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Only ever truly did anon meetups with 2 different tops (multiple meetups though). First was at my home, second at a strangers. You know you have crossed the line of just being a cheating slut to a completely depraved one when you are willing to let a total stranger know where you live, give them free access to your house knowing you are left in a vulnerable position and willingly let them slide raw into your hole in your front living room so they can drop their DNA in you and have them leave. Were you pozzed? Will they come back to rob you at some point? Mess with your family etc? When your cummy ass answers for your brain, "Who cares I am happy! And you will do it again!" you know you have passed another breeding milestone. Similar to the second where I entered a strangers home and got on all fours and had them mount me, call me a slut and whore, fill me up. Then they get up and leave the room and tell me to get my whore ass out asap. Once again my ass was happy so therefore I was happy.

I was 30 when I started guy on guy fun which began with a full swap session, safe play. So that was the first time I took a cock in my mouth. Funnily enough I was more nervous to suck a cock than get fucked. I had used toys on my ass since I was a teen but had no experience on how to suck and I have a pretty sensitive gag reflex. I cannot even handle having a tongue depressor used by a doctor. Plus my wife was the only woman to give me head and she was not terrible at it but also no throat queen herself. So it was not that I worried about the taste of cum, it was because I was afraid I would not be good at it and kill the mood of the moment. But once I tried it that first time I realized that I could handle it, enjoy it and learn to be better at sucking and sometimes too good and have a top blast my tonsils before they top me.

I did not do man on man fun until I was 30 and it was safe. But shortly after I had gone down that path it increased my willingness to search for gay porn to fill the need while I tried to arrange further meetups. It was then that I came across this site and reading other married men willingly taking bare cock and cum steered me into taking that plunge for the first load in me about a month after my first cock. It took 10 years after that first bare load for me to go fulltime bareback play and full time bottom, it was all because of this community.

As a natural bottom I agree that specifically for me I do not care as much about the tops features beyond can his cock get hard, stay hard and deposit sperm in me. But I also know that from back in my topping days I did need something more than a willing hole to bring myself to orgasm. So I understand why I get passed over being an overweight pushing 50 bear bottom. I am not ugly but my body does not scream, holy fuck get a look at that guy I am creaming my jeans just seeing that gut. However, there are plenty of guys who are into the type I represent and I am thankful for them.

Based on all the comments I read here and other sites and in porn scenes on how much guys like rimming and being rimmed I figured I was the outlier among bottoms. I have never rimmed and politely tell tops that I will not do it to them. I also never request or expect to be rimmed. Sometimes tops seem really keen to do it and I let them and it does feel good but not to the level that it blows me away. I just hope that them giving it to me gets my ass wetter for them and their cock harder to get in me quicker.

Which is kind of odd because I love eating my wife's pussy (especially if another mans sperm has been deposited). But I would also gladly rim her IF it was something she wanted to try or began requesting but she never has.

For me if I start to run a fever there is a good chance at some point I will become hypersexual. To the point where I have an over active libido, will masturbate (sometimes using a toy in my ass at the same time) back to back  and shoot huge watery loads over myself and then still pester the wife to let me fuck her. She sometimes lets me bc she knows I won't back off but also because she has seen the enormous loads I shoot and she loves cum in her pussy.

I have always wondered if anyone else gets like that.

Go in with no specific expectations on how the experience should be. Focus on the broader theme that is important to you. Like when I first get on all fours for a top and he gets behind me I think about how great my hole and ass feels good in that position, it feels like the natural way I should be. Then I think how exciting it is to know I will be accepting him inside me and how hot and naughty it is to be skin to skin. Nothing wrong with 2 people enjoying their bodies the way they see fit. Then as he is pounding I just think about how my ass loves that feeling of being penetrated and how my movements in sync are helping him feel good enough to want to orgasm inside me. Then once it is done how good it feels knowing that it was me actively choosing to accept his seed deep me and how my ass is what made him feel good.

Neg, not on prep and my only drug is the thrill of getting seed from any willing top shot deep in my cheating married ass.

I mentioned this recently in another thread. I had met up with a top who had hyperspermia, though he just referred to it as shooting big loads. Neither of us had not heard the term hyperspermia at that time. Anyway, first couple of times we met it was always under the pretense that I was just going to suck him off, but instead I always seduced him to fucking me and shooting his massive load deep in me. Then I would run to the bathroom and jerk off with his load just pouring out of me, using it as more lube for my cock before I would shoot into the toilet (where my bottom ass cum belongs). After about the third meetup cue both our massive surprise looks as my wife and I brought our dog in for grooming and he was the head groomer of the location. We silently acknowledged one another. Afterward at our next meetup he asked if my wife was aware I fuck guys bareback. I said no I am dirty cheater. He came so much in me that it was leaking out of me as he was shooting. He said he was worked up thinking about how he and my wife saw each other and she had no idea that I carry his baby makers deep in my guts. Unfortunately he moved away and stopped managing that location. But he was the one top that made me shift from versatile to full time cheating bareback bottom.

Still looking for hosting raw tops.

Same, I am also massively jealous you hit the jackpot on not just finding one regular hosting fat dicked raw top but one with buds willing to tag team you.

That empty feeling is definitely a big motivator for kicking up endorphins that make me seek cock and cum. Love it.

21 hours ago, Teeslad70 said:

It doesn't take long for the need to rise again.

100% agree. Earlier on I would finally get a successful hookup and afterward tell myself all the effort and time is just not worth the actual fuck meet and that I was done. But it would literally take less than a day before I was fantasizing about getting dicked again. My ass is really insatiable and I would gladly take load after load until all cocks were drained, only thing keeping it from happening is finding myself in that situation. Eventually I just stopped feeling guilty after hooking up and I am mentally much better off. Nothing wrong with just being who you are even if it has a high level self destruction involved.

100% cheater for 20 years, used to be vers but stopped and have been a 100% raw cumslut bottom for over 10 years. Wife has no idea how many men have bred me in our marital bed, living room, family room or how many skeezy trap like living quarters I have walked into and just bent over and took a load from a stranger. Cheating is part of the appeal to me, so much DNA has been in and leaked out of me while talking to her, laying next to her, even fucking her and she is clueless to it all.

On 9/2/2023 at 4:00 PM, Bbbottom28 said:

Met up with this older guy last night. I don’t usually do anyone over 50. But this 61 year old had a beer can thick dick. I was nervous going over because he was super direct. He shoved me to my knees and instantly started skull fucking me. Then he picked me up and ate my hole. Thank god for poppers because he tore my hole up! He came in me three times and I left sore but satisfied 

So hot! This what I keep hoping happens for me when I meet a top. For some reason most are too timid to take control. Even after I explicitly say I am there to be used by them for their pleasure.

Feeling like an unsexy bottom here. Last 2 loads both shot in my mouth instead of my ass. 1st was a month ago, 2nd was 30 minutes ago, same top. He has the hugest dick I have had the opportunity to play with but for some reason he just cannot get hard enough to get in my ass. Even after spending ample time opening me up with his hands. Dunno if he is just nervous he is going to hurt me or he really is not a top like he says. His cum tastes yummy but my ass is just aching and it is too distracting until it gets what it wants. Thanks for the vent.

Sounds like you are well on your way to more exciting hot times, especially since you are so comfortable around strangers and discussing intimate things and willing to try something new because of your horniness.

Llike some others that have commented. First time a top spit and I thought it was hot was where I was on my stomach and he was on top pressed against me and was just railing my ass. He suddenly pulled my head up and made me look sideways and started to try and kiss me, and in between pumps as we became disconnection he would just let his spit drool out of his mouth and demanded I keep mine open. It was so fucking yummy just having his spit hit my tongue and have his cock pumping away. Even better when he dumped his load in me and both my face and ass were just covered in his juices head to tail. Have not had a top act that aggressive since but 100% would want to experience it again.

Never used them because when I was topping and some bottoms did use them they just made me feel nauseated just from that. I am always okay if tops want to use them because I know they need it to get over the edge to dump their load in me. But even then I hate them, just love loads more.

For some reason back when I was topping the thought of visiting an open door hookup just did not turn me on.

But as a bottom it is one of many scenarios I would love to try.

2 hours ago, KatrinaSassy2019 said:

Id love for someone with this condition to breed me

You should, it is amazing. My ass would not be as insatiable for cum without the experience. Everytime I get a normal sized load I immediately just want more and more so I can feel as 'full' and perfect. It is 100% why I eventually got cool with taking anon loads in my own home while the wife was working. The risk of getting caught or possibly having someone with nefarious intentions (ie robbery) was overriden with the need for seed no matter the cost.

I have had only 1 regular top where we had hours of play time. He and I would make out, cuddle, kiss in between him stretching my hole with his super thick cock and cumming. Otherwise all of my hookups were a quick affairs, some I have time to jerk myself off while they played with my hole, etc but they never could top again. Others it was pretty clear I was there only to pleasure their cock until they nutted, after that I was just a piece of flesh that needed to vacate because my use had been fulfilled (rightfully so). I would prefer a top who could go more than once only because my ass is so cum hungry, even after I have nutted. But once again I know what I am to them and I am 100% happy with that.

Back when I considered myself vers, one of my first regulars had hyperspermia and it was definitely a gateway to my becoming full time bareback bottom. Our first encounter was supposed to be just me sucking and swallowing and he gave me very clear warning that he cums huge and that he hated the sight / feel of cum so I had to promise to swallow it all or there would be no repeat meetup.

I had every intention to not just suck as I was horned up for some breeding but agreed to get in the door. Mid sucking I did my patented teasing with my ass on his raw cock and all he asked if I was sure I was cool with raw cock.

Now I had never heard of hyperspermia and had just assumed when he said huge loads was that he cum hard. But when he blasted in me it was the first time I ever felt the cum filling me up with each pulse. And after he pulled out I could tell I was not going to be able to hold it in like I usually did. Once he pulled out I ran to the bathroom and had an immediate urge to jerk off while his massive load both slowly trickled out of me and would shoot out anytime I tried to hold in. I had put my hand to cover my hole and used that cum to lube my cock until I blasted my own load in my hands.

After that I was 100% hooked on getting bare loads over providing raw cock.

Even hotter was that he turned out to be the manager / head groomer where my wife and I took our dog. Was so hot when we would exchange knowing glances as my wife and I were together and her not knowing that guy was literally filling me full of his DNA.

Whole cock is my preferred. Feeling the shaft pulse and feeling the cum vibrate up inside his shaft against my lips and tongue accentuates the sluttiness when the load hits my tongue milliseconds after.

Pretty much exactly how I got a lot of condom only guys to go bare. Once that raw pole touches my hole natural instincts take over.