versamarried
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Absolutely jealous of your adventure. I can also attest to lack of easy bareback hookups in Europe having lived in the Netherlands for the past year. Back home even in a conservative southern state it was comparatively trivial to find a bareback top even last minute. Pretty much the only barrier was me being a cheating married slut needing someone to host during the times I had free without suspicion. Here in NL I believe the only way to get bareback loads is probably going to be through cruising the parks or sex clubs. All the hookup apps have people wanting dates or safe play only.
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Glib answer based on I rarely have chance to be choosey: Any top willing to breed me on short notice at their place with minimal fuss, not wishy washy, straight and to the point. But if I had the chance.to find what gets me hot and bothered. Add to the above answer, 20s to 40s, big beefy man, any race, thick 8+ inch cock, multicummer with hyperapermia, verbally dominant, enjoys making out and kissing while breeding me deep.
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Currently in The Hague it is for all intents non existent. I am probably one of 3 people logged in, usually just me. Plus I am the only bottom and the other 2 who seem to come online are versatile and explicitly state they do not want full bottoms. Sigh. There is one guy who is listed as undetectable that I am trying to meet but our schedules are just not allowing it. Other than that when I check for all in The Hague (regardless if active) there is only a total of 15 or so profiles. I have not been bred in over a year.
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I definitely feel a rush when a top is overtly obvious they are close or going to cum. Like verbally asking me where I want their load because they are close, or just saying they are nutting. Or like when their physical signals are distinct, rapid breathing, speeding up and then grunting or moaning or any kind of large vocal display they are cumming. Most of the time when I have had silent tops I have been left wondering if they just got tired of fucking and decided to fake nutting to end the session for whatever reason they have. A lot of the times it is because I rarely actually can tell when a top cums in my ass, no obvious difference in how my ass feels especially if they use a lot of lube. Definitely kills the excitement when I have to ask if they came and do not feel any leakage soon after. But once my ass regains some feeling and them cum does start leaking I get the rush I want, just delayed. I would say maybe only 3 guys left me wondering if they really did finish.
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First time fucked. Unexpected and shocking
versamarried replied to Teeslad70's topic in Your Last Load...
If Daddy is not complaining then take that as a cue that he is at least not unhappy. You can just ask him if there is anything you have done to cause a downturn in meetup/setups. Regarding the lad, my own anecdotal experiences of extra-marital play is that 99% of your meetups will be one and dones regardless of all the chats about wanting something ongoing etc. If no response then it is fine to just move on, if he messages in the future, great, and if not nature of the beast. -
I love being kissed while getting fucked. But I leave it up to the top on whether that occurs. Absolutely love when they are plunging their tongue deep in my throat as they blast their cum deep in me. But one of the hottest kissing while getting fucked moments for me has only happened once. Wish it could happen again, though it was pretty spontaneous the one time it happened. I was with this top in my marital bed, second meetup with him but first time in bed. It was raw lust right from the get go. He had me prone on my stomach and was just railing away. I could feel his sweat pouring off him onto my back. I was moaning in ecstasy and he suddenly gets in a position where he is still in me on top but his head is now on top of mine and forces my head sidewise. He then starts sticking his tongue out which I took to mean he wanted to kiss. I open my mouth and at first he just lets whatever animalistic amount of saliva in his mouth just pour out and it hits right into my open mouth. At the same time sweat from his brow is dripping everywhere and mixing with his juices. I greedily start lapping it up and finally he is able to lock his mouth on mine sticking is tongue in me as he starts blasting a massive load deep in me. Needless to say we were both a wet sticky sexy mess, laying there panting. In my head I was like what the hell just happened, and holy shit that was hot as fuck. I teased him with my ass that time 2 more times and got him to release all his balls deep. We met quite a bit over time but never had a session like that again.
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Never struggled to explain why I desire being a total bottom. Anal sex feels amazing, having someone excited using your hole feels amazing, knowing with 0 doubt that having your hole used for someone's pleasure feels amazing, knowing you are receiving, accepting, absorbing another man's dna feels amazing, knowing this about yourself is so liberating and freeing feels amazing. In terms of sensations it becomes a mix of physical response, my hole actually feels like it loosens up, i get an empty feeling in my belly that I know is my body way of saying it needs someone to fill the void. Then in my mind I get the sensation of how much I need that bare cock and load and that what is going to make me happy is being used as a cum slut bottom. After that it is just a wave of feel good hormones that make me just want to be used over and over. Finally, jerking off during or after having your prostate pummeled feels amazing. Wouldn't you like to be a total bottom too?
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I always like to hold it in but I have noticed a couple of different moments when I feel I need to expel the load. One is some sort of response where my ass decides it has to expel its contents. The other though happens afterward when I am home full of stranger cum and the wife is asleep. In order to relive the moment and express to myself again just how much of a fucking cumslut I really am I like to feel and especially SEE how large a load my cheating ass was carrying. Then use it as lube so I can spray my unworthy bottom cum into the toilet.
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First time fucked. Unexpected and shocking
versamarried replied to Teeslad70's topic in Your Last Load...
Really is liberating and electric when you can just let your inner cumslut out AND not feel anxiety after. Keep it up, it gets easier and easier to enjoy the more you partake. -
How do guys feel about getting bred blindfolded?
versamarried replied to a topic in General Discussion
It took me a long time to realize that the supposed 'safe' bareback play I tricked myself into excepting as being 100% protection against STIs was complete bs. What I mean by that is I always wanted to see pics of the top, chat about our statuses beforehand. Then only meetup with tops who would say they were neg, even though I would lie saying I was neg when truth was I had no idea as I never got tested. And would never do blind meets both for at my home or going to their places. But after awhile I could no longer lie to myself that all of that was performative garbage to alleviate any worries I had after each encounter. If I was lying they were just as likely to be. And their looks never really made a difference as to whether I would meet them. I still walked head first into some shady locations and took the loads. So finally I did a true anon meet and it was amazing. The freedom as I waited buck naked ass up for a stranger to walk in, slide in, breed me and leave was intoxicating. After that I did some blindfolded meets and it was just as exciting. If a top offered to host me blindfolded for other tops I would jump at the chance. -
How long do most tops really last when fucking
versamarried replied to btmdad's topic in General Discussion
Joke answer: Just long enough for them to cum deep and tell me to get out. Real answer: I honestly could not give a decent estimate. -
Before I ever saw the term "side" I would get pissy responses from guys who were vague on their preferred position when I would insist that if they wanted to me to cum as well I would need to be bred first. I never understood why that was such a deal breaker that they would pester that I should just be happy with wanking away etc. I was happy to see the new term of "side" because it made it easier for me to just nope out.
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Where I have moved to where being gay or kinky is way more accepted it is much much harder for just plain hooking up with randoms using apps. I figure mostly because there are so many other options like clubs and cruising spots. I also think there is less of a pool of those wanting to hookup since being in a commited same sex relationship is far more prevalent.
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I have only every truly met with 2 tops that had cocks of sizes that initially gave me pause. However I never turned them down, or even gave mention I was hesistant to take them. Instead I would do my darndest to accomodate them because I really really wanted those cocks to wreck my whole while they filled me with their superior large cock dna. 1 I was able to accomodate more easily than I expected and had amazing multiple meetups with where he used my hole over and over again. He practically rearranged my guts and had me pining for his thick long cock in me to the point I almost thought about ditching my marriage in the hopes it meant I could be more exclusive to him, not living together or anything like that but more his slut to use at his leisure. The other cock is more recent and he is much larger than the previous mentioned top. Unfortunately for me he is much older and the only thing keeping his cock out of my ass is ED. He does fine when I give oral but I think he really is afraid to hurt me so he goes soft in the attempts. But I have made it my mission to get that rod in me sooner than later.
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Being in heat sounds about right. I often have periods of time where all I really want or need is to be taken and seeded. All my energy goes into using any and all online hookup apps, sites to arrange something. All the while that is going on I am jerking off as much as I can. It does not subside even after a successful hookup, I can still be wanting more and more after. But if after a long time, like say a month, and it becomes apparent that nothing is going to happen I can suddenly walk away and my need for release subsides a tad (I jerk off at least once a day). But I cycle pretty much all year round. I am just now experiencing that non-manic period for the first time since moving to the Netherlands this past January. For me being bred is the ultimate stress release, jerking off is just a stop gap in between, and moving to a new country is a massive stressor.
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At first I considered myself versatile. Was cool with topping since wife had no interest in fucking. But apparently my cock is considered pretty desirable so whenever I hooked up with versatile guys they would insist I top first. Usually they would cum with me fucking them so once I was done they would suddenly not want to top me. Every time that happened I always felt unsatisfied as my ass ached for cock and cum. Eventually I just realized that my ass is in control and to go full bottom. Best decision in my life. I personally feel more satisfied from jerking off with a strangers DNA soaking in my guts, and blowing my worthless load on the ground/toilet/sheets/all over myself. I do not believe nationality has a bias on a persons preference.
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Only ever truly did anon meetups with 2 different tops (multiple meetups though). First was at my home, second at a strangers. You know you have crossed the line of just being a cheating slut to a completely depraved one when you are willing to let a total stranger know where you live, give them free access to your house knowing you are left in a vulnerable position and willingly let them slide raw into your hole in your front living room so they can drop their DNA in you and have them leave. Were you pozzed? Will they come back to rob you at some point? Mess with your family etc? When your cummy ass answers for your brain, "Who cares I am happy! And you will do it again!" you know you have passed another breeding milestone. Similar to the second where I entered a strangers home and got on all fours and had them mount me, call me a slut and whore, fill me up. Then they get up and leave the room and tell me to get my whore ass out asap. Once again my ass was happy so therefore I was happy.
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I was 30 when I started guy on guy fun which began with a full swap session, safe play. So that was the first time I took a cock in my mouth. Funnily enough I was more nervous to suck a cock than get fucked. I had used toys on my ass since I was a teen but had no experience on how to suck and I have a pretty sensitive gag reflex. I cannot even handle having a tongue depressor used by a doctor. Plus my wife was the only woman to give me head and she was not terrible at it but also no throat queen herself. So it was not that I worried about the taste of cum, it was because I was afraid I would not be good at it and kill the mood of the moment. But once I tried it that first time I realized that I could handle it, enjoy it and learn to be better at sucking and sometimes too good and have a top blast my tonsils before they top me.
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How Old Were You When You Took Your First Load?
versamarried replied to rawTOP's topic in General Discussion
I did not do man on man fun until I was 30 and it was safe. But shortly after I had gone down that path it increased my willingness to search for gay porn to fill the need while I tried to arrange further meetups. It was then that I came across this site and reading other married men willingly taking bare cock and cum steered me into taking that plunge for the first load in me about a month after my first cock. It took 10 years after that first bare load for me to go fulltime bareback play and full time bottom, it was all because of this community. -
As a natural bottom I agree that specifically for me I do not care as much about the tops features beyond can his cock get hard, stay hard and deposit sperm in me. But I also know that from back in my topping days I did need something more than a willing hole to bring myself to orgasm. So I understand why I get passed over being an overweight pushing 50 bear bottom. I am not ugly but my body does not scream, holy fuck get a look at that guy I am creaming my jeans just seeing that gut. However, there are plenty of guys who are into the type I represent and I am thankful for them.
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Based on all the comments I read here and other sites and in porn scenes on how much guys like rimming and being rimmed I figured I was the outlier among bottoms. I have never rimmed and politely tell tops that I will not do it to them. I also never request or expect to be rimmed. Sometimes tops seem really keen to do it and I let them and it does feel good but not to the level that it blows me away. I just hope that them giving it to me gets my ass wetter for them and their cock harder to get in me quicker. Which is kind of odd because I love eating my wife's pussy (especially if another mans sperm has been deposited). But I would also gladly rim her IF it was something she wanted to try or began requesting but she never has.
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When you're under the weather.
versamarried replied to BBBxCumDumpster's topic in General Discussion
For me if I start to run a fever there is a good chance at some point I will become hypersexual. To the point where I have an over active libido, will masturbate (sometimes using a toy in my ass at the same time) back to back and shoot huge watery loads over myself and then still pester the wife to let me fuck her. She sometimes lets me bc she knows I won't back off but also because she has seen the enormous loads I shoot and she loves cum in her pussy. I have always wondered if anyone else gets like that. -
Go in with no specific expectations on how the experience should be. Focus on the broader theme that is important to you. Like when I first get on all fours for a top and he gets behind me I think about how great my hole and ass feels good in that position, it feels like the natural way I should be. Then I think how exciting it is to know I will be accepting him inside me and how hot and naughty it is to be skin to skin. Nothing wrong with 2 people enjoying their bodies the way they see fit. Then as he is pounding I just think about how my ass loves that feeling of being penetrated and how my movements in sync are helping him feel good enough to want to orgasm inside me. Then once it is done how good it feels knowing that it was me actively choosing to accept his seed deep me and how my ass is what made him feel good.
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Neg, not on prep and my only drug is the thrill of getting seed from any willing top shot deep in my cheating married ass.
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I mentioned this recently in another thread. I had met up with a top who had hyperspermia, though he just referred to it as shooting big loads. Neither of us had not heard the term hyperspermia at that time. Anyway, first couple of times we met it was always under the pretense that I was just going to suck him off, but instead I always seduced him to fucking me and shooting his massive load deep in me. Then I would run to the bathroom and jerk off with his load just pouring out of me, using it as more lube for my cock before I would shoot into the toilet (where my bottom ass cum belongs). After about the third meetup cue both our massive surprise looks as my wife and I brought our dog in for grooming and he was the head groomer of the location. We silently acknowledged one another. Afterward at our next meetup he asked if my wife was aware I fuck guys bareback. I said no I am dirty cheater. He came so much in me that it was leaking out of me as he was shooting. He said he was worked up thinking about how he and my wife saw each other and she had no idea that I carry his baby makers deep in my guts. Unfortunately he moved away and stopped managing that location. But he was the one top that made me shift from versatile to full time cheating bareback bottom.
