Pozguyinchi

On average a couple of times a year. I am trying to get more regulars so I can control that better. As a total bottom you are a human waste can for men to put their tainted seed into. It’s unavoidable. I have been hiv positive since I was 19. I got my second sti the same year. And every year since. Sometimes three times a year. Unfortunately I can’t prevent them. Just take care of them and move on.

We have all been there. I don’t understand men who act like that. Every male knows that monogamy is for women. Men have an instinctive need to spread their seed. For them to judge or put down someone that is doing their instinctive need to serve is wrong on so many levels. Don’t let it take away from what you know is your purpose. I also have a feeling they are probably the first ones in line for free pussy.

On 7/20/2021 at 12:35 AM, backpackguy said:

Jesus, we all need to jeteson the fear that has been beaton into us by our ultra puritan consevative upbringing...if we live in fear we will never get to enjoy the joys of life...Chlamydia, gono and syph can , in most cases, be cured. Yeah, the shots hurt like hell but STIs are the possible consequences of raw bb sex...have I had STDs...yup, gono twice, syph and Giardia (luv eating freshly bred asses)...but would I trade it for a condum fuck...hell NO...Raw is Law!!! Over cu your "fears" and get your hungry ass...or horned cock...to the nearest bath house, sex club or fuck party and learn to luv life!!! 🤪

I totally agree. Most times it’s clears within a week and you are back on the pole. Lol. I used to think especially after a gang bang that I had it but it’s isually just soreness from getting worked.

My favorite toy got into contact with a favorite plug and they melted. Now I wrap them in separate towels. I have had no issues.

I knew early on that not only do I like men but I wanted a man inside me. Not sure how it worked at first but I figured it out real quick. Lol

7 minutes ago, PozTalkAuthor said:

 

Damn, lucky guy, to have had a father who didn't make you feel wrong at that time! 

Mine didn't even want a hug from me... Never

Sorry about that. I had a great childhood. My step dad was able to make all of my fantasies come true and then some.

When I was about 5 or 6 my dad to me to his club. They had a pool and they were giving swimming lessons while my dad golfed. When finished we showered in the locker room. While drying off and getting dressed a man walked by with red hair and a huge cock. I just stared. My dad looked at me and chuckled and said. That’s big right? I shook my head yes. I didn’t feel it was wrong or unnatural. It wasn’t until much later that I was made to feel that my thoughts were different. I am thankful my dad embraced the moment and didn’t scold me for looking.

I had the opportunity recently to reconnect with an old friend that had moved away. He is married and I have also known his husband for many years.  I have never done anything with either of them sexually but as a whore bottom I wouldn’t say no. When we started talking we got into a long conversation about relationship do’s and don’t’s. My friend chuck whom I have the long relationship is a dom and his husband is very sub. He told me that when they first got married his sub was always cheating behind his back because he was not getting what he needed at home. They came to an agreement that they could each do whatever they needed to keep their sexual needs met. Over time they grew tired of random hook ups and started cuck play. They enjoy it much better. Of course this is all a lead in to my dom friend breeding me while his husband watched. It was hot for me. My friend surprised me was a big girthy cock and treated me like the cum dump I am. It was a win win for everyone.

I have only had crabs once. It wasn’t a pleasant experience to say the least.  I am not a hairy guy but the first thing I did was remove every hair on my body that was not on my head. I have not had them since but If I did get them again I would do the same thing.

My first load was something I have never forgotten. I had been playing with my stepdad (I have wrote in detail about that) for a while and we were working on penetration of his enormous cock in me. I had gotten very good and was almost balls deep with our efforts.  Because of his size my focus was getting him all inside and not his cum. We  were working him in me and I saw a look on his face that I knew was him about to cum. He pushed the last inch or two into me and let out a huge moan. I could feel his cock pulsate in me but didn’t feel the cum. He stayed inside me for a few minutes and I was able to feel his get soft in me. I remember feeling proud that I was able to get him off with my pussy. Since then I have had hundreds of men get off inside me but my first was a feeling I have never forgotten.

As an avid fistee, I can say you never come back. I think a sloppy pussy is a badge of honor.

On 12/12/2022 at 6:08 AM, NudistBBBLK said:

I have many older poz friends who were diagnosed in 80s and 90s and they often tell me it was a traumatic experience as friends and fuck buds died left and right & no one was doing anything about it & they themselves often left worried when their day will come. 
 

I remember when I decided to go raw in the early 2000s and how some of them gave me a stern warning not to do it. I took their advice in consideration but I felt if I became poz I would be ok as meds were good 

I try not to discuss HIV with guys from the 80’s. It’s like talking war with someone that has been in combat. I am glad I converted when I did. 

I trained myself with the cage during covid. I started having it on for hours then days then weeks and finally for months at a time.  It is a personal choice. I  still cum with the cage on. It just takes different muscles and senses to make that happen. I am proud of the discipline it has taken to get me to this point. I rarely have a man breed me that is turned off by it or doesn’t like it. 

When I am invited to a party it is because I am a bottom. Most of the men will be top or vers.  I always trust the host to have it figured out before I get there.  I am never disappointed. I always leave bred.

I am not a top but from my experience I have almost never had a to say anything about my sloppy cunt. 

My first cock was 9”. I thought at the time that was the size of all men. Luckily I was broke in and used by that same cock for many years before I had another man inside of me. Who of course was average size. My first real boyfriend was 10” and I took him with pride. I still do on occasion. 

When I was in Mexico I went to the local drug store and bought   Enemas for cleaning out. 

Very cool. 

This morning. From a hot young boy in a pilot truck stop bathroom. He has a nice fat cock that bred me nicely. 

I was 9. I had never seen gay porn and only saw pics of women giving head but I instantly knew how to give it. There was no more powerful feeling than having a man’s cock in my mouth. The first load however… I didn’t know the taste and wasn’t sure so I spit it out. One of only a couple times I have ever done that. I love cum now and could taste it every day.

On 3/2/2015 at 12:54 AM, cheatingjock said:

I'm actually surprised how few are on prep vs neg. Is this mostly a cost thing? Or do those who are neg have some other reason for not being on prep?

I agree. If I were neg I would be jumping through every hoop to get a drug that would keep me from contracting a chronic illness. Most poz men would not want it given the chance.

On 2/23/2015 at 11:20 AM, hungry_hole said:

I just came back from the clinic after testing HIV-negative, even after the 12 weeks window period. All other tests also negative (Syph, Clam, Gono, etc).

 

I must say that it feels good because I don't have any interest in pozing. It's not my thing. Now, I know that if the test would have been HIV+ I would have found a way of adapting to the results, like having lots of sex in saunas, etc. Now I want to stay HIV-.

You can still have lots of sex in saunas. I am poz but if I wasn’t I would still be having sec in saunas. 

I have only had it a few times and I can honestly say it did not make a big difference. 

I moved to Chicago in the early 2000’s for school. I had a friend that I played with from time to time. He was a popular porn actor. I unfortunately do not watch porn so i cannot remember his stage name. I also almost made a film with Cutlerx. He was just starting his porn studio and wanted me to work with him. I turned it down. 

On 11/9/2022 at 8:25 AM, Pozguyinchi said:

My first relationship after my step dad was when I was a freshman in college. I was not really interested in guys I was in school because as I know know I like older men. During my freshman year I became isolated and didn’t have many friends in college. I wanted to get a job to keep me busy and give me some extra money. I found a job working at Home Depot. It was an ok job. I met people and it filled my time. I worked in the garden section and there was a tall 6’3 handsome black man in his 40’s that would come in regularly that always caught my eye. Sometimes he would come in with a much younger boy that was white and thin and short like me. He came in with several boys over the months after I noticed him. I would always make sure I was the one that helped him and totally ignored any boy that he brought with him. He started to come in alone and I could tell he looked for me to help him. I did my best to flirt and he seemed receptive. One day he asked me to go on a date with him. I had never been on a date and didn’t really know what to do on one. I assumed sex so I jumped at the opportunity. He picked me up and took me to a nice restaurant where we talked and talked for hours. When we left I asked him if we were going back to his house and he said no he was taking me home. I must have been visually upset because when we got to my place he told me that he was HIV positive and didn’t have sex with boys that were not. He said we could still be friends and go to dinners and enjoy each other. He and I clicked so well that I agreed. We went on several more dates and I started to fall for him. I think he was feeling the same but still kept sex off the table. I was hooking up with random anonymous guys and I would tell him about it. I could tell it upset him but he tried to act like it didn’t. He was still breeding his little stable of boys and sometimes would throw that at me. It made me jealous. I told him I wished I was poz so that he would want more from me. He said sorry but that wasn’t going to happen. Over the coming months I worked on him. Because we were open with each other about our sexual experiences I would use the things that turned him on against him. For example he said he liked sexy underwear on boys so I would make sure I did something where he could see my lace thong or wear jeans or shorts that clearly showed him my ass. I wore him down over months and finally almost a year later he agreed to breed me. He was  sooo good. His body is incredible and his cock is massive. He bred me for a few months regular until I came down with the fuck flu. I honestly was not really thinking of getting converted I was just so happy that this man I loved was breeding me I didn’t think about HIV. I don’t think he did either because when I got sick either of us thought about what it could be. My mom is a hospice nurse and suggested I get tested. I did and was diagnosed 4 months after my 18th birthday. We stayed together for another 7 years and I have zero regrets. He have reconnected and still stay in touch. When he is in town I show him a good time. Lol. He made me love sex with black men. They seem to know how to use bottoms like me.

I will say that I have had sex with many many black men in my life and not all men are created equal so to speak. I will say I find men of color more sensual but that does not always mean they are the best fucks or that they are hung. I do feel however that if I was ever going to be in a relationship again it would be with a man of color.