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  1. I played "don't stop me now" by Queen on piano for my neighbour -she's unaware of my status- and she told me "wow, it seems Freddie Mercury lives inside you"... I gave her the biggest smile and hug I could. But if she knew she'd excuse herself for life poor lady! Another level of pozpride for me. 

  2. reading this story turns me so fucking on, waiting for more to cum!
  3. I bought some smart buttons for my house but my geek's pride must go together with pozpride and I'll search for labels suitable to the buttons, where I can place customized symbols. Press the biohazard and you turn music on, press the Plus and turn the aircon on, press the rainbow flag and it activates the lights... If someone won't accept, they simply are not welcome to visit me. My ex didn't accept my geek part, that's one of the reasons I kicked him out with NO regrets! I'm finally myself.

  4. this is the kind of stories I love: where the experienced guides the unexperienced through the discovery of his gay -and eventually poz- life. A fantasy I've always had, to introduce a person to discover their sexuality, as a man did to me. Regardless of age. As now at 47 years old I've found myself living this experience with an older guy - my current partner is 53 and I'm his first male sex partner, the first poz he knows in person, and who knows? Currently I don't think of it but I can't exclude that gifting might turn from fantasy to real. It's a pity this story of the graduated boy is so short, as the two guys in this way really develop an unbreakable biological bond.
  5. Fever is gone! Finally! I couldn't stand it any longer

  6. Damn, you really want to leave us hanging!!!
  7. I can understand the frustration mine was deleted at the first attempt and I got banned for 13 days but I understood where it was wrong and wrote one from scratch, finished it, and it has been forgotten among others - it happens, it's not my home LOL. this is the price to pay for keeping BZ safe; there are many sensitive topics published, so, mods must be strict - and even with this, sometimes it happens to find very offensive content! Once I have also encountered a guy who insulted another for his physical condition and who wished very awful happenings to the mods... Due to timezone the post was deleted later, but, as soon as an infraction is detected, they react.
  8. interesting profile - we have some points in common ☣️

  9. cuddles and dirty talk... Yeah, I need both today! 

  10. I'm re-discovering monogamy with the man I love. But, if my doors are closed for real sex encounters at the moment, dirty chats are open! No contract is signed, no social imposition; sexting just turns me -us- on! 

  11. damned fever doesn't go away. I feel like crap

  12. I am ill in bed, with my neg man taking care of me. Negatives are in this world to service real men... ☣️

    1. Rawpig84

      Rawpig84

      Yes we are Sir. Hope you feel better!

    2. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      No, I'm feverish in bed

  13. I'm with you: if monogamy is chosen, it's a good idea. Otherwise, as every imposition, it ends up with destroying the relationship. After I tested HIV positive I rejected the monogamy concept for the future, as the man who gave me it claimed to be faithful but he fucked around and here's the result. Years later I met my ex, and I clarified: or open relationship, or nothing. But this was not the freedom I expected. Being open from the beginning has prevented us from knowing ourselves deeply, discovering our own limits, if we had desires or limits we simply went somewhere else to solve the issue without talking to each other. No, I'm not saying open relationship is wrong, I am saying that open relationship needs the right context if I want to make it work. And now, with my current partner, monogamy is what we both want; he's the man I have loved for a long time but many circumstances didn't allow us to develop a real story before. We feel satisfied and we go on with it, aware that if anything happens we might consider opening our relationship and this is not a limit for both of us. We have no contract signed which imposes monogamy, we've no one to disappoint if we break the rule, as, there's NO rule! We are doing what makes us happy and now it's monogamy. For the future, who knows? Till a month and half ago, I just said I'd never go back to monogamy, that it was boring and limiting... NOT with this man
  14. Inspirations can come when you expect them less! That's why I always have an app called "drafts" where I write whatever comes to my mind as soon as it happens. Then I decide to use it, or trash it, later. Writing something just to please readers without considering if it's our enjoyment or not, ends up ruining the whole story.
  15. Oh well... As a reader I would have liked to see him converting - and poor Kevin has been left without the man he loves... But as an author I recognize what effort it is to write, especially when the story goes on for long, long time; I'm the last who can talk as I did something worse: starting a story -"the writer and his fan"- where some of my ex's fantasies were involved and when my relationship with that person finished, I stopped the story as it was, because that hurt me. I thought of my ass -or my heart, read it according your point of view LOL-, without considering my readers completely.
  16. in a couple weeks it's Whamageddon time! Let's play!

  17. It's time to reveal: someone read about gifting a friend, plug, charge and conversions, well, it's nothing you thought about. I wanted to leave all my readers hanging till now . . . I have just given a birthday gift to my best friend. After 3 years of efforts I managed to convince her switching from Mac to Windows and I gifted her a Windows tablet... They are called "convertibles" so I decided to play with double meanings a little. 

  18. damn, what a nice surprise after coming back from a very stressful work trip!
  19. Such an effort to convert that person; every moment there was a different excuse. I caught them by surprise and... It's done! The passage is hard to complete but now they have a gift they can carry anywhere. At home, at work, in bed, even on the toilet if necessary; only condition is keeping its charge always high during long-time trips. 

  20. another text came today: "your gift is behaving properly, I'm getting used to it; thanks again". When I want to be generous towards someone I'm caring for, I take care of any detail. Nothing left behind. 

  21. It took 3 years but finally my closest friend is fully converted and I'm proud they chose to take this journey with me. I surprised them with the last gift but it was a necessary step! Now it's matter of them getting used to a new way to live and to reason, but I'm here for this. Pride is mine! And for my readers, yes, I did not change my mind; I leave you all hanging till next week. 

  22. I'd behave the same way -blocking the contact who asks me "give me proof". I would consider it as a negative approach towards me; you can't assume others are liars and, overall, that others must take care of you! If you're not on Prep, you know the risks and trust is not a prevention method, it does not work as a condom. This is the distorted culture we grew up into, yes trusting people we meet is the ideal condition but you cannot assume that everyone is untrustful. You want to verify that person is worthy of your trust? Well, assuming they're liars is not the appropriate approach as you're telling them "I don't trust you from the beginning. It's your duty to change my mind". It places you in a sort of "superior" position that makes you rude.
  23. As a totally versatile, yes. I get hard when bottoming. As there's no scientific proof of this, I say nothing but since I got pozzed I'm more versatile than before.
  24. I'm with the person I gave my gift to, we're determined to make it the best success! My friend is so excited and continues asking me how many times charging is needed. Well, before you go out it must be 100 percent charged! And carry the plug with you to be charged properly in case of need. 

  25. In an ideal world, EVERYONE explicitly specifies what they want and eventually look for; but in THIS world we have a lot of complex situations. Yes, as I said before, ghosting/flaking after promising a real encounter is a huge frustration and lack of respect. But I think we must look around, because the world is not in the reassuring, comfortable, binary system of "yes-no", "true-false", "white-black", "zero-one". There are dozens cases and details in the middle. So, as I'm used to talk frankly, I also do it NOW: Certain "back room fetishes" have been in my life since many, many years, I was still neg then; and feeling totally WRONG about them, despite reading stories secretly, I externally was aggressive towards certain kinks and I even talked to a poz friend who claimed to be "stalked" by a neg guy with poz fetish. I told him, "if you want I can pretend to be you, then meet him, fuck him and leave him neg. Or simply make him travel for miles without showing in real", in a sort of teaching an -unrequested- lesson. Thankfully I NEVER made such an awful idea real. Let alone when I became poz! But I suffered my repressions and frustrations in SILENCE because if I have something to thank my biological father for, it's the rigid lesson he gave me: "you made your bed, now lie on it". Then he is the first not to understand it, because he is homophobic and complains I never talk to him, but this is another story... He is simply lying on the bed he made! So, as a computer worker, I have often read about the effects produced on people by fakes and flakes. Even someone committing suicide for having fallen in love with a non-existing person, people who lost money or """simply""" travelled around the world for a never realized sex encounter. And that was the biggest lesson, I'm afraid many internet users are so selfish not to realize there's a person, behind the screen! Fantasy is a part of life, but life must not be entirely based on fantasy. Unfortunately I'm like this, when I hear about people ghosting, especially regarding backroom-related plans, I always wonder WHY the ghoster doesn't simply say "I'm not ready" "i don't want to" "I changed my mind"... What are they afraid for! Saying "NO" is not a crime. And causing frustrations to others, does not kill your own frustrations.
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