Ever since puberty, and earlier, I was fascinated by dicks. As a teen, I fantasized about sucking cock. I first sucked a cock at 17. I've never dated or asked anyone out. I've only used the internet to find men to blow. I'd feel bad about sucking off strangers later and tell myself it's a phase or the right partner will come along. Despite the shame, id always find myself back on my knees w an 8" dick balls deep in my throat.
Eventually I discovered Tumblr and realized that my thoughts and actions were those of a cocksucker. Regardless if it's good or bad, the desires of a cocksucker are in me. I accept that I'm a cocksucker. I get full sexual satisfaction from sucking hot men off; I don't touch my dick during service.
I want a consistent Man (or a few Jocks) to regularly throat. Until then ill service random hotties. I'm a cocksucker. I accept that I'm a cocksucker; I can't fight it or lie to myself anymore.