Hllo Cumcurious,
I read your thread and I thought I would share my path. I am almost 53 which means that I was 17 in 1978 which was the height of the Aids crisis. Needless to say I always played safe and always as a top since I am hung very nicley. the few times where I tried to get fucked proved very uncomfortable maninly since they would never take their time and maybe I was not ready?
At 41 I started fucking raw every once in a while thinking that I was lessening my chances by being a top.
, though I did fantazize about getting fucked after all these decades.
Then came the night I will never forget and always remember. I am at a bathouse fucking a guy raw in a large room filled by many guys. at some point a guy is rimming my ass as I am fucking and it is feeling soooo good!
before you know it the small latin guy with a smaller dick who is eating my ass slips his dick in my ass, raw. Wow, damn did it feel great!. It was the perfect timing all the way around. The feeling of him fucking me made me cum so quickly in the guy that I am fucking which in turn made him cum so quickly in me. In a way it felt like 20 minutes while I think in actuallity it was five minutes. That was the first time someone had cum in me, I was 41 or 42. Right there and then I took his hand and took him to my room and had him fuck me again, until he came in me, again. That was the start of it all.
Since then I went on a rampage of getting fucked and taking loads which made me positive at 43. That dd not last very long as I am back to always topping being as endowed as I am. I long to bottoming again but now rarely meet nyone who wants to fuck me.
Anyway, that is my story.
Good luck to you.