BarebackedBear
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Raw is law in my world and I'm poz friendly but on PrEP since 2016. First Truvada, now Descovy, would like to switch to one of the new meds that are quarterly(?) injections instead of a daily pill. I think the appeal of wanting to be pozzed for some guys is the belief that it liberates them. No need to worry about it happening anymore, because it did. PrEP is the same liberation. Even though being poz is no longer a death sentence and is more manageable than diabetes in most cases, it's still not an ideal situation. I have one friend who's meds to stay undetectable are over $8,000 a month. Thank God for Medicaid. And the side effects of some of these meds even today are pretty nasty. Not going to lie, coming of age during the AIDS era there's a [banned word] to barebacking with guys who are poz that's a huge turn on. I do have a couple of buddies who are, and undetectable.
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Amen, brother. I have no idea why it's so hard to find tops who are willing to be forceful like that. I have two semi-regulars who are but I feel like tops would be salivating over bottoms who want their hole used and abused.
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Living the dream right here
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I don't see any current topics relating specifically to what I'm seeing here ... I've tried opening the chat multiple times and I'm getting server side errors that say they're being written to the syslogs. Not sure if anyone on the admin / dev side is aware already or if it's just a "me" thing. The only error I've been able to get repeatedly: PDOStatement: Duplicate entry 'BarebackedBear' for key 'name_UNIQUE' Sorry you encountered an error. Details about this error have been written to our logs and will be reviewed to make sure it doesn't happen to other users. The other error was similar but referenced my email rather than username and is not repeatable.
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I just discovered this site in the last few days and immediately decided to join. 41, gay, masc/sub, bottom. Came of age among a fairly closed minded, ill informed family during the era of "AIDS is scary, all The Gays® get the AIDS, you'll get it too." Always played safe, and played rarely because of how that fear and shame was hammered into me. Always had a kink / raunch / pig / sub streak that I never explored. Didn't play around much at all until my mid 30s because vanilla play was ... good, but not what I really wanted. First time getting bred was a stealth in my late 20s. Was immediately turned on but also obviously terrified of what could happen and ashamed of how hot it made me given my background. Was another several years before I was "accidentally" bred again, broken condom and no pull out. In my mid-30s I was both just ending a somewhat sexually dissatisfying relationship and on PrEP for the first time. Began to cautiously explore my pig / raunch / sub side. Started with a couple of friends who I'd known for years, slowly. The first time I was ever bred "on purpose" was life changing. It was a good friend and his partner, both put a load in me that day. We made this a regular thing for a while. Within a few months I began to crave breedings from men of any type. One of my "safe" good friends indulged this by arranging to have "surprise" second round breedings when we played, after I was already on my back, blindfolded, and he had bred me. To this day I don't know who these guys were that he invited to join in, all he said was they were friends he had sent my pictures to who were interested. I've continued to explore my pig side over the years and have finally found "the vibe" that really satisfies me. I still have a lot of fantasies I want to live out, but in the last eight years I've experienced many fantasies come to life.
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What's the weirdest fetish you formed over time?
BarebackedBear replied to a topic in Hardcore Fetishes Forum
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Pulling out / back shots. Wasting a good load on a bottoms back or ass crack to prove the top "finished." If you want a money shot get a camera under the top's taint so you can see it pulse while he pumps his load.
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For the bottoms: Do you enjoy geting fucked after you cum?
BarebackedBear replied to Whitebutt's topic in General Discussion
Yup! Once I nut my hole is tight as a vice and my prostate is throbbing, feels great but I've got a submissive / pain kink. With a couple of fuck buddies, they'll have me rub one out during foreplay before they even slide a dick in me. With other tops I always try to blow a load while he's got his cock in me because they like the milking my hole gives as I shoot and I like to feel them rubbing my prostate after I nut.
