I just want Head - Series

[cubster1984]

“I just want head” was the title of his reply to my post I put up on Locanto.  Innocent enough right? Not when you’re the one cheating on your BF of 10 years….. How the mighty have fallen….. how fast things went wrong… or right, depends on how you are looking in my recount.

 

But that is a story to be told after this story of my fall from grace into depravity.

 

Let’s start from the beginning, so I am 32 years old, stocky fellow work in a professional role suit tie the works.  Been in a long term relationship with my BF of 10 years, sex is well… boring.  Don’t get me wrong I love his cock, his sweaty scent and when he does get the urge him fucking me but its just so vanilla from where I came from previously.

 

Before my partner I was having it off with random guys behind stores, in bookstores, SOP (Sex on Premises), public venues, park toilets, my place theirs, you get the story.  I was up for anything I loved sweaty men rough guys selfish fucks, blow n go’s old men fat meant younger men slim men, as long as you had a cock I was happy.  But I went through that fleeting moment of Where is my life going, what am I doing with myself blah blah blah and I guess my BF was just there at the right/wrong time.

 

All was right for a few years, I had manage to change numbers, emails, all those links to my slutty past, got my tube account closed off and most of my known videoed encounters removed from the net (Yes I know you can never fully remove but I could at least claim deniability that I knew it was out there and no longer linked to myself contactable wise), I cut off a lot of ties which I regretted but I thought I was doing the right thing.  So things were good for a while.  We dated, went out, travelled, dinners, family events and friends outings, bought a puppy together, built a place together etc you know the typical gay relationship… Monogamous, just us day in and day out.  Fast forward a few years and we became even further recluse from the gay lifestyle, we had very few gay friends and it got to the point where I no longer associated with anyone without my BF seemingly cuffed to my wrist and if I did anything out of the norm of our day to day regimented process I would get accused of cheating.

 

So after years of this and being accused of cheating on him when I never before this point did anything like that.  I had enough and decided if he is going to accuse me of cheating I may as well do it and hopefully either end the relationship knowing or strengthen it by doing what I do and move on.  I really don’t know at which point it went the way it did but I went in with the best intentions of not wanting to hurt anyone, I really convinced myself that it was “just sex” and that it wasn’t cheating as I was just helping myself to stay in the relationship and be happier the whole Happy Life Happy wife conundrum.  Talking about it in my head that if I did a little chatting then I can have new fantasies in my head when I was having sex with my BF.

 

So it all originally started when I got a new phone and Samsung had their KNOX software and you could literally create a 2nd life on your phone separate from your day to day one.  So it was great I started off on Tumblr until they fucked up and went to Twitter, then moving on to posting pics of myself with no detail that could be linked back to me that it was me posting.  So I started going to the public toilet on my lunch break sitting in the cubicle and watching porn online and stroking eventually leading me to blowing my load.

 

This went on for months and whilst at the time it was enough “fuel for the fire” it ended up not being enough to stop me from taking it to the next step.  It started off when I heard that Craig’s list had shutdown and the replacement Locanto was starting up and it just triggered a thought of reading the horny adds from men wanting sex.  So my porn viewing session on my lunch break was taken up from reading ad after ad and comment after comment reading to blowing my load.  This was great and before I knew it I had replied to a ad that was posted.

 

Living near ….(close to my work J)

Horny Bi Guy, chubby tradie.

Sweaty needing a blowjob, just

Let me fuck your mouth blow and go.

Repeat if I deem you good enough.

 

Before I knew it I was messaging him, basically saying;

‘Partnered cheating pig, love sweaty men haven’t sucked anyone else other than my BF for years, love cum and happy for repeats’. Then telling him when I was free and where I worked near giving options for meeting up including the centre toilets meant for staff only.  By this stage I had reached end of my lunch break and not even enough time to rub one out.  So I buckled up and left and went back to work.  Finished my work day and then went home and acted like the perfect BF, putting on dinner, doing load of washing cleaning kitchen up and then fed my BF poppers until he was hard and rode his cock bareback as I imagined sucking off a random chubby tradie and his sweaty cock.  Happy night.

 

I happened to get to work a little earlier than usual so sitting in the coffee room I pulled my phone out and logged onto KNOX and noticed I had an email from him.

 

“Meet me today faggot, haven’t showered in a few days and needing my sweaty cock sucked.  Not interested in your life couldn’t give a fuck, I just need my cock sucked.  What time is your lunch. Let me know and be there today.. I only give one shot so if you fuck it up ill block you”

 

I was stunned, I couldn’t believe it…. I knew it had been a while but I wasn’t expecting a meet so soon.  I’m used to be fucked around and pick and choose a date.  Here I was first time in a long time, (if ever the first time) I had been presented with an ultimatum of meet up or fuck off.  Before I knew it I was on autopilot and my cock did the walking so to speak.

 

‘Lunch is at 12pm, ill leave the main door unlocked it’s the bathroom at back, lock door behind you as its suppose to be a key needed for entry. Ill be in last cubicle ready.’

 

Shot the message and then it was time for work. I tell you what those 3 hours and 55 mins seemed like 20 hours.  It went so slow and only aggravated by annoying customers with questions and needs that really did not interest me at all that day.  I think I performed the worse I ever had in any job I’ve held on that day… My mind was focused on one thing and that was cock.

11.55 am finally came by and I started my prep to close my register off for lunch break, looking at the array of guys walking in through the front door wondering who my tradie was.  Closing out I ran off to the toilet block, unlocking the door my hand shaking, sweating slightly my stomach in turns and butterfly’s doing flips, quickly checking it was empty I left the door slightly ajar and took my place in the last stall.  11.59 ticked over to 12 and all I could hear was the blood pumping in my neck and everything was a blur.

 

Hearing the groan of the main door open and the unmistakable sounds of the door locking as the foot steps crossed the tiled floor walking up to the stall as I lean forward and unlock waiting.  Seeing a set of fingers grasp the top of the door as it swings open slowly.  His chubby view comes into frame as I move back and allow him in as he locks the door behind him as he gets straight to unzipping and pulls his half hard uncut cock out.  He leans back and puts his arm outstretched as he grabs the top of the door frame to the stall and nods at his cock.

 

I get down and go to touch his cock as he grunts “don’t waste time faggot just get it in your mouth and blow me, I gotta meet my gf for a movie in 10 mins” I don’t say anything I just lean forward and take his cock in my mouth, he must be naturally smooth there isn’t a stray hair anywhere I can see other than his hair on his head.  Closing my lips around his cock I taste his pissy cock and smell his sweaty scent as I start bobbing up and down taking care as I lube his cock up first, I hadn’t played with an uncut cock in nearly 7 yrs by this stage so I was very out of practise.  Sliding my tongue under his hood I taste his cheesy cock as he grunts softly as I swirl my tongue around his growing mushroom head his foreskin slowly retracting as I suck harder, feeling his skin slide back behind his head, I feel his hand on the back of head as he thrusts forward with his hips and pushes his hand down as I gag and let him fuck my throat, feeling his cock hit the back of my throat and go down slightly.  He was only about 6 inches but he was thick and his head was like a mushroom.  Sweat beading off my forehead slobbering over his cock swelling spit and precum as he fucked my mouth harder.  I was both excited and scared trying to suck him off harder so he would blow, trying not to make noise, praying I get of this and yet wanting to be more depraved.  My mind was in overdrive. I kept sucking hoping I was doing at least a half decent job. Considering the only cock I’ve sucked in last 8 years was my Bf’s and he never blew from just me giving him head it took him ages and I don’t know if he really ever blew that lot… anyway getting side tracked.  Bringing myself back to the now I closed my lips tighter and sucked harder but made a steady up and down bobbing working with his hand on the back of my head.  I could feel his cock throb, his breaths short and raspy as I could hear him moaning  softly “suck it, fucking suck my greasy cock faggot”. His hands gripping my hair almost painful as he pulls me down hard and lodges his cock down my throat and holds me down as I gag. 

 

Feeling his mushroom head throb as I suddenly feel the load blowing down my throat, not tasting but looking up at his scrunched up face breathing hard as he unloads in my gullet.

 

Running out of oxygen I didn’t know what to do so I stayed in that position, my ears drumming not hearing any other sound than my pulse as I choke on his cock.  Finally releasing me I pull off his cock not a drop of cum left for me to taste to see how a strangers load tasted like. Nodding for me to move he leans forward pushing past me as he starts to piss in the bowl, mesmerised by him pissing it bought back so many nasty things I wanted to do but I quickly remembered that I had to be back at work soon.  So I behaved, and waited for him to finish.

 

He said nothing as he wriggled the last drops of piss from his cock and zipped himself up.  Wiping the sweat of his face with his hanky he gave it to me to clean up and said to keep it.  He unlocked the door pushed past me and shut the door, I locked it behind him and sat back on the toilet hearing him use the washer and drier then hearing him open the door and walk out.

 

Looking at my watch it was 12.09, it was a glorious 7 min roughly I had him in my mouth for.  His sweaty scent on my breath and my face as I went to pull my cock out and stroke but was interrupted when my phone alert went off with a msg from my BF saying he had gone past work and where was I.  Annoyed and pissed off… kinda scared too thinking he had the audacity to start up shit when I was here at work but on my break…. Yes I had actually cheated on him but if it was any other of the many days he pulled this shit I was the one in the right….. Right???

 

Fuck fuck fuck.  Messaging him back saying I had only just stepped out to go to toilet as its been a busy day but I have 50 mins free and asked if he wanted to meet at maccas for lunch, he said yes.  Rushing out of the stall shoving some toilet paper down my pants and underwear to catch all my precum and hopefully mask the smell.  Washing my face and running water on my hands through my hair I stopped up a mouthful of water and hoped it masked the smell until I got something to drink or eat.

 

Rushing out to meet no words were exchanged during our mediocre lunch other than the usual dribble that he had done pretty much nothing for the day other than watch crime documentaries and fed the puppy.  Annoyed I said I had to rush back to the final count for the day and went straight back to work.

 

The afternoon was so slow and felt like it was another 10 hours until I finished.  Finally knock off time.  Waiting outside for my BF to pick me up I had a few mins to waste. So I switched to KNOX and checked my messages on Locanto.  Sure enough there was an email from him waiting for my response.

 

“Great blowjob, you know your way around a sweaty cock, happy you didn’t fuss over me needing a shower no need to shower for faggots like you hey?  Is your lunch the same every day if so I want everyday this week.  Can you host? Reply asap for this weeks arrangement”

 

Smile spread across my face, instantly filled with pride that I had done a good job and he wanted a repeat.  It’s strange getting compliments for just making a guy sexually happy. But I was ecstatic, elated over the moon.  Replying right away with “Yes sir, loved sucking your cock and swallowing your load, I can do lunch everyday this week at same time will be same set up.  I don’t get place to myself but BF is going away for a week next month”. Hitting reply as I sign out of KNOX and clear my phones history and pull my book out unable to focus on the words as I think about his scent and cock and his load he blew.  My smile and mood quickly diminishing quickly as my BF pulls up.  Getting in giving him a kiss as I hold his hand as my mind starts telling me the awful things I had done and what the fuck was I doing…..

 

It’s normal isn’t I mean everyone seems to be cheating… So I’m not in the wrong am I???

[Filthpig69]

More please....

[cubster1984]

10 minutes ago, Filthpig69 said:

More please....

Def more to this evolvement 🥰🥰

[MartyHVL]

Cant wait for more!  🙂

[cubster1984]

2 hours ago, MartyHVL said:

Cant wait for more!  🙂

On its way 🥰😄😄

[cubster1984]

“Cmon just a quick blowjob all I wanna do is blow down your throat”  was his reply to me saying I wasn’t sure if I could get away to blow him with the BF at home from his Locanto ad.  

 

But that is a story to be told after this story of my fall from grace into depravity J.

 

So for the next two weeks, I waited patiently inside the stall on my lunch break for the chubby tradie to show up, unzip and lean back as he expected his daily blowjob.  For two weeks I eagerly sucked his sweaty cock, for two weeks I eagerly swallowed his thick semen, for two weeks I savoured the taste of his strong seed on my tongue and down my throat, for two weeks I sucked and cleaned his cock like my life depended on it.  For those Two weeks, my BF had the most sex he has ever had in a short amount of time.

 

So after my days ended at work, I would get home and kneel in-front of my BF, be it in front of TV or his office on his computer or even whilst he was on a call to his parents.  I would kneel and pull his cock out and suck him, tasting his sweaty cock as it grew in my mouth lubing him up getting him primed as I turned around and begged him to fuck me.  Whimpering as he slid his cock in me raw and fucked me hard until he blew his load.  Kissing him as I pulled my pants up and walked out to start making dinner.  This was great, I got to blow a guy with no ties and come home and please my BF, it wasn’t really cheating was it? I mean I came home to him and its not like he didn’t benefit from no sex.  Its only cheating if you stop pleasing your partner right?

That’s what I kept telling myself….. and I believed it.

 

But as they say all good things come to an end, and whilst it didn’t really end my job screwed me over and sent me to a smaller branch but it was further away and made my lunch time hookup quite impossible.  So of course because I wasn’t getting my daily load from tradie, the sex eased off at home and I blew it off as being an a new branch with new responsibilities and it was a bigger job as they were really unorganised.  So things came to a flying halt in the sex department.

 

A few months had gone by and I woke up on a Sunday morning in bed alone as I grabbed my phone and logged onto KNOX and noticed I had a message from the tradie.

“What are you up too faggot, I’m hard and need a blowjob.  Haven’t blown in a month and you need to swallow my load.  How about you let me use your mouth pig cum and get it” followed by a pic of his leaking uncut cock rock hard.

 

Instantly boning up dreading the fact I couldn’t get to him…. Or could I….. We had nothing planned for the day but it wasn’t like I could say I wanted to do something on my own without the BF getting suspicious and accusing me of cheating.  Laying in bed I tossed up what to reply with until I heard the BF come up the stairs, so I shoved my phone under my pillow and rolled over pretending to be snoozing whilst I thought about what to do and say to the tradie.

 

Few words were spoken but I took my chance when the BF bought up that we were meant to have lunch with his parents. Passing back to him that I wasn’t feeling well and wanted to just sleep given the business of work and how busy its been.  He bought this and kissed my forehead and said he was going to get ready to leave.  Hearing the shower turn on, I grabbed my phone and messaged the tradie, finding out where he lived and almost jumping in the air when I realised he was only 10 min walk from my place.  Telling him the plan and that ill leave asap , he responded back saying he was playing his PS4 and that he would be on naked and ready for me to take him in my mouth and pleasure him.

 

Putting the phone away, waiting patiently for my BF to leave, before leaving he bought me a cup of tea, bottle of water and said he would message me on way back to see if I wanted lunch.  Telling him that would be great as ill take some tablets and would be starving so definitely message me (that way I knew I had to get going from tradies place)

 

It was a 35 min drive to his parents, lunch would be an hour at least and then 35 min drive back so roughly 2 hours I had.  As soon as he left I waited for 15 mins and then grabbed my phone and keys and left.  Walking briskly I noticed by time I had blown 34 mins and now only had about an hour.  Plenty of time I thought…. So I thought.

 

Walking into his place it smelled like a gym locker-room and I instantly got hard when I saw him on the couch naked his thick smooth legs spread his cock hard and dripping, he was talking on the mic and headset but I wasn’t listening, I put my stuff down and instantly got down in front of him crawling between his legs as I inhaled his sweaty scent breathing happily as I take his smooth half hard leaking cock in my mouth his foreskin hanging over the end of his cock as I start slowly sucking.  Bobbing up and down as he continues to play his game, my hands rubbing the tops of his smooth feet up his smooth legs and over his smooth gut.  He scoots down further on the couch so he hangs off the couch giving me greater access to sucking his cock and licking his smooth heavy nuts.  He occasionally clicks his fingers pointed to his nuts or his cock taking the hint he wants my tongue on his balls or my mouth around his cock.

 

I loose myself swallowing spit and precum almost in a trance until I notice my watch and see ive been blowing him for almost an hour.  Mentioning this to him he nods and grunts he is close.

 

I keep sucking, closing my lips tighter and sucking harder as I work my tongue under his foreskin and lap at his cock head.  I start sweating from both the room being hot as hell and nerves and I just get sweaty.  Noticing the hour is up I go to get off his cock to tell him and he reaches down grabs the back of my head and grunts “Don’t fucking stop pig if you stop no more of this for your pig throat” growling as he fucks my throat holding me down as I gag and take deep breaths where I can.  This goes on for another 10 mins and by now Im panicking, my phone has gone off several times.

 

Gagging on his cock, drool running down my face spluttering over his cock I hear him grunt that he is gunna cum as he pushes my head down and chokes me as I feel the unmistakable throb of his cock as it starts pumping his thick strong cum down my throat.  Coughing as he let me up telling me to fuck off and thanks he picked his controller up and started playing again.

 

Getting up feeling more used than usual.. kinda dirty. I got up and grabbed my stuff, quickly calling the BF as I stepped outside. Telling him I was just taking the Bins out as he asked what I was doing and that I wasn’t the best.  He mentioned he was only about 15 mins away. (FUCK I was there for over an hour) I asked him to stop of Macca’s and get me some lunch and some frozen coke.  After a quick chat about lunch I was almost home.  As soon as he hung up, I ran….. Now I don’t run at all being a husky guy the thought of it would make me laugh but this time I was panicking I had to get home, wash the spit and precum from my face, take the bins out and get back to bed after a change of clothes.

 

I don’t know how I did it, but I managed to take the trash out, slam the bins down and put them out of the street, running back inside up the stairs, chucking my clothes into my draw even my underwear covered in precum and sweat, splashing my face with water and then tossing up if I should brush my teeth but thought that would be a little suss…… hearing the car pull up, pulling my hair swearing as I could smell dick on my breath….. I quickly ripped his draw open beside the bed and grabbed his heartburn mint tablets shoving 2 in my mouth I jumped under the covers and tried to calm myself. Sweat pouring off me as my BF comes into the room.

 

Fearful of the look I was getting I turned in the bed and looked at him forcing a weak smile, all I saw was a look of concern on his face.

“Fuck you look terrible, your flush and sweating” he comes over as he puts the food and drink down sitting on bed.

“The bed is saturated, what were you thinking doing the bins, I could’ve done them when I got home” looking at me as he placed the back of his hand on my forehead “your burning up, what can I do for you? Do you want me to run a bath and you have a soak?” Nodding at him I tell him I’m fine but not up for food but the drinks and bath sounds good smiling at him as he rushes off to run the bath.

 

Breathing deep as I think to myself I got away with it as I walk into the bathroom and I step up to my BF as I start unbuttoning his pants as he stares at me as I put my hand down his pants and grab his sweaty soft cock as he moans and leans forward to kiss me.  Kissing him back I drop his pants and turn myself around as I aim his cock between my cheeks as he spits on his cock and rubs himself over my hole as he grabs my hips and pushes in deep. Fucking me over the bathtub filling up with warm water as I imagine I’m back in-front of the tradie sucking his thick cock.  Pleasuring him with my mouth as my thoughts turn from fellatio to fucking wanting the tradie to fuck me.

 

Hearing my BF grunt bringing me back to reality I noticed precum running down my legs my cock and now cum leaking from my arse as my BF tells me that was exactly what he needed as he pulls out and tells me to get in the bath and relax.

 

Sitting in the bathtub relaxing sipping on my frozen coke, smiling as I idly play with my half hard cock scrolling through tumblr looking at naked pics of bearish men.  I log into KNOX and view my messages and notice I have two from the tradie.

 

First one read “Thanks for the blowjob needed that.  Let me know when you can get here next”

 

Second one read “Want you to rim me next time before blowing me, let me know when”

 

Grinning I’m lost in my own little fantasy of being his on-call pig until I heard my BF coming the stairs asking me if I wanted to eat or if he could have it.  Yelling out it was all his my mind bringing me back to earth I suddenly felt bad.

Bad that I pulled out of lunch, bad I made it up what I was really doing.  Maybe even so a little bad that I ended up with another mans cock in my mouth.

 

But I still got my BF off right so did I really cheat…..

[Guest]

Nice 

[cubster1984]

Part Three 🙂

 

“That was fucking hot loved blowing my load inside you” was the message I had received as I was slowly making my way out to my car which I parked around the corner from the place. Locking my phone and signing out of Locanto and the KNOX on my phone as I got in the car and made my way back home….  

 

But that is a story to be still told after this another episode of my fall from grace into depravity J.

 

It had been several months since my last catchup with the tradie and my afternoon fuck with the BF, things were tense and even friends and family had commented that something was up.  But we carried on as normal and continued to ignore the elephant in the room.  I had some health issues and I wasn’t performing my role as the dutiful partner. But then again neither was he, he went out late at night said he was playing the pokies but then not back for hours.  We were struggling financially and he wasn’t working regularly and I was getting sick of his laziness.

 

It wasn’t until he announced he had some work for 2 weeks several states away and that he would be flying out in a week to do this contracted work.  Money was good but ill be honest…. It wasn’t my first though, my ultimate first thought was that I couldn’t wait to get away and message the tradie and organise a catchup.  I was able to do that the same night all this was announced.

 

“Hey long time, how are you going?  I will be alone for 2 weeks and hoping at least once I can suck you and get around to rimming you if you are still interested and I haven’t fucked things up with you.  Understand if not interested.  Let me know” with trembling fingers I sent the message.

 

I checked my phone every hour every day leading up to the day I drove my BF to the airport as I laid out my plans for the two weeks, work, family catchups and reading, some gardening etc around the house.  After the drop off and kiss on the check and a faint see you later.  Driving home my thoughts took a turn down the piggish route. Getting inside I stripped and went straight to my office and logged on to view porn.  Watching the usual gay porn sucking fucking etc.  I started looking a bit deeper for sweaty dirty guys and found a good stash of online vids of trucker porn.

 

Pulling my flesh-light out spitting into the arse shaped hole on the toy rubbing it over my cock pushing into it grunting as I start fucking it groaning thinking about cock up my arse and cock down my throat wanting to really use this time that I very rarely ever get to myself…. Almost close to blowing I pull out and refuse my cock the chance to blow yet another load into a void space. I grab my clothes and as I’m dressing I log into Squirt and check my hidden account.  Few random emails and chat requests but I’m not interested as I go straight to the cruising spots and check if anything is worthwhile.  There is a beat not far about 30 mins walk or 5 min drive… I would never drive the car to a beat especially one that is not in my name and could be traced by local beat cops.  

 

So I start walking, convincing myself I’m just going for the eye candy.  Yes I know I hate people who do that as well….. well I did when I was doing it regularly before the BF.  So I’m talking to myself in my head agreeing, disagreeing trying to solidify what Im doing is the right thing and that I’m doing no wrong.  Its amazing at what you will say to yourself when trying to score cock…..

 

Making my way into the beat, it’s a warm day so I’m sweating.  Walking the trails and checking things out, I’m way to shy and awkward nodding at men as I continue to walk.  Deeper as I go off trail and into the bushes I hear the unmistakable sound of fucking as I round the trees and notice two guys fucking as three others watch closely, cocks out in hand stroking as I focus on the taller hairy guy fucking the smooth younger guy over a tree truck that has fallen over from the last storm.

 

Hearing the grunts and groans as I lean agains the tree beside me and watch intently I don’t even notice the sound of another guy walking up around me, jumping slightly I look up at him and smile as he nods and stands beside me and watches the show in-front of us.

 

“You here to watch or here for something else” he gruffly responds to me as I look back at him grinning as I blush “I uhh hadn’t thought about it, I guess just walking around and decided to stop in I have a BF” I stutter to him kicking myself mentally for the BF bit.  He reaches down as he unzips himself “yeah don’t worry I’m here cheating on my wife, just want my cock sucked but no fucker here usually will as I normally drop by right after work and no one wants a guys cock that’s been sweating in jocks for 8 hours in the blistering heat so I usually just watch and beat off blow my load and go home” he tells me as he pulls his cock out.  Staring as I watch him slowly stroke his cock, its about 7 inches cut and I can smell his musky strong scent as he begins chubbing up growing thicker as he almost wags it at me.

 

I want to tell him I’m partnered and that I don’t cheat and wish him the best on his trip to finding someone to blow him…. I want to tell him that, I want to wish him all the best and leave.  I will my legs to turn me around but they don’t…. Instead….. what do I do in the middle of the bushes at a beat ??? I get on my fucking knees in front of him ignoring his comment about his sweaty cock and look up at him as I open my mouth and take him in as I close my lips around his thick head.  Breathing in his amazing sweaty scent I hear him groan as he mutters for me to suck his cock.

 

Planting my knees into the soft ground as I take hold of his thighs and steady myself as I get straight to sucking him, slobbering over his hardened cock as I bob up and down feeling his cock hit the back of my throat making him moan louder proud that I’m having this affect on him. Almost grinning as I suck harder, trying not to loose my concentration as I look up and see him staring down animal like as I suck harder as he grabs my head and guides me up and down short thrusts of his hips as he begins huffing… Throwing his head back grunting as I feel his cock swell and he pulls out and sprays his load over my face pushing back into my mouth as I taste his load happy I was tasting cum again.  Pulling out he zips up telling me he is usually here same time most days during week and that happy to feed me again. Putting his cock away as he steps back and away walking off.  Not even noticing thinking I was done another guy promptly steps in and wags his cock at me, without looking I just take him in my mouth.  Tasting of soap and deodorant , yuck not my fav but I suck away as he pushes his hips and fucks my mouth only 5 inches but I enjoy pleasing him not long before he blows in my mouth pulls out and walks off, looking around I see the two guys fucking have finished up as the guy that was fucking pulling out and walking over to me as he presents his cock and smiles at me obscenely.

 

I say nothing as I lean in and open my mouth taking my third cock of the day, my 3rd random cock as I start sucking tasting the guys cum and arse he had just fucked.  Cleaning his cock thin but long about 7 inches and uncut my fav cleaning the cum from under his hood.  Sucking him for a few mins he pulls out and grins “next time my load is for you, but gotta run pig” winking at me he moves away.  Noticing I’m alone I get up brushing my knees clean as I walk out of the bush area and towards the rotunda noticing a guy there thickish build beard having a smoke as I walk towards it and take a seat looking out on the bush area.

 

Watching him out corner of my eye I see his hands dip to his crotch rubbing himself the other hand holding his smoke to his lips as he takes a draw and slightly licks his lips.  My eyes glued to his crotch as I watch the lump grow.  I seemed to have found my balls cause before I knew it I was talking to him “Need a mouth around that” I nod towards his crotch.

 

No words were spoken, he put the cigarette into his mouth holding it there with his lips as with both hands he linked his thumbs into the waistband of his footy shorts and pushed them down until a stubby thick greasy cock popped out.

 

Above his cock hidden through the dark pubes I could make out a scorpion tattoo but I didn’t want that I wanted his cock, getting on my knees I stepped forward and knelt in front of him, another sweaty guy to suck I was in heaven today.  Taking him in my mouth I heard him sigh as his short stubby cock grew and throbbed in my mouth his hand on back of my head pushing me down as he humped my throat.  Growling as I sucked harder grunting as he pushed in harder and deeper in my mouth his hand forcing me down and up on his cock.

He suddenly asked “You get fucked?” It threw me I wasn’t prepared nor had I thought about it. Pulling off licking his head I said I hadn’t really prepped.  Nodding he pushed his cock back in my mouth and resumed fucking my mouth.

 

My thoughts had run amok though, I suddenly wanted him to fuck me, but I had no rubbers but I hadn’t used a rubber since being with the BF. Now all I wanted was to have a cock fuck me. I suddenly needed another cock other than my BF’s fucking me….. I was about to pull off and beg him to fuck me when he grunted and unloaded in my mouth “Swallow my load pig” grunting as he shook as his cock throbbed and unloaded in my mouth his warm strong salty cum.

 

Pulling out he shook the last few drops of cum as it hit my face as he put his cock away and started to walk off saying “Thanks”. By this stage it was getting a bit dark, the mozzies were out and decided enough was had for the day.

 

Walking home grinning I could taste cum in my mouth and I could still smell the sweat from the guys I had blown.

 

Evening finished up with me sitting in front of the computer legs spread as I ride one of the boring small toys I had ramming it up my ass as I watched porn. Curiously the guy fucking had a scorpion tattoo something very similar to the last guy I blew today.  Leaning forward watching his bare cock enter the guys hairy arse fucking him grinning wishing it was me.

 

I held off from cumming but that did not stop me from browsing the internet looking for more cock to swallow.

 

I still don’t think I’m cheating… Do you?

[cubster1984]

What the fuck had I done, ok this was probably cheating, is it though? I don’t know anymore I think by this stage I am trying to not think about it and just trying to persuade myself I’m pleasing the guys if I don’t cum at least, then its not self pleasure I am simply just helping out guys who want to get off. 

 

These are the stories of my fall from grace into depravity J.

 

So it had only been a few days since my fun at the park.  I was still alone for almost a week and a half.  Finally I got a message from the tradie asking me if I was still free and have I got a place.

I just happened to be on a few days off that I took to have some time to myself and was rather bored, so this came at a perfect time.

Shooting him back a message saying I was free we had a quick exchange that covered he wasn’t alone at his place and could come to me.

 

This was a new development… I hadn’t bought anyone home to our place before and my stomach turned at the thought and my mind raced like what happens if the BF decides to come home early and doesn’t tell me.  So I thought I was being smart and what not by thinking if I give the BF a call and then tell tradie to come over that way if the BF was on his way home without telling me, I had 3 hours flight time, and then 40 min from airport to home. So plenty of time but I knew I was good but it was just how I have been thinking these days.

 

So with that in mind I messaged the tradie back with my address telling him the front door is open and where to park etc and that I would be waiting inside for him.  Of course he messaged back saying he was coming straight from work and all sweaty if I minded?… grinning I messaged him back saying to hurry up and not worry about that.

 

So I called the BF made small talk as I got ready, put the dogs out fed them, closed the place up turned lights off put the porn on the tv in lounge room got a few pillows to use if needed.  Telling the BF I was going to make dinner and settle in for a night of movies and just relax asking him the usual hum droll of how his trip is going.  Telling each other our loves you and have a good night we hung up.  Was only minutes when I heard a truck pull up.  I got down on my knees all I had on was my footy shorts and my singlet as I knelt on the pillow waiting for him.

 

Hearing the door open and shut with the distinct sound of the lock being thrown I heard his heavy footsteps as he nodded at me and then started shucking his clothes as he ignored me taking a seat on the couch as he moves forward on the couch so his cock and balls hang there, I get between his legs and start sucking on his sweaty cock breathing in his sweaty aroma as I groan as I feel him swell up in my mouth.  Sucking on him as he moans watching the porn hearing him tell me to lick his nuts or go back to sucking his cock doing as I’m told.

 

Fuck he can hold of from cumming as I think to myself how much I love sucking his sweaty cock.  He taps me on the head and tells me to move as he pulls his large frame up and grabs the pillows and puts them in front of him and he gets down on all fours and tells me to rim him as he shuffles forward and spreads his legs, fuck even his arse is smooth and so soft as I rub his cheeks with my hands as I get behind him leaning forward I hold my tongue out spread his arse cheeks his sweaty cheeks pressing against my face as I start licking his arse. Licking his sweaty hole as I grab his arse cheeks squeezing them in my hands pushing my face in deeper curling my tongue against his hole.  I continue doing this for a few minutes and begin to feel him relax as he moans loudly and pushes back as my tongue darts inside his hole so I begin tongue fucking him.  Pulling my head back and pushing forward holding my tongue out and as rigid as I can make it feeling his hole clamp down around my tongue as I curl my tongue upwards and pull out.  It must be doing something for him as he starts grunting loudly telling me to keep going.

 

Reaching under him I grab his cock covered in precum and spit I start jerking him as I tongue fuck his arse.  Hearing him grunt and groan as I jack him off he starts to shake as he whimpers out that he is gunna blow I push my tongue deep as I can as I grip his throbbing cock and feel it pulse as he starts shooting his load over the pillow under him.

Grunting and breathing hard I ease up on his cock and keep rimming as he moans softly enjoying the ride of his orgasm.

 

He makes a move to get up as I let him up and he sits back on the couch legs spread as I get down and lick his cock clean from his cum making him shake as I clean under his hood.  Sitting back on my knees I look down at the load on the pillow and get down and start licking it up hearing a remark about me being a pig for cum.  He gets up and starts getting dressed telling me thanks and how much longer I’m gunna be alone for.  Telling him about another week and we made small talk about catching up perhaps next time he will fuck me if I’m into that.  Telling him that could be arranged and happy to do anything he wanted as long as he got off.  Smiling up at him as he nods my way and makes his way for the door telling me he will message me.  Locking the door behind him and hearing him pull out of the driveway I look at the clock and notice we had been at it for about 40 mins.  Its only 6pm and I’m still bored and horny.

 

So I log into Squirt and check out the guys close to me.  Messaging one guy who was ‘travelling’ in my city and close by I offered a friendly blowjob and that I could host and sent the message waiting for his response I went into the lounge-room laid down on the pillow covered in cum and humped it as I watched the bareback porn on the screen.

 

Rubbing myself through my footy shorts thinking that I leak so much precum.  Flicking through Tumblr on my phone and looking at the porn of the men that I follow.  Humping the pillow covered in cum adding my own obscene amount of precum to it myself.

 

“Ding” my phone went off as I grinned and opened squirt back up going straight to my messages.  Opening the message from the guy.

“Hey can you host, where abouts? Just finished work out having a few drinks still sweaty I could shower at yours first but rather just get to it.  Don’t mind blowie but rather fuck a load in ya.  I can leave in 40 mins, Send me your address pig”

 

I was stunned, this was first direct offer at getting fucked by someone else other than my bf.  Was I really just after a thrilling chat or did I want this, maybe I could just blow him and if I get him blowing down my throat then I wont be getting fucked.  Why was I even tempting fates with this….. everything screamed red flags, anon guy, wanting it raw….  Before I could truly rationalise this I was messaging him back with my address saying front door is unlocked, porn playing and ill be on my knees ready to worship his sweaty cock no need for shower pigs are happy with sweaty men.  SEND….

 

Shit shit shit, what have I done….. before I knew it, I had started walking upstairs right into the bathroom and started prepping like a mad man….

[cubster1984]

Hey sexy [banned word] and pigs and everyone in between 🙂 Took bit of a break, discovering my piggy side and accepting who I am and want to be.  For your patience I have the recent update and also giving the next into my depravity tale.

Thank you everyone who has messaged, posted and commented and liked my tales so far.  I really appreciate it. 

Oink to all

[cubster1984]

Don’t judge me please….. it wasn’t like I didn’t not love my BF, we were engage for fucks sake.  But out sex life was just mediocre and down right boring.  When my BF did try and fuck me it was frotting because he would think he would be inside me when he wasn’t and was only rubbing his lubed dick over my hole.  I missed getting fucked hard and taking loads. I missed being a filthy cum pig.

As I said its only cheating if I cum right? Its not like I’m the one getting off here.

 

So as I’m upstairs cleaning myself out, thinking back on the few times I get fucked these days.  Wondering what the guys cock is like, did we discuss rubbers? Fuck I don’t have any…. Maybe he will bring some.  Before I knew it I was back down stairs watching the porn waiting for my anon guy to show up.

 

‘Ding’ went the phone, logging in I check the message “Im here, are you facedown arse up faggot?”

Typing in my response, “Yes Sir, come in front door, down hallway you can hear the porn playing” shaking as I hit send and place my head down, spreading my legs.  Bottle of lube beside me, my breathing ragged and sharp.

 

I hear the door open and close, footsteps.  Suddenly the sound of a zipper being pulled down hard. Pants falling to the floor, shuffling as I feel the air around me move, he kneels behind me as I hear him spit and stroke his cock.  I can smell his sweatiness, hearing him grunt as I feel his cock between my arse cheeks.

 

Whimpering I beg “do you have a condom?” I can instantly tell how he recoils as I ask.  “Nope didn’t bring any, you told me you were a pig.. Pigs don’t use rubber…. I fuck you raw or I leave” he growls as he rubs his leaking cock over my hole bare.  Shuddering “oook, please don’t cum in me, I have a bf and he doesn’t know” I barely get out as I feel his thick cock pressing against my hole forcing me to grunt as I get violated.

 

He growls as he pushes hard, I try to pull away but he grips my hips and pulls me back snarling “don’t you fucking dare pull away faggot, you wanted this your gunna get it,  havent had a fuck in weeks” he grunted as he shoved hard and buried 2 more inches in me as I yelped. Fuck it hurt he was thick…..

 

Feeling this random guy fuck me hearing him grunt my cock was bouncing under me I could feel the precum leaking out of my cock.  Whining I begged him “please don’t cum in me” over and over I could feel his thrusts picking up the room smelling of his sweaty body sex and cum.

 

He doesn’t answer me, only continues to fuck me.  Fuck he feels huge I can feel every bump and ridge on his cock, he starts pulling all the way out as I groan loud and whimper even louder when he forces himself back into me.  I can smell his sweat as it fills up the room.  The sweat dripping from him as it hits my back.  The longer he fucks me the more I want it.  The thought I’m allowing a anon guy to bb me hits home when I feel how slick I am, its either blood from being torn up or he is precumming an obscene amount.

 

“Ppppllleeassseeee don’t cum in me sir, mmyy bf doesn’t know” I whimper meekly 

Hearing him grunt as he fucks harder snarling as he pushes deeper into me and pulls me tight as he roars.

 

“FUCKKKK YEAHHH PIG TAKE MY LOAD FAGGOT” his loud growling shaking me as I whimper and don’t even bother trying to pull away.

 

I don’t even say anything, I hear a click as I look back and see him snapping pics.  Trying to hide my face he laughs.  He pulls out hard as I yelp, slapping my arse he gets up and pulls his jeans up and shirt he grabs and starts walking out.  I hear the door open and slam shut.

 

Laying there I start to sob…. Fuck what have I done.  FUCK….. seriously what the fuck have I done.

I let a anon guy fuck me…. Fucking bareback….. I didn’t even argue with him, I didn’t even try to pull away.  Here I am….. fuck I can feel his load dripping out running down my nuts. Fuck I didn’t want this… Didn’t I?

I was the slut who advertised and invited them over.

 

“DING” went my phone as I grabbed it…. It was a message from him with a clear picture of my self on all fours looking back at him with his cock in the frame, my arse dripping with pinkish cum.

 

“That was fucking hot loved blowing my load inside you, let me know when your available in the next week. I wanna fuck you again…. Have some friends who would need your services too.  Ill keep ahold of the pic for now, do as your told and we will have fun” the message read.  Shaking I didn’t know how to take it.  I laid down on the soaked pillow and messy floor my hole stinging.  Porn playing as I put my phone down and shut my eyes.

 

Maybe this is just a dream I told myself trying to take the focus of my stinging hole….. Maybe it is who knows.

[PozTalkAuthor]

Oh damn!

Why I'm so fucking hard!

Don't know what kind of sex my former partner who pozzed me had while cheating on me, if with a known person or a stranger, if he knew to become poz or not, etc.

But I'm excited imagining the scene of him begging the top "don't cum in me, I have a boyfriend, please", then the top shows him his scorpion tat and invites other toxic guys to fuck him, before he comes home to me.

I was hurt at that time, not consenting to everything but looking back I think, what about if we opened our relationship and I could let him have sex with whoever!

With today's awareness it's a situation I'm considering with my current partner. No reason to cheat if you open it, although we're not yet ready.

 

 

[cubster1984]

11 minutes ago, PozTalkAuthor said:

Oh damn!

Why I'm so fucking hard!

Don't know what kind of sex my former partner who pozzed me had while cheating on me, if with a known person or a stranger, if he knew to become poz or not, etc.

But I'm excited imagining the scene of him begging the top "don't cum in me, I have a boyfriend, please", then the top shows him his scorpion tat and invites other toxic guys to fuck him, before he comes home to me.

I was hurt at that time, not consenting to everything but looking back I think, what about if we opened our relationship and I could let him have sex with whoever!

With today's awareness it's a situation I'm considering with my current partner. No reason to cheat if you open it, although we're not yet ready.

 

 

Shucks and Blush, thank-you.

It was definitely a confusing time BUT stick around because there was a twist, I cant say too much but its a coming hahah.

I think personally a-lot of times relationships break down is because of two things, 1. Communication - when you dont speak about the issues or problems, nothing will ever get sorted and fights generally don't allow you to fully express the underlining issues.

2. Honesty - Not so much honesty within the relationship itself (still very integral but for this case) more about Honesty with yourself.  If you want to be a pig then own it, if you want an open relationship say so.  If you want to try something or do something you have to be honest with yourself and own up to what you want.  Unfortunately we run the risk of loosing that partner if they don't share the same kinks etc.

But that is where an open relationship allows you to branch out and do your kinks and then come home to the BF and snuggle and be all vanilla.

Its a delicate balance and one that most couples never venture into.  Ive had more honesty with myself and my BF/Master (current) being in an open relationship than I ever have in a monogamous relationship.

I do hope you and your partner get to that stage you want.

Lixs and nips

[PozTalkAuthor]

With my latest ex - the one met after I pozzed- we were open from the beginning and the relation broke down due to communication issues. While the other with my pozzer broke for honesty problems.

With this one we are currently monogamous and it has been a mutual decision, although we are aware that things can evolve - he's new to gay sex, I'm his first.

"be what you are, own it", yes. It's what I did with my current partner; he was, and is, a co-worker of mine since 12 years and he's known me before I pozzed, we've been close friends till last October when a thing led to another and we became sexually close.

So, as I totally have embraced my gifting fantasies since 3 years, I have talked to him about them. And he's still next to me.

He's a smart guy and knows the difference between fantasy and desire, roleplay, dirty talk and so on. I'm undetectable so we can poztalk as much as we want, even reversing roles, with no issues.

As someone else told in another thread about this subject, if monogamy is a method to explore each other, it's good. It must not be an imposition.

 

[cubster1984]

29 minutes ago, PozTalkAuthor said:

With my latest ex - the one met after I pozzed- we were open from the beginning and the relation broke down due to communication issues. While the other with my pozzer broke for honesty problems.

With this one we are currently monogamous and it has been a mutual decision, although we are aware that things can evolve - he's new to gay sex, I'm his first.

"be what you are, own it", yes. It's what I did with my current partner; he was, and is, a co-worker of mine since 12 years and he's known me before I pozzed, we've been close friends till last October when a thing led to another and we became sexually close.

So, as I totally have embraced my gifting fantasies since 3 years, I have talked to him about them. And he's still next to me.

He's a smart guy and knows the difference between fantasy and desire, roleplay, dirty talk and so on. I'm undetectable so we can poztalk as much as we want, even reversing roles, with no issues.

As someone else told in another thread about this subject, if monogamy is a method to explore each other, it's good. It must not be an imposition.

 

Absolutely, I found no relationship can move forward without Honesty and communication, in all aspects. 

That is amazing you have found that partner with the qualities you desire.  And its even more amazing he reciprocates, its amazing at how you feel when you get that relationship that makes you comfortable and then able to open up with that person your inner desires to explore.

I am definitely not advocating for cheating, Ive been hurt before (again cant say too much otherwise ill spoil the tale lol) and agree indefinitely that it must not be an imposition.