I don't wanna be Poz (yet!)

[Txyyxxxb]

Two days ago, I met a trans escort and I wasn't expecting HIV at all. She topped me but not bareback. However, I think I may have contracted HIV because I have a couple of wounds in my mouth from deepthroating her cock and her cumming in my mouth after which I swallowed.

I am already experiencing various flu like symptoms and I can just tell I am on the verge of a fever:  Headaches, high temperature, sore throat (this is most likely from sucking her cock), diarrhea and CONSTANT need of going to the toilet to poop - it doesn't hurt, it's just runny poop, acid reflux which is a killer, I can't digest any food because it keeps coming up and makes me burp (although I haven't vomitted yet but I can't eat as much as I used to more than 3 days ago otherwise I will vomit. Meals have gone from 4 meals a day to 2 meals), loss of appetite, fatigue but I'm not concerned about fatigue because I am also on Accutane which has had me feeling fatigued for a couple of months now. 

Literally all day I'm constantly burping and shitting. My acid reflux is that bad. 

Admittedly, I haven't been on the forum for a while but I guess the purpose of this thread is to express my desire of not wanting to be Poz and reaching out to the community for support. 

I mean even if I was to become Poz now, I just couldn't live with it because for one I wasn't expecting to become Poz from this, I would have liked something to refuel my fetish and to entertain more of a 'chase' and for two, it was a really underwhelming experience. She wasn't really up for it so she kind of just took my money and sent me out the door. Something I don't want to relive, but I guess if she gave me HIV I would have to relive it. Which will make the whole thing suck for me even more.

I just hope it isn't true. 

[Guest]

Im still neg but you probably just got the flu not fuck flu. And it being only 2 days after you had sex with her you wont get the symptoms that fast. 

[ThirstyPozchaser]

Get on prep if you're that scared, probably didn't get it from her but get tested anyway 

[Txyyxxxb]

47 minutes ago, bottomcumwhore said:

Im still neg but you probably just got the flu not fuck flu. And it being only 2 days after you had sex with her you wont get the symptoms that fast. 

I know. But because I am taking accutane my immune system is already vulnerable and stressed out (swear this drug is poison). So who knows if the symptoms could show up earlier. In any case I totally wasn't expecting this to happen. 

[Txyyxxxb]

7 minutes ago, ThirstyPozchaser said:

Get on prep if you're that scared, probably didn't get it from her but get tested anyway 

Yeah I will get tested and update you guys.

[Guest]

Did she have hiv? If so do you know if she is on meds or not? Like i really love to get fucked when I am very sick so my immune system is down but even doing blood slams doesnt work plus my ass is always very bloody before/during and after each fuck. SO hopefully you just the flu or some type of a cold.

[Txyyxxxb]

1 hour ago, bottomcumwhore said:

Did she have hiv? If so do you know if she is on meds or not? Like i really love to get fucked when I am very sick so my immune system is down but even doing blood slams doesnt work plus my ass is always very bloody before/during and after each fuck. SO hopefully you just the flu or some type of a cold.

I don't know. What I do know is that they don't offer bareback for their own safety. So they should be clean. But in this rogue industry you never know. She looked healthy and looked very strong and stocky (her calves were so muscular they would put most men to shame, felt like holding onto two bricks they were massive lol). I know contracting HIV through oral is rare but she did bust my mouth open with her dick. I still have.. I think they are called ulcers or some scabs/wounds in my mouth from it? So combine that and swallowing her cum which like a dumbass I didn't swallow right away either which I heard is more risky the longer it lingers around in your mouth.. I thought it was a good idea to pop my tongue out before swallowing to taunt her like I have your cum in my mouth lol.. so yeah I probably increased the risk. 

I am going to get tested either tomorrow or early next week. But yeah any input is helpful. As you can imagine I am going through a lot just thinking about it. 

And the whole experience sucked as well (I have had good experiences with trans women before too) So it's not like something I want to think of.

It really makes me think that I should have just saw a male escort instead who would bareback me and leave a sticky load between my cheeks. I actually had a guy who I asked to bareback me, and he said yup. You up for taking a load too? The thought of it was so hot and even though I backed out. At least it would have been more thrilling than this if I went through with it. 

Edited November 22, 2019 by Txyyxxxb

[ThirstyPozchaser]

You would need to wait a few weeks mate, honestly you just seem like an uneducated dope at this point, who sucks a d shallows loads with wounds in their mouth and the panics because they didn't want to catch anything.

 

You are symptomatic with something either hiv or gosh knows what but you almost certainly  didnt get it from her.. 

[Txyyxxxb]

7 hours ago, ThirstyPozchaser said:

You would need to wait a few weeks mate, honestly you just seem like an uneducated dope at this point, who sucks a d shallows loads with wounds in their mouth and the panics because they didn't want to catch anything.

 

You are symptomatic with something either hiv or gosh knows what but you almost certainly  didnt get it from her.. 

Well, I feel a lot better today. The burping is there but not enough to affect me eating I am sure. I'm also not needing to go to the toilet constantly anymore - alhough the early morning episodes I had were painful but they cleared me up pretty good. Throat feels super fucked up but I guess that's just the body's way of healing itself. 

Probably just a bug.

Couldn't have gotten HIV from anyone else. I haven't had sex in a while to be frank. 

[fillmyholeftl]

You wouldn't/ COULDN'T how symptoms of infection in 2 days...  Get on PrEP, and most of all... Get educated. Someone who is CLEAN, ha recently taken a shower. geeezzzz

[Bottomlad]

You would not get symptoms that fast could be normal flu 

[PissPigBrooklyn]

And if you don't get on PrEP, find out about PEP which is a pill you take for 28 days post exposure. But you have to get on it within 72 hours of exposure. PrEP is better and more reliable since you take it every day (or I understand there is a new plan called 2-1-1. I don't know if that is relaiable since you would have to know a day in advance if you were going to have sex) But yeah if you don't want to convert educate yourself.

[ThirstyPozchaser]

Get tested, get on prep if still neg and while you are at the doctors get a fucking education on hiv transmission 

[Txyyxxxb]

Feeling somewhat more ill now. Coughing and really sore throat. Temperature has gone down though. Burping gone down also and diarrhea. 

[Txyyxxxb]

9 hours ago, Bottomlad said:

You would not get symptoms that fast could be normal flu 

I think so because the symptoms I'm having are already inconsistent.