Straight Married Men that become Fag Cumdump Bottoms...

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53 minutes ago, marriedsub said:

I'm very much having the same thoughts as you. Pretty sure I'd become a full-time sissy cumdump, if I wasn't married (to my wife).

You aren’t alone, many of us here and many of us have similar thoughts, if not the same exact desires as you. 

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Married 24 years
With bf  16 years
I guess I must be getting quite old... I went from being straight/homophobic, to straight/interested to bi to top to bottom (vers bttm depending on mood).
I'm not sure my life is normal, but I'd rather be happy than normal. 
I found it impossible to predict who would be ok with it and who would not. Straight friends have been great; gay ones not great. Thankfully, I had no very bad reactions.
I found the process showed me who my real friends were.
Like the rich, the straight know not who are their friends.

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On 6/30/2020 at 2:01 PM, PG1961Canada said:

I was a late bloomer. 

I remember as a kid, fooling around a little with some of my friends in the neighborhood... poking around a little, a little bit of touching.  Sucked my first cock at 13 with my best friend.  He sucked me.  We were amateurs and didn't know what we were doing.  He moved away and the guy-guy stuff stopped.  I ended up chasing women for a while and got married young.  She came from a religious family where sex was only for making babies.... lol.  I convinced her that was a religious lie and our sex life was... OK. 

In my early 40's, the sex was dried up.  Noticed the cocks in the porn I stroked off to as much as the pussy.  I realized I liked the look of a man's hole and I liked the look of his balls swinging back and forth and was determined to try it out at least once.

I realized very quickly that sex with a man was more open and could be animalistic.  I am versatile, so I loved sucking a hard cock, licking balls and eating a guy's hole before fucking it.  I also came to realize that I enjoyed having my hole rimmed and played with... and finally, fucked one day.  I was hooked!

Her and I separated and stayed connected due to having two kids.  The kids were a little surprised when I 'came out', but they supported me.  I found a guy and we moved in together and had some really great sex.... one on one as well as group.  I never wore a condom when I fucked or got fucked by another guy and really enjoyed cum and raw fucking.   Eventually even tried some watersports and liked that as well.

Here's the interesting part though... I still fuck chicks now and then if the mood strikes me.  The chicks tend to be pretty open minded and really like good, hard raunchy sex... my kinda girls.  I've actually fucked with a few married couples over the years... but if I had to select ... I would pick guys.  They are easier to deal with.  And in my opinion, the sex is still hotter.

I live in Canada.  We are pretty open minded about gay lifestyles (for the most part) so transitioning was easy.  A few of my friends thought I had lost my mind, but they settled down quickly and realized.... I was still... me.  And they openly accepted my male partner.

It was a hell of a journey though. 

Thank you for sharing @PG1961Canada.  And if you're a late bloomer, I'm a later bloomer. Just in the last few years realizing how much I really desire men. Especially dominant top men. I went from experimenting, to "only safe", to just the tip, to allowing guys to fuck me raw. I am still married, and have a really good family life and work life, but I think about this all of the time.