Bbld1975

I was almost 13. It was with my best friend. We started watching vhs porn he would swipe from his dad's house and playing with ourselves before we even knew what we were doing. My friend was attracted to boys, a secret only I and other partners knew. When we were alone even at a young age Steve would ask to see my dick and I would show him. During sleep overs when everyone was sleeping I'd let Steve touch me, we'd pull our underwear off and hide under the blankets and frott and play with each other. We were both 12 when we started making out at night. One night under the sheets Steve slipped down and started sucking me off. He didn't saying a thing, just put me in his mouth. Looking back for a 12 year old with his first cock he could suck cock like a pro. Years of watching gay porn and fondling me taught him well. Didn't have much issue finishing me off. Swallow or spit was never a question, my load was just gone. It took me a bit longer to get comfortable like Steve was, I was mostly straight but was attracted to Steve. I was also young and didn't want to be gay. We were fooling around in the shower, I had Steve's hard cock in my hand and it just came over me. I got on my knees in the shower and took him in. I wasn't as good Steve was but I got him done. I wasn't sure how I was going to react to his load. I remember his hard cock started leaking heavy salty precum then he trusted deeper in my mouth. He had 4 large spurts of cum. The first was right on my tongue, it was thick warm and sweet and i swallowed immediately. 2 large spurts in the back of my mouth, and the last on the tip of my tongue. I swallowed all of him. We sucked each other of all night. Two nights later we fucked. Steve was mostly bottom, we were together until we were 23. Steve stayed in the closet until he was about 25. Many times I had a gf and Steve was always the better fuck.

I enjoy having my ballbusted almost as much I enjoy busting another man. The submission to cbt is powerful. Nothing feels so dominating then taking a man from behind, pushing his face into the floor, bury your cock deep in their ass. Then reach around their sweaty body, wrap your hand around the base of their cock and balls, pull their junk out and away with a tight squeezing action, don't twist. About the time their balls are feeling like their nuts are going to squeeze through your fingers they will be twitching, moaning, groaning, and begging you to cream their ass. Their ass will pucker and twitch on your cock... it's amazing feeling. And if you did a good job your sub might have bad a limp load all over your hand. It's also great with a full nelson or with a chock hold.

I'd honestly love to castrate other men. Ever since the 90s I'd go to sites like eunich archive and drool over stories about men and boys losing their balls and or cock. It would be such a power experience. To have a man spread eagle in stirrups helpless in front of me. The tension would be amazing. I know they would be trembling and swearing with excitement, pleasure, fear, anticipation of losing his balls to me. I've fantasized every step so many times. Slicing through their sack, carefully cutting it away completely in one piece, care to leave enough skin stitch closed. Having their now exposed testicle hanging in the open air. Maybe have ex lovers in attendance, wife, whomever. Tie of the blood supply, and vas deferens, then i slice through the support ligaments so their balls would be left hanging by the tied off veins. I know for a fact the the second his first nut came free I would explode on the spot. I'd be spurting cum with every heart beat, hell I'm hard and pre cumming just thinking about it I know everything I mentioned above is probably very illegal, and prison doesn't sound fun, which is why I'm not an imprisoned mass castrating king. This is just a fantasy that at most I've played with subs that needed their balls busted and we talk about taking their balls, but I was nothing more than talk. Years ago when I lived in NY I was with a cuckold who's wife wanted to cut her husband's cock off... well half of it anyway. He had a 5 inch dick and she wanted it cut off half way down. Just a 2 inch erect headless stub... permanent unreversible chastity. Hubby was all for losing his cock... it happened about 6 month later, would have loved to see it. Wifey was says she had a dentist bull that would do the cut. Never really been into losing my nuts or cock. But with that said I could see a situation where I'd find it arousing. I bet my wife would enjoy slicing my balls off, especially in front of her girlfriends.... hmmm