JustProwling

Well, it's official. The other day, I posted about taking my first KNOWN poz dick...and I finally did! I literally ALWAYS go bareback and (of course) I've taken anonymous cock, but this milestone is for me being hiv neg and PURPOSELY, KNOWINGLY taking poz cock and cum. I met up with my 46 y/o white TOTAL top jock daddy breeder Friday night for what he called a "pre-breed" session. We planned on meeting this coming Saturday for him to pump in an entire week's worth of nut up my cunt, but he couldn't wait and asked to meet sooner, so he could drain his balls of the 4 day load he had, before building up the week's worth for the main event. Well, long story short, I met for the pre-breed and he pumped in one huge load. He fell asleep still inside me, for about an hour or so, before his dick finally detached from my hole. He had asked me to stay the night with him and I finally did, for the first time. My hole was NOT wiped or emptied out after the first load and I woke up to him humping and grinding into me from behind. He needed to release again and slid into my sloppy ass again. But he had to force himself into my hole this time, because it was so wrecked, raw, and sore from thew few hours before. Eventually, he forced my hole to take a 2nd load from him. We rested and cuddled a bit more, but his horny dick just wouldn't leave him alone. He tried to resist stroking his horny penis, but I encouraged him to keep going. I wrapped my lips around and sucked and tongued his cock head good and he jerked a THIRD load right down my throat. In all, I ended up with 3 poz loads pumped in both ends, in less than 10 hours! And that wasn't even the main event! My hole is so sore, as I write this, and now I have a new memory and milestone accomplished!

I think I may have just found a new friend!

I definitely agree with ALL this. But the fact is, different minds operate differently. Whether it's because of some outside stigma or internal "struggle", it just doesn't FEEL right for lots of guys, mentally. Considering your words, I'd STILL prefer to have an "alright" TOTAL top in my ass, over a dude who's ALSO a fuck-hole. If it were easier to get out of that kind of head space, of course I'd enjoy it all, but it's the mentality that drives me, unfortunately.

I officially lost my virginity at 21. It was New Years Eve/Day, in 2003/2004. My best friend (girl) wanted me to meet her good friend/ex-boyfriend for a while. She had "become" a lesbian and moved on to girls, but had a very brief thing with this guy, in high school. Well the guy had only been with girls and let her know he had gay/bi feelings. Long story short, my friend and I were at a NYE house party, gettin drunk, doin drugs, partying all night, etc. Unbeknownst to me, she invited her guy friend over for us to meet (she was actually trying to hook us both up!). Well we met, hit it off, hung out the rest of the night, and a few of us went back to his house (where his parents and sister were sleeping). They had a big, fancy house and he basically had the 2nd floor to himself, so we went to his room and continued our pot-smoking & drinking and just chilled for a while more. Eventually the girls went home, but he asked me to stay with him, so I did. We ended up making out and started fooling around and then we both just started REALLY going for it. He was SO horny and eager, he just wouldn't stop humping both my holes. The first load happened when he had my back against his headboard...fucking my throat. He gave NO warning and just started pumping his load down the back of my throat. I had to swallow or choke, so he just drained his balls down my throat. We rested a tiny bit, all while still making out and fooling around and his dick finally made its way to my ass, for the first time. His dick was about 8-9 inches and medium/thick. We finally managed to get it inside me and he just humped for all he was worth and pumped his 2nd load in me (officially making me no longer a virgin AND getting my first load up my ass). Again, we had been partying, fooling around, and fucking all night, so we rested and took little catnaps and lounged around. I remember us still messing around when the sun finally came up. Eventually, we had to start saying our goodbyes to one another, but he asked me to take a shower with him first. Again, the bathroom/shower was big and nice, so we started fooling around and making out yet again, under the hot water. My hole was tender, but still slicked up and loose from all the previous fucking, so he had me pinned against the shower wall and got his big dick deep in my ass again. He was still SO horny and didn't go slow or take his time. He literally humped my ass like a jackrabbit, with fast strokes. After a while of this pace, he unloaded his 2nd load up my ass, again with no warning...he just started nutting in me, while he continued to fast-hump. Of course, I held all the cum in me, when he pulled out. We finished rinsing off and I finally left his house around noon or so, devirginized and having taken 1 load down my throat and 2 loads up my ass. The story actually didn't quite end there... I went home, rested, etc. and he asked me to come back again that night. I can't recall all those details, but I did go back, we played more, and he ended up filling my ass with another load and sucking my dick and swallowing my load (his first dick/load). So all in all, I ended up getting fucked several times and taking 4 or 5 of his loads over that course of time (I think I might have swallowed 1 more, but not 100% sure). He was only in town for the holidays and he went back to art school afterwards, but we repeated the same ritual for a few years after that. For about 3 or 4 years straight, we always met back up at subsequent New Years parties...we flirted, partied, and went back to his parent's house where he bred me and filled me up with more cum and we'd part ways until the our next NYE hookup! And that was how it all went down for me!

THANK YOU! Doesn't even have to be "dom" for me, just a total top all about his dick and my ass. Simple.

I hear ya loud and clear. Generally speaking, I know it's AWESOME being vers, simply because there are so many more options and physically, it all still feels good. But with that said, different guys obviously have different mentalities, and mentally, a dude that seeks dick is just a "step down" to me. To add to that, I ALWAYS see these guys advertising just how vers they are, but in the very next breath, they talk about wanting tops, vers/tops, and other vers. If that's the case, why aren't they ALSO seeking bottoms? It ALWAYS goes back to them having dick as their preference, not ASS. Ultimately, if a "vers" guy has to choose between getting with a total top or total bottom, 99 times out of 100, they're gonna choose the total top. And not only that, they choose the top with eagerness and enthusiasm, because they'd rather be that hole getting mounted like a bitch in heat, when it boils down to it. OVERWHELMINGLY, vers guys are NOT 50/50 equal opportunity. To me, they're basically just another bottom who simply likes his dick to be stimulated more. So again, if you have taking dick in the back OR forefront of your mind, then I'm gonna view you as the dick-taking bitch you really wanna be. And dick-taking bitches just aren't good enough to mount me. That's not the mentality or energy my holes & psyche need or desire. To be clear, YES I absolutely know I'm generalizing. No I don't think there's anything WRONG with being vers, in the general sense (I'm jealous of all the more sexual opportunities they have). I'm simply saying that this is how my mind works, when it comes to guys and versatility. Hell, I've been vers and still am vers and/or top with other activities, but different guys serve different purposes for me. And when it comes to mounting and breeding...well, a bitch is still a bitch...and my cunt doesn't need another bitch trying to mount it...it needs a real TOTAL TOP BREEDER. Vers guys should just stop the charade, with the "I'm 50/50 vers" crap, cause everything being equal, they're FAR MORE LIKELY to choose BEING mounted, over DOING the mounting.

Completely agree with this, in each and every way. It's like vers guys are cool, just not cool for ME. I'm looking for a breeder TOP, not a "breeder" who really wants to be a fuck-bitch, in the back of his mind. That mentality just doesn't work for me and turns me COMPLETELY off. I'll find a bitch to use, if that's what my lust desires, but when it comes to ME being bred, I ONLY desire real, total breeding tops. That includes oral too. If you have the desire and mentality of wanting ANY of your holes penetrated as a fuck-hole, then that's exactly how I view you. And other fuck-holes are just inadequate for my personal desires.

I respectfully disagree with this statement. It COMPLETELY lessens his breeder status to me. If EITHER hole is being penetrated like a bitch, then you're a fuck-bitch, in my book. And a fuck bitch of any kind is NOT a REAL top to me.

As a bottom, this is EXACTLY how I feel. Right now I'm sitting here sexually frustrated, because I found a sexy top, BUT he says he's not really into eating ass, but LOVES sucking cock. TOTALLY turned me off, after hearing that. Now my lust has been brewing and I'm needing a REAL top to handle me properly. Yes, there are versatile sides to me, but for the ultimate purpose of being with a top for breeding, it just SEVERELY puts a halt to my lust when the man I'm supposed to be mounted by acts like a fuck-bitch. It doesn't matter if he tops ass. If he wants dick IN either of his holes, that makes him a fuck-bitch, in my mind. And there's just something very unsettling about being with another fuck-bitch, to me. In this specific situation, what agitates me even more is how much he just LOVES cock, but has no interest in LOVING ass. We were getting hot and heavy (over the phone/text), getting to know one another, flirting, etc. and then he starts focusing on MY dick and how much he just loooves handling cock. And I can't help but start thinking, dude, you're basically just another fuck-bitch and that is NOT what I'm looking for in a partner to mount and hump on me. In order to be TRULY fulfilled and satisfied, I need a TRUE top whose primary focus is on HIS dick and MY ass. My lust is concentrated in my hole and in being a breeding bitch for dick. A top REALLY dimishes that lust and desire when his focus isn't properly aligned with mine, and unfortunately that makes him inadequate, in my mind. Physically, it's not painful or uncomfortable, but MENTALLY, it's one of the quickest ways to make me lose my desire and lust for a breeder. I'm still frustrated, cause he had potential for more, but I feel a bit better after finding this post and venting a bit.