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Teeslad70

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  1. Sucked Daddy and another guy this afternoon, but my mood seems to be following the weather:(
  2. Like the urge for cock, depression also seems to come in waves. Sucked a couple of cocks today, but feeling quite down about it. Life!
  3. The more I take, the more I crave

  4. It certainly makes me feel a lot younger
  5. What great weather. Perfect for some more outdoor fucking which I received today. Not planned like before. Went with daddy to a cruising spot which was busier than normal. Got on my knees to suck a few cocks and it just happened. Watched by daddy and a few others. God what a time! No showers to finish with this time, as it was a very different experience.
  6. I think you have a great point about disassociation. I'm learning so much about myself.
  7. I sucked off two men and was pissed on while naked in the woods the other week. Spring is here.
  8. That would get me off too!
  9. Having thought about this overnight, I suppose it's telling that I get more pleasure from making another man cum, than cumming myself. I wonder wether this is common. It might just be me I mean I do enjoy cumming, but it isn't my aim when I meet.
  10. So it was exactly a year ago when I was fucked for the first time as described in the first post of this thread. I didn't ask for it, I probably never would, but received it willingly and it set me off on quite a journey. In recent weeks I have been far more willing to have my cock sucked when cruising, although my preference is still to be the cocksucker. I think the reason is partly because I can picture that student sucking me, and I like to imagine he is still meeting others. At the very least he will remember his first. I don't seem to be able to cum when receiving oral. I always have to finish myself for whoever is waiting for the load. I'm not sure why this is, as I always get a guy shooting down my throat. Something else I need to understand about myself.
  11. On the opposite side of this I recently met an 18yp student who wanted to lose his virginity. He was interested in sucking my cock, so I went around to help out and ended up on my knees giving him the blowjob. He cum, overcame with guilt so I left. A week later we met again and this time I told him to suck me first. He was on me for a minute or two before he gave up. I didn't cum but I didn't complain, just got on my knees and took another load. Not seen him since but hope he's got the hang of it now.
  12. Thank you. I just wish I understood myself.
  13. I was at a cruising site many years back when a police van arrived and I was questioned why I was there. It was just a layby and it isn't illegal to park. Anyway they took my details and moved me on and warned me off about coming back as they would follow it up. Wasn't nice. Didn't go back for a few years!
  14. Sorry for turning this into something a bit deep and depressing.
  15. I've been on a bit of a downer recently if I'm honest. It disgusts me when I think about what I did. Piss in my face and letting it run in and out of my mouth. I think I did it because I am a worthless person. But despite that feeling, I just felt valued in that moment to receive. Taking whatever comes. It doesn't make sense to me and it's really playing on my mind:(
  16. I have good days and bad days. I sometimes wonder if I do this because I hate myself?
  17. Well today I went out sucking cock again. 3 men down my throat, but nothing like yesterday.
  18. Had my first experience of being pissed on this morning. Two men outdoors. I loved it.
  19. The sun was out 🙂 So, the man that daddy has been talking to, and who I was meant to see for an outdoor fuck before Christmas but was rained off, was available this morning. Drove out to meet in some woodland. He was in his 70s but used Viagra and I was surprised at how well that works! I stripped naked. Although the weather was good it was still fairly muddy and I didn't want to kneel in my trousers. He also wanted me naked anyway and I had wipes to get any mud off my legs. Started with a BJ on Daddy as he watched me and told me what I was. I love hearing men call me slut, whore and whatever. Once I had finished on him I knelt before this guy and sucked his rock hard cock before he told me to bend over and I was fucked naked in the woods and he wasn't gentle. I wouldn't be surprised if I was heard or even seen, but I didn't see anyone else. I was quite muddy on my knees and arms and I was outdoors and naked and I took the chance to ask him to piss on me which he did. Daddy did too. That's one of the things I wanted to try and I can't explain how it made me feel. I'm still hard thinking about it. I wiped down before getting dressed and then back to daddy's who couldn't wait to have me showered so he could fuck me too. He seems happy to have outdoor blowjobs, but prefers indoor fucking. Two loads in my ass and I felt so excited and needed to give. Went to a cruising spot on my way home and got a BJ from a younger guy in his 30s. I don't normally get sucked, but I needed it. I was quite turned on by the younger guy sucking my cock, I just wish it had been that student from before. I hope he's tasted more cock since. I don't know why but I rarely cum from receiving oral so I pulled out of him mouth and wanked into his face, smearing my cock and cum over it. I'm still buzzing about it now. The other thing I want to try is chems but I think that will stay undone Piss whore 🙂
  20. It's up to the guy who's fucking me. The first time it was some cool gel stuff. I don't know what it was but it certainly caused a thrill when he put it on me. My Daddy has used AnalEase which is very different and is warming/numbing. But I'm not an expert on it
  21. If I don't swallow then I don't feel slutty enough.
  22. I'm hoping for good weather on Saturday morning 🙂
  23. I'd have said bitch, but reading the definitions I appear to be a fag.
  24. I need more cock. More cum.

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