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Teeslad70

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  1. It's been by far the best way for me to arrange meets.
  2. I'm posting this from a cruising spot, just waiting to see if there are any after-work cruisers. I'm not leaving until I get at least one guy cumming down my throat.
  3. Well Daddy can still have my ass, as he did this morning. A usual in car oral meet became a nice fucking in his bed with porn and chat. I suppose I couldn't give it up completely. I am a cockslut.
  4. I've come to the conclusion that I am most comfortable being a cocksucker. I've had one mad year, and I'm sure I'll continue to have occasional moments of madness, but it just feels right for me at this moment.
  5. Met up with Daddy this afternoon to suck his big fat cock. I've missed it. Told him what I had been up to and he was pleased. I'm still his good boy. I'm over 50 but just hearing him say that really makes me stiff
  6. A more positive update. Again apologies for the previous downer. Daddy has been ok with my issues. He said he understood and it wasn't a problem and I could get back in touch anytime. I said he could continue to talk about me with his friends online and off and it still excites me that he does that The urge to suck has been creeping back and I unexpectedly got a message from the student I met some months ago. He his heading back home for the summer and it seems he wanted to give it another go before he did. I recognise that urge so we met for an oral meet. Sadly I didn't manage to cum from his sucking alone, although he did well I assured him it was me and not him. I wanked over his face and shot in his mouth which he seemed to enjoy and made me feel very powerful. I'm starting to enjoy letting other guys suck me, as before I wasn't really bothered. I sucked him of course and loved taking his young load down my throat. I'd definitely missed it. Ended up telling him that there are plenty of men out there that would love to meet him, both in his home town or here, and not to wait or be ashamed. Told him a bit about my recent troubles which hopefully might help him cope. It made me feel a lot better about myself.
  7. Again I apologise if this thread turned into a downer.
  8. I'm still looking in here on occasion. If anyone wants to discuss this more here, or in private, then it would be very welcome. It's a real journey!
  9. I'm trying to take a step back from all this for a while. See if I can resist the call. Maybe spend some proper healthy time in the sun. Restore my balance and maybe my dignity.
  10. It's up and down all the time for me really, and not in a good way. I just don't know which way to turn.
  11. The sun definitely brings people out to play. I was fucked hard over a car bonnet this afternoon by a guy in his 40s. Seemed very exposed which just made it more exciting. I think I'm past the point of counting how many cocks I've had up my arse. I know it's not that many, but it still feels like a lot to me. Am I a whore yet?
  12. Sucked Daddy and another guy this afternoon, but my mood seems to be following the weather:(
  13. Like the urge for cock, depression also seems to come in waves. Sucked a couple of cocks today, but feeling quite down about it. Life!
  14. The more I take, the more I crave

  15. It certainly makes me feel a lot younger
  16. What great weather. Perfect for some more outdoor fucking which I received today. Not planned like before. Went with daddy to a cruising spot which was busier than normal. Got on my knees to suck a few cocks and it just happened. Watched by daddy and a few others. God what a time! No showers to finish with this time, as it was a very different experience.
  17. I think you have a great point about disassociation. I'm learning so much about myself.
  18. I sucked off two men and was pissed on while naked in the woods the other week. Spring is here.
  19. Having thought about this overnight, I suppose it's telling that I get more pleasure from making another man cum, than cumming myself. I wonder wether this is common. It might just be me I mean I do enjoy cumming, but it isn't my aim when I meet.
  20. So it was exactly a year ago when I was fucked for the first time as described in the first post of this thread. I didn't ask for it, I probably never would, but received it willingly and it set me off on quite a journey. In recent weeks I have been far more willing to have my cock sucked when cruising, although my preference is still to be the cocksucker. I think the reason is partly because I can picture that student sucking me, and I like to imagine he is still meeting others. At the very least he will remember his first. I don't seem to be able to cum when receiving oral. I always have to finish myself for whoever is waiting for the load. I'm not sure why this is, as I always get a guy shooting down my throat. Something else I need to understand about myself.
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