wana get fucked by this guy.... The guy was left there, with me, and he seized his chance - he saw I was hard through my jeans - by the way, its about 8-9am now. He undid my jeans, and I took my top off, and he fucked me over the chair in the living room - which was marked as a no-play area. Lol, Naughty us. Hes bit weird, when hes fucking, he talks to himself, but nothing that makes sense, he told me that I should just ignore him. He was fucking me in some weird positions, he had his legs wrapped around me, but resting on the seat, resulting in him being able to fuck me very deep. He fucked me in that position, from behind, for about 10 minutes, and he came. I hope he came, cause if he didnt, he acted the part. He kept his cock inside me, and he did that bump and grind sorta thing, where u grind ur pelvis into someones ass and drain the cum into someones ass. He didnt go soft, as you might expect, instead, he kept it hard, kept it in my ass, and then started fucking again. I was in heaven, taking his poz cock, and by the looks of his body, I'd guess he had a high viral load. Just a guess though - no proper evidence, just the state of his body that made me think this. I was pinned down against the chair, and my neck was pressing against its top, too much pressure, resulted in me not being able to breath for moments. But I was horned up the fuck. I wanted to tell him I was neg, to tell him to give me his poz cum, but fear took control of me, and the most I could say was "Breed me!!, give me that load!!" He fucked me, and gave out a loud cry, and he came again. I loved it. Anyhow.... I got dressed again, and eventually, It was 10am, and time for me to hit the road with Mr H. Gave Mr F a good bye kiss, and left. Got dropped off at the airport by Mr H, and proceeded through security ,and went to the toilets, I checked my ass, and found that it had a few loads in it, smelt like cum, tasted like cum, and looked like cum. I was well happy. I went to burger king, got some food, and then waited for an hour for my flight. Boarded, took off, and was home within 50 minutes, I got home, and slept from 1pm, to about 7pm, got food at 9pm, watched some Die Hard on Channel 4, and then began writing this blog post in notepad. Im now finishing it, around 1am. Lol Anyhow... My next aim is to visit some of the leather bars in london - apparently 'The Fort' in london is good, apparently they have a boots only night, and on good nights, you can end up walking about with cum running down the inside of your leg. I wana feel that cum inside me, running down me. So... am I poz? I doubt it - I took less loads this time than I did in august, and I never converted after Augusts party, but saying that, its all about luck I suppose. For all I know, the weird guy might be high viral load, and he might have knocked me up, or the Ketamine might have lowered my resistance in some way... who knows. I will get tested in the new year, in the mean time, I will take all cummers, and all loads. Anyhow... thanks for reading. More...