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  1. I always thouht that was one of the hottest thing. A str8 guy seeking another man to relief him. But is this real? There are str8 people that I know that seem almost to be blind to other men. Like they dont exist. Not caring for them at all even in non sexual content (eg giving them a ride for instance just to help them or anything). I tend to believe that these people are sociopaths or something. But could a str8 guy find another man suitable for a sexual encounter in a woman-free environment (army or anything). PS I've heard that it's quite common guys jerking together as teens even if they are str8. Now that i'm in my 30s do I have a chance of jerking with a str8 guy even with str8 porn? I wanna feel this.
  2. I mean people who store it (some porn videos where dozens of cum are stored)..so that's why it's too much and I don't like. I understand that some people are not that much into cum.
  3. I always found cum to be somehow romantic, apart from the sexual part. When I suck someone two of my senses are excited. My hearing when I hear his moaning and my taste when I taste his salty precum. I get that this site is about beeding, but cum in mouth is very arisin for me. One fact I hate though. I've seen videos that they store cum and drink it together. It's disgusting for me because a) it's just too much b) the importance of the cum is its link to a person. That link is broken that way. I like the feeling that someone gives in to me and allows me to give him pleasure.
  4. Thank you for your kind words. I do think that many people that do harm don't make it on purpose. But ignorance can be deadly at times. To make matters worse, I saw him again on the street and he made an aggressive gesture towards me. He didn't really go for me but I did move fast. That was bad, I felt bullied and embarassed. I decided to message him and told him that I don't deserve all that and I was always there for him and now he's abusive towards me. He called me weak and that he's gonna do whatever he likes. Sad thing, he is a dentist. Shouldn't he be more open minded as an educated person? Do his patients know how he treats gay people I wonder? My bf told me to either call the police if he does that again and if he tries to attack me I should stand on my ground and defend myself. Am I much of a coward for wanting neither of these option? I'm physically strong but is punching the only way? I'm sad and troubled. As a "friend" of his it's easy to understand what he thinks. He's shocked and confused. These emotions make him violent, I know that. He tends to be violent when he feels vulnerable or that someone underestimates him (even if it's not like that). In his mind he feels betrayed. Like me a gay guy pretending to be his best friend but in reality I was a gay guy. Gay is something bad, he's not sure why, but it's bad. When my father died, he was crying too, he had hugged me and he hold me tight several times those days. He had asked me if I needed money. He was protective. When he had a medical issue I helped him out go through that. I hope that someday his mind will figure. That he will reconsider about the things that he knew and the things that he learned on his own. He may realise that he's friend is gay, not evil.
  5. You are right. I remember someone saying "Let God protect you from those who act on His behalf". They want God to bless the weapons that they will kill innocents, to make the win over someone else (let's say in the Olympics) or anything else. God in their minds is something similar to the Elixirs and buffs of Fianl Fantasy games. Gives luck for any purpose. For me if you want to act according to God's will (and although I'm not religious I like to think that God exists and is benevolent), things are very simple. God asks to love and care. Go around and heal people by helping in hospitals or providing volunteer service where needed. Don't go around looking for excuse to spread the seeds of hatred. I guess you are right too. I didn't expect to be punched it came out of the blue. I didn't fight back. You know what? I live in Europe, inside the EU not in a forgotten land somewhere lost in the mountains. People can think for themselves. I don't feel threatened by the govrment (for being gay I mean) or at all actually. I'm just hurt, emotionally. Deeply hurt.
  6. It was the first time I was sincere about that so it hurts much. I still can't get it. Most people want sex and love, especially guys. I would be really worried if I had a friend that apparently he had no bf/gf or at least some sex dates. I would be sad because he would be lonely. Maybe I'm on the easy side of that, because being straight doesn't need any form of acceptance, but I would be glad to meet my friends boy/girlfriend. It's just that he was my all time friend. We were playing together before even going to primary school. We were sleeping together, hanging around at parties, studying together, going vacations together. I was always there for him and we were discussing about his love affairs. He would ask me about why I don't have a gf. He had concluded that I was a crazy scientist that had fell in love with his science (which is true I love it). I thought (silly me) that he would have guessed about my bf. But no he hadn't. He punched me in the face and called me fagot. God is right, so if you say otherwise you are wrong because he is right. You can't speak sense to a rock, can you? Which if you take it from a really religious perspective (I'm talking about Christianity) it is not clear. God said to love other people but in some texts it mentions that gays would go to hell. That's because every narrow minded guy pretended to be divinely inspired so his writings were correct. But if you pretend to be the religious guy you should know that God loves and forgives. That's what God means to me. Everything else including murder and hate speech are stupidities of ignorant people. These people just look for a socially acceptable motivation to spread hatred and even do harm (from my perspective). That's so sad but true. If you can't evolve you will extinct. I won't stop being gay, but he will stop being my friend. It's sad because it's for no reason. You are so right. I think all that resembles to disney's adaption of Hunchback of Notre dame. A lyric said "judge Claude Frollo longed to purge the world of vice and sin. - And he saw corruption everywhere except within". He hated sinners but he wanted to fuck with a gypsy (while he already had committed murder) and when he was rejected he tried to burn her alive. That's hypocricy.
  7. You're right. Some people just can't take it. It shouldn't be that much of a deal though. Every stupid homophobic guy says that he's cool with gay people as long as they don't provoke. Even worse they say that they can do whatever they want in their bedrooms. Thing is, my boyfriend. everyone's boyfriend is not someone that lives under the bed. At social events I want to bring my boyfriend, I don't want to pretend that I'm single. I don't want others to believe that I believe that I'm a [banned word] and I just "hide" my sick side. I love my boyfriend and I'm proud of him I'm mostly angry because he can't think for himself. Gay guys are bad but he doesn't really know why. I'm a gay guy and he didn't take a moment to say hey he's my childhood friend why do I reject him because he fucks with other guys? I was sick of being the forever single guy. I have my bf the past 7 years for Christ's sake. I think I'll follow an advice from a paris hilton video "if you're not having fun, just leave".
  8. I won't eve stop wondering about this. I like fucking with guys, why am I to be blamed? I hate hearing that it's a choice, it's not. I didn't choose being a man, being gay or being ginger. But I love all these characteristics of mine no matter what. My heart decided to beat faster when I see someone that I like and my body hair react when I'm touched by a guy. Am I a sinner for that? Me and my pal, we nearly grew in the same house. We were always there for each other. And now? Because I like dudes and not women I am dispeakable? Is this such a hideous crime? Should I be drown in the misery of being forever single or of that of a fake-straight marriage? That would make me loveable in my pal's eyes? I love my bf, he's what helps me go on in my life. That, I wanted to share with my pal, which I cherish as a brother. But that was too much to ask for. I'm just a [banned word] for him. I'm a woman in disguise, or an imposter. I don't look feminine, I do things that "straight guys do" and thus I'm a faker for him. It hurts so much. I was the groomsman in his wedding, I lived that relationship from when he met her till she became he wife. We went together on that. But I was alone with my bf. Nobody to ask. And now? I revealed the truth and what I got in return? Got punched and insulted for what? For just loving a guy? I'm furious, I'm hurt. I don't know which is stronger. He knows me since forever yet now that my "true nature is revealed" I am part of a gay-network (in my country many people believe that somehow gay guys have a network that support each other), that I have a secret fantasy or turning into a woman, that I have infectious diseases (at least 3-4) and that I tricked him and secretly craved for him. I don't care what god, priests, uneducated people and medieval zombies have to say. Why can't people think for themselves? You know someone since he was a child, why does he turn to a stranger because he likes guys? Why did you never wonder why is he single? I'm so so so.... don't know what word may I use. But I feel so...
  9. It's the first time but we were both discussing it for a long time. I always wanted it more but it's him who proposed to actually do it. I love kissing, if I didn't want to kiss someone I wouldn't fuck with him. I can understand that someone could be more interested than the other but I hope it won't be like that. I was hoping that we would be sucking and getting fucked and he would enjoy, as simple as that. But only time will tell. No, I meant that it's his decision to make. If he wants to fuck with us and he is not single, it's up to him to decide. I wouldn't even ask if he is single. I never had trouble with guys that don't want to meet. There are people who say "just browsing" or that guys that don't seem to want to meet but I could easily figure (however it's quite a bit since I last used such an app). No I don't want to eliminate the hunt, I love that that's what I don't like about apps. I'm not that massive in terms of dick, it's just fat and it's hard for some people to take. My bf for example had always trouble. I'm having a fantasy about that guy and plan to invite him home to see if it can get real.
  10. You are right. However I think that these make the whole situation intriguing. For me an important aspect that dating apps remove is the "hunting" part. Everyone wants to fuck/get fucked and the tough part is if he wants these with you. 1. if he's not gay I'm gonna be the most surprised guy in the planet and potentially in the solar system 2. Single or not, I don't mind. It could be quite a challenge to seduce him 3. He doesn't know we're a couple but he will find out with some proper discussion 4. That's the intriguing part. 5. He could be a top (odds are against it) but I'm cool with everything 6. Nobody can take my dick easily (well okay at least most people)..
  11. Well we just wanna have fun and we would like to play with someone younger than us (he's 22 we're 27 and 30). We will use condoms (my bf wants it so I won't oppose I respect that). I was thinking having some dinner, watching a movie and start slightly touching or something or finding a way to imply that somehow. He worked with my bf for some time and we have only chatted. He had once proposed to go and see him (like me going to my bf's work so we can all meet but I said no bcz I really don't want to see again anyone from his job it's full or religious bitches). I mostly worry if he's in to us, if he would like a threesome and if he can take my dick as rough as I want because I'm sick of carefully fucking, I just want to fuck hard 😄
  12. The thing is he doesn't know we're a couple and we don't know he's gay. However judging from some of his instagram posts and his style you can be 99,9999% that he's gay and I don't think it's that difficult to understand that me and my bf are a couple. I love that "hunting" feeling. I don't mind if he wants to top, but if he's a bottom I hope he can take my dick bcz my bf has hard time doing so. I've also no experience in threesomes.
  13. My bf and I (we're both versatile) have a common acquaintant (I've only chatted with him via messenger because he needed something and my bf told him I could help). We know he's gay mostly because of his posts and the way he behaves (he's not feminine though). We've never had a threesome but we really want to. He's younger than us and we find him hot. We'd love to top him hard. There are two things though.. how can we possibly give him a hint of what we want without being too.. ehm direct? I don't want him to be in discomfort. The second matter is that my bf would like us to wear a rubber but I don't think I could ever use one (maybe with some practice?). I thought about inviting him for a dinner but I really dont know what to do.
  14. I had a huge pen, I mean really big (but not very thick). I used vaseline and put it inside. Was I had a daddy to teach me how it's done with his dick though.
  15. I'm very confused about men who like being fucked with a strapon. I can't understand whether they're gay (or bi at least) or they really like women. If the idea of being dominate is the key characteristic, isn't it weird to use a "male part" to achieve this domination? And if the means of domination and domination itself is the key characteristic does that mean that they would enjoy being fucked by a man? Furthermore, does the size of the strapon/dildo count? Wouldn't they think bigger is better? In such porn videos I always thought the dildo to be tiny and the woman who fucks to moan for no reason. Plus, isn't it boring since the woman can't feel?
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