I mean more like more brutal than I expected. The moment you fell fear, but you are helpless. You are thinking it could be wring idea to meet with this guy. He is stronger, you are submissive.
My story would be meeting 2 aggressive, hot lads in hotel. 100% sober (they demanded it). Anal started like they pin me to the flor and one started fucking me with 21cm dick, no lube. It was painful. but I couldn't stop them. They did few other hard things, like one was holing me, the other touched my nipples with a burning cigarette. They put my head to the toilet, piss, then waterboarding me in it. I was scared, but at the end satisfied. Looking back on time, it was hot fun. Feeling so helpless and scared with them.