First time cumdumping

[bttmpink7]

I cumdumped for the first time this week, I managed to get 11 loads. I found it to be a lot less hot than it actually was? The spell was sort of broken as soon as I left the hotel and I thought for a quick thrill I'm questioning how worth it cumdumping really is? It's all fun until you realise you have to get on with real life, and this sort of sleazy ideal situation that we're fed through porn and forums isn't actually real? Like yeah sex is great, physical pleasure is great. But that's it? I can't really see the drive behind it beyond that (personally) ~ this is just me though, I'm not critiquing anyone's sex life, do what you want I don't give a shit lol. Just saying personally it wasn't for me. Am I thinking too hard into this? I think the big thing for me was thinking 'oh shit I've literally just wasted two days where i could have been doing a million other things?' 

[bttmpink7]

Maybe I'm just not a natural cumdump? 

Added: Also I only want to hear responses from other bottoms, sorry tops but you're biased lol

Edited August 21, 2021 by bttmpink7

[slutty-tawnie]

Hey Babe,

   You may be right that it isn't for you or your thing; and chances are you'll benefit from that. If that is indeed fact roll with it and be good don't wrestle with it to long.

    Personally as a confirmed Cum Junkie I Love being Used by multiple men and passed around. The Cum is like my reward, it becomes mine. As it combines with the other's inside me then later drips out of my 'lil Cock hole and down my thighs, for me it is glory; my goal, my accomplishment. 

    Straight up honest from the heart Babe. 

 

   ~ Tawnie

[Guest]

I’m slowly moving towards the cumdump rabbit hole myself, but only to satisfy my curiosity. I have no interest in doing it full time. Hell, I’m just barely getting experienced in taking bare cock and cum anyways. I’m really liking it, though. 

[baldwin]

your right, you are thinking too much. 

[Sfbottombb]

That how I started. Did it once to try. 2 months later did it again and had a longer break in between the third time. almost a year later. Fast forward to today, 4 years later: I don't refuse any load. and those guys that I actually should refuse are the most pleasurable ones to take. They fuck so good bc they really need to breed someone and it's really hard for them to find someone. I also have these mixed feelings that are part of the fun too. makes me feel like a piece of shit unworthy fag. just a dirty pig hole for these scumbags to fuck. I love it.

[depravedslut]

I can understand the time wasted feeling. But if this feeling is above the rest then maybe it's not for you.

First time I cumdumped, I received 5 loads from 2pm to 8pm. So quite a low ratio and lot of time wasted.

But god... this feeling of serving men and receive their seed anonymously. Knowing that I was giving them an easy hole without unnecessary discussion and no relation ever was just enough to reward this time lost.

Maybe the key is "no self-esteem"?

[Guest]

You got to go past the mental wall.

Remember, we are social beings that need to reproduce by socializing. When you are a cumdump, you're doing what you were made for. It's great that you met with 11 other men and connected. You made them happy men. Isn't that what it is all about? Giving happiness to people? Wish I was in your position.

[anonvbguy]

Definitely how I started out.   There are still times that I’m like what a waste of time and why did I do that , but I always find myself ass in the air a week later taking another 6-10 loads in a day while my man is at work.   
 

You will figure it out and find yourself.  

[bttmpink7]

On 8/22/2021 at 9:34 AM, slutty-tawnie said:

Hey Babe,

   You may be right that it isn't for you or your thing; and chances are you'll benefit from that. If that is indeed fact roll with it and be good don't wrestle with it to long.

    Personally as a confirmed Cum Junkie I Love being Used by multiple men and passed around. The Cum is like my reward, it becomes mine. As it combines with the other's inside me then later drips out of my 'lil Cock hole and down my thighs, for me it is glory; my goal, my accomplishment. 

    Straight up honest from the heart Babe. 

 

   ~ Tawnie

I also like being used my multiple men but I don't like the anonymous aspect, I like to get to know the guys beforehand so maybe I like the idea of being a 'group bottom' rather than this anonymous cumdump role. Plus I'm diabetic so I need rests between fucks and I get tired so easily.

[Japbtm]

Umm I don’t know about you guys but when it hits the spot…. Bammmn it makes me squirt and can’t really hit that spot unless you have a dick banging it rough … then I sleep so good like I had a sleeping pill. In fact it’s more natural to get fuck then take pills… take dick to sleep better after getting your guts smash …..,

[PigBoyDallas]

It takes a certain mindset to be a cumdump and not everyone is down for it. I was young the first time I did it and it was with a group of neighbor boys around my age. I viewed it more as experimenting, finding out what it was like to get fucked by several guys. Problem is I liked it a lot but quickly found out it was hard to make things like that happen. It also confirmed that I am pretty slutty and soon I was willing to take more risks to hook up, hooking up with random guys in bathrooms, at the gym, in parks, anything to get a load. I sometimes wonder if that made me who I am or just revealed who I am. But that’s water under the bridge. I’m kind of jealous of guys who have a BF because I know I’m too slutty to be monogamous. 

[bttmpink7]

4 hours ago, PigBoyDallas said:

It takes a certain mindset to be a cumdump and not everyone is down for it. I was young the first time I did it and it was with a group of neighbor boys around my age. I viewed it more as experimenting, finding out what it was like to get fucked by several guys. Problem is I liked it a lot but quickly found out it was hard to make things like that happen. It also confirmed that I am pretty slutty and soon I was willing to take more risks to hook up, hooking up with random guys in bathrooms, at the gym, in parks, anything to get a load. I sometimes wonder if that made me who I am or just revealed who I am. But that’s water under the bridge. I’m kind of jealous of guys who have a BF because I know I’m too slutty to be monogamous. 

I think it's important to express doubts as much as what we love about it, i find it as a way to check in with myself to make sure I'm not fucking with my own mental health 

[Guest]

On 8/23/2021 at 3:38 AM, BelgianSuckWhore said:

You got to go past the mental wall.

 

That’s definitely what I’m up against. I’m more than willing to go beyond my limits with both of 2 bare tops I’m currently meeting with on occasion.
But, I’m definitely not at all ready for that when I go to a bathhouse and (try to) get fucked by random cocks in the dark. I chicken out when I think they’re getting close to releasing inside me. 
 

Maybe I don’t mind being a cumdump for someone I actually know, but just not for someone who would only use me to get off before they head to the next anonymous skank. Even though I’ve convinced myself it’s what I actually want. 

[Read1]

Bttmpink, keep getting fucked and having fun! It's exhilarating!