your bloody right not to want to ruin your bank account & health for other's bank account to grow! People you don't even know & that do not give a shit about you. Hiv or not you're not stupid, you know it's killing you; slowly but surely I have smoked a bit when I was young but honestly; kissing a smoker is as hot as licking an ashtray. Not to mention his sweat is disgusting. A real shame 'cause natural male smells are hot. I had some very addicted friends quitting reading Alan Car's book (the easy way to stop smoking) I red it myself & I must say it's very clever. I do not smoke but I didn't know we were that brainwashed about tobacco or better said; I didn't know there was that many coruption to get our society kept addicted to cigaretes! I would say give the book, cd or videos a try. you're not risking anything but to gain years to live & fuck more. Here's a link to the dvd. I know you'll soon be a hot non smoker again. Why? 'Cause you're ways stronger, smarter, hoter & better than the little monster https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G74vJ2etQYk&list=PL_Oe4cHGpavNZK3icPVQjoXCjfdXD9DAS
By the way, there's a non smoking GROUP on my kinkynotaboomensex site. My pleasure to fulfill ur fantasies & help when possible.
SP