Chuckybb

As a bottom who is trying to fully submit to my tops/superiors/masters I am actively now trying to follow the instruction I was given by a top in the sauna last week. I had just arrived at the sauna and it was much quieter than normal. When this happens I normally head to a raised platform area in the darkroom. After you go up two or three steps, there is a half wall where the bottoms stand against and look over the side. The tops walk up behind the bottoms and fuck them. Bareback obviously. This system let's the tops see how many bottoms are available and who is currently being fucked. Obviously some tops want to fuck a fresh cummy hole whereas others want to be the first. I was standing there for about a minute when I felt a finger probe my lubed hole. I always pre lube so that the top can enter me without any problems and I take it as my responsibility to be ready. As he started to force his cock into my hole, I turned my head back to see him when he forcefully pushed my head back to the front. He told me that it was none of my business who was fucking me. That is why I am there and to show him respect. I quickly apologised and made sure he was satisfied. He forcefully fucked me to reiterate his point that I was the hole and he was the top. As he came inside me he put me in a neck lock and held me in that position for a few minutes after he came. He held his arm around my neck for some time after he came, giving thrusts every so often to reiterate his point again. When he released me he told me that I had been seeded and that I must show submission to all tops. I was thinking about this recently and I have realized that when I am being forcefully fucked or held down or restrained by the top, for a few moments I love him. He is my world and I must satisfy him. I do not know what he looks like but I must take his seed.

I won't refuse a load. Quite often I can't see who is fucking me anyway at the bathhouse. If a guy starts fingering my hole then penetrates me I will never stop him. I will work hard to make him come as I see that as my total responsibility to pleasure and satisfy him. I am only disappointed if my top does not shoot his load in me. I will have failed in my obligations.

So, I live in northern Spain. The guys here are exceptionally hot and want little conversation before or during sex. I speak Spanish, but most guys have no interest in talking. My last visit was a few days ago. Before I go, I usually lube myself well so that there is no delay if a guy wants to breed me. He can do it there and then with no delay. The sauna has a cruise maze and this particular day it was exceptionally busy. All hot, horny, hairy Spanish bears. The first bit of action happened within 5 minutes. I was kissing a Spanish guy when I felt a finger probing my hole. It wasn't the guy I was kissing. As I was lubed up I just waited. I continued to kiss the first guy when the second guy (unseen the whole time) slipped his cock into me. I pushed back and continued kissing the first guy. However, the guy now fucking me couldn't get the position right so I tried different angles to give him an easier fuck. I wasn't working and he kept slipping out my lubed hole. At this point I decided to focus my attention on the top that wanted to fuck me as opposed to a guy I was kissing, so I took his hand and led him to a tiled seating area where I knelt down to offer my hole again. He re-entered again immediately and we had the right position this time. He put his hands on my back and fucked me violently. I kept asking him to breed my hole but I'd no idea what nationality he was. Finally he shot his load inside me and kept his cock inside me for about a minute. When he pulled out he signalled for me to clean his cock. I immediately got on my knees in the floor and kicked every drop of come. It occurred to me I wasn't the first he'd fucked and that turned me on. I just decided I was removing any trace of the previous bottom as well. He helped me to my knees and thanked me. He was french. I left that room and wandered into another dark room. I could feel the French cum leaking out my hole. I decided not to shower. In the next room a short stocky guy was standing against the wall. I walked in front of him, turned my back to him and dropped my towel. He immediately fingered my hole and discovered the cum. He pushed me over towards the wall and started to fuck me. I kept rearranging my stance to make sure he wasn't slipping out, but my legs were hurting with the pressure. I was determined not to lose him till he came. I hate being fucked BB by a top who doesn't or can't come. As a bottom I truly believe it is my obligation to bring the top to climax and take his load. I never refuse a cock once it is inside me. But, I had to change position. There was a plastic garden chair in the room so I knelt on that. He took some poppers and started to fuck me with renewed vigour. I was begging for his load. He shot his load inside me and I was aware of another guy to my right, watching. But, the heat in the sauna was overwhelmingly and I thought I would need to cold shower. The current top emptied the last of his load and left. As I was standing up, I was feeling a bit light headed. But the guy watching pulled me to him kissed me and fingered my cum filled hole. He kept kissing me but each time I went towards the exit he pulled me back and kissed me again. He then knew I was ripe again for another load. He took me to the same garden chair and made me kneel. He put his mouth to my hole and slurped out some of the two loads. He then forcefully held me down and fucked me. I was saying gracias senor, gracias. Just before he came my legs were really hurting again and with some thrusts my head was hitting the wall.but, I was determined to service my top. He would not leave until he came. When he came I knew then that my purpose in life is to submit to any top. To satisfy them. To serve them. I will not refuse a load and I am so grateful for the loads I received that day.