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Updated Version 2 He was 19 the first time he was fucked in the ass by a man. It didn't go well and unfortunately turned him off gay sex for quite some time... **** It was the end of his sophomore year and his other roommates had already moved out. He had another week with their apartment to himself. Old, not well maintained, not in a great part of town. Seemingly everybody knew the gate code. He only owned a bunkbed and desk and a chair. Otherwise the place was empty with a few miscellaneous items scattered around. This place was the pits. Still, he was feeling unleashed like never before in his life. Place to himself, girlfriend on vacation with her family. He was flush with cash having gotten his last paycheck from his work study job and he didn't owe rent for next month. He decided to treat himself. His heart was pounding in the parking lot of the porno store. He took a deep breathe and hopped out of his shitbox Toyota. The walls of smut were bracing. He got an immediate hardon. He was 19 and looked younger. Blonde and blue eyed. 6 foot but slight. So he was glad the clerk didn't pay any attention as he browsed the straight porn, intoxicated by the box images. He decided to get an anal themed movie, 4 hours, on sale, lol. He knew he wanted to check out the gay porn too but couldn't bring himself to at first. He took a look at the movies for a second and then swerved away like he'd made a mistake? Finally, cheeks blazing red, he started looking directly at the gay movies. They had a big section. A lot of what he saw at first had really fit, pretty guys fucking with condoms on. He picked up a couple of boxes and looked at the backs. He dared himself to look closely and he did. Why did he want to be fucked in the ass? How was he so sure that he did? He moved through the shelves, discovering nastier, bareback stuff. He couldn't believe he was looking at an asshole dripping with cum on the cover of a DVD. He got a crazy rush. Why did he want that to be his hole? He picked it up and grabbed another nasty movie advertising unprotected sex. He paid $78 for the DVDs and tube of lube he snatched off the counter at the last second and headed out. Back home, he put one of the gay discs in his PCs drive. The menu came up. Hot Desert Knights? He pressed play and watched the first scene. The video quality was not great but otherwise he jumped into the deep end of the gay porn pool. He shot a load as he watched a man in a sex swing took multiple loads He felt disgusted but kept watching. The men fucked their friend's hole aggressively. The bottom seemed to love it. ____ loved it when he fucked her hard, too. He posted a message on the hookup site of the day. He said he was 19, a college student, alone at his apartment, and looking for dick. "Moving out next week." He got a lot of emails. One of them said he could be there in 20 minutes. He gave the address. "The gate code is ____." The knock at the door came quickly. There was his new friend. Older than he expected but bearing tequila. "I'm Mike." A couple of shots in the empty kitchen had him pretty tipsy. He didn't feel attracted to Mike but couldn't stop thinking about the dick pic he'd sent earlier. Not huge, but thick and with a big purple head. "Sorry the only place to sit is my bed." "Yeah that's no problem" Mike said suggestively. They went into the bedroom. Mike laughed loudly at the sight of the bunk bed. "Oh sorry, we were packed in here. Broke college kids." he said sheepishly. Mike just winked. "Sorry just a minute." He went to the restroom and paced for a full minute. He splashed water on his face. He was gonna do it. He came out to hear the porn blaring from his computer speakers. Fuck, he must've left it paused. Mike was naked, sitting on his chair with his hard cock in his meaty hand. "Oh uh" Mike just winked. **** "Look at me." Mike grabbed his face firmly but gently and looked him in the eyes. "You invited a stranger to your apartment?" "... Yes" He squirmed as Mike rocked deep in his hole, grabbing the sheets with his left hand. "You invited him--me--to fuck you in the ass?" "Yes." He looked back intently. "You want cum loads in your faggot ass don't you?" "No..." "Jerk your dick." He was totally soft but soaked in precum. Mike stayed inside but stopped fucking him. After a beat he did as he was told. "Make that dick cum for me bitch." He was so conflicted, so horny, so confused. How had he gotten himself into this? He shot the hardest jet of cum of his life. It landed on his neck and bedsheet. The rest of his load made a huge mess on his stomach. Mike started pumping again, his dick felt astronomically huge. "Good boy." He scooped some of his cum off and made him eat it. Not great. How had _____ swallowed so much so cheerfully? How was that on his mind at a time like this. He tried to relax. Mike was fucking him. Mike was going to keep fucking him until he came in his ass. One time was probably going to be okay. Habitually engaging in unprotected intercourse would of course have a predictable outcome. But he had decided for sure, with Mike still fucking him, that this would be the last time. **** "Remember, I only want to have sex with a CONDOM." He said drunkenly. Mike squirted lube on his asshole and shoved two fingers inside. He recoiled, sobering up some. "Gentle please" His friend's friendly demeanor was gone. He pulled out his fingers and squirted another glob of lube on his bare cock. "Condom. You agreed." " We both know you want it raw." He was inside him and it was true. "No, please don't." Okay. Mike was fucking his ass. He felt like a cheap slut and that was the biggest turn on. "I assumed you'd be some" *wap* *wap* "worn out faggot." *wap* *wap*. "This really your first time?" He was wide-eyed trying to process the situation. Mike was fucking him like, well, he'd fucked girls. ******* "You want cum loads in your faggot ass, don't you?" Mike badgered him. "Yes..." "Say it bitch." Whatever. "cum in my faggot ass Mike. Give me your load." "Uhh. Uuuh yeah. It's right there." He stayed buried in him for a long minute and finished with a couple of final pumps, finally pulling out. He gasped. Suddenly Mike was all cheer again. "Thanks dude that was great. I hope you had fun." Mike winked. He was more or less incapable of replying and finally Mike said "take a deep breath" and went to the bathroom. He curled up into the sheets, cum and lube be damned. Mike came out and got dressed without further comment. He didn't move. Mike sat in his desk chair. "Your first time bottoming is really intense. I'm sure it's a lot to deal with but I know you'll be itching for more cum before you know it."

He was 19 the first time he was fucked in the ass by a man. It didn't go well and unfortunately turned him off gay sex long enough to get married to a woman. It was the end of his sophomore year and his other roommates had already moved out. He had another week with the place to himself. Not that it was great, he only owned a bed and desk. Otherwise the place was empty with a few miscellaneous items scattered around. This place was the pits. A generic crappy apartment good for college kids and only barely. He was feeling unleashed. Place to himself, girlfriend on vacation with her family. He was flush with cash having gotten his last paycheck from his work study job. His heart was pounding in the parking lot of the porno store. He took a deep breathe and hopped out of his shitbox Toyota. The walls of smut were bracing. He got an immediate hardon. He browsed the straight porn intoxicated by the box images. He decided to get an anal themed movie, 4 hours on sale, lol. He knew he wanted to check out the gay porn too but couldn't bring himself to at first. He took a look at the movies for a second and then served away like he'd made a mistake? Finally, cheeks blazing red, he started looking at the gay movies. He'd chosen this store because it was nearest the gay part of town. They had a big section of gay movies and he started looking through it. A lot of what he saw at first had really fit, pretty guys fucking with condoms on. He quickly migrated to nastier, bareback stuff. He couldn't believe he was looking at a hole dripping with cum on the cover of a DVD in 1999. He picked it up and another nasty movie with breeding. He paid $78 for the DVDs and headed out. Back home, he put a disc in his PCs drive. The menu came up. Hot Desert Knights? He pressed play and watched the first scene. The video quality was not great but otherwise he jumped into the deep end of the gay porn pool. He shot a load as he watched a man in a sex swing take multiple loads He felt disgusted but kept watching. The men fucked their friend's hole aggressively. ____ loved it when he fucked her hard, too. He posted a message on the hookup site of the day. He said he was 19, a college student, alone at his apartment, and looking for dick. He got a lot of emails. One of them said he could be there in 20 minutes. He said the address. "The gate code is ____." The knock at the door came quickly. There he was. Older than he expected but bearing tequila. A couple of shots had him unleashed. Soon he related the story of his girlfriend being out of town and the trip to the porno store. Then he played his new friend the nasty porn. "Remember, I only want to have sex with a CONDOM." He said drunkenly. His new friend squirted lube on his fingers and shoved two of them in his asshole. He recoiled, sobering up some. "Gentle please" His friend's friendly demeanor was gone. He pulled out his fingers and squirted another glob of lube on his bare cock. "Condom. You agreed." " We both know you want it raw." He was inside me and it was true. "I assumed you'd be some" *wap* *wap* "worn out faggot." *wap* *wap*. "Fuck yeah I'm flooding your hole."

The biker guy stayed in me. After a minute he reached down to squeeze the last of his cum into my asshole as he pulled out. "Thanks dude!" I was wondering what response to mumble when Paul replied, "I didn't want to invite you, but I knew you'd never forgive me if I didn't." They both roared with laughter. Good thing I'd been slow and avoided a faux pas. I laid there for another minute ignoring Paul and the biker's conversation. Finally I took a deep breath, flipped over and sat up. I must've been quite a site, with a big load of cum in my hair, on my cheek and neck. Another two were mostly in my ass, except for the part on my thighs and soaking into the duvet. Paul had put the phone away at some point. Wonderful. "You did great dude." Pretty sure that was Paul. I was at a loss. The man whose name I didn't know who had recently ejaculated inside me grabbed my cock playfully and started to jerk it. He was the oldest of the group, maybe 55. He had three big earrings in each ear. They matched the rings he had in each nipple. He looked me right in the eye as my dick got hard. "You love taking loads don't you. I can tell from your cock it's true. She was never going to be able to give you what you need." He squeezed my balls until I gasped. "Don't cum bitch." The guy who'd cum in my hair suddenly reappeared with his dick sticking straight out. "Oh good, his hole's free!" He slapped the biker on the shoulder. I realized he had a biohazard tattoo right by his dick. "Hey man I know that's an HIV tattoo. I don't want to have sex with an HIV+ guy." He chuckled. "Um too late for that dude." He pushed me back on the bed and scooted my ass back. "Everyone here is poz, silly." I froze, discombobulated. He had me hold my legs apart at the knees and fucked me hard. I was a thousand miles away, trying to figure out what the fuck had happened. I just wanted to experience getting fucked by a guy. I'd intended to have safer sex with one man and wound up consenting to unprotected sex with three, all of whom are apparently HIV+. Fuck fuck fuck. "Fuck I've got another big load for your married ass." I pulled my legs wider and looked him right in the eye. "Breed my ass. Turn me into a faggot."

A voice called out, I think it was _____'s, "oh looks like Ted's still fucking that trick. I thought you were gonna be done with him by now Ted?" Ted laughed, unleashed now I guess, "He begged me for another load." Another voice, "Jesus Ted you're such a whore. I don't know how ____ puts up with you." Ted kept thrusting and I squirmed some. "Hey dude, do you want some poppers?" the first voice asked. "yes" I said turning towards him. "please". I knew they were supposed to make anal easier and I knew I wanted it to be easier to take Ted's fucking. A bottle appeared under my nose "inhale." I did and suddenly was relaxed and ready for Ted to use my hole. ** "... yeah actually here with his wife..." ** "...no ..." ** *laughter* Ted was pulling my head back by my hair, "do you want me to cum in your ass?" I realized an iphone light was shining in my face. I was spaced out. "What?" "Do you want me to shoot another load in your faggot ass?" "mmm yes. cum in me." Ted did, blasting what I knew was another massive nut. I felt chilled out for the first time. I'd let a man fuck me twice and ejaculate in me twice. At least he'd assured me that he's clean. Was Sarah awake? Texting me? For the first time it didn't matter. That would obviously have to work itself out soon enough. After Ted got off me I flipped over and sat on the bed. There were 3 other guys in there now, two I'd heard. They were all kinda average biker types and middle aged. I was beyond caring but suddenly aware of my nakedness. Ted was off cleaning himself up again. "So. I understand you're new to gay sex. I gather it's suiting you so far?" ".. uh yeah ..." I blushed, suddenly very uncomfortable. **** At 4:45am my keycard unlocked our hotel room. By then, my anus held the ejaculate of 3 different men. The TV was on and Sarah was on the room's lounge chair, looking unhappy. "... so you got lucky?" "oh yes."

I laid there processing what just happened, feeling cum and lube sliding down my left thigh. I heard the shower turn on. It was all I could do to take Ted's dick but thinking about it a minute later got my dick rock hard. Fuck. I didn't want to admit that his cumming in me bare was the hottest part of it. I thought about jerking off--fuck it, right? but then I thought about Sarah. What the fuck was I gonna do? The shower stopped. I looked at my phone. 4 messages from Sarah. Then another. I couldn't go back to the room like this. Sweat, lube, cum, smoke and Ted's cologne. I looked at the messages. Kinda apologetic then increasingly demanding about where I was. Fuck, I'd been ignoring her for an hour. "Sorry babe, didn't realize my phone was on silent and just saw these. I'm just bumming around the casino floor." "please come up. i owe you something " "don't worry about it babe! i know you're good for it tomorrow. just get some rest. i'll be up soon. i'm just messing around with some slots." Ted entered the room wearing just a towel. "come up now. i miss you" suddenly Ted snatched the phone from me. "Ted! quit give it back!" Ted played keepaway, narrating as he typed and sent, "babe, im getting lucky! i gotta let this ride." I glared at Ted who tossed my phone on the room's lounge chair. He looked at my cock, still standing straight up, and sat me down on the bed. He pushed my legs apart wide and took my dick all the way into his mouth. "jesus fucking christ" I exhaled. Try as I might, I didn't last a minute. He pulled his mouth off me and jerked the rest of my load onto my stomach where it formed a giant pool. Ted laughed, "Guess you needed that." I was deeply uncomfortable, practically panicked in my post-nut frame of mind. "Uh yeah" I laughed nervously, as I weirdly twisted trying to keep my semen from running onto the bedspread that was already a mess of cum and lube. "Can I take a quick shower?" "Sure after you take another load." His dick was so thick, purple and pulsing. I couldn't believe he could go again so quick. "Viagra" he answered my facial expression. "Listen I know that I came up here with you..." "... And consented to unprotected sex with me." "And, well, and that, but I don't consent to anything more." "What are you gonna call the authorities? How is that conversation going to go? 'im here with my wife who I left passed out in our hotel room. I then met at man in the casino, went up to his room and let him fuck my ass bare after asking, you're clean right. Then I got a blowjob and busted all over myself. But then he took advantage of me." I looked horrified but said nothing. Ted waited 2 beats and laughed, "c'mon man, I'm just messing with you." I still said nothing. Ted started rubbing his cock "but wouldn't it be more fun for me to finish turning you out?" I flushed. Ted put my hand on his cock. "I've known a lot of sluts but I've never seen someone so hungry for a load in the ass." I took Ted's penis into my mouth for the first time. "That's it baby, embrace your destiny." I tried to slurp him deep and immediately gagged. Jesus he was too big. Ted took the opportunity to flip me back over and slide his cock all the way into my lubed and sloppy asshole. "Fuuuuuck go slow go slow go slow please." Just then I heard the electronic bolt throw and the door swing open.

Unfortunately, I'd asked Sarah out because I was feeling insecure about my sexuality. I'd recently masturbated several nights in a row while fantasizing about getting fucked in the ass. I committed to focusing my sexual energy on women. Sarah, a sophomore like me, had been not-so-subtly hinting that she was attracted to me. Oh and two of her friends said I should definitely ask her out. So I did. She liked the attention, I liked that I wanted to fuck her (even though she never gave me more than a handjob while we were dating). Still, I couldn't keep my fantasies straight. We got married at the end of junior year. Everyone thought we made a good couple. Things were fine. ***** We decided to spend our first anniversary in Las Vegas. We were both 21 and had basically never had any alcohol. I'd gotten us some kind of lovers package that included champagne on ice in the room when we checked in. We were giddy already--sin city!--and she giggled when I popped open the bottle. I filled up the flutes and toasted our trip. ***** "Oh fuck!" "Fuck that's tight." He was actually inside me. Jesus. I moaned. I couldn't help it. "Yeah, I knew you were a faggot as soon as I saw you." I blushed and didn't feel great about that. He slid in and out of my asshole slowly. I was breathing deeply trying to take him without panicking. It seemed like he must have the biggest cock on the planet. Fuck I did feel like a faggot though. I couldn't believe how hot it was to have this guy inside me. Ted. **** Sarah and I drank up the champagne like a couple of idiot kids celebrating an ill-advised marriage. We started to mess around and she slurred an offer to suck my dick. I was beside myself. She made her way down to my crotch... And passed out. Fuck. **** I was trying, poorly, to order a beer from a cocktail waitress. The particulars aren't important but I looked like an idiot because I was. Ted saw the thing unfold and sorted everything out. Ted was a big dude. Probably just 5'9" but 260? Muscly with a beer belly. I was slowly betting a quarter a play on the slot machines while chatting with Ted. At some point another guy came by and chatted with Ted. They whispered to one another and laughed. I felt like awkward and laser focused on my dumb gambling machine. Suddenly I realized Ted was addressing me. "...Hello!" "Oh sorry I was spaced out." Ted's friend was looking at me expectantly. I stuck out my hand, "Hey I'm ____" He pumped my arm and introduced himself. I immediately forgot his name. A generic name for a generic dude, lol. "OK don't lose your phone this time!" Ted roared with laughter. Whoever smirked and walked off. I realized, somehow for the first time, that Ted was gay. "So is that your?" "...oh ____?" Of course. "But don't worry, he was just letting me know he made plans for tonight." Ted looked me in the eye and then laughed again. I laughed weakly and pushed the gambling button again. I awkwardly tried to make small talk and quickly drank my beer. Ted helped me get another one. He and the waitress shared a laugh about something I didn't catch. "So you're straight?" "Oh yeah. Actually me and my wife are here celebrating our first anniversary." "Congrats!" he put a hand directly on my crotch, correctly predicting that my cock was hard. Ted was serious for the first time "Where is she?" "Oh well uh we actually had champagne for the first time and I guess it was too much for her so I just came down here for a minute. I really should be going." "I'm sure she's fine. You can keep hanging out with me." "....I'm not gay!" He laughed hard. "Of course not! Talking to a gay person isn't gayis it?!" "Of course not!" I replied anxiously. His hand rubbed my now rock hard dick through my jeans. "Going up to a gay person's room isn't gay is it?" My cheeks must've been beet red. Sensing my hesitation Ted added "he won't be back tonight." ***** "Uhh uhh uh." Yes thrust into me. "Oh fuck yeah bitch! Take my load." He just came in me. Bare. I jerked my half-hard cock and while precum steamed out. I tried to squirm away but he pinned me down, pumping the rest of his seed into me.

*wap* *wap* *wap* *wap* "fuck yeah dude I'm gonna cum." My head was spinning. I don't say anything but pressed back up against him. Soon he started unloading in me. Almost immediately after I heard the deadbolt. Fuck! She was supposed to be in Connecticut until tomorrow. I was staying at her place looking after her dog. I didn't know the name of the man who was emptying his balls in my asshole. We met on craigslist. He responded to my ad looking for dick. **** I'd was bored at Amanda's shitty apartment in the LES. It was Sunday afternoon and I started watching some porn. I was feeling spicy so I put on this 80s gay DVD she had for whatever reason and I got out a buttplug she'd used on me a few times. Amanda knew I fantasized about gay sex. In fact, she incorrectly thought I'd been fucked by a guy because I lied and said I had been. She thought it was hot. The plug was in me and my cock was ridiculously hard and leaking cum. I was rocking on the butt plug. On the screen a tanlined twink got railed bare by a muscly guy with a pornstache. I posted an ad looking for a top to fuck me. I included the nearest cross street and my stats. After 5 minutes I edited it to add "breed me raw." I started emailing a few guys then got a response from a guy who was literally 4 blocks away. I told him I was at my gfs and he didn't care. He was indeterminately 30s maybe early 40s. Kinda faggy looking with bleached blonde hair but I liked his bald pubes and thick but not huge cock. I gave him the address and apartment number. The buzzer startled me inside of 15 minutes. I pulled up my basketball shorts, the butt plug still inside. I let him inside and started to mildly panic. I was only up one floor so I didn't have long. He came inside. I was suddenly insecure about the gay porn. He slid his hand down my shorts and said relax. I laughed and did. He sat down on Amanda's shitty Ikea couch. I knelt between his legs and opened his pants. He wasn't wearing underwear. I sucked his stiffening dick into my mouth. That was a first! I realized I didn't know what I was doing but figured it wasn't too tricky. His penis felt huge in my mouth and I gagged a couple of times. "Let's fuck" I stood up and got naked, pulling the plug from my asshole. I'd used lots of lube and some of it ran down my right thigh. I walked over to the bed. Another horrible Ikea acquisition lol. I got on my knees and stuck my ass in the air and pulled out the plug, dropping it beside me on the comforter. He pulled me to the edge of the bed and slid inside of me. I was having unprotected receptive anal sex with a man whose name I didn't know. My cock leaked precum but also shriveled. He fucked me hard, slowing for a few moments when he heard me whimpering. I told him to fuck me. I said I wanted his load. He flipped me on my back. He pulled me past the edge of the bed and was deep inside me. *wap* *wap *wap* his thighs slapped against me. "Fuck you do have a tight asshole." I was having an out of body experience. I was intensely turned on by getting fucked. I was fantasizing about him shooting a huge load of semen inside me. My legs were over his shoulders as he fucked my ass. Amanda had fucked me many times but this was the first time I had an actual cock in me. "Uhhh yeah." "Jerk off." "huh?" "Jerk off." he put my hand on my cock, which was soft but dripping precum. He stopped fucking but stayed inside. I jerked off, fast, blasting a huge load on my stomach. I felt overwhelmed but he wasted no time pulling out and having me flip onto my hands and knees. A ribbon of cum ran off me onto the bedspread. He penetrated me from behind and began fucking me hard. *wap* *wap *wap*. He grabbed me, smearing cum on his right hand and wiping it on my neck, "sorry dude you came a lot." *wap* *wap* *wap* why'd I done this? I could've just jerked off. *wap* *wap* *wap* *wap* "fuck yeah dude I'm gonna cum."

Hi all, I'll have one night in sf next week and I'd like to take loads. What's the best/easiest way to get the most cum? Haven't booked my hotel yet so please suggest the best option if there is one!

I'd lurked on breeding.zone for years. I'd read with rock hard disbelief stories of men having unprotected sex with multiple strangers. The first time I was ever confronted with explicit gay sex pictures, I immediately knew I wanted to be the bottom. For years I denied it. I became expert at orally pleasuring my wife as though that counterbalanced fantasizing about getting fucked in the ass so I could cum during sex. They were always strangers i never saw who came up and fucked me in the ass while calling me a nasty slut. I knew I wanted it but I was married. I'd never even had intercourse with anyone but her and one other girl. I kept reading guys' last load stories and wondered whether the sex club stories could possibly be true. **** I don't know exactly what sent me over, but i contrived to get away for a weekend under false pretenses and arrange to meet a man whose real name I did not know and who we agreed would fuck my ass and cum inside me. At some level, I couldn't believe that any of this was really possible. Nevertheless, he arrived at my room a little after 10. He was about 40 and average height and I remember he had a big earring. He got naked and had me suck his cock. His crotch was completely shaved. His dick seemed huge. I did my best to give a blowjob. I'd tried my best to get ready and had pushed a bunch of lube inside me after cleaning myself out. "get naked." I did. I was face down ass up. He put in just the tip and rubbed the lube that leaked out onto his cock. He gave me my first ever hit of poppers, He pushed his cock in deep. fuck! I was doing this. "fuck baby you've got a tight ass. you really are straight?" "no just closeted but yeah I've only had straight sex." the sensation was so strange. "I don't judge baby." he pressed all the way inside. he started fucking me. the sensation was too intense. i felt panicked but tried to breathe deeply and relax. i was finally fulfilling my fantasy and wasn't going to go this far without actually becoming a cum slut. Suddenly: "I gotta get this on video." He pulled out and fished his camera from his jeans. I wasn't thrilled but it was so weird and sudden I just didn't respond. He started narrating. "I met him on breeding zone and he said he hadn't been fucked but wanted to jump into the deep end of the pool." Slap, slap, slap. "Well here we are." "fuck yeah i'm cumming!" He kept fucking me. Half a minute went by as he kept thrusting. Finally he flopped out. we both panted for a moment. "So was that what you were hoping for?" "wha?" "I mean when you fantasized about getting fucked is that what you were hoping for?" "oh...ha.... i mean it was weird but hot. letting you in my hole was pretty much exactly what i hoped ha" "that's cool. i don't judge anyone's situation as long as we're a good match and can meet up. lotsa guys won't fuck with closeted guys but i don't care as long as we can meet up like i said. you do have a wife right?" "yeah i do." "so is it gonna be a huge surprise? or does everyone assume you're gay?" "surprised, yeah" "do you want some more cock? my friend could come over." "... yeah okay." "cool. he'll be here in like an hour." fuck.. ***** I took a long hot shower, cleaned myself, thought, fuck it. I'd let a man who I'd met on breeding zone fuck me and ejaculate inside me. Anything goes.

"Fuck, Tedd. Where'd you find this guy?" "I fucked him at John's Superbowl party!" "I thought you guys were having one of your stupid fights?" "Well I apologized and he invited me to his Superbowl party and I fucked this guy at it." My new friend was fucking my ass long and deep. "Is that true dude?" he asked me. Tedd got in the front passenger door and leaned around to aim his phone at my face. I put my head in my hands. He speeded up. "Yeah, that's true" Tedd finally answered for me. The stranger fucking me bare was about to cum. "oh fuck, I'm about to cum!" "shh please be quieter!" I finally snapped, throwing him off. "Sorry, dude, of course" he stage whispered. "Don't worry. You got a big-ass house. The sound isn't gonna travel that far, bud." Tedd reassured. My immediate concern returned to the penis inside me. "oh fuck, I'm about to cum!" he whispered, this time fulfilling the promise. After a few moments he withdrew. "You guys gotta go." ******* "You're going to John's again?!" Sally was completely exasperated. In the couple months since the Superbowl--and after about a full week to recover from my over-eager escapades--I'd been going over regularly. Under some weird "homos before hoes" code, he said I could fuck there and he'd keep his mouth shut. I kind of believed that at first, but I'm pretty sure he just got off on idea of me getting used by gay men in secret while he hung out and got all the details of my sudden addiction to taking loads. A new episode of ***** came out and all the guys are over. "You know I liked you better when you were homophobic!" We were both taken aback. Sally's tone softened. "That was really uncalled for. I'm so sorry." I gave a sympathetic look. "I know it's tough right now. But honestly I think one problem is that we're together so much of the time and it's good for us to have more time apart...." "Yeah, sure" she said, distracted. "Why don't you call *****?.... Bye hun!" ******** "Are you gay?" She sounded tipsy and she almost never drank. I'd just walked in. I'd had sex with Tedd and another man. "What?" Sally was on the couch in the living room, something was paused on the TV. "Are you gay? Did you just have sex with Tedd?" "What?" "Did Tedd fuck you in the ass tonight?" "What is this about?" I asked, cringing in anticipation of what had given me away. "It's just that John used to say he was the biggest slut and wouldn't spend time on anything but trying to get laid. And then you guys are hanging out all the time!" Good god, she actually didn't know anything! I just about gave up everything. "Baby come on! He paws at me occasionally but I just slap his hand away" I said lightly. "Anyway, John loves exaggerating most of all." "..." "We just hang out. John happens to be gay. His friends are mostly gay! So I hang out with a lot of gay guys!... I thought this was a positive development?!" ********* The confrontation with Sally shook me. I quit going over to John's and blocked Tedd's number. If he wanted to use it, he had complete leverage over my life. But that risk was unmanageable so decided to ignore it. I got tested under a fake name and almost couldn't believe my luck that I was neg. I honestly wasn't sure how many different men had ejaculated in me. It was at least 5 but maybe 6. I repeatedly declined prep, convincing myself but apparently nobody else that my recommitment to my wife was iron-clad. ********* Straight things happened... for a while they were exciting. But soon my mind wandered back to the overwhelming feeling of Tedd's dick opening up my asshole. Squirming in ecstatic discomfort as he made reassuring noises. I had to remind him of my name like 5 more times after that. Most of all, I wanted him to cum inside me. I didn't know how I knew that, but I knew it with absolute certainty. I was just another hole of course in Tedd's grand scheme, but in that moment he wanted to cum inside me just as much.

Tedd scooched up and pressed his throbbing cock all the way in. "How's that feel in your ass bud?" "..." '... He's a little shy right now but I'm balls deep in his tight hole." I sighed, "Tedd, man, please cut it out." "You want me to take my dick out of you?" "Yeah, Tedd. Please." Tedd pulled out slowly. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. I closed my eyes and breathed deeply. I was still me. Sex was no big deal. Sally and I would be able to work this out. I opened my eyes. He was still filming me. "Cut it out, man." **** I wanted to get the fuck out of there but I had lube and cum running out of my asshole and down my thighs. "Could you get me a rag?" "Sure bud. Of course." **** I walked the few houses over and Sally greeted me brightly. "How was the game?!" Right, the game. "Oh yeah it was fun." She didn't notice my daze. "I caught the end. I couldn't believe it!" Fuck, I had no idea what she was talking about. "We were losing our minds!" "Yeah it was nuts!" I faked. Why hadn't I checked the recap on my way home? Fuck I needed to get it together. "... So what were you up to after the game?" Jesus, I had no idea when the game had ended. "Oh uh yeah one of John's crazy friends Tedd was around and we were just bullshitting." Sally arched her eyebrow. "Oh I thought John and Tedd fell out?" Jesus Christ. "Oh uh I have no idea. He was there today." "It wasn't too much for you was it? From what John told me, Tedd is super gay, among other things... I know that's not always comfortable for you." "Oh well you know I did feel uncomfortable at first but that's something I oughta get over you know? We hung out all afternoon and it was fine." "well good! "also you smell like beer and god knows what else so why don't you take a shower." "oh yeah well we were throwing them back sorry." "hey it's the super bowl!" **** On Thursday at about 11, Sally and I were in the couch in our PJs and watching some PBS/BBC mystery show. I got a text from a number I didn't know. "its tedd" Sally was leaned up against me on the couch as we watched the latest ep of *****. "hey" "wanna fuck?" I started to get hard in spite of myself. I didn't want this. I tried to make a move on Sally, putting my hand on her upper thigh and rubbing her meaningfully. She didn't react and I pushed her nightgown up and started to pull her panties aside. "What's this about?" "C'mon, I'm horny. I wanna fuck." My phone buzzed. "What's going on?" "Im sure it's just work. C'mon." I cajoled her. "If it's buzzing like that I know you're going to have to do something soon enough. I don't want a perfunctory fuck." "Fine, whatever. I guess I'd better see what's up." Suffice it to say, about years of conflict was tied up in that interaction and we were both left more irritated than was reasonable. I walked to my office and shut the door. I had a few more messages from Tedd, all of them lewd, reminding me of my transgression in graphic terms. But, did I want to get fucked again? "yea. Can you come by here later? (And NOT now)" "yeah im at j[ohn]s i can come whenever" Fuck. But John already knew everything. Weirdly, I was worried he had the wrong idea. I wasn't gay, not really. "Okay I'll let you know. If you're okay fucking me in my garage." "yea np" "Bring lube ok?" "yea" **** Sally, popped her head in my office to make peace. "Sorry, I've been in a bad mood!" "I've been putting out a bunch of bad vibes, frankly. Anyway, I'm not worried about it." "Me neither. Maybe let's talk about it at our next session with Jen. Anyway, I'm going to bed... I'll make it up to you soon." She turned and flashed her ass at me. Fat and sexy. I hooted after. I texted Tedd, "Come in 20 minutes. Text me when you're here and come up the driveway." "ok." I heard the shower in the master bedroom. I thought about joining her... But I wanted Tedd's cock instead. **** I used the security system to disable the lights up the driveway. I beckoned Tedd into the garage and closed the door behind us and got on my knees on the concrete. I pulled down his pants and took his cock into my mouth. His cock filled my mouth, seemingly completely. I moved my tongue around and Tedd moaned. "Yeah bud." I was not good at giving head and choked as he pushed me down further. I pulled back. "Sorry," tears running down my cheeks. "Let me try again." "Whatever bud. I want to fuck your ass." I opened the back door of our Suburban and climbed in after Tedd. He sat in the middle of the middle seat and I pulled off my pj bottoms and laid across the console, sticking my butt in the air. Tedd flipped open the top of some lube and squirted a glob on my ass. "Can you wear a condom?" Tedd squirted more lube on himself and then rubbed his bare cock against my hole. and penetrated me. "Fuck yeah bud." He was filming me again. his cell phone cam's light was bright, reflecting off the rear and side mirrors and refracting through the garage door windows. I couldnt say anything. I was thrilled by the experience. He was loud when he came this time. "Fuck yeah this slut's hole is tight as fuck. He's a little shy, but he loves my cum." I tried to pull away but he followed my ass, staying inside. "Gimme a sec, Tedd." He pulled out, wringing cum and lube onto the upholstery. I stayed mostly still, panting and contemplating how to get out of here without dripping lube all over. Why did it have to be strawberry scented? "A friend of mine is coming to fuck you, too." "excuse me?!" "just relax. you're a cumslut and he's discreet." *** Headlights flashed the garage door windows. Tedd handed me a bottle of poppers and went out to meet his friend. fuck i hoped Sally didn't wake up. I scooched out of the side door. I was some sight, wearing just a tshirt, cum and lube running down my thighs, lit from behind by the suburban's overhead light. I scooped up a glob of lube and stroked my cock, which was throbbing hard. The door swung open and there was a stranger with Tedd. He was about 5'10", stocky build, hispanic maybe? I turned around and rested my arms on the floor of the suburban. Tedd: "I told you hes a slut" Tedd's friend dropped his pants and pressed a soft-hard cock against my hole. I moaned. He pushed in deeper. Tedd's phone light came on. My new sexual partner grabbed my shoulder and pulled me back against him as he fucked my asshole.

met a new friend out back. I pulled down my shorts and knelt on them on the concrete step. I laid across the top step as he came up behind me and tossed his keys down. He squirted out a bunch of lube then lined up his cock behind me and slid inside. I arched my back and suppressed a moan. He fucked me for a minute and bred my ass. He withdrew, I pulled up my shorts and went back inside.

Tedd grabbed me a warm rag and i cleaned cum and lube off my ass and thighs. I walked into the kitchen to set down the rag when John walked in and surveyed the scene. He burst out laughing. "I thought I might walk in on a blowjob!" "I, uh, well I ...." Tedd finished my thought, "wanted to get fucked." "So I'm guessing Sally shouldn't know about this?" asked John. "...yeah well she doesn't know anything." I grabbed my jeans from the floor and started pulling them on. "Actually, I haven't ever done anything like this before." I was amazed it took John a second to process that information. "Well, you jumped into the deep end of the gay pool with Tedd!" "What do you mean?" Tedd chimed in. "Don't listen to John, bud. It's just sex." John gave us a look and headed to his bedroom. "I'm going to take a shower," he said flatly. We sat awkwardly on the couch for a minute and then I turned up the volume on the half time show. "So is that true? That you haven't been fucked before?" "... Yeah that was my first time." "Well you've got a tight ass. I believe it, bud." "... well it was fucking hot. I loved feeling you inside me." Tedd undid his pants and pulled out his stiffening cock. He was bigger than I appreciated. I had a hard time believing I'd just been fucked by that. It was fat and long. I hadn't cum so my cock sprang to attention, straining against my zipper. Tedd got naked and approached me. I saw his cock up close for the first time. Fuck. He opened my jeans and pulled them down to my feet then flipped me over on the couch. "Can I record me fucking you, bud?" I guess I was up for everything this evening but didn't say anything. Tedd was pointing his phone at me as he slid his penis back in my anus. He pulled out and had me flip on my back on John's couch. His camera was in my face as he rubbed his lubed cock around my hole. "Is it true that the only person to fuck your ass is me?" he slid inside "... yes" He stayed buried in me then started fucking. I'd been in the moment but lost it, thinking about Sally and how she didn't deserve this. I looked away as Tedd pounded my hole. "fuck yeah cum slut" "...wait, can you..." he came again, deep inside me. He kept the camera trained on my face.

"I think I'm gonna cancel. I don't care who wins and besides, tomorrow's Valentine's day. Let's snuggle up and watch it together." This was my usual bullshit and she wasn't having any of it. "This is your usual bullshit," she said patiently. "You know you'll have fun. You love John!" "..." "Frankly I'm offended you tried to use Valentine's day. Have some self respect." She was genuinely kidding. I laughed and said, "I admit I panicked. But you're right. John is awesome and I should go." John was awesome and I did want to go. ***** He was right around the corner. We had a six pack in the fridge so I grabbed that and walked over. I knocked a couple of times and he opened the door. "Hey! I didn't think you'd come. How's Sally?" "Oh she's great. She sends her regrets but would rather die than watch the Superbowl." John laughed more than he needed to and I came inside. There were only a couple of other guys there. He hadn't said, but I assumed John would have a bigger crowd but in fact there were just a two other guys. Both of them were like visibly gay. John didn't read as gay. Big and burly, he seemed like one of the guys. I definitely wasn't homophobic but I felt a little uncomfortable because I sometimes had gay fantasies. I'd never acted on them but at this point in my life I kinda figured why not... And I had a crush on John... And I think he knew it. We were all enjoying John's margaritas and I realized going over without eating lunch had been a mistake. One of the other guys, Tedd, took a liking to me. He was maybe mid 30s, but with a youthful look. i liked his tattoos and told him so. John was being his usual charming self and made sure my drink stayed full. He also made sure to be cool, cornering me as I came back from the bathroom and saying seriously "Hey, Tedd wants to fuck you. That's fine with me but I know you and Sally have a good thing going so think twice.. and make sure you know what you're in for." My tongue was loosened by the Tequila. "Tedd is fucking hot." Then I lied. "Sally knows I mess around with guys." He reached his hand back and down my jeans. His finger probed my anus. My dick started to stiffen. "He's got a big dick and you're really tight.... But alright faggot, have fun!" He said brightly. **** I wandered back into the living room as John's other friend was leaving. "Tell John I said bye. I've got a shift." I sat back on the couch. It was half-time. I was so horny and drunk and nervous I'd lost track of the game. Tedd sat next to me and got right to it, undoing his pants and pulling out his cut dick. I stared, frozen for a moment. He grabbed my head and gently pushed down. I scrambled down and sucked his penis into my mouth. My first time. It was harder than my girlfriends and wife made it seem! I struggled to take him as he got hard. He kept calling me "Bud". It was weird. "Suck my cock, bud." "Yeah that's it, bud." "You want to get fucked in the ass, bud?" My heart skipped a beat. I pulled my mouth off him and said "Yes... But here?" "Oh it's fine. John knows what's up. He said he was gonna work out. His equipment is in the garage." "Don't worry. I'll get some lube, bud." He headed into John's bedroom and I heard him in some drawers. I kicked off my shoes and undid my jeans. I pulled them off with my underwear leaving me nude from the waist down. I pulled off my shirt next. I was buck naked in my gay neighbors place waiting to get fucked in the ass by a man. My heart was pounding. He came back with a big pump tub of lube and what I recognized from gay porn I'd watched as poppers. Tedd maneuvered my body so I was on my knees on the couch facing the back. "Does John have any condoms?" "I didn't find any, bud." He squirts a glob of lube on his hand and slops it on my hole and slicks up his cock. He comes up behind me and hands me the poppers. "This'll make it easier, bud." I inhaled and my head spun for a minute. He slid inside me. Tedd fucked me hard, slapping against my ass. His dick was big and uncomfortable inside me but I loved it. It was hot knowing he was fucking me bare. He was definitely going to breed me, I was sure of that. I could tell he was close. I could tell he was trying not to cum. He didn't last. He pounded my hole for a few seconds and then pulled out. I stayed still, panting, as he jerked more cum against my hole. "fuck, you've got a tight hole, bud."

"Please use some more lube Benny. You're so big." A cold glob landed on my hole and Benny pushed it in with his thumb, which slipped in easily. I exhaled and was suddenly exhilarated and insanely horny again. "Fuck my ass Benny." "...Before I change my mind" I laughed. His big dick was inside me again. "Don't worry, I know you won't" he laughed. He fucked me more gently but his penis still felt impossibly huge. "Fuck you're so big." "You're doing great. I can tell you're a born cumslut." I liked that idea. Getting bred by Benny and whatever other hard dicks wanted to explode in me. I rubbed my cock and balls as Benny used me. He picked up the pace and slapped my ass, hard. "I gotta fuck more straight guys." Smack. "I can't wait to bust in you and send you home to Sara." Smack. That didn't make me feel great. "Take it easy, Benny. Please don't bruise me." "Sorry baby, I'm almost there." He slapped against my ass a couple more times and then he told me he was cumming. I arched my back and got ready to finish this experience. **** I tossed my clothes into the hamper and walked into the bedroom naked. Phew, Sara wasn't here. I quickly grabbed some flannel pj pants and a tshirt and pulled them on, almost panicked. ***** He pulled out and rubbed his cock against my asshole. I realized he wasn't wearing a condom anymore. I twisted around. "What the fuck?" Benny was impassive. "You took off the condom?!" I demanded. "Sorry, I took it off when you asked for more lube." "And you came in me?!" "Hey, relax, ok? You wanted it. You'll be fine. And you need to go home to Sara. So relax." Fuck. Sara. He was right about that. I pulled on my clothes and got up to walk out. Benny got in my face. "You look like you just got fucked. You need to relax before you go home. I'm sorry for cumming in you but it's gonna be okay unless you fuck things up." "OK Benny you're right." I splashed cold water on my face and got ahold of myself. I beelined to the door. "Hey take a few more --" I ignored him and left. ***** I wanted to curl up in bed but I knew I should try to smooth things over with Sara. I came out of the bedroom and found Benny and my wife talking--she was laughing at something he'd just said. "Hey! I came by to apologize to Sara for being a bad influence. I promised her--no more weed!" I laughed weakly. "I'm going to hit the sack. Come to bed soon, honey."

She scowled. I turned and mumbled that I was going to take a shower. She opened her mouth to say something but thankfully closed it as I walked through the living room into the master bedroom. I closed that door and the inner bathroom door and turned the shower on hot. ***** I'll never forget the sight of Benny--massive cock fully erect, encased in glistening rubber like a safer sex psa--pulling out a drawer under his coffee table and pulling out a sheet. "Don't want to get lube on the couch" he said cheerfully. The reality of the situation suddenly came back into focus. "Listen. Benny. You cannot fuck me. I shouldn't have, you know, let you blow me. But you know how consent works." I wrapped my arms around my shoulders. God I must have looked ridiculous, sitting on a big leather couch, naked from the waist down trying to look firm. Meanwhile some twink got railed in some generic hotel room on the 60". Benny paused for a moment and then pressed the sheet into the couch cushions. "Of course that's how consent works. Here's the thing. I think you want to consent to me fucking you in the ass. I think you're concerned about your wife finding out, which I understand. But i think that even more you want to get fucked in the ass." My cock had recovered from my orgasm and between the smut and Benny's proposition, I was hard again. I was also terrified and desperate to feel a man fuck me. My cheeks flushed. He was gracious when I said "OK Benny, I consent." ***** Near tears, I'd asked him to add as much lube as possible and he came through. I realized it must be on my boxers and shorts and was in all likelihood on my tshirt, too. Obviously I'd strewn those items all around the bathroom and hadn't gotten out anything else to wear. ***** Benny jerked his cock against my hole. I was shaking in anticipation. Benny pushed his forearm into the small of my neck hard and pressed his fat cock head into my lubed ass. I swallowed a yelp. I wasn't ready for that. I did my best to meditatively breath as Benny pounded my virgin ass. His cock flopped out of me and I felt lube run down my balls. "Your ass is so tight. I thought you were lying about being straight." "No really, it's my first time doing anything with a guy." "Don't worry hun. I'll use plenty of lube. Just relax." I stayed pressed low on the couch trying to regulate my breathing, spacing out a little on Benny.

I hurried to the bathroom, hoping he wouldn't see me tear up. I turned the shower on hot, stepped in, and caught my breath. Sticky cum and lube mix was on my balls and upper thighs. I scrubbed it off with a container of hotel body wash. I cleaned off my tender hole and got hard thinking about how a man had just cum inside me. I jerked a huge load onto the wall of the shower and almost couldnt handle it. Fuck it. I cleaned the remaining nut off my body and toweled off. I put on a hotel robe and walked back into the bedroom...and jumped about 10 feet. There was a man in the bed, under the comforter. apparently naked. I jumped about 10 feet. "It's Keith! you gave me your room number." "Yeah, of course. I just thought I'd let you in." "The guy before me let me in. I thought that's what you're into." I took a deep breath and chilled out, "yeah sorry you just startled me man." He was a pretty good looking guy, older, maybe mid 50s. Dark-haired. I could see he had a lot of tats. I figured, fuck it. i dropped the robe and climbed under the covers. I slid down to suck his cock. He had buzzed pubes and shaved balls. I sucked his average dick into my mouth and tried my best to blow him. After a few seconds he pulled out and had me suck on his balls. I loved that. It was way easier than trying to swallow cock. Suddenly he flipped all the covers off the bed and had me lay on my back. He slid a finger in my asshole and another in my mouth. "You're ready for a second load in your ass aren't you?" "No I--" "Javier told me what happened... His accent really isn't that thick" He grabbed my legs and pushed them back. He lined his cock up and pushed into my asshole. I had plenty of lube and cum in me. He pounded me hard. Javier, frankly, had been much nicer. I rubbed my cock and balls and tried to chill out. He began to ejaculate. Frankly my hole was a little numb, but I could tell he was nutting hard. He stroked in me deeply for some time and then pulled out. his thick tip grabbed lube and jizz and deposited it on my taint. "You're a natural."

I clenched up as I felt his cock penetrate me. "Relax", he said in his heavy accent. I tried to breathe deeply as he slid out and pushed it inside my body again. Correctly thinking my consent was fragile, he stuck 2 fingers in my mouth and pounded my ass with his 7 inches. I felt a wave of shame wash over me. I was bent over the armchair in a hotel room provided to me by Delta airlines. What the fuck was I doing? He was wearing a condom. This would be okay. ***** Before then, I had always been faithful to my wife of 11 years. We'd traveled from Utah to Oregon with our kids to visit her folks and were headed home with a connection through ***. A classically hellish travel nightmare ensued, starting with our connecting flight being canceled because of mechanical problems. The upshot was that the rest of the family was able to make a flight home a few hours late, while I was going to have to wait around on standby. I moved from gate to gate with no luck. After too long a gate agent took pity and said he could book me on a flight the next day. It was close to 8 and the flight the next day wasn't until 2, but I was fed up with being at the airport and the idea of a few hours to myself for probably the first time in years. I got checked in. It wasn't any place special but it was okay. I laid back on the bed and called my wife. She was not pleased by the news. I was frustrated and got annoyed and we had an unwarrantedly hostile tiff. Something snapped. I started thinking about the gay porn I'd been watching secretly. I hadn't thought anything through clearly, but I knew I wanted to be the guy getting fucked. I let her finish, flatly said I'd get home as soon as I could, and hung up. I took an Uber to a nearby drugstore and bought a collection of items that screamed "I'm about to have anal sex." I flushed as the clerk impassively rang me up. Back at the hotel I got ready and watched some of my fav videos on my phone. For whatever reason, I was especially partial to up close anal creampies and 80s "precondom" stuff. I screwed up my courage and got ready. I took some pictures in the bathroom mirror including one close-up of my hole--jesus--and created accounts on some hookup sites. I let the guys know that I was new, my pics were new, and I'd be here one night only. My gps coordinates filled in the rest of the details. A few guys said they were interested in a hookup. I gave out my room number pretty freely to be honest. I figured they mostly wouldn't show. I watched some gangbang porn and fingered my asshole with lots of lube. *** I got a text. "Parked. Brt." I was going through with this A knock at the door. I was naked and hid behind the door as I opened it. He was a mid 30s black guy and I remembered what his thick cock looked like.His profile had been pretty spare and I realized it was because he didn't speak much English. I tried the little Spanish I knew but he said he was Brazilian. I dropped my robe and sat on the bed. My cock stood straight up, rock hard. He came over and I undid his jeans and took out his cock. Jesus. It started getting hard and I took it into my mouth. I was sucking dick. 7 inches is big and it seemed much bigger in my mouth. I did my best to take it but I mostly was choking on it. I pulled his cock out of my mouth and said "I want to get fucked." I couldn't understand his reply but of course that's what he was here for. I climbed back on the bed to the pack of condoms and lube. I tore off the package and handed him the rubber. He paused for a moment and then rolled it on. I got a glob of lube and rubbed it on his dick. I got more and made a mess lol. He turned me onto my hands and knees and lined up behind me. He tried shifting me around and kept giving me instructions I couldn't understand. It was, uh, not how I expected this to go, I guess. Eventually he hopped off the bed and indicated I should follow him, which I did over to the armchair. It had nice rectangular armrests, one of which I was soon bent over. I reached for the other one and felt the head of his penis against my asshole. I clenched up as I felt his cock penetrate me. "Relax", he said in his heavy accent. *** My cock had softened but a thick thread of precum connected my dick to the seat of the chair. He pounded my asshole. I was getting off feeling like a slut but his cock was huge and I was having trouble taking it. I pushed myself up and pulled away. "Sorry I need a quick break." He said something I didn't understand. "Just a sec. I just need to relax." He said something else and the only thing I understood was the word "relax." In about a minute I jerked my precum-coated cock hard again and felt ready to go. I motioned to the chair with my head and he said something I couldn't understand. "Yeah let's go." He repeated himself emphatically but I still didn't understand. "OK?" he finished intently. "OK yes!" I replied. I bent over the chair again and he came up behind me. He got out some more lube and worked it into my tender hole with his thumb. I felt him rub his cockhead against my hole and say something I again didn't understand and then "OK?". "Fuck me! yeah!" He penetrated me but fucked me more slowly this time. He strokes were long and I felt uncomfortable, ashamed, horny and buzzed. I stared at the pattern on the chair's fabric as he fucked me. A man was fucking my ass. My wife had never once let me do that. But here, a man whose name I didn't get was inside me. It was the best sex I'd ever had. I snapped back. He was speeding up and then yelled out when he ejaculated. He fucked me for 20 seconds more and then pulled out. I flopped back on the bed and then saw distinctly that his cock was bare. "Where's the condom?" I asked as I saw it on the floor behind the chair. He looked annoyed, "you said OK, OK fuck me." Fuck. He'd been asking if he could fuck me bare. And that's how I took my first load. :)

she'd always had lots of gay guy friends. a __ hag, right. we'd gotten married right after high school in rural texas but moved to houston before the year was out and etched out a small life there. kalyn (i know) was sweet but dumb and thought that loving sex and the city made her progressive. she picked up some crappy jobs and made friends with a lot of gay guys. this was odd to me since i knew she was a huge homophobe. one night I tried to play with her asshole and she ridiculed me for being gay. "You know pussy is enough for most guys that aren't faggots." she was right about one thing though, pussy wasn't enough for me because I also wanted dick. we had started having pot luck dinners with kalyn's friends. mostly gay guys. it was lots of fun. one night we had ted and george over--pretty much our closest friends. kalyn had a little too much of her crappy wine and forgot who she was talking to and mocked me for being gay. George replied, "Oh well if he's gay we should probably have sex" "oh I didn't mean it like that." "No, we must find out if your husband is a disgusting fag." kalyn looked bereft. she hadn't meant to offend her buddies, but she was super dumb. I decided to exploit the opportunity. "let's get you to bed, okay?" **** I put Kalyn to bed and came back out. George and Ted were still there. They were both super gay. and hot. "Sorry about that. i dunno what to say, but she's kinda super homophobic." "Anyway, let me show you something." I went to a top kitchen cupboard and pulled down a dvd. i popped it in the xbox 360 and took a seat next to Ted on the couch. I pushed play. some gay porn started up. A skinny white guy was laying in a sex swing and getting fucked in the ass bareback by a biker looking guy. ted started laughing, "so you are a faggot!" george looked bemused. we all watched the porno. the first top ejaculated in the bottom's ass. "you ever taken a dick?" ted asked. "no. just a fantasy. i haven't actually fucked anyone but kalyn." i watched intently as the next man slid his penis inside the bottom. "you know you're getting fucked tonight, right?" i didnt respond for like 30 seconds, and ted and george waited patiently. "what if she wakes up?" "don't worry, i can tell she is OUT. and anyway, we'll be cool if she gets up." i didn't say anything but i got up and took off all my clothes. "Do you have any lube?" "Yeah hang on". I went into the darkened bedroom and poked around the nightstand. I found some warming lube I'd bought for our anniversary a few months back. i could see that Kalyn was zonked. i pulled the comforter up around her shoulders. I went back to the living room and closed the bedroom door. I handed the lube to Ted "ok i guess this'll have to do" I got naked and took off the back couch cushions, tossing them over the back. i pressed my torso against the seat of the couch and stuck my ass in the air. Ted lubed my hole and his cock. he slid all the way inside me in one move. I gasped. fuck that was intense! Ted fucked me like a slut, and fair enough. i struggled to take his dick but if i was going to try gay sex, i wasn't going to give up so easily. eventually, i stopped panicking and started enjoying the sensation. as he got close to cumming, ted started weirdly narrating what was happening. "yeah im about to nut in this chick's husband." i realized george had his phone out and was filming. "oh fuck yeah" ted pushed into me and george got up close. "this slut really is tight." "you were a virgin huh?" i turned my face out of the couch to say "yup". george was up close with his camera and obviously got a clear shot of me.fuck it. i got up on my elbows and said right into the lens "but im thinking about being a cumslut now." ted began to ejaculate in me, pounding my hole franticly. "oh fuck yeah bitch" he said a little too loud for comfort. he withdrew and i climbed up on the couch, laying on my back as i felt semen and lube slide out of my hole.ted was heading to the bathroom, which required going through the bedroom where kalyn was passed out. "hey could you grab a towel" i called after quietly. *** hello, i'd like to make some friends here. message me!

"oh you didn't say anything and i didn't wear one." he acted like he was being completely sincere and reasonable knowing he'd just bred a married guy. "you know that was my first time being fucked?" I rolled onto my side on the bed. i could feel that my ass was slick with cum and lube. he looked at my hard cock. "well i guess you're a cumslut then" i paused about 10 beats. a bead of precum ran down my shaft. i laughed. "oh fuck i guess i am." "you want some more?" the truth is, i did. i slid my hand back and pushed 2 fingers into my cummy hole. god i felt giddy being a slut. i knew about poppers from the nasty porn i would watch in secret on redtube but i couldnt believe how amazingly it worked. a man had fucked my hole for his pleasure. he hadnt bothered mentioning that he was penetrating me without a condom, correctly surmising that i wanted him to fuck me bare. i wanted it again. "heck yeah, can you fuck again so fast?" he swung his bedroom door open. "any of ya'll want to fuck this trick?" three heads turned to me and saw me make a completely shocked face. im not sure how i managed to still find myself shocked, but there we were. one of the guys smirked and turned back to the tv. the other two got up. they were both in their mid 40s to 50s i guess. sleazy gay guys like Wil, apparently. they came in the room and the door swung closed. i sat up on the bed and stuck my hand out. "im ____." "miller." "ted." introductions having been made, miller pushed me on my back, spread my legs and slid his middle finger inside me. "jesus, wil, where'd you find him." "over at ____.... he was there with his wife." "i bet he was." miller was wearing a long-sleeve tshirt and jeans. i was 6' and figured he was maybe 5'9 at the outside. like wil he had a lot of tattoos. but he was cleanshaven with a boring haircut and didn't read as super gay like wil. i pulled my legs apart as i lay on the bed. he pushed his ring finger in, too, and finger fucked me. i was suddenly embarrassed to realize i was pushing back on his fingers. "do you want another load in your ass?" "yes" he dropped his pants--completely shaved--and took off his shirt. he climbed on the bed and slid a pillow under my ass. "jerk off" "what?" "jerk off" i jerked my cock as he rubbed his against my hole. i rubbed precum all over my cock but resisted the urge to cum. miller rubbed my cock until i shot a massive load on my stomach. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.Fuck. Courtney was at home. I was here with my legs spread and my stomach spattered with my own semen. miller approached and pressed his penis in my asshole. i was well lubed but this was also the second penis that had ever fucked me. miller rubbed my load over my skin. his cock felt impossibly huge inside me. I could feel as the glans of his penis slipped out of my sphincter and then he slid in what seemed impossibly deep. he repeated this deep stroke and i felt frankly defeated. it wasnt fair to stop him, but my mind was mostly on courtney and how we could get past this. i realized this was a dominating fucking style and unfortunately realized i was getting turned on again. why did i want it like this? why did i want miller to ejaculate in me? he slipped out accidentally when he was pounding me and i stopped him from going back inside immediately. "go easy on me. im tight." "sure bud sorry." he offered me the poppers and then slid back inside, i lost track of the specifics but felt like the world's greatest cumslut ready to take the next load. i grabbed his ass and held him deep in me. i was buzzing. i wanted his semen. my phone buzzed. shit. "where are you?"

my wife had just left the table when he leaned in and said, "no offense, but i get the feeling that you're a faggot." i stammered some kind of not very convincing of course nots and before i could finish he cut me off. "of course id love to fuck you in the ass." i blushed but i knew the bar was too dark for it to matter. "thanks but no thanks" i said regretfully. i got up to get another round. **** we'd met wil because the bar was packed and we were looking hopelessly for a table. we were about to give up and go somewhere else when wil waved us over and charmingly invited us to join him. my wife courtney and i had been married for 11 years and we hadnt been out since the pandemic. we decided to hit up a divey place a few blocks from our apartment that had been a favorite before and, as i said, found the place packed. courtney always loved the gay guys and wil was no different. i used to worry that they were just humoring her. and then i decided that even if they sometimes were there was no point to my being worried about it. **** i got back to our table with 2 vodka gimlets and a glass of rose. courtney grabbed my phone and excitedly said "im putting wil's number in your phone because he's interested in settlers of catan and i know you know everything about it." she probably didnt need this 4th glass. wil winked at me and chuckled. **** back at home, court was a mess. we got her in her nightgown and she was working on a big glass of water. my phone buzzed with a message. i didnt look at it. i undressed and got into bed with her. she was chubby these days but i enjoyed the curves. i got hard and pressed my cock against har ass. she reached back and grabbed my cock approvingly. my phone buzzed again. what's that she asked still half passed out. "i dunno. let me see." "jeez. its wil. he says he and his roommates want to play catan tonight and i should come." "oh you should go" she said turning to me "im really tired an you should make more friends. hes just a few blocks away." "yeah" she blinked. "go over. you dont have anything to do tomorrow. itd be great to have wil as a friend." i was pretty sure wil had something else in mind. i wanted it. "yeah ok. if youre cool with it." **** "im here." i texted. "come on up." i knocked on the door, it was like 1245am. a stranger opened. "oh is wil here?" he didnt reply but wil came up behind him. "he come on in. this way." i followed him through the living room where a few people were hanging out. i felt super awkward and just gave a little wave as i followed wil back to his bedroom. "dont worry about them. theyre not worried about you." he opened his jeans, pulled out his stiffening cock and sat on his double bed. a purple mattress i think. for the first time in my life i sucked on a cock. i got my rock hard cock out and started stroking too. "lets fuck." he got naked and i did too. i climbed on the bed and he opened the top drawer on his nightstand. i saw lube and condoms and little bottles and handcuffs and... "flip over" i did. he squirted lube on my asshole. he pressed it in with a finger. i pulled away. "relax. it'll be fine." he put a bottle of poppers under my nose and i took a sniff. WOW. i found myself a moment later with a penis fucking me. it was everything id ever hoped for. fuck me it was amazing. it didnt take long for him to cum. he grabbed my ass and slid all the way in and out of me. he pushed all the way in when he started squirting. jesus. i guess i was a faggot. *** i watched him walk away and then felt around for a wrapper. "did you wear a condom?"

I shifted uncomfortably on the bed, which squeaked unpleasantly. I was naked and the door was prevented from latching by a misused security bar. A man whose name I didn't know had agreed to meet me at the Roadway Inn, room 235 ("facing the back," I'd requested of the too-intent desk clerk). I agreed that I would be nude, on all fours on the bed, and with my asshole lubed up. He agreed that he would enter the room and immediately fuck me. We agreed that when he did this he would not wear a condom. ***** To date, I had not been fucked by a penis. I'd been married for 12 years and had a secret, fat 8" dildo I occasionally fucked my ass with balls deep. I mostly tried to focus my sexual energy on my wife. That worked for a while, but one Saturday she was out of town and I just snapped. It didn't feel like I made a decision. I just got in my car, rented a room at a shitty motel convenient to the highway, ran to the drugstore to get some supplies. I got ready and then took a picture of my hole I included in ads I posted on hookup sites and one of the rest of me I shared with guys who responded. ***** "parked brb" My heart started pounding. I was going to go through with this. It seemed to take forever, then the door opened a quarter and someone slipped inside. "Sorry, I got turned around." I kept staring at the crappy wallpaper in front of me. "Yeah no worries." He walked up and put his hand on my ass and then pushed his thump into my asshole. He smelled like smoke. He stepped back and untied and removed his shoes. Then he undid his belt and stepped out of jeans. He rubbed his cock against my hole and groaned quietly. I'd put a bottle of lube beside me on the bed and he used it, slopping a lot on his cock and my hole. He climbed on the bed behind me and pushed my ass lightly so I'd crawl forward. I felt his head against my hole then he was inside me. Somehow my toy hadn't prepared me for this at all. I gasped and grabbed at the pillows on the bed. He pumped my asshole. I could feel that he had buzzed pubes. He was heavyset and pulled me back against him as he fucked me. Feeling him pressed up against me was an odd sensation, I didn't know how to feel about it. But I loved how his penis felt, stretching my hole as he fucked me. It was way too intense. I wanted to ask him to slow down but I wanted to be a good cumslut more. He didn't last long, a couple of minutes at most. "Cum in me," I moaned as he buried himself. He thrust hard in me a few times and pressed me down against the mattress with all his weight. He stayed in me for another half minute and then withdrew. I grabbed the pillow in my face and caught my breath. In the bathroom he cleaned the cum and lube off himself with a wet rag. I rolled over and got a look at him for the first time. His cock was drooping but still big and fat. I felt sheepishly proud of successfully taking him in my ass. "I figured you were wasting my time, dude. But I guess you never know." "Haha yeah well I guess I decided to finally go through with it." "That's cool." He was washing his crotch with a warm washcloth. I got a good look at him for the first time.

my alarm went off at 530am. i hopped into the shower and got ready. i was about to get fucked by a guy id met on a hookup site. it wouldnt be the first time. in fact, when i put the address into the gps that morning it asked if i was going to the gym and would i like to save the address. jeez. i'd told him my situation--closeted bottom married to a woman--and expected him to stop responding, like most guys. but he said he understood and that was fine. i was shaking the first time i went over. i'd never been fucked in the ass. i was dressed for work in slacks and some banana republic shirt. he answered the door in boxers and gave me a hanger while I undressed. when i was naked he had me suck his cock. i was awkward but super eager. Once he was very hard he pulled a condom out of the bedside table and rolled it on his dick. he lubed me and his dick up and slid it inside as he pushed me down on the bed in missionary position.i guess its ridiculous to say but he fucked me like id fucked girls my whole life. it was intense. i had to ask him to stop for a minute. he stayed inside me. after a minute he squirted more lube on his cock and started fucking me again. i closed my eyes and contemplated. after all this time id actually gotten fucked by a guy. he was going to fuck my asshole with his cock until he ejaculated and that seemed like a great idea. and it was. **** now i was experienced. lol. last night i cooked a fancy dinner for me and the wife and enjoyed good wine and i texted my friend "i want you to cum in me tomorrow." that was true. itd always been part of my fantasies all those years i pretended i wasnt gay. taking a train of guys in the ass, no condoms in sight. begging to be the biggest cumslut. he didnt reply but we had a plan for the next morning. like i said, i headed over. parked on the street like usual and headed into his apartment complex. it was endlessly repetitive but his apartment was next to a laundry room so that made it easy to find. i looked at my phone and saw i had a text from 2 minutes ago. "OK". fuck. now i was having second thoughts. i walked towards the dryer exhaust and then the apartment to the left. he took an extra minute to answer the door but was in his usual attire. everything started as usual including him rolliing on a condom. i was immediately relieved. it was not an acceptable risk to take. the sex was amazing. my cock stayed hard and i shot a load on my stomach. he pulled out of my asshole and yanked off the condom. fuck. my eyes bugged and he was back inside me, thrusting hard. i had asked for it. explicitly. i was weighing whether i should ask him to stop when he grabbed my ass hard and pushed in deep. obviously he was ejaculating. my legs were wide, allowing his 7 inch penis to deposit his load all the way in me.

Phil and Sarah had been married for 17 mostly happy years. When they were young, they dug each other. And they'd settled in to a happy routine after a few tough years. Phil realized, very late, his same sex attraction and as sex slowed down with Sarah, he began jerking off to gay porn. He didn't consider himself gay and rejected the binary. It's a Kinsey scale and I am attracted to women enough. Whatever the case, he often fantasized about being fucked in the ass. Especially in some kind of anonymous quick hookup. ***** After a reorg at work, Phil was assigned to a professional services team that travelled often. This suited Phil fine. Being out of each other's hair sometimes improved his and Sarah's relationship. Phil's days were so long he didn't consider cheating. ****** It was Sunday in Atlanta. Phil had flown out the night before so he'd be able to make sure everything was ready for the team when they arrived. He took an early flight, just to have some time to himself. But things were delayed and he didn't arrive until dinner time. He headed to the hotel, took a shower, talked to Sarah and headed to the bar for dinner. ****** Phil glanced at his watch. Fuck, he had been hanging out with Seth for like an hour and a half, throwing back gin gimlets. "Come back to my room. I went to show you something," said Seth, while grabbing Phil's rock hard dick. "... Okay". Seth's flirting had been exciting, obviously, and maybe he'd get a bj out of the deal. ****** Seth had a suite way up high. Phil looked out from the floor to ceiling windows as Seth hit the bathroom. He came out naked and told Phil to get naked too. "Just oral okay?" "Yeah of course." Phil started to disrobe but paused halfway through. "Just go with it." He inhaled and went for it. Seth sucked his cock as Phil leaned against the window. At 6 inches and not very thick, his dick wasn't amazing. Seth, on the other hand, was at least 7 and thick. Fuck Seth was jealous. "Come to the bed it'll be more fun." In a daze now, Phil followed and laid on the bed. Seth turned the lights out and mounted him in a 69, pushing his dick into Phil's mouth without warning. Whatever. He couldn't expect an unreciprocated bj right? Seth reached over to the nightstand for some lube and soon pushed his middle and forefinger into Phil's asshole. Despite his fantasies, he'd only ever fucked himself with one finger before. It felt good, intense. At the same time Seth pushed his dick into Phil's mouth. It was too much and he gagged. "You're doing great Phil." Seth slurped his softening cock and pulled his own penis out of Phil's mouth. Phil was rock hard again almost immediately. The sensation was overwhelming and Phil started ejaculating. Seth sucked out all the cum while finger fucking him faster. "You're ready" smiled Seth as he spun around and started lubing his penis. "Hey I'm not up for this. I'm sorry. I'll suck you off though." Seth laughed. "My dick's too big for you to suck. I just want to jerk off against your asshole. I didn't believe him but my head was spinning and I didn't know what to do. "Okay but I'm not consenting to anal sex okay." ***** "Tell me you want my cum inside you." "Yess." "Say it." "I want you to cum inside me." "Say it again." "Cum in my ass" That's what he did. I was kneeling on a chair as he pounded me from behind. Just before he got off my attention suddenly focused on the ugly upholstery of the chair I found myself on, knees on the seat, arms grabbing the back and I thought of Sarah. I half heard Seth as he called me a slut as he ejaculated in me. After burying himself for a long time he thrust in and out of me slowly 3 or 4 times until his softening cock slipped out. I stayed still, catching my breath. Seth ran to the bathroom and came out as I was climbing off. "Here," he threw me a wet washcloth. "You can shower here if you want." "My rooms not far and I wanna put my PJs on." I smiled weakly. PJs somehow felt absurd. "Look, I know you went further than you meant to at first, but I can tell that deep down you were ready for this." I didn't reply. "look I'm here for a few more days. Maybe I'll see you around."

Phil and Sarah had been married for 17 mostly happy years. When they were young, they dug each other. And they'd settled in to a happy routine after a few tough years. Phil realized, very late, his same sex attraction and as sex slowed down with Sarah, he began jerking off to gay porn. He didn't consider himself gay and rejected the binary. It's a Kinsey scale and I am attracted to women enough. Whatever the case, he often fantasized about being fucked in the ass. Especially in some kind of anonymous quick hookup. ***** After a reorg at work, Phil was assigned to a professional services team that travelled often. This suited Phil fine. Being out of each other's hair sometimes improved his and Sarah's relationship. Phil's days were so long he didn't consider cheating. ****** It was Sunday in Atlanta. Phil had flown out the night before so he'd be able to make sure everything was ready for the team when they arrived. He took an early flight, just to have some time to himself. But things were delayed and he didn't arrive until dinner time. He headed to the hotel, took a shower, talked to Sarah and headed to the bar for dinner. ****** Phil glanced at his watch. Fuck, he had been hanging out with Seth for like an hour and a half, throwing back gin gimlets. "Come back to my room. I went to show you something," said Seth, while grabbing Phil's rock hard dick. "... Okay". Seth's flirting had been exciting, obviously, and maybe he'd get a bj out of the deal. ****** Seth had a suite way up high. Phil looked out from the floor to ceiling windows as Seth hit the bathroom. He came out naked and told Phil to get naked too. "Just oral okay?" "Yeah of course." Phil started to disrobe but paused halfway through. "Just go with it." He inhaled and went for it. Seth sucked his cock as Phil leaned against the window. At 6 inches and not very thick, his dick wasn't amazing. Seth, on the other hand, was at least 7 and thick. Fuck Seth was jealous. "Come to the bed it'll be more fun." In a daze now, Phil followed and laid on the bed. Seth turned the lights out and mounted him in a 69, pushing his dick into Phil's mouth without warning. Whatever. He couldn't expect an unreciprocated bj right? Seth reached over to the nightstand for some lube and soon pushed two fingers into Phil's asshole. At the same time Seth pushed his dick into Phil's mouth. It was too much and he gagged. "You're doing great Phil." Seth slurped his softening cock and pulled his own member out of Phil's mouth. The blowjob was too much and Phil started ejaculating. Phil sucked out all the cum while finger fucking him faster. "You're ready" smiled Seth as he spun around and started lubing his penis. "Hey I'm not up for this. I'm sorry. I'll suck you off though." Seth laughed. "My dick's too big for you to suck. I just want to jerk off against your asshole. I didn't believe him but my head was spinning and I didn't know what to do. "Okay but I'm not consenting to anal sex okay." ***** "Tell me you want my cum inside you." "Yess." "Say it." "I want you to cum inside me." "Say it again." "Cum in my ass" That's what he did. I was kneeling on a chair as he pounded me from behind. Just before he got off my attention suddenly focused on the ugly paisley upholstery of the chair and I thought of Sarah. I half heard Seth as he called me a slut and ejaculated in me.