developing tendencies with some fetish

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Growing up I was molested by my baby sitter when I was told to drop my pants and I felt pain going up my ass. That didn’t work. Years later in middle school I was in the bathroom and a student I knew had me in the toilet stall checking out his dick... I didn’t interact and left it at that. Through out high school I started searching gay big cock Porn and gloryholes. I managed to find a website to find cruise listings and found myself excited seeing all the guys and cruise listings. I decided then to make my profile as exotic as possible for a bottom. I searched other bottoms and took xxx rated photos. During high school I had attended an adult school to graduate. One day I found this guy on the adult page, now I was 18 and knew what I wanted. A black guy in his late 20s saw my profile and sent me a personal message. He stated he liked what he saw. He wanted to meet and go from there. I was not driving I took the bus around town. We planned to meet and we chatted where I went and stuff. I told him about the adult school and he said he use to substitute there but took a small vacation. He told me if I wanted to meet him that there was a bathroom at the property within a big building that was secluded. I agreed to meet in the handicap stall of that bathroom. The day came and I took the bus to go to my adult class and I was extremely nervous to see him. Class was over and I went directly to the bathroom and sat in there. I was instructed to leave the door unlocked... I heard the door open and my heart jumped. Heard the footsteps and the door opened. He wore black all black. Shoes, loose slacks and a polo. He locked the door behind and walked up to me and said hey... I said hey and was shaking from being nervous. I could see his bulge and he said to relax and touch it. I touched his package area and I was in lust for what I was grabbing. This was my first huge big black cock and I was going to see it in person for the first time. He stood in the corner and let me undo his pants... he had on a jock strap which turned me on even more. Smelling his crotch had me in lust. He took my hand and placed it on his jockstrap... I began to pull them down and out bounced the big huge cock. I didn’t know what to do but open my mouth... he guided his half hard dick into my mouth and that changed everything for me. I sucked his cock like a porn star slut would. 

 

That changed my sexuality with what I liked... there was a porn shop near the house. I was living with my parents at the time. Anytime I planned to go out i always left the bar or party early to find the courage to cruise. One night I was out and was tipsy and horny to the thought of cock. I got to the nearest adult bookstore walked in and never had I seen this much porn in my life my heart started to race. Went up to the counter and asked for a movie card. Walked into the film area and it was just like in the porno and things I’ve read online. Sticky floors and the smell of slight semen. I walked into a back booth where I read online has the most action. This was my first time and I didn’t want to lose an opportunity for my first time. Sat down and tuned into some straight porn and a few minutes later a guy walked into my booth and said hey... tall white guy older guy... he didn’t seem to care just curious who I was... he then left and I was alone... I didn’t hear anyone and before I left... another man walked into my booth... black tall guy... he asked me if I liked the video I was watching and it happened to be an interracial porn video. I told him yes I really liked seeing these types of porn... I kept checking out the mans bulge and he asked if I wanted to see it...nervous all I could was shake my head yes. He unzipped his pants and dropped them... he had tight underwear and I slipped that down. Next thing I see is a huge uncut cock and I was glued to the sight. This was an opportunity I didn’t want to lose. I slowly opened my mouth and he motioned his way over to me. Slowly sucking his half hard dick, he added more money into the booth to keep the film going. He kept others from coming in as he got harder and harder. I had no idea what to expect, he must of been very excited to see the sight of me because he then pulled out his cock jerked it profusely asked me to open wide which I did. He shot a very thick load that looked like out a porn videos I jack myself off to. That made me wild and I attempted to deep throat that man as he kept cumming. He let me nurse his soft big dick until he zipped up and left. I felt amazed on what just happened I picked myself up and headed home. 

 

Another evening I was leaving from work one early evening and I decided to check out this other adult bookstore that said to have gloryholes. I’ve seen so many videos I wanted to experience it for myself. I took 30$ as I planned to be there for a while. I make it to my destination and I buy a card to go in the back. I walk in and there’s booths with private doors no windows. I made it to the booths that had these holes you could peak and stick anything through. It was dead and I decided to jump into a booth to see some videos. I locked myself in there and I noticed a small trash bin 🗑 that had used condoms with tissue paper. I spent the next 15 min watching videos and no one seemed to come into the place. I kept smelling the scent cum in the air and I was very horny wanting to taste down dick and cum. As I was watching porn this video had a woman who got freshly fucked with a condom filled with cum and she ate what was inside of it. It drew me a nasty idea and made me find a fetish I like to this day. I had a condom in my back pocket and pulled it out. I decided to look through these small trash bins as see if I could collect cum into one condom. I went through a few booths and ended up filling up a lot of left over cum into my one condom. I went back into my private booth and decided to watch some porn and see how this end. I was very aroused playing with my cum filled condom I had just collected and I haven’t been bred yet. I kept seeing porn getting anal cream píes. I decided to take off my clothes and lay down on the sticky floor... I had a sweater so I laid on it. I was a flexible guy so I decided to do something out of character. I told myself I was going to breed myself with this condom. I laid on my back and put my legs over my head to get a good posture to have gravity runs its magic. I placed the top of the condom on my asshole and started to push it in with my spit and fingers. I felt the condom in my tight asshole and I decided to squirt the cum filled condom into my while I watched more porn. The next channel that aroused me was bbc fuckin white asses. The sound and organs after watching for 10 min put me at my head space and I squirted what felt like 8 cumloads into my ass.  While I did this I pulled out the condom and let the rest of the thick cum spit all over my ass cheeks... in the dark I got even more turned on I spotted a cum filled condom on the floor I missed. Grabbed it and decided to turn it over my face and give myself a facial. I was not expecting the amount of cum I poured myself. It was something like a glazed donut, I ended up licking it off my face. I knew there could be risks but nothing of it came out. I left and came back the next night, this time there were a couple black guys. I sat in a both that had a gloryhole on each side. I peeked through and placed my fingers on each hole. I honestly was spooked when I saw a huge black dick flop over the wall. I look to the other side and saw a very erect black dick. I took charge of the hard cock that had to of been 8 inches thick with a bull head tip. He didn’t last very long as he let out a huge grunt and a thick rope of cum landed on my lips. I turned back around and saw an eye ball which next turned into a 9 inch long cock. He uttered through the wall to suck it. To which I obeyed and sucked his dick until the head was on the reddish side. He pulled out of the hole and asked if I’d be interested to be in a booth with him. I agreed and we met in one off the bigger booths. He locked the door and dropped his pants... told me to keep sucking it. I complied to his commands. He sat down on the bench and played with his cock as he slapped my face with it. He played some of the porn pretty loud as I kept his gigantic cock in my mouth he kept moaning loud. He said he was close to cumming and I asked if you could shoot on my face like the girls in porn... he looked at me got up and jacked his cock off under my mouth telling me to open wide. He let out a big grunt and shot one of the biggest loads I’ll remember to this day. I felt a very warm, thick, cream in my mouth and he told me to swallow it as he laid his dick on my face. I swallowed quickly so I could keep his dick in my mouth to nurse it. 

 

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[Breedthisslut]

Ahhh, finding that you like cock that is not the same race as yourself....finding yourself in an adult book store video area with glory holes...and finding used condoms in the booths and not letting them go to waste. That was me, also except I was like 48 years old. I have spent hundreds of hours at glory holes and really hoping for a black one to poke through but never turned any others.

[twoguyssssss4fun]

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