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If you are on your knees, you already know you want it, even if you didn't realise at the time. I love choking on a deep throated cock.

Thank you greatly for your response.

I have been a member of this forum for many years now, though I have not posted a huge amount. I do feel like a bit of a fraud as I have only done bare once, a good while ago, with a close friend and many times felt guilty about even being on here. I stayed though, and finally am close to going raw with my fuckbud. I cannot say I am nervous, I am not, just excited. Not sure how long it is going to be before the next meet, but I will keep everyone informed of what happened, or didn't. Until then, I will just carry on feeling fraudulent!!

I find myself in the same position as the posters above. I met up with this guy who was hard out rough from the start, squeezed my nipples so hard that they bruised and pretty much folded me in half and buried my head deep into his sofa as he pounded me hard. About half way through the session I could take no more but I could hardly move. I mumbled a bit but he just pushed my head down harder. I just took the pounding as I had little option. I felt used and degraded after but within a few days it turned me on just thinking about it. I will see him again at some point.

I can't really say why, but I only have ever wanted to bottom. Have no desire to top.

Think about making the day sometime soon. You wont regret it, I only wish I had done it 10 years earlier. Don't only think about shemales (not that ther is anything wrong with that) but embrace the male. Do it!

I am only speaking from my own experience but I think many men have found themselves unwilling to defy the "norm" which has been forced on us and not willing to live with the prejudice. Sad though it is, many would rather lead the closeted life because of this. OK, I am totally busted because this is where I am, but I am totally sure it applies to many.

Omg. This post turns me on so much. Where can I view this!!!

That's so hot. I wish I could have seen that stream. Awesome work.

Abslututely wonderful post. Jealous.

This is the hottest thing I have read all day. Jealous as fuck. Nice.

This post says it all really. You will likely know when you are ready and it is not now.

I can hardly think of a more perfect and precise answer than this. Really there is only one thing that can satiate the sexual appetite of a man, and that's another man.

It took me a long long time to 'try stuff' and be comfortable with myself. It can be a hurdle, it was to me, even after the first few goes I questioned myself, but now I know who I am and are comfortable with it. If you do not try, you will never know and will always wonder or be full of regret. Don't miss out.

Hello. I was in the same position as you. First thing to do, forget about labels. Gay/straight/whatever. Like myself, you are obviously not 'straight' and there is nothing wrong with that. A little experimentation is good. I struggled for many years until I went for it. Now I take cock regularly, though, I guess I'm a bit of a cheat coming on here, I only BB with a close trusted friend, all my other encounters are covered. I am still with my partner but I just have accepted in my own mind that though I have and wish to maintain a M-F relationship, I also have urges that a woman cannot provide for. If you don't act on your urges, you will never know, but be careful, esp with BB, for your partners sake. Most of all, enjoy. You will not regret it.

Marker on your back. Thats real real hot right there. Its the only way!

To be invited to a party and not realise until I arrive and led to the bedroom, that I am to be the bottom for all the other guests to fuck and drop their loads in.

I agree with last post. I have use white wine watered down 50/50 and have taken a normal sized bottle (so half a bottle in total). Gave a good buzz.

Amazing story, I can't believe you are soooo lucky.

Awesome. I look forward to reading your story as it unfolds.

I found a friends profile once. I did not reply or even mention it to him. I did however capitalise on the fact that his profile pretty much indicated he would fuck almost anything. Next time I saw him, I just, you know, stood a bit closer to him, sat closer to him, the slowly, but deliberately without asking he reached over, pulled my shorts up a bit and slid his hand into my underwear. The bed was not far behind!!!

My BB fantasies vary from time to time. My current fantasy involves what seems to be a simple one on one hook up but does not end up that way. Something like this, forgive me if it seems to turn into a story, but my fantasies are often very detailed and end up sounding like BB fiction. I suppose they are really. I call a regular FB, we often have hot and heavy sessions. We have done raw, but never taken his load. More recently is has been safe, he says he's going safe more often now. I arrive at his house and let myself in, he usually leaves door on latch for me. I step through the door and it is shut and locked behind me, I turn around, it is not my friend. Without telling me, my FB has told all his contacts that a skinny little ass is on offer for anyone who wants it. My friend appears and says he is going first as he doesn't want seconds and want to get the tight ass to open. I am totally dazed at this point. I am shaking and confused. My friend must sense my apprehension so before I know what's happening, he grabs my arm and leads me to the bedroom. I strip and lie face down on the bed. I ask my FB if we are going safe, he smiles and tell me not to worry. He slides on a rubber, slaps a handful of lube roughly to my hole and buries his cock in. It feels good, I forget about all my worries and get lost in the moment. I have no idea how long we have been going, but suddenly he slows and whispers to me "How do you like my cock, do you want it all?". I just mumble, "Yes, yes do it" I have no idea what he's really saying. He pulls out and rolls me over. He grabs his cock and rips off the condom "I'm gonna cum in your ass and you'll love it" he growls at me, no gentle whispering now, its like safe is for pussies, raw is for animals, and he was an animal alright. I panicked, I didn't want this, I'm so scared, but equally perversely excited. "No, no, don't", I cry, but he again speaks into my ear "you want it you dirty fucker, it's what you came here for, now take it". He knows me and knows I secretly want his load as we have spoken about it before. I do want his load and I feel its OK, we know each other well. I am pinned to the bed and folded in half at the waist with my knees about touching my ears. I feel him suddenly start to power fuck me, then he bucks hard and fills me with his load, pulls out and I collapse in a heap on the bed. He is gone. It is at this point I suddenly remember there is a house full of guests, 12, I think, I'm reminded of this because a huge bear of a guy climbs on the end of the bed and pulls me by the legs towards him. He doesn't even say a word, he just folds me in half and is then just in and pumping. I am being pumped so hard it is hard to splutter out any words, but I manage to feel around to the base of his cock as I want to know he is safe, I don't even know the guy. There is nothing, just bare skin. My heart races, "I can't do this" I yell. I thought I was yelling, but I was not, it was just in my head. I can only get out a croaking, gasping voice and all that splutters out of my mouth is "No condom ... no condom" splutters from my mouth, he just looks at me and grunts "I would hope not at a bareback party". I've been totally set up and I feel helpless and used, I want to get up and get out, but the will is not there, then I realise it's because it's a huge turn on and something within my wants to stay. Everything is in such a haze that I don't even realise the bear is gone and someone else is inside me. Suddenly my head is grabbed and turned, "I'm next, warm me up!" was all I heard as another cock forced its way in my mouth. From then on I can't say anything as there seemed to be a fresh cock in my mouth every time I could think, I'm sure some of them had already fucked me, who knew? Not me, that was for sure. Everything fell into a daze, all I remember was being pumped and pulled around, rolled over, pumped some more. People were talking around me, the words had no meaning, but the room seemed full. Was I there for hours, or was it minutes, I have no idea. Suddenly though I realise its calm and quiet, was I asleep, had I been pounded unconscious. I focused my eyes and I see my friends face close to mine, he is the only one left in the house. "How are you feeling" he asks....

A little bit of hunting and surfing, you will find something like that, I have seen similar items on many sites.

It sounds like you have already convinced yourself to go with it. Just go for it, if it doesn't feel right when the time comes, then there is always another time, but I bet in the heat of the moment, especially as they both escorts, they will be well practiced in the art (it's their job after all), you will be seduced into the moment and you will love it. Once you feel a guy inside you (raw or safe) you will discover what you have been missing all these years. Enjoy, I hope it all goes well.

Actually this topic has inspired me to revisit and try again with him