Why can't I stop barebacking?

[Jaynaslut]

I was (and am) just like you in my addiction to being bred. I tried to stop it, and I think if ur in a relationship with someone who doesnt know and would be horrified to find out you risked them it is not cool. I was and still couldnt stop. In the heat of it I luv nothing better than a man who insists on breeding me, who say's "no, its going in your pussy, bitch". My fave top is a guy I asked not to cum in me an he did anyway, not even pretending to try and stop. The next week I was going to his house an BEGGING him to breed me. Every person has to decide for themselves. I worked it out this way: Im not in a relationship where I could infect another person. Im done with women and committed to being a gay bottom bitch. I ONLY bottom. Ive had Syphilis twice an cured it. I went years taking loads an didnt get HIV. Then after one day at a club I took more than 10 cock an most of them bred me an I ended up with HIV. I now get treated and am undetectable. My risk of giving it to tops is near 0. Embracing my identity as a cock whore who luvs to service men has made me even happier than I was before, comfortable and relaxed in my own skin, which generally is a healthy way to be (low stress) I seem and look younger than most guys I know and work with my own age and older; they all seemed sexually frustrated and it is aging them and making them look haggard. If accepting, even loving the fact that I luv for men to breed me, that I can turn them on enough to cum in me and to keep coming back for more, is part of what makes me happy and healthy, then good! Plus we ALL gotta die of something. I could abstain from what I want and do everything "right" and by the book - no smoking, drinking, no unprotected sex, etc, and still get cancer, die in a stroke, get hit by a car...you get my point. No matter what you do or dont do, we are all gonna die of something. I may well live long past the age of many people who DONT have HIV, an still be undetectable, and die of a heart attack at 80. Whatever I get can be cured. Someday soon maybe even the HIV will be cured, but til then the drugs available today can keep you undetectable, like its not even there. And as long as I live I am gonna keep taking cock, raw if they wanna give it, an taking nut from studs who wanna breed me. I couldnt stop even if I wanted to, and I DONT want to    

Edited October 9, 2017 by Jaynaslut

[ivantitin]

I try to stop but I have a friend that pounds into me how much I love it. I really do. That feel of cock an cum in me and the feel after rough sex my ass is loose. That loose ass feeling when I  walk makes me wanna take every cock I can

[Whosejizz]

On 9/7/2014 at 3:07 PM, bugpup said:

I have a mate who is going through similar.

 He had been mostly safe top until the start of this year, and then took a couple of raw loads and gradually got more addicted. Our conversations have got hotter, as he finds his way around the bareback brotherhood, and discovers new thoughts and feelings. I like seeing the gradual descent of a man into a pigbrother, a guy who slowly accepts slams or drugs or no longer goes out fully geared to clubs, but starts dressing sluttier and sluttier. He on course to convert, sure, and he'll make a fine addition to the brothers. Once it starts, it's hard to turn back.

Has he already converted?

[PendragonSpirit]

If I could wax poetic a moment, I would say that raw sex speaks to us on a primal, animalistic level. We need to seed or be seeded. And while our higher functions might say "Hey, wait, hold up," it's always - at best - a temporary fix. We want what feels better, what feels good, what scratches that itch. 

[BBDreamer]

On 9/1/2017 at 8:45 AM, BreedingTop71 said:

I am in the same situation except that i am a top. Cant stop thinking about ass, getting sucked by a VERY submissive bottom/bitch and pumping him full of cum, rough, angry thrusts. 

I try to fuck as little as possible, occasionally let a bottom suck me, as long as we both agree he needs to swallow my cum but what i really crave and need is to unload in a man's ass. I like it so much, my dick physically hurts when i think about it. 

I am not a chaser, and for me PrEP is not an option so i try to minimize the risk by keeping it down to three the number of bottoms that i use. But my DNA wants to spread its wings and insemninate bottoms left and right. I fear is a battle I am doomed to lose. 

For now, i am still standing, until the day the ONE bottom will come who will sweep me off my feet and inwill then breed only him. 

Damn! Would love to be a regular in your stable of fuck bottoms.

[Guest]

On 7/7/2021 at 7:21 PM, PendragonSpirit said:

If I could wax poetic a moment, I would say that raw sex speaks to us on a primal, animalistic level. We need to seed or be seeded. And while our higher functions might say "Hey, wait, hold up," it's always - at best - a temporary fix. We want what feels better, what feels good, what scratches that itch. 

I do not think I could have said it better myself.

[downtownswallow]

I find sex to be one of many components necessary for a fulfilling life.  However,  I've never allowed it to overwhelm me.  I suppose self-control regarding sex, alcohol or anything else that might become an addiction is an individual choice.  I do,  occasionally, indulge my kinks, but I don't allow myself to be harmed, mentally or physically.   It's worked for me.  Some may call it being too "regular" but it's a personal xhoice.

[gayplace]

I read this and can't say anythiong but yes please. I wqas pozzed 2013or 14, tested poz spring 2014, and befoe that mostly being fucked with condom. Since I got on medication and undetectable I try to awoid condoms and only if the guy insisted and I really want his cock.. I hate the fiddeling about and just love the feeling of a raw cock breeding me and finally soaking in the cum. I never get enough or too much and if and when I watch gay porn it is opnly BB - of course.

 

I have wet dreams of being gangbanged by a group of young guys, all fucking in the cum from the other.

[Satyr99]

On 7/8/2021 at 12:21 AM, PendragonSpirit said:

If I could wax poetic a moment, I would say that raw sex speaks to us on a primal, animalistic level. We need to seed or be seeded. And while our higher functions might say "Hey, wait, hold up," it's always - at best - a temporary fix. We want what feels better, what feels good, what scratches that itch. 

Couldn't agree more. I'm gripped by a totally animalistic desire to breed and to be bred. I need it and can't get enough of it.

[evilalex]

TL;DR the thread: Because you like it. 

[gayplace]

Just want more and more

[Guest]

Why would you want to stop? I love barebacking. Been doing it all my life. No use for rubbers. 

[Guest]

Before the days of PreP, going BB was a very hard decision. You really had to make up your mind and decide if it’s worth the risk. I always advised guys that once you go down the path of BB, it’s going to get increasingly hard to stop. It always starts the same for everyone. You start sometimes going BB and you just begin to do it more and more and more. Even when you say that you’ll stop, you find yourself being good for a little while until you find yourself just not enjoying sex as much because you like the feeling of raw cock but also because you’re now conscious of fact top is rubbered up. 
 

BB SEX is a feeling like no other and as good as being fucked feels, getting fucked with a covered cock just doesn’t feel as good/natural/excited   

 

[bibearbtm]

2 hours ago, NudistBBBLK said:

Before the days of PreP, going BB was a very hard decision. You really had to make up your mind and decide if it’s worth the risk. I always advised guys that once you go down the path of BB, it’s going to get increasingly hard to stop. It always starts the same for everyone. You start sometimes going BB and you just begin to do it more and more and more. Even when you say that you’ll stop, you find yourself being good for a little while until you find yourself just not enjoying sex as much because you like the feeling of raw cock but also because you’re now conscious of fact top is rubbered up. 
 

BB SEX is a feeling like no other and as good as being fucked feels, getting fucked with a covered cock just doesn’t feel as good/natural/excited   

 

I agree.  I insisted on condoms for many years.  About 20 years ago, I decided to try taking a guy BB.  That was it.  I rarely got fucked with a condom after that.  Being married, it was a bit stressful, but I couldn't stop.  It is addicting taking a stranger's raw dick and especially their cum up my ass.  I didn't do it very often, maybe once every couple of months, and mainly through hookup apps/sites, but I couldn't stop.  Luckily, I never got pozzed before PreP became available.  

[hungry_hole]

Before PrEP, in the mid 90's, Highly Active Antiretroviral Therapy (HAART) started reducing number of infections, and that made a big difference in behavior.

I had barebacked before AIDS and re-started before HAART, when I was once stealthed by some hook-up from a phone service of the early 90. I started to take loads in saunas at a time when it was difficult to find a raw hole who accepted loads. Being a bareback bottom was like being in heaven, at the sauna or the park.

3 hours ago, NudistBBBLK said:

Before the days of PreP, going BB was a very hard decision.

I think that PrEP is responsible for the increase of cumdumps because before, although many wanted to take loads, they were too afraid to try. In the early 90's at the saunas it was common that guys would fuck bareback but pull out before starting to shoot. It was common to hear from the guy fucking the question "Can I cum inside?" In those days cuming inside an anon hole at the sauna was a treat, mainly because most knew that the risk was less if they only topped bareback.