PozToxVersPig

Day 2:  I'm a (first time doing Locktober) Pussy! (I will not be writing one of these every day)

Barely halfway through Day 2, and every second every fiber of my being wants me to shoot a load...ANYWHERE (in, on, near....) WHEREVER!  I guess the old saying is true, you can't always get what you want - the Chasers are numerous, the legit ones fewer, and yet strangely...several that are nearby and totally fuckable and legit.  Which means I have to explain that I'm 6 weeks away from being able to fuck them.

Today's challenge was easy, tomorrow's...well, this is challenging.  Basically it's teaching submission around ass to mouth at your doms request.  Sub is to fuck their hole with a large dildo and each time removing it completely, fuck their throat, then repeat between 25-150 times (I have no idea why the range).

I cannot do this because my hole has a plug in it, and removing that requires removing the harness which requires removing the cage.  The cage requires a key which is frozen in water, and removing the harness (and putting it on) requires more than one person (though I've managed).

The best I can come up with is sucking dick/dicks for the equivalent of 25-150 minutes.  No, it's not equivalent entirely, but it does reinforce the "your body, your holes, your actions are mine to control" ethos.  Other suggestions?  I didn't think I could find a top to fuck me once at a time for 150 strokes and I honestly feel stupid asking compared to the dick sucking.

I posted on Reddit at 7A outlining the need to spend 25-150 min sucking dick, stating it was at the discretion of whoever was chosen (my choice based on reasonability - one response said he alone would drive from New Mexico...nope).  The remaining three offers seemed legitimate but all pending further outreach to their people, all said they could host, all within 25 miles of my house.  Both indicated they had friends who would be interested but they needed to determine availability given short notice.  The third seemed a bit more nefarious.  "I'll see what I can find" which made me think he was gonna post an add somewhere and I was gonna get mouth raped by Denver.

Along with that, for two days in a row, two people completely unrelated and not knowing of each other, sent two catalogs of very specific porn that they knew I would like.  I have not been sent this much porn ever, let alone back to back on the first two days of a challenge.

I gave people until 6P to respond.  I got a few IMs throughout the day saying that they intended to, we'll see what materializes.  I certainly don't want to fail on Day 3.  I love the sensation of this control gear...I don't think I'll ever intend to do it for 30 days again.