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its a shame that I couldn't book him for a rematch before I fly off, as he's not avail on my last day, I'm half contemplating to go on PEP, just passed 48hours mark, I guess I'll just enjoy taking chances this time , if his seeds grow inside me, so be it! least its a hot masseur that poz me

This just happened On a business trip and went to hunt for some escorts, and I ordered an out call escort to my hotel room, He arrived and we get down to business, but however, what wasn't revealed in his pictures were a small little biohazard tattoo near his hip bone. I obviously know what that means, hence I will be prepared not to take his toxic load After 20 mins into the massage, he flipped me to my stomach, and he pour oil onto my back, and he poured quite excessively that some leak to my butt crack, He started to grind his muscled chest on my back, using his dick to tease my back. This goes on for 2 mins, and his dick gradually hardens, and he slid to my ass crack, it felt nice, combined with him licking my ears! and after another few minutes, he accidentally slipped into my ass entrance, just the tip, I felt scared and excited and horny at the same time, and I thought just the tip is acceptable However, I've no idea why, everytime he rubs his chest on my back and his dick manuveuring around my ass crack, I would purposely try to angle it in such a way that his harden thick dick would have more chance to 'accidentally' slip into me. Coupled with my ass rhythm, his dick did managed to slip into my ass more often, i moaned slightly and thats prolly a sign of approval for him. He started to dip his dick deep inside me and massage my back. I started twitching my ass muscle and he let off a soft giggle and start pumping me I have really no idea what I wanted, my horniness overcomed my fear, after 15 mins of pumping, he accelerated his strokes and shot his cum load deep inside me. The massage ended shortly after and I tipped him handsomely and he left. I cant believed I actually tipped a masseur for his poz load

Thanks all for valuable inputs, to back my 2nd option that Ive discussed.. http://www.hivandhepatitis.com/hiv-prevention/hiv-prep/5169-study-suggests-truvada-prep-should-start-1-week-before-and-continue-4-weeks-after-sex http://www.thebodypro.com/content/74799/zero-hiv-infections-when-prep-is-taken-4-or-more-t.html 4.7/100 person-years if no drug was detected in DBS. (normalized risk was 4.7/100 person years, with 0 prep) 2.3/100 person-years if DBS indicated less than two tablets a week. 0.6/100 person-years if DBS indicated two or three tablets per week. 0/100 person-years if DBS indicated four to seven tablets per week. I think I would stick to 'daily' dosage, while occassionally dont mind missing a dosage or 2 per week. 1 week before exposure, and 28 days after exposure? I think this is the conservative method? However the France study, shows +3 pills after exposure might be sufficient

Hi, im starting generic Prep , and I researched on the internet and found 3 types of recommended dosage 1) daily pill 2) alternate days 3-4 pills a week 3) 2 pills before sex( 24 hours apart), and 2 pills after (24 hours apart) Any experts on the research of these 3 dosages? Any inputs from fellow prep takers?

I visited a sauna in Osaka, Japan. I've found that Japanese guys don't want to play with non-Japanese, but as I'm quite fluent in the Japanese language, and as I am of Asian descent, I can pass myself off as Japanese, at least while in a sauna dark room. It was now 12:30 AM and I took a 'nap' at the resting bed at a corner. Before much time had passed a hand was fidgeting with my nipples. The guy was slim, muscled, and had long hair. He wasn't, however, my type, so I discouraged his attentions. Then I was approached by a daddy cub. He leaned over and gave me a welcomed kiss, which I was happy to return. After cuddling for fifteen minutes or so, during which I was pleased to discover he had a nice thick daddy dick, I found myself wondering if my daddy cub was actually a bottom, so I teased and fingered his hole. He moaned with pleasure. Aargh. I would have preferred being a bottom with such a thick daddy tool. He lubed himself him while blowing me, and I reached for the condom I had deliberately brought for such play, as I usually practice safe sex, but he brushed the condom away, murmuring "It's okay." Load 1 Deciding that as a top, bareback sex posed a relatively low level of risk to me, for the first time I had unprotected sex in a bathhouse, missionary style. With butterflies of excitement in my gut, I stroked his cock as I slid into his ass, initially slowly thrusting into his hole, but as it became apparent he could handle it, I began banging him vigorously. His moans drew an audience, most of whom were jerking themselves. I smiled at my admirers, especially to those guys who were playing with both my tits and those of my daddy cub. Sadly, however, my daddy cub was so excited that within about ten minutes he blew a huge load and then slid off of my cock, drifting off to sleep, without affording me the chance to cum. WTF?! Load 2 & 3 Fortunately, as I was horny, one of the guys in the audience took over, fucking me raw. This was also a new experience for me as I had never before been fucked bareback in a bathhouse. At the same time someone else fed me his cock. The guy in my ass was a fast cummer, and blew his goo in my hole, and immediately withdrew and departed, while the guy I was blowing also came, rewarding me with a thick load of cum, insisting I swallow it. Naturally I complied and he rewarded me with a french kiss, and then he also departed. Load 4 & 5 At this point I was quite tired, so I curled-up next to my daddy cub, and as I had not yet cum, my cock was still erect, so I angled myself to slide into his ass as we spooned. He awoke, or at least awoke enough to slid back on my cock, initially encouraging me to slow fuck him and, as we both got a second wind, he began a somewhat more aggressive bouncing rhythm. After fifteen minutes of fucking his hole, he clearly came again, and again, being a selfish bastard, was again prepared to slide immediately back into sleep, but this time I was very boned up, and not so accommodating, so I grabbed him, pulled him into position, and fucked him doggy style, using very forceful thrusts (of course). After a couple of minutes I was on the cusp of breeding him, so I thrust in balls-deep and let loose my flood of cum, filling his guts with my three-day load. And we fell back asleep cuddling each other. Load 6 & 7 We apparently were asleep for some time, because I didn't awake until 5:00 AM when my daddy cub grabbed me, and, contrary to my assumption that he was solely a bottom, began fucking me bare. Oh, my, damn, his thick tool hurt me, and he apparently was aware of as much as several times when he was thrusting into my ass he murmured "Like it? Having a good time?" I assumed he was getting even for my earlier performance. As he fucked away, another daddy knelt down and began blowing me, so when my daddy cub blew his load into my hole, having fucked me mercilessly, I came in the other daddy's mouth. It was one of the best experiences in my life and I look forward to repeat experiences.

I meet up with a hook-up from BBRT. He was a Thai, muscle bear, 27 years old. His status said 'ask me'. I'm neg but had also listed myself as 'ask me'. We exchanged pics and agreed to meet at his apartment. His cock was six inches, and was quite a thick, massive cock! We stripped and got into action. After 15 minutes of foreplay we were both leaking precum, and he rimmed me well and started to slide an inch into my hole. Then, leaning forward, he kissed me, and so I began pushing back with my hips, encouraging him to slide in, when he said "Please don't push back, I'm not wearing a condom and I'm poz." I was mortified, and sensing as much he asked "Do you have a condom?" [Well, since when its the bottom's duty to bring a condom? (Or is it actually the bottom's duty? It's kinda debatable, isn't it?] "Shall we do anal another day then?" I asked. "I don't think neither of us can pull back from this situation right now. Don't you agree?" he asked, grinning, as he pushed himself deeper into my ass. Well, he was right, I suppose, but to be honest I wasn't lubed up properly and really hurt me, so I found myself hugging him as he thrust is cock in. So there I was, taking my second known poz cock. My ass swallowed his entire dick and he stay in that position, gazing at my body and fondling my nipples and kissing me, at one point commenting "I knew you still want to get fuck." Please don't cum in me," I responded, adding "and make sure you pull out when you're close." He didn't comment, but pumped me steadily for five minutes or so in the missionary position, then switched to doggy and power-fucked me, all the while his rhythm got increasingly fast and hard, which I took as a tell-tale sign that he was on the verge of cumming. Again I pleaded "Please, don't cum inside me," but he didn't stop, nor did he say anything. Instead he pinned me down on his bed, his legs locking my legs, and his palms locking my elbow. Obviously I knew what was about to happen. Part of me didn't even think about struggling, and I guess that was what was in control, because I distinctly felt him unloading his jizz into my ass, and even then he didn't stop fucking me. Five minutes later he pushed me onto my side and spooned me, resuming fucking me, but this time slower. I dug deep for a shred of courage to ask "Did you cum?" "Maybe. Yeah, I think so." I knew I just taken poz cum. He then kissed my neck, wrapping his muscular, buff arms around me, and spooning me while fucking me at a somewhat slower speed. Coupled with the smoothing background music and dim lighting, he caressed me for the next ten minutes, spoon-fucking me as he stroked my cock. Then, without warning, I got his second poz load. This time, he stick his dick in, hug me in spoon position, playing with my nipple with his left hand and jerking me till I shot my load. After all this play we were both sweaty, and creating quite a mess, so we rested for ten minutes or so and then headed to the shower where he soaped me up, and looking at me in the large full length bathroom mirror, he again hugged me from the back, and yes, again I felt his erect dick teasing my ass as he whispered in my ear "I'd like to try for a third load," stroking my chest and abdomen down to my semi-erect cock. The third fuck was the most brutal. He pistoned-fucked deep, using very hard strokes, in the process hitting my prostate and the walls. It was an amazing combination of pain and pleasure. After a good five minutes I auto-came, and apparently he was so turned on by the fact that I had cum that he came shortly afterwards. I had a hard time trying to minimize the leak of his cum whilst on my way back. It was a somewhat terrifying experience, but still it was very memorable.

I hook up with a school lecturer on growlr and I brought him home to play He is a cubby muscled , nerdy with spec, He tried to play safe, but as his tool was too thick for the condom(that applied great pressure on his tool), he got soft from wearing condom He looked horny and disappointed , I lub his raw dick , on the pretext of massaging his dick And I climbed towards him and cuddle with him with my lubed ass teasing his dick And he got too high and just slid in raw! And he pumped hungrily like a starved cave man and gave me a warm load which I kept it inside me the entire day

risk from 1 (lowest) to a maximum of 6 (highest) Specify whats your risk level, and how many years have u practice at this risk level, and how long it take for you to convert, or still dodging the bullet level 1 - condom Nazi, enough said level 2 - will do raw with bf/partner level 3 - will do raw with anyone who claims they are neg level 4 - raw with hook ups that seem 'safe' from your own judgement, without discussing status (for me ill assume, students, and some professions, I know it sound dumb, oh well) level 5- raw with anyone, except sauna/orgy party with knowingly poz personnel level 6 - take ALL loads Let me start the ball rolling level 2 for 4 years, level 3 for 2 years, neg here, I think moving up each ladder seems challenging and nervous for me,

hi , thanks for the post, update, after 12 days ( 2 orange bill and 1 white pill PER 12 hours) - side effects, diarrhoea (watery cant have sex :(:() and nausea, I changed to truvada + a white pill every 24 hours, means instead of 6 pills a day, im taking only 2 pills, and I no longer vomit after a run, I regained 100% of my energy, diarrhoea also died down, doctor gave me 30 pills of truvada and 30 white pills, he explained to me that truvada is actually prep, but combined with the white pill is = PEP So im on PEP till day 28, and after day 28, I can just take truvada alone for Prep protection, ironically, in the country im in, asia, A month of Prep costed 675-700USD, but with 'emergencies pep' govt will subsides 990% of the cost, I got my 30days PEP (truvada + white pill) for only 140 USD, which is very affordable, I cant keep getting emergency subsidies for my truvada lol, maybe once a year sounds convincing, hah

After 12 days of pep, I went back to a different doctor at the same clinic for follow up, he now switched me to truvada and another pill atazanavir/ritonavir 300/100mg, said to be more effective and lesser side effects, Do u have any experience dealing w these? Many thanks for your help again

Day 5: almost no symptom, except for 3 cases of diarrhea Day 6: vomited for the first time, vomited 3 hours after morning medication, reduced appetite, Day 7: nausea, took nausea medication, watery diarhoea is back At least fatigue is gone, headache is gone,

Thanks for the inputs again bear bandit, I'm of Asian origins, hence I don't think I would have the potential reaction to the drug I've always been taking raw loads and then regret about it later, It's a shame that my country approved pep, and not prep prep is still under approval stage, I did some gay health survey and mailed some organization here, we are only considering prep, We are a very conservation country with a closed culture, whereby we will be thinking the approval of prep would encourage more risky behaviour, heck ! How shallow is that thinking! Yeah, also a pretty much homophobic country,

Hi bear bandit ! Thanks for replying ) start pep exactly 24 hours later, 2 orange pill(lopinavir 200mg, ritonavir 50mg) and a white pill , lamivudine 150mg + zidovudine 300mg, 2 doses daily Currently just took 9th doses, day 5 of medication , this is the first time in my life I actually adhere to medications for more than 2 days Current symptom: lesser diarrhea, no more nausea , still have a little fatigue , looks like I'm getting customed to the drugs, I'm still keeping my fingers cross though If I start pep on the 24 hour mark, what are the effectiveness? I read and researched, the value seems to be 50-90% which is a great variance

Go away in 30 days? I'm taking pep for 28 days.. I heard pep dosage are stronger, maybe that's why.. I have to take 2 drugs regimen per 12 hours, Currently feeling better, symptoms are on and off

First of all, I wanted to apologies if I made this on a wrong forum I'm on pep 3rd day, 5th doses, my body feeling really weird 1st day - diarrhea x 4 2nd day - increased fatigue, diarrhea x3, 3rd day- fatigue , diarrhea and counting, nausea and sweating for 15 mins Will this ever gets better I'm taking my dose religiously , am now afraid to pop my 6th dose later tonight

I literally shit bricks when I pushed out white yellowish cum with blood yesterday! In the room, my hiv doctor told me, it's about 1.3-1.4% chance with cum, (assuming he's +ve) I told the doctor, 1) he is from Vietnam , and prevalence rate is 15-30% amongst gay, and since he is a masseur and have no qualms bb his clients, I have to assume 100% that he is +ve 2) I have great difficulties communicating with him in English, assuming he didn't bother to take meds , most likely a toxic guy 3) and he rammed me till I bleed , wow Based on point 2&3, I told the doc that I have reasons to believe my risk isn't 1.3%, could be 6% or so So I'm on pep now, currently taken 2 dose Side effects started as soon as 2 hours 1) mild diarrhea (4 occassion in 6hrs) 2) little sore throat, drank lotsa liquid 3) a little gastric pain Monday will follow up lab test for my kidney and liver health, Also tested for g&c throat and urine test Tested positive for chlamydia quite sometime ago ,

Update: I'm on pep exactly 24 hours after exposure, taking 2 orange pill and 1 bill pill per dose, 2 dose a day, follow up test 2 weeks later Tested neg 1 hour ago

It started out as safe fun. I hired a masseur who was muscular, something of a cub, very nice to hug, heavily tattooed and unshaven. After 15 minutes of massaging my back, I realized his erect dick was just teasing my hole. He breathed down my neck and flipped me over and began to mouth fuck me. His cock was seven inches long and quite thick, and honestly it was my first time of being throat-fucked. Naturally I gagged as I felt his dick sliding down my throat! And he changed tactics and hugged me, all the while chewing on my tits as his hand explored my hole. Then, without permission from my, I found his condom-covered cock in my hole. He pumped me unmercifully, missionary style. Not only was the pounding a problem for me, I found his cock too long for comfort: I can generally handle six inches, but seven was more than my ass could accommodate. Even so, eventually I became accustomed to his pounding and OMG! It felt great. I never would have expected it could hurt so good. I found myself begging him not to stop, especially when he began to jerk my rigid cock. Of course I blew my load within minutes. He licked the cum off of my body, withdrew his cock from my ass, ditched the condom, and went back to chewing on my tits as he licked the shaft of my cock cleaning up every drop of my cum. Hmmmmm! Then, without any ado, he fucked me raw for a few minutes. Afterwards we took a shower together, during which time he soaped-up my ass and slid his cock back in my hole, spooning me and jerking me until I came a second time. Grinning, he released me, we finished-up showering, he dried himself, dressed and left. A couple of hours later I went to a shopping mall toilet where I found I passed cum and blood. I should be worried about as much, but honestly the memories of the session are great for a jerk session. Maybe I should go on PrEP.

My first load is with a Thai masseur , went to test 3 months later, also tested positive for chlamydia I didn't get HIV though, it was estimated that 30% of gay Thai guys have HIV !

So it doesn't blocks hiv2? Hiv2 is very rare and unaggressive ? So we only need to be careful about hiv1?

1) What if the strain is immune to truvada? 2) ,,,?

I'll start the ball rolling I'm still neg, but took my first load last year, and just took another load from my fuck buddy few days ago I've been with my fuck buddy for 6 months, he doesn't care about his status and would occasionally bb 'according to his mood' (more like according to the # of sex hormones) Long story short I've always been a safe guy, and even went out with a condom in my wallet, and this fuck buddy would have anal me raw, if I didn't bring a condom with me(since when it's btm job to bring a condom? That's quite debatable) For the past 6 months he will top me at his place, but recently, after a session, he drive me out for some rare refreshment and after which he drive me back home, and the next minute we are at my bed cuddling , 'it would be just cuddling' I thought to myself But emotion and passion got the better of me, after he flipped me and rimmed me hard, and he just dive in raw! Oh my, I thought to myself, what have I done? After 10mins, he grinned and say, 'I'm cumming!' and he blasted in me , both of us sweating and hugging each other, This is the first time my fuck buddy drop a load in me, I knew this guy might be positive, but I didn't care as I always bring A condom with me, but apparently that's not enough,

I just consulted my doctor, and would be taking anti biotics for 1 week (twice a day) to cure my Sti , and advised me no sex for 2 weeks?(Hell no!) I've no symptom of this infection currently, Sounds like many of us here would vouch for the Thai guys reputation

Hi, I went to test, I'm still HIV neg , but contracted chlamydia , Not taking any meds yet, thinking of going back for more, I am still very tempted to continue

I was definitely going back for more, I can't foresee myself taking prep for a whole one month whenever I will be having my encounter with him guess I would take the risk,