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I love all the threads in the cocksucking section. I'm a total top and been barebacking recently. What gets me ready to fuck really hard is a long session of ass-eating and getting sucked, then ram it in. I love to fuck raw and take a break to eat the hole and fill it with saliva for some more pounding; that makes me crazy horny and well, when I take a break, pull my dick out to get sucked that's heaven. I can keep on going until I shoot liters of milk in that ass. OK when all of this happens I'm talking about a -clean- bottom who I can fuck raw and then eat his ass and I imagine the bottom likes a shit-free dick when sucking off. Would love to read more top stories. I really enjoy reading all you nasty fuckers' stories but I'd like more TOP stuff discussed and told. Love.

I must admit that to me it has become a question of having sex or not. I mean, having sex is having raw sex, no condoms and sex with condoms is not even comparable, it does not satisfy me at all and has never. Using condoms is such a turn off I'd rather not have sex. Not having sex is more pleasurable than wrapping it up in nasty smelling latex and fucking water-based lube or whatever. I've had safe sex for so long and lately barebacking with exclusive fuck buddies. So far I'm negative and been reading a lot about how HIV meds work now. One of the things that's been keeping me from having real sex, raw sex is that I'm already on a lot of medication for depression, anxiety and pain. Honestly, I'd not bug chase but carelessly bareback if my only chronic health concern would be just HIV. I wonder about liver and/or kidney toxicity of HIV meds alone and when taking them along antipsychotics, anti depressive meds, benzos, painkillers, etc. I mean I'm a bad, bad case but I manage very well taking meds and keeping a healthy lifestyle. Now, will becoming positive would be just like when shrinks prescribe... more meds? One takes more and more shit. My lifespan is already short and if I turn 50, if I make it, it is very likely I will develop dementia. I have never learned how to enjoy sex with condoms, I literally spent all my 20's having horrible, unsatisfying sex until I tried barebacking. So far I've done it with exclusive partners. We get tested and all that. But it's become harder and harder to find a new one and I keep on having awkward sexual encounters in which I use condoms and can never come or I simply go soft. Latex seems to irritate my dick. I used to end up with an irritated dick but when I bareback and it's some saliva or oil based lube my dick is hard as rock, can fuck for a whole night and no pain and well, actual sex? I have to say I am a total top and one of those who don't even bother with dicks and balls. I don't even give BJs. I eat the ass, spank it and poke it with my thick cut dick and yes, I just read about guys having big dicks being more likely to have unsafe sex. Well, of course! This piece of hot meat does not feel nice when wrapped in plastic. Bottoms agree. So I'm kind of kooky and fucked up and will take shitloads of meds for the rest of my life: Should I not give a fuck and have fun or should I have "safe sex" or no sex fearing basically adding medication and not really fearing HIV infection. I've met so many positive men that look and feel so fine but what about the ones dying and also dying so quickly? Some people don't respond to the meds? Now, I know too about all those HIV denialists who die 80's style by choosing not to take the meds. Oh well, I just love this forum because it is such a concern to me. I have to repeat I have never enjoyed sex with condoms, I used to hate sex for years, but now that I've gone raw I'm really feeling it. Thanks for all feedback!

I feel it deep in my heart but my minds says... YES, actually. I guess it'll get to a point I won't be able to resist and then well, you just don't go back.

Hello all, I'm a total top, I don't like to suck dick or getting fucked; I only get along with total/power bottoms. I have a thick cut juicy cock and most of the time I end up with a boy in bed they just want me to ram it in raw. I've used condoms all the time with the exception of fuck buddy-exclusivity, something I dig a lot because we both get tested and commit to fuck exclusively; it's not 100% safe but safer than barebacking randomly. Now, I think all you guys who are always so horny as fuck are very fucking rad in choosing to bareback or even bugchase. If you're -that- horny ALL THE TIME, if sex is a big part of your life well, fuck it, go bareback, go REAL. Anyway, I am a bit of a moody guy so I have phases where I'm just not that interested in sex and phases I'm so fucking horny. But the moment it's time to wrap it up I am just so turned off, I have condoms, I can't feel anything, the smell grosses me out and latex irritates my dick. And we all know the many little details that make barebacking so amazingly pleasurable. I don't even get turned on by porn with condoms. When I watch hard raw bareback sex I get so fucking horny. I love to eat ass, get sucked, fuck hole then get sucked again, eat ass, ram it in and go on until I leave my load inside. It's simply the best. I've been considering barebacking for a while but then I wonder if in my case it's worth the risk. Imagine I end up testing positive but then I'm not even horny for months. Sex isn't really that important in my life; I mean, not 24/7. But then the little sex I have with condoms really doesn't compare to jerking off to a good bareback porn clip. Any tips or suggestions? Should I just go for it? Is topping really "lower" risk. I mean, I haven't been in contact with other men's cum for 10 years now. Then, these exclusive fuck friends always go crazy in love and I have to let them go. I've been without a fuck buddy for long and not many people want to commit to just "exclusive fuck-friends" since for most people exclusivity is a sentimental matter and not just safe barebacking. I'm really confused. Having sex once in a while with condoms, well, a visit to the dentist is hotter, while one hot bareback session I'm like a mad stallion. What to do? Any top barebackers who'd suggest? I love barebacking but I'm not particularly hot about the bug. I'm not turned on by the HIV thing at all. A Mexican total top is curious but confused.

After discussing this with both gay and straight friends, I've found that straight people love it dirty; girls don't douche and many times they don't plan on getting ass-fucked but then it happens. And the guys seem to -really- get a kick out of literally fucking the shit out of the girls. One friend get mad horny when he takes it out with shit and then the girl proceeds to suck him off then fuck again, etc. The consensus among gay guys is very different. I, as a total top get turned off by the sight and smell of shit. But I have been most of the time lucky and I only hook up with power bottoms as they're obviously so pro about they role. I am too. But then the unexpected hookup at the metro might be really hot even if it's messy but we both know we didn't plan it. I would have to ask men who fuck men but are not gay but those are rare. As I understand it, they don't plan either. I haven't started to actively fuck raw, and that is why I'm here, I'd like to know more. Having used condoms most of the time (unless I'm exclusive with someone) if a little dirt is on the condom when you pull out, you just take it off and put a clean one. Easy. Who is turned on by the mud here?