NastyBrazilian

I had my first WS experience in january. I met a guy from Grindr with no profile pic or info, just some water drop emojis in his name. My bio says I'm "open-minded" so he thought it was a good idea to invite me to drink his priss, and it was. We were like 50 meters away from each other, all I needed was to cross the road, I talked to him like a normal person meeting and we went to the nearest public bathroom. It never happened to me but it was so natural, I just placed his dick inside my mouth and he started pissing, it was like hot beer mixed with coffee, and I drank it to the last drop. We became friends and planned to fuck, but I had a lot of work and then pandemic happened.

If you're in the gay community nowadays it is normal to meet poz people, at least for me in Brazil. Some people are relutant, some people choose to hide their status, but after all it is fucking normal to be poz. And I don't know how discret your sorology can be where you live, but here we have laws prohibiting HR ppl and even doctors who aren't supposed to treat your HIV from knowing your status. And I don't think HIV is an "alien" destroying you. For me it's just a chronic condition, you can die easily from other shit. There will be a cure for HIV in the future, that's a fact; even if pharmaceutical companies are hiding that, the top secret won't last longer. (sorry about any typo, I'm not fluent)

It was bitter af (I think the guy eat a lot of red meat?), but I don't care about the taste. The act of drinking cum is so hot.

Lol, don't be that paranoid. Viruses can mixture their antigens and form a new subtype virus, yes, but not gonna happen with SARS-CoV-2 + HIV. And fyi, SARS-CoV-2 is more dangerous than HIV. HIV takes months, years, to damage your immune system, if you don't take meds. Covid-19 can cause lungs failure and might spread to other organs depending on how fast your immune system can react to the infection.

Ty for sharing your story and encouragement. Social stigma is so strong that it affects us, and I'm saying that because of your uncut frustration. I know most american dudes are circumcised, but where I live it's extremely normal to be uncut. I gotta work my self-esteem indeed. I'm happy with my body, I'm not fat at all, but I need to stop comparing myself to others. I wish to see more average and fat guys so I could feel better in my local gay community.

I barely find ppl that are into barebacking in my city or near, on any app, but I know that we can get bb on cruising places... The thing is, I do like my body, but it's a hard stigma for me 'cus I'm not a beauty pattern, and everytime I go to a sauna or darkroom (in here it's not really dark tbh) I see Greek gods or really skinny guys, then I find myself extremely afraid of being rejected and unwanted, so much that it kills my boner. I feel like these goddamn saunas are lacking body diversity, and I'm sure there are a lot of ppl with that type of stigma. Should I seek for therapy? Or try to fit in and join a gym?

I've been ignorant about PREP, but I do think it's secure now and I've spoken to my doctor to start using it after my PEP treatment. Also, I love how you care about your health. I assume I didn't had any HPV vaccination, but everything else from the list is checked; except for your probiotic/prebiotic multivitamin, but my diet is rich in fiber and I drink fermented milk everyday. Here in Brazil, anti-flu vaccination happens from mid april to the end of june.

I forgot to mention I'm already on meds since yesterday, but ty for your concern.

He's a cumdump. I'm pretty sure I was fucking a cum-filled cunt. I do know about risks, but during the moment I didn't care enough.

My name is Bruno and I want to share some story of my last sex club experience, I'm open for every single opinion I might receive here. Yesterday, a couple hours ago actually, I've gone to a sex club for the 3rd time ever. I'm a stocky 21y guy, not really attractive to most ppl, but I found ppl that wanted to play with me. First I was cautious, been jerking off in front of ppl and not letting them touch me, battling my own shyness, but I also sucked some dick. Damn, I never felt so good, I love to suck dicks. Even though I'm not a sex machine, I know I'm a whore and that's my nature. I love bb, breeding, poz. I wasn't "clean" that day, so I decided to top, and apparently I'm not desirable as a top, but everyone wanted a piece of my ass. As I said before, the desire to be a whore is a natural thing, it comes every single day, hour, and no matter what I'm doing, I always think about dick, cum, piss. However, there's a thing I can't fight against called fear. I'm afraid of STDs. I live in Brazil, and we have free health care, but it might change in the future. Today some anon guy in the bath decided to open his hole in front of me, then he gave me a ripped condom thinking I was that dumb, so I left. I came back to the same place, proving I was dumb lol, due to being horny af, and he followed myself asking me to breed him, and it was automatic, I unwittingly started to fuck him raw and it felt so good. Now I'm at home, and even though I'm jerking to the feeling and remembering everything with brighten eyes, I also want to get PEP in a couple hours. The reason I'm not doing PREP right now is because of toxicity, I got told it interacts badly with common meds like analgesics, it's bad for your kidney and might give you exclusive side effects that other PREP users might not get. In my head, doing PREP is like treating HIV and depending on medications for your whole life cuz I feel I'm a whore since I was 12, so that's not going to change ever. There were no direct influences, I just love dick, the taste of cum and I want to be breeded a lot. I want it to be part of my routine, I want to be breeded exaustly after college and work, then get home and take all the cum out of my cunt and swallow it. And I apologize for any bad word/grammar, my language is Portuguese and I learned English just by reading the internet.