claireannet

Always a bit sad when I have to pull out the ass plug and feel what remains from the prior night's fun drain from my well fucked hole.  Two good ones last night, both toxic.

Made my first post where I refer to my "transition" this morning.   Kind of funny, I had no problem being out as a gay man as soon as I knew I was not straight.  I have written a fair amount about what I did to transition from condom nazi to POZ dude.   But, the actuality of "adjusting" my body to meet my self-image seems more difficult to discuss.  Would be interested to hear of others who are POZ and transitioning and would like to know if others want to hear more.

The trans section of this site is kind of disappointing.....mostly chicks with dicks stuff.   

Really great experience this weekend.  First weekend since converting that I focused on sex.   Starting on Friday, I had all the cock I could take and everyone POZ.   Sunday night, I finished off with load 12 for the weekend.   That was great, but the amazing part was how the enjoyment/fulfillment of raw POZ fucking really was.  No thoughts about the bug, just amazing sex.   

I was fairly sure of my decision to chase.  But my chase was short (but intensive).   And, once converted, I have to admit to some second thoughts.   But today, it all came together and I became fully aware of how right my decision was.  No doubt there is consequence down the road, but I think that it is appropriate to claim that I am PROUD to be POZ.   

Nice load from my weed connection....so got some great green, great creamy cum.....and best of all, he is a true aidsbone........nice warm afternoon.....nice fuck...nice weed.....near perfect for me.

Been a little hard to work due to fully assimilating the reality of my status change.   Seems like my cock has been drooling now toxic precum ever since.   Have a three way celebration fuck with two of my gifting top guys tomorrow.  Newly POZ  and ready to fuck

Got fucked for the last time as a chaser last night.  Could not sleep afterwards so I gave in and did the oraquick swab.   As I hoped, and as I expected, the test revealed that I am  indeed POZ.   Can I get a "HELL YEAH".   Condom NAZI to POZ fag in 5 weeks.   

still eight days until i test...no symptoms.....but i have enjoyed some amazing sex....

somewhere in the short 25 days of my pursuit of raw, POZ sex, it seems as if my mind has shifted.   Seem to be thinking less and less about chasing and more about how intense, and energized sex with POZ men can be.

Had on "experience" tonight and it was just really nice sex with a passionate and giving man.    His being POZ and a BBC were just icing on the cake.

Although my chasing activities have slowed a bit, the "POZ CLOCK" in my head keeps ticking louder.  Trying to avoid being to hyper, but being vigilant for any signs I am converting.  Head says the deed is done, body has not confirmed.

The last vestiges of my self image as a condom nazi dwindled away as I experienced my first group event.  Cumunion at Parliament House  last night resulted in a least 5 anon. ejaculations into me.  Plus Jake, the guy who started me on this path went with me and did his part as well.   

The multi-faceted assault on my immune system continued late last night and into the morning.   The man who first awoke my desire, called about midnight.  We had been together on Wed and both were eager to repeat.   By 1 AM he had delivered his goodness again.   By nine AM, I was full and he was empty.

Enjoyed the "experience" again tonight.  Seven days, 9 exposures......6 via anal receptive sex and 3 via a point.  Week two starts tomorrow and I have some exciting opportunities. 

In a shadowy Wal-Mart parking lot, I took two 3cc blood slams from a man who claims 100% success rate with other he has gifted.   While non-sexual, it was a very erotic experience.   If his success rate holds, I am in the early hours of my conversion.   Simply 5 days from first unmedicated, unprotected sex to this.   

Have three opportunities for the weekend so far.   BBC from an infected guy I have known for sometime, a blood slam from a guy I met on this site who claims a 100% success rate or a trip with one of the guys I have been with to Cumunion in Augusta.   Which would YOU do if you were an early stage chaser??????

POZ sex load # 4 of my chase delivered on my way home from work.  Cannot believe I have been missing this for years.  Each time is getting , easier, less tension, better sex and all around more arousing.  I know where this is leading and I am enjoying the journey

The guy who tried to stealth me finally admitted to what he had tried to do (DID???) last summer.   He thought I was calling to be mad at him, rather I thanked him for opening up my sexual horizons.   Tonight, I will very eagerly have sex with him again and accept his gift without any reservation.   

I have been well topped with the 3rd infected ejaculation.   It is only three, but each one is sweeter than the prior one.

For the first time ever, an unmedicated POZ guy ejaculated into my (twice).  I do not think that I have ever had such erotic sex.  There is (was?) a lot of fear too.....but the thrill of starting to chase is overpowering that fear.   I am now a bug chaser.  WOW.

New guy here.  Just entering into the erotic world or raw sex.  First couple of experiences have been great.....and hungry for more.