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Yeah that's a macho fucker video. I have it. That idiot bottom makes the same annoying grunt sound through the entire thing. They should have stuffed a sock in his mouth, or taught him how to moan better.

Did you ever do this? You have a great cock, I would love to worship it while you bust on my little tina dick!

Thanks, whiteslutbttm. Curious, do you "jack off about nothing" all the way to orgasm? If not, I'd say you're just playing with yourself, not to put too fine a point on it. I'm referring to blow-a-load JO sessions lasting maybe five minutes. BTW, if my hunch is right, he's not jacking off to some "crazy fantasy". He's thinking about one of many guys who fucked the shit out of him and bred him while I was standing right there, watching and taking video.

Whenever I ask my BF what he thinks about when he jerks off, he tells me something along the lines of "not really anything." He says he just likes the feel of it and wants to get off. I'm pretty sure he's bullshitting me, mostly because I can't imagine cumming without thinking about *something*--usually I'm remembering times I've watched him getting fucked really good by a hung top, or when I can, watching videos of same. And he loves hot, nasty, uninhibited bareback sex. It sucks because I get really turned on by the idea of him fantasizing about another guy who fucked him, or who he wants to fuck him. One guy in particular, total daddy stud hung like a horse, gave him hands-down the best fuck of his life. (Hottest video ever--I've written about it here.) I know he thinks about that guy at least sometimes. He just doesn't feel comfortable telling me he does, i guess. I'm like, dude, I'm the one who set that up, remember? But if I press the issue, the conversation gets awkward, so I just drop it...but unfortunately that drives a wedge between us, because I fantasize about that shit all the time and I can't share it with him. It's stupid, really; we're both probably fantasizing about exactly the same thing, yet we have to hide it from each other. Anyway, my question is, do any of you jerk off without thinking about anything? I want to take him at his word, but I think he's just hiding his fantasies from me so I tend to do likewise, which pretty much kills my desire for one-on-one sex with him. Thoughts?

Sex releases some kind of hormone, i forget the name but it sounds like oxycontin, that's like a fall-in-love chemical. Repeated sex, when it's super hot, can make you fall hard for someone.

Disagree with those who say it's irrelevant. Mine is average, if that, when rock hard, but when partying it gets super small and I get ultra submissive. My fetish is worshiping a top with a monster cock, making sure he sees my little dick compared to his, then guiding his cock into my hot bf's hole and backing off as he takes over. It's not as hot unless he sees that I can't possibly satisfy my bf's hungry hole the way he can.

Any recommendations for a night vision camera? Do they come in the small size like a regular digital cam? Do they shine their own light, if so, is it dim or invisible? I've missed out on taking some seriously hot video for lack of light!!

I wish my bf was more like you. He's so inhibited, he won't do 3 ways or anything like that unless partying, and we have too many obligations to party more than once every few months. So basically it's vanilla sex most of the time. He's really hot, there's tons of guys who would give anything to blow inside him, so I'm kind of bummed that partying is the only way it will happen. I wish there was some way I could get him to cheat on me...i have a huge kink about that. I would love to come home one day and walk in on some hung stud plowing my bf in our bed! Or get a text from him saying he'll be late, and he comes home with his ass loaded up with cum...best of all would be if he had taken video so we could watch together. I've given him permission to do stuff like that--hell, I've practically begged him--a thousand times. I know he thinks about other guys, he's just too bashful to go for it. I'm like, come on, there have to be hundreds of guys who would kill for that deal--go for it!! lol

Too bad I'm not your bf...I've taken the hottest videos of him taking monster raw cock...i mean huge

I've taken a shitload of video, mostly of my bf getting fucked by one or more hung studs. It's hotter than 95% of regular porn--my bf is really hot and he's an insatiable bottom. Lighting is always a problem, though. We have recessed floodlights above our bed, and if they're any brighter than dim it's like spotlights, and my bf makes me turn them down or off. I've missed out on a lot of hot scenes. I wish there was some kind of light that is dim to people but shows up brightly on camera. Or a camera that does really well in low light.

Yeah, my 20 yo is a fun little project. I'm way more muscular than him so it's hot to let him push me around and bust on my cock. He's not especially cute either, really the only things he's got going for him are a nice cock and what I teach him about being dominant, so I figure I'm doing him a big favor. His cock isn't that much bigger than mine, but I've taught him to treat me like it is. I don't like being laughed at though, I want to be treated scornfully. So fucking hot when a hung stud tells me I'm a worthless limp dick pussy 7

Most guys won't do that on their own...you have to bring it out of them. They have to know that verbally busting on your small cock isn't going to offend you and bring the sex to a sudden halt. They may also need to warm up to the idea if they never considered it before, this is where sexy cock-worship dirty talk comes in. I've gotten pretty good at "training" tops to be verbally mean (see my blog post on here). Sometimes guys have to be told point blank what you want them to say. One young kid (around 20) was shocked when, after I worshiped his big beautiful cock a while, I said "Tell me my small cock is pathetic and worthless!" Now he's a regular hookup and loves trashing my dick. Of course you could just lay it out in a craigslist ad, but I prefer the challenge of bringing it out of guys.

Point taken. I never actually read any of the stealth threads so I shouldn't have brought up the comparison. Still, it's silly to claim the moral high ground on a fetish forum, at least when the subject is as relatively innocuous as cheating. Personally, I don't believe half the shit I read here--to me it's just guys getting turned on by some twisted fantasy or other--but either way, I don't know these people, I'll never meet them, I couldn't care less about their alleged relationships, and most importantly, nothing I say is going to make the least bit of difference. Do as you will.

That's more like it

Seriously? Come on. This ain't Dear Fucking Abby. It's a fetish website. By my definition that means it's about sexual deviance from the norm, whatever that is. Almost every post on this forum (except for ones like yours above, and mine now) has to do with guys turned on by some flavor of "wrongness." Some guys are simply into the wrongness of cheating on their trusting and/or clueless partners. Judging from their posts and the many responses, a lot of guys think it's really fucking hot. Let 'em. You may have noticed that there are a good number of threads about stealth-pozzing in this forum, yet no one seems so eager to point out that it's a serious crime to even have sex with someone (bareback or not) without disclosing your HIV+ status. Not to mention the fact that doing it purposely with the intent of infecting someone with HIV or whatever else--a fact that would surely be discovered by the authorities upon your arrest for not disclosing your status, after they confiscate and examine your computer--would net you a one-way trip to the Big House for a long, long stay. But every time someone posts "It's hot to cheat on my sweet innocent loving boyfriend," suddenly the International Congress of Gay Sex & Dating Rules jumps up to say "how could you!" With all due respect, spare us the sanctimonious finger-wagging. We KNOW we're not supposed to be cheating on our boyfriends. We don't need anyone to point that out. Like everything else on this forum, the "I shouldn't be doing this..." element is what makes it hot. If you don't like it, all you have to do is move on to the next thread.

My boyfriend and I met Miguel on Manhunt about 4 years ago. Awesome top, nice body, with a big uncut cock. The first couple times he came over, he fucked both of us—once he dumped his load into my boyfriend, the second time to me—but he barely said two words. His screen name...well, I probably shouldn’t say it here, but let’s just say it was a clever, very masculine way of implying he had a big dick and wasn’t verbal. At some point I set to work on making him more verbal, and by the time I was done, he had become by far the best verbal top I’ve ever been with. I brought out a mean streak in him you wouldn’t believe. He could crush me into total submission in 30 seconds, whether I was high or sober. He knew exactly how to push my buttons, and then he’d hit them with a fucking sledgehammer. He came over a few more times, getting more and more into it each time. He’d make me worship his thick 9.5” uncut cock, say nasty things to me, then make me watch as he fucked the ass off my boyfriend and blew a monster load inside him. I tried to take video once, but he angrily slapped the camera out of my hand. I should have hidden the damn camera. It turned out he’s only into 1 on 1; we’re the only ones he ever did a 3-way with. The only reason he did it with us was he couldn’t resist fucking my boyfriend’s gorgeous bubble butt. After a few times with us, he realized he was in control and we’d do anything he wanted. So one night when we were partying, I texted him, begging him to come over, but instead he made me drive my boyfriend over to his place and sit in the car waiting while they fucked in his apartment. He called me and put his phone on speaker so I could hear the whole thing. He even fucked my boyfriend standing up against the window so I could see from a distance. It was early morning, just getting light out, so nobody walked by, but I don’t know if any of the neighbors could see. I kind of hoped someone else was watching. That happened a few more times, but he had me send my boyfriend over while I stayed home alone, undoubtedly so he could spend more time fucking him. One time he sent my boyfriend home with two loads inside him, and texted me telling me to suck the cum out. Oh my fucking god, was there a lot of cum. About 3 hours after that he texted me, ordering ME to come over. He fucked the shit out of me, while telling me all about how much my boyfriend loved getting fucked by him. It was SO fucking hot! Unfortunately my boyfriend is a little uncomfortable talking to me about how good another guy fucks him—he doesn’t really get why I’m so turned on by being humiliated—so I could never get all the juicy details out of him. The last time I saw Miguel was a little over a year ago. I was at work and we started texting each other. I don’t remember, but I’m sure I was the one who texted him first. Within a half hour, he had me so worked up that I was literally BEGGING him to let me come over and pay him $300 (my idea, not his) to verbally abuse me, make fun of my small dick, and fuck me. (He’s not a pro, never was.) Before he agreed, he made me take a picture of three $100 bills next to my “baby dick” and send it to him. Man, when this guy goes to work on you, you’ll do ANYTHING he wants. I got three hundreds from the bank, came back to work and went to the bathroom to take the picture. For good measure I doused my cock in cold water to make it as small as possible. A short wave of panic came over me as I snapped the picture. What the fuck am I doing? I can’t afford this! I clicked SEND. “good boy. leave work NOW. be here in 30 min” Shit! I hadn’t expected that. Still, an order is an order. I made a lame excuse, left work three hours early and was at his door just in time. I was trembling in fear and excitement as he let me in. There were some contractors there just finished with some work on his place, getting ready to leave. Miguel pointed at the couch and said “sit there.” I sat there and waited obediently for about 15 minutes, not saying a word, as the workers got their stuff together and left. Nervous and still trembling, I tried to look “normal” in front of the workers. Miguel was talking to them, ignoring me completely. After they left, I thought he might say “Sorry about that” or something. He didn’t. He told me to stand up. Then he told me to strip down to my underwear, stand in the corner and wait for him. “Yes Sir,” I whispered. He left me standing there for a good 10 minutes; I could hear him doing some things around his place. I didn’t know or care what he was doing, I just stood there as I was told, feeling very exposed. Miguel came back in the room, still fully dressed. Seeing that I had obeyed him, he said “Good boy.” He walked toward me and stopped a few feet away, just standing there. I started trembling harder. My heart was racing, I could feel it pounding in my throat. After a few seconds, I looked down at the bulge in his pants and found I couldn’t take my eyes off it. “Yeah?” he said softly, gently grabbing his crotch. “You want this?” “Yes, sir,” I whispered with shaky breath. “Come here.” I approached him, still looking at his bulge. “Look at me.” I obeyed, knowing that he could see the look of desire and terror in my eyes. “Now get on your knees. “ I dropped down and his bulge was directly in front of my face. I leaned toward it and he said “Don’t move.” He started rubbing his crotch and his bulge immediately started getting bigger, just a few inches from my face. Teasing me. My eyes were locked onto it. I didn’t move. He unzipped his jeans and pulled them down a few inches. I could see the thickening shaft of his cock in his briefs. He squeezed it and rubbed it. I kept getting thicker. My breath hitched. “What’s this?” He said, giving it another squeeze. He spoke quietly, his voice deep and very masculine. “A big beautiful cock,” I whispered. “Fuck yeah, boy,” he said. “Your cock anywhere near this big?” “NO sir!” “Yeah, I know. I can tell right now how small it is.” His words were slow and deliberate. He was in complete control and he knew it. I didn’t move, I just knelt there in front of him, my eyes on the outline of his cock, hands at my sides, awaiting his next orders. “You wanna see what a REAL man’s cock looks like?” “YES sir!” I whispered loudly, with no attempt to hide the desperation in my voice. “Please let me see your big dick, sir!” He pulled his briefs down enough to let his thick, beautiful cock swung out, just a couple inches from my mouth. It was almost all the way hard. I let out a gasp. I resisted the urge to just attack it and suck like crazy. Instead, I started to move my face toward it to see if he’d let me keep going. “No. Stay there.” He grabbed it and started stroking. It was fully hard now and I could see precum already glistening on the tip. He stroked it with long, smooth strokes. Up and down the shaft. Up and down. Then he started to work on me. “Yeah, take a goooood look at that big dick, boy.” Stroke. Stroke. “You’ll NEVER have a cock like this.” Stroke. Stroke. I was mesmerized by the big uncut dick right in front of me. “You’re stuck with that worthless little baby dick.” Oh, fuck....here we go. Do it, stud. Hurt me. “You know that, don’t you boy?” “Yes Sir,” I whispered weakly. Everything he said hit me like a slug in the gut. He spoke very quietly, knowing his words were crushing me. “Yeah, boy. Your pathetic little cock can never compare to this.” Stroke. Stroke. “That’s why your boyfriend comes here...he needs a REAL man to fuck him.” Oof! That one literally knocked the wind out of me—I could hardly breathe. I started shaking and almost doubled over. He chuckled. “You know that, don’t you boy?” “Y-yes...Sir...” I managed to get out, in a barely audible whisper. I was almost hyperventilating. Stroke. Stroke. “That’s right. Your boyfriend comes here when he needs a man who can satisfy him.” That felt like a kick to the stomach. It was mean. It was abusive. And it was true. Stroke. Stroke. “Right, boy?” “Yes, Sir.” Stroke. Stroke. “That’s right. Your boyfriend leaves you and comes here when he needs MY big cock inside him.” Stroke. Stroke. He was relentless. “And you know he thinks about me fucking him whenever he jerks off, right, boy?” Another verbal gut-punch. “Yes sir.” “Because I have the kind of cock your boyfriend needs to satisfy him.” “Yes sir.” Then he moved in for the kill. “Because you can’t.” That one hit me like a kick in the balls. My eyes rolled back and I felt dizzy, like I’d just done a hit of strong poppers. I was having trouble breathing. “You know that boy?” “Yes...s-sir......” I whispered meekly. “That’s right. Your boyfriend needs me because you can’t satisfy him. Right, boy?” “Yes sir.” “Look at me and say it.” I looked up at him. Was he serious? “Say it,” he said more firmly. Oh, fuck... “My boyfriend...” “Yes?” “My boyfriend needs your cock, Sir.” “Fuck yeah, he does. Tell me why.” “Be...Because I can’t...satisfy....him....” I felt myself getting weaker and weaker. “That’s right. And why does he come to me?” “Because he needs a real man to fuck him.” “Good boy. It’s good that you know your place. Open your mouth.” Finally! I couldn’t have taken much more torture while being deprived of worshiping his massive cock. I opened my mouth wide, waiting for him to fill my mouth and throat. He said, “Stick out your tongue.” He squeezed his cock and, holy shit, look at all that precum gushing out. He positioned the tip right over my tongue and used it to wipe the precum off. I slurped it into my mouth and tasted it. Mmm... “Open up.” He slid his cock into my mouth as far as it could go, about halfway. I sucked on it hungrily, but couldn’t deep throat it. It was just too big. “Yeah, SUCK that big dick, boy.” He grabbed the back of my head and tried to force his cock down my throat. I gagged but he kept forcing it. Finally I choked and reflexively pulled back off it. Tears were running down my cheeks. “Too much for you, huh boy? Too bad no one will ever have that problem with you. No one will ever choke on that worthless little pindick.” “Yes sir.” I sucked on him as deep as I could. After a couple minutes he pulled out of my mouth and said “It’s nice, isn’t it?” “Yes sir! Fucking big beautiful stud cock!” “You want this inside you?” “Fuck yeah sir!” “Good little bitch. Get the money. Go in the bedroom and wait on the bed. Now.” He walked out of the room and I did as I was told. After a couple minutes he came in with a camera, started it recording and set it on the nightstand pointed at me. “Get on your hands and knees.” I obeyed. He was standing next to the bed, his cock directly in front of my face. The camera was about 3 feet away, recording only my face and his massive cock. I started sucking on it and he grabbed my head and turned it so I was looking at the camera while sucking him. I thought dimly, Oh fuck. He could totally blackmail me with this video! But I wanted him to have that power over me. I put on a show for the camera, passionately worshiping his thick hard cock, slurping up and down the entire length. “Good boy. You like that dick?” “I fuckin’ LOVE this big beautiful dick, sir!” “Yeah? And who needs this big dick more than you?” “My boyfriend needs this big dick, sir.” “What does he need?” “He needs this cock inside him.” “Why?” “He needs to get fucked by a real man, sir.” “That’s right, slut. Tell me why.” “Because I can’t satisfy him.” “Right. Because you’re a fuckin’ worthless pussy.” “Yes sir.” “Look into the camera and say it.” “I’m a fuckin’ worthless pussy with a small dick. My boyfriend needs your cock inside him. He needs a real man. You’re the stud who can give him what he needs, sir.” Now he REALLY had blackmail material on me. No turning back. I was totally humiliated on camera. He owned me now. “Good boy. Get that money.” I reached over and picked up the three hundreds off the bed, holding them in clear view of the camera. He didn’t take them. “What’s that for?” “For the privilege of worshiping your big beautiful cock, sir.” “And what else?” “To pay you to fuck my boyfriend the way he needs to get fucked.” “Good boy.” That was the answer he was looking for. He reached down and, one by one, pulled the bills from me. I felt weaker and weaker. He turned and put the bills on his dresser. “Thank you, Sir.” Somehow it felt right to thank him for completely fucking me over and humiliating me on camera. “That’s a good little bitch. Turn around.” I turned and arched my back to give him my ass, lowering to my elbows for a more submissive angle. He tossed a bottle of poppers in front of me on the bed. I took three big hits off the bottle as he lubed up, then felt him slapping that massive cock against my ass. I heard him turn the camera to record him fucking me, then felt his cock head press against my hole. Oh, fuck...here we go... The poppers kicked in and my ass yielded, just as he began to enter me. He grabbed my hips and slowly slid his big cock all the way inside me, stretching me, filling me all the way up. I surrendered my body to him—my body was his now. He began to pump in and out. “Ohhhh god,” I moaned. “SO fucking big...” Big, and thick. Painfully big and thick. And rock hard. It hurt—I wasn’t stretched out enough yet—but somehow the pain didn’t bother me. It wasn’t my body any more, he owned it, so the pain didn’t really belong to me. I let go and relished the pain as he began fucking me harder. “How’s that big dick feel, boy?” “It feels fucking GREAT, sir!” “Yeah? You like my cock inside your pussy ass?” “Fuck yeah! Please fuck me, sir!” He tightened his grip on my hips and began pounding me harder. The pain, which had begun to subside, flashed through me again. I let it. He began to work up a good rhythm and I felt his skin slapping against mine as he drilled me deep. The pain subsided as he stretched my hole open. I began to moan with each stroke: “uh....uh...uh....” I was delirious with pleasure and submission. I thought about the control he had over me: In less than two hours, he made me leave work and come to his house; degraded and emasculated me; made me humiliate myself on video; taken my money; and now I was on all fours, moaning as he fucked me doggy style with his massive cock. And then he delivered the coup de grace. “This is how your boyfriend likes it.” “OH FUCK!” I shouted. Somewhere deep inside me, I felt the last tattered shred of my masculinity ripped away. In my head was the image of my gorgeous boyfriend, on all fours, his beautiful round ass in the air, moaning like crazy with that massive, thick, rock-hard, raw cock pounding him. My eyes rolled back in my head. I was crushed. Wrecked. Destroyed. Because that’s exactly how my boyfriend likes it. “Ohhhhhhhhh,” I moaned. He was pounding me full-force now. “You know that, don’t you boy?” “YES SIR! Fuck yeah! You’re a fuckin’ stud!” “Yeah, your boyfriend is my bitch! His ass belongs to me. He’ll do anything I say! Right, boy?” “Yes sir! My boyfriend is your bitch! You own his ass sir!” “That’s right! Now TAKE that big dick, you worthless fuckin’ pussy!” “Fuck yeah sir! I am SUCH a fuckin’ pussy! RAPE my worthless faggot ass!” His fucking intensified. My body bounced back and forth. It felt like he was fucking me within an inch of my life. “You want my big load, bitch?” “YES SIR! Please fuck your load deep inside me!” I felt his cock swelling up even thicker. He grabbed my hips with an iron grip. “NNNNGGGGGG!!!” he shouted as I felt his cum gush into me. He slammed his cock into me a few more times, then pulled hard on me, forcing him cock as deep into me as he possibly could, and held me there. I felt it pulsing inside me as his hot load filled me up. My own cock erupted and I started shooting cum all over his bed. “Feel it pumping inside you?” “Ohhhh yeah.... Fuck yeah.....” I could feel the warmth of his cum filling me up. My own orgasm was wracking my body. “Good boy.” He relaxed his grip and pumped me a few more times, catching his breath, then pushed all the way back in. “Now squeeze.” I moaned, and squeezed his cock as hard as I could. Slowly he pulled out as I squeezed the last of his load from his cock into my ass. I felt his cock pulse a couple more times. He pulled all the way out and I collapsed on the bed. I was totally spent. He walked to the other side of the room, picked up a small towel and wiped his cock off with it, then tossed it at me. I did my best to clean my cum off his bed, then wiped up the cum and lube dripping out of my hole. He took the towel from me and I tried to get up, but couldn’t summon the energy. I flopped onto my back and lay there, still panting. I watched numbly as he put his underwear and a pair of sweat pants on. Finally he turned to me and said, “Now get the fuck out.” With his command my energy came back. I hopped off the bed and was dressed and ready to leave in about two minutes. He was holding the door open for me; it wasn’t polite, it was I’m done with you, faggot. As I walked out the door, he looked at me with a cocky little smile. I said, “See you.” He didn’t say a word. I drove home, feeling his cum in my ass the whole way. Man, that was the best $300 I ever spent. I never saw him again. I texted him a month or so after that, but he told me to fuck off, that he had a boyfriend and to lose his number. Hopefully I’ll see him around somewhere, just to get that shudder through my body when he looks at me. He’ll probably ignore me, but maybe, just maybe, he’ll give me that same cocky little smile one more time...

Wait...you pay them to play with their own cocks while you watch? Or do you play with their cocks. Either way, if you're paying them, they should be ok with degrading you a bit. It's not enough for me to just feel humiliated--at the very least, I have to tell someone that I'm turned on by the humiliation. Bonus if I can get someone to play along and say nasty things, but if I can't (lots of guys are uneasy being that mean) I'll do it myself. One time I hired this rentb-y couple to fuck my boyfriend while I watched. These guys were monstrous in every sense of the word--championship bodybuilders, over 6' tall, HUGE cocks (10.5" and 12"). One was black, one white. They threw a fuck into my boyfriend to rival any machofucker movie, and I'm not kidding. But they were polite and respectful with me, which wasn't how I wanted to be treated (to be fair, though, they had made it clear that the session was only for my bf, and I was only allowed to watch, not participate). Still, I had to at least let them know why we hired them...so, as things were just getting started, I stood next to the black guy, pulled out my shrunken little certain-illegal-substance dick of about 2", laid it on top of his throbbing 12" monster and rubbed it up and down the shaft. It literally looked like a thumb rubbing across a forearm. I was in awe. He said "mmmm..." in a tone that meant "ohhh, NOW I know what this is about." Nothing more was said about it, but I was satisfied he knew. I think it also gave them the go-ahead to really turn it loose, because those studs fucked my boyfriend so hard he could barely walk. Side note: after an intense buildup, the black guy screamed and blew a monster load into my bf, then kept going and about 90 seconds later blew ANOTHER load into him! He never even slowed down. Two loads, one right after the other! Have you ever heard of such a thing??

Fuckin hot...you know how to tear a bitch apart...love it!

I would love to have a dominant stud top tell me to bring my hot boyfriend to the bath house. He meets up with us there and takes my bf, makes him "his boy" for as long as he wants. They walk around together and I follow them at a short distance, but far enough that everyone knows they're together. Then he fucks his boy in a bunch of different places while I watch along with other guys. I'd be really fucked up and super horny so I would whisper to guys next to me that that was my boyfriend getting owned by the stud and his monster raw cock. I would drop my towel and spread my ass for whoever wants to fuck me while we both watch my bf get fucked. The stud would also whore out his boy to whoever he wants. And take him into his room, just the two of them or whoever else the stud wants, and close the door locking me out. Then I would go to the mazes or gloryholes and be a total slut bottom for whatever nasty raw top wants to breed my hole. Walking around alone, I would come upon a group gathered and find the stud fucking his boy. After a while they take off together and leave me there alone without telling me where they're going or for how long...making me feel totally wrecked...I would whore the fuck outta myself after that!!!

All tops will avoid making fun of a small cock unless they know, or strongly suspect, the bottom is into it. Lots of guys are sensitive and embarrassed, so the wrong comment would bring the sex to a quick halt, they won't chance that. I love humiliation play, and I find that even with the meanest tops I have to "train" them that I want to be humiliated for my small cock...especially when they're hung...I try to get them to tell me I can't satisfy my hot boyfriend with my small dick, that he needs a real man to fuck him and I am a worthless pussy...so fucking hot! I've got a couple guys who play along, and every so often we'll text back & forth...they rip me apart pretty good. Would love another chat/text/video stud if anyone's interested...pm me (btw, my bf is a little uneasy with my humiliation fetish, so I have to tread carefully. wish I knew how to get him on board without him losing all respect for me)

My dirtiest, sleaziest fantasy came SO close to actually happening, it drives me crazy to think about. First the true part: My bf and I were at the bathhouse, we slammed in our room (wow it was strong...we were instantly fucked up) and immediately set out to walk around and find some cock. The first area we walked through, we saw a small crowd gathered around the sling set up there. In the sling was this nasty little asian slut getting fucked by...holy shit, I knew this guy! I didn't know him personally but knew who he was, lots of mutual friends. He was tall, skinny (almost gaunt), and had what was left of the hot body he used to have back in the circuit party days--years of tina and whatever else had taken most of it away. Everyone pretty much knew he was basically a fucked up mess. What I didn't know was that this guy had an absolutely monstrous thick cock! My jaw dropped. 10 inches easily, curved slightly downward. So he was fucking this kid in the sling and everyone was gathered around watching. Soon as I saw that huge dick (remember we had just slammed, I was REALLY fucked up), I thought, I have GOT to see him fuck my boyfriend. What surprised me was, the fact that I knew the guy not only didn't dissuade me, it turned me on even more--it kicked the danger level way up. Fuck, this guy knows me and he's gonna know my boyfriend is a tina'd-up cock whore, and he's gonna know I get off on watching my bf get fucked! We were too fucked up and horny to stand there watching, so we kept walking. The next area was sort of a maze, and on the far side was this raised up platform with a metal railing. My bf walked up to it--I was staying a few steps behind him, hoping some guy would come up to him and they'd start fucking around while I watched--and when I got to the railing some guy on the other side was already sucking his cock, with a couple other guys watching. I took his towel from him and backed away. Now, my boyfriend has the most amazingly gorgeous ass, so instantly there were at least 6 or 8 guys surrounding him. Seriously his ass is THAT hot. A couple guys were touching him, but nobody was fucking him. I started stroking a couple guys cocks, I got them hard but they resisted when I tried to guide them in to my bf's ass. At first I was like, what the fuck? But in retrospect, I was so fucked up at the time it probably threw them off. Or, maybe they were intimidated by how hot he is, or maybe they thought he'd turn around and tell them to fuck off. Maybe I was too agressive about trying to get them to fuck him. Whatever the case, he wasn't getting fucked. Then, of all people, that little asian slut from the sling walked up. I stroked him and got him hard (decent cock considering he was asian) and he willingly allowed me to guide his dick straight to my boyfriend's hole. I backed off a couple steps and watched, along with several other guys. Fuck yeah, that's more like it--watching my chemmed-up boyfriend, totally naked in the bathhouse, getting sucked and fucked in front of a crowd. That didn't last long, my bf needed to find someone with a much larger cock than this kid had. So we walked around some more and some hot guy came up to us in a corner of the maze. We were stroking each other for a bit and we invited him back to our room. He said he'd meet us there, but didn't. When I wondered why, my bf was like, duh, we both have a serious case of tina dick. Ohhh...yeah that probably killed the deal. Haha. So we left our room and walked around some more, and who do we see but the guy I knew, with the big cock, just as he was walking into his room. I said hi, what's up, how are you, etc. Then I asked if we could come in. We all sat down and after maybe 30 seconds of small talk, I couldn't resist--I reached under his towel and started stroking that massive cock. He made no move to stop me, so I undid his towel so my boyfriend and I could get an eyeful of that big fucker. This one definitely falls into the "Holy Shit!" category on BBRT. Instantly my boyfriend was on all fours on the bed, begging to get fucked, that gorgeous ass up in the air. The guy got on his knees behind him and I guided that monster tool into my boyfriend's hole, then stepped back and watch it completely disappear all the way inside him. A shudder ran through my whole body as I watched that huge cock slide all the way in, balls deep. They both moaned, my boyfriend especially, and the guy started pumping that big nasty dick in and out of him. Holy fucking christ was it hot! I can't believe I'd known that guy for so long and never known he had such a huge cock! Another thing about this guy, he had a deep voice and loved dirty talk. Kept talking about how great my boyfriend's ass was, and saying things like "fuck yeah, TAKE that big dick, boy!" I didn't care that he could see how turned on I was, or that it actually made me hard (semi-hard was actually the best I could do) watching him fuck my boyfriend, or that my cock was nowhere near as big as his. In fact I *wanted* him to see all that, and I wanted him to know what a fucked-up whore my boyfriend is for huge cock. They kept fucking and fucking, until he realized that it was his checkout time. He was going to renew his room, but we lived right around the corner from the bathhouse, so we invited him back to our place. He came back with us and we fucked around for almost a whole day. We slammed some more, he kept doing G and smoking and whatever else he was doing--how the fuck he stayed hard with all the drugs he did, I'll never know. He didn't give a fuck when I grabbed the camera and started taking video, in fact he got into it even more. "You like watching this big cock raping your boy's hole? Yeah, you get off on this, don't you?" Fuuuuck!! so fucking hot. Talking all about how he was going to whore my boy's ass out at the bathhouse, that he knew dozens of hung tops and was going to bring them all there one night to take turns fucking him, and on and on like that. Unfortunately drugs and lack of sleep took their toll. His dirty talk changed...first to conversational talk about shit like the weather and what bars he went to...then it changed to outright nonsense. He was still hard, and kept fucking my boyfriend, but the weird babbling was too much to take. In retrospect I should have just shut it down, but I wanted him to get back to the dirty talk, so I made the mistake of trying to shush his blathering. Apparently I did that one too many times and it pissed him off, and he left. We never hooked up with him after that (and believe me we tried). I really must have pissed him off. Fuck. But DAMN, that messy fucker knew how to fuck with that big dick. My bf's hole was so stretched out. It was awesome. So that's the reality. What's the fantasy? The fantasy--and I totally could have made this happen--is that he's fucking my boyfriend in the sling instead of that asian slut. I realized later that all I had to do was walk up to him, show him my boyfriend's ass and asked if he wanted to fuck him in the sling. No question, this guy would have kicked that kid out and told my boyfriend to get in. My bf and I have talked about it a few times since, and it turned out he wanted the same thing. I've jerked off so many times thinking about it: My boyfriend lying in that sling, everyone crowded around watching that huge nasty raw cock raping his ass. The guy starts talking his dirty talk, out loud for everyone to hear..."fuck yeah this ass feels so good...you like that big cock inside you boy?" Then to me, "you like watching me fuck your boyfriend? Fuck yeah, look at your boy's ass take my big dick..." and on and on. I drop my towel and stand there naked, stroking my tina dick, watching this guy's huge cock stretch my boyfriend's hole, right there in front of everyone. I feel someone come up behind me and a hard cock against my ass, and without turning around I spread my legs, reach back and spread my ass cheeks open and feel some guy's cock slide all the way into me. As he begins fucking me, the nasty guy says to me "fuck yeah, you like getting fucked watching me fuck your boyfriend?" The guy fucking me quickens his pace and pumps his load into me. I feel his cum filling me up. He pulls out and another guy gets in behind me to fuck me, but instead the stud grabs my head, pushes me down and says "Get on your knees!" I drop to my knees and he pulls my head close, so my face is right next to his cock and my boyfriend's ass. "Yeah, get a good look at my big dick raping your boy's hole. Look at that! You like that? You like watching your boy get whored out?" "Fuck yeah," I moan, unable to take my eyes off that giant cock disappearing in my boyfriend. I stroke my tina dick like crazy. He grabs my hair, tilts my head back, leans over to me and spits in my face. "How you like THAT, bitch?" I can't speak. It feels like the wind has been knocked out of me. He turns back to my boyfriend and starts slamming his cock in harder and deeper. "DAMN this ass is hot!" My bf moans louder. "Ohhhhh...yeah....fuck me!" "Yeah, I'm gonna breed this sweet fuckin' pretty boy ass. TAKE that dick!" He looks at me. "Who's fuckin' your boyfriend?" "You are," I say in a loud whisper. "I said WHO'S fuckin' your boyfriend??" "You are!" I say out loud. "Fuck yeah, that's right, boy. You see how much he likes my big dick?" "Yeah...oh fuck, yeah." I can't take my eyes off his thick, raw cock drilling my boyfriend's sweet hole. "DAMN! This ass feels SO fuckin' good!" He starts pounding harder and deeper. I glance up at my boyfriend's face. His eyes are rolled back in his head and he has that little smile he gets when he's in sexual overdrive. He's now moaning uncontrollably loud, oblivious to how many people can hear him. I glance around and see that the crowd has grown to the point where guys are standing on tiptoes trying to see. The guys around him are touching his body, playing with his nipples. He is in heaven. He looks down at me--I'm still on my knees--and says "You ready for me to seed this hole?" "Fuck yeah!" My boyfriend and I say in unison. My boyfriend's eyes are closed, he doesn't know the stud was talking to me. "Yeah, boy?" he says to my boyfriend. "You want my big load?" "FUCK YEAH! Give it to me!" My bf loves being told when he's about to get bred. "Uhh...uhh....UUUHHHHHHH!!!!!!" He grunts loudly, as he blasts into my bf's stretched-out hole. "Yeah, take that big hot load!!! You feel it pumping into you?" "Fuck yeah! Oh fuck it feels so good!" I can see the cum on his big dick as he pumps it in and out. He pulls most of the way out and pauses so I can see his cock pulsing as he shoots. "Fuck yeah, look at that!" he says to me. Cum is already starting to drip out of my boyfriend's hole. "Fuuuuuuck...." I say in a loud, long whisper. "Oh, fuck." He starts drilling his cock into my boyfriend's ass again. "Yeah, sqeeze that loose ass. Sqeeze out every drop. There ya go, just like that. Squeeze it. Suck out all that cum." Finally he slows and then stops, pushing his big dick all the way inside. He grabs my boyfriend's legs and pulls them toward him as he thrusts his hips to get his cock all the way deep inside. He flexes all his muscles and grunts loudly as he forces the very last of his cum deep into my boyfriend's hole. Slowly he pulls all the way out. My boyfriend moans in disappointment, still wanting it inside him. I look at the massive cock--it's covered in cum, with a small glob hanging at the tip. My boyfriend's hole is so stretched it's still open, and cum is dripping out of it. I start to get up and the stud's hand grabs my shoulder and pushes me back down. "Stay there, bitch!" He steps out from behind my boyfriend, still holding me down, and hangs his big half-hard dick in front of my face. "Now SUCK IT!" Fuck yeah. I crouch down farther and look up at him, opening my mouth wide to accommodate his massive tool. He backs away just as I'm about to take it into my mouth, and holds my head so I'm just out of reach. He knows that teasing me will make me want it even more. Then with his other hand he grabs his big heavy dick and begins slapping me with it. Ouch! It's so massive it actually hurts my face. "Yeah," he says, seeing me cringe at the pain. "Now suck it," he says, letting go of my head. Immediately I take as much of it into my mouth as I can, less than half of it. I try opening my throat to take more, but it's just too fucking big. I slurp hungrily at it. "Yeah? Taste the cum on that dick?" "MM-HMMM!" "Yeah? You like that? Can you taste your boy's ass?" "MMM-HMMM!!!" I pull off long enough to say "Fuck yeah!" and immediately resume sucking, a little deeper this time. "Yeah, suck that dick clean. Suck out that cum!" I'm close to gagging, but I keep trying harder. I make swallowing motions with my throat around his cock head, and feel his cock twitch as I taste another gush of his cum. "OH fuck...yeah that's it boy...suck it out. Oh look at this...!" He moves slightly to the side and so I can see that another guy has stepped in behind my boyfriend and is fucking his sloppy, cum-filled hole. Holy fuck. "Your boy is taking another cock. You like that?" "MM-HMMM!" I grunt, my mouth full of his cock. I hear my boyfriend moaning again. "Fuck yeah, I know you do." He turns to the guy and says "Yeah, fuck my cum deeper into that hole. Fuck yeah. That ass feels good, right? Fuck that pretty boy." The guy doesn't say anything, he just keeps fucking. I'm still on my knees, close enough to see the cum coating the second guy's cock, dripping from my boyfriend's hole. He pulls his big soft dick out of my mouth, holds my head and slaps me some more with it. "Fuck yeah, you liked watching me breed your little cum-whore boyfriend, didn't you?" "Fuck yeah," I whisper, looking up at him. I am in awe. "Good. I'm gonna go rest a while then use his hole some more." He pauses, looking down at me with an evil little smile. "Open your mouth." I obey him, and he leans over a little and spits on my face. Most of it goes into my mouth. He grabs my chin and forces my mouth shut. He chuckles, then picks up his towel and walks out, giving my head a little push as he goes past. I stand up, feeling light-headed and a little shaky. My boyfriend is still in the sling getting fucked, but no one is looking at him. Everyone's looking at me, in stunned silence, their mouths slightly open. They all have the same holy-shit-I-can't-believe-I-just-saw-that-happen look on their faces. My entire body tingles from the attention. I feel the tina coursing through me. I stand there naked, my towel on the floor at my feet. More than any time in my life, I feel completely exposed, all the way to the deepest, darkest corners. I am humiliated but unashamed. Emasculated. Owned. Totally fucking wrecked. I keep standing there, letting the crowd see me. Every one of these guys is going to tell their friends about this, I think to myself. Especially if they see me walk by on the street. This is gonna get around. There's nothing I can do about it now. And I don't care. That thought sends another tingle through my whole body. Fuck yeah, it feels good. I make no move to hide my beautiful, perfect, wonderfully small tina dick. I have been put in my place, and everyone knows it. I fucking LOVE my little tina dick. Finally I look down just in time to see another load fucked deep into my boyfriend. Numbly, I wonder how many more loads he's going to take before we go home. So what do you think, fuckers? Do I win the prize for most twisted, fucked-up fantasy? ;-)