I just want Head - Series

[PozTalkAuthor]

No spoilers! I am an author so I'm quite against spoilers...

It's because I have no longer too much time for writing extended contents here, but I have created a character who cannot be forced to shut up in any way in front of a guy cheating on his boyfriend. 

the talking HIV virus is the spy for every cheater who carries the same strain

 

[cubster1984]

2 minutes ago, PozTalkAuthor said:

No spoilers! I am an author so I'm quite against spoilers...

It's because I have no longer too much time for writing extended contents here, but I have created a character who cannot be forced to shut up in any way in front of a guy cheating on his boyfriend. 

the talking HIV virus is the spy for every cheater who carries the same strain

 

Spoilers are locked away hahahaha, 

I have neglected this aspect of myself, I have started a new job 7 months ago and I have been doing 8-12 hour days to catchup and learn what I can.  My sexual side has been pushed the side and I realised I needed an outlet something that sates my sexual desire and fuels me to want more.

I love this character of yours… maybe I could write him in to be the voice of reason and try to tell me to curb my evil ways 😛

I love that line…… may I use it 🙂

 

[PozTalkAuthor]

2 minutes ago, cubster1984 said:

Spoilers are locked away hahahaha, 

I have neglected this aspect of myself, I have started a new job 7 months ago and I have been doing 8-12 hour days to catchup and learn what I can.  My sexual side has been pushed the side and I realised I needed an outlet something that sates my sexual desire and fuels me to want more.

I love this character of yours… maybe I could write him in to be the voice of reason and try to tell me to curb my evil ways 😛

I love that line…… may I use it 🙂

 

the virus doesn't talk to negatives... He tries to communicate with them by random events - right song in the right moment for instance- but negs do never understand the messages!

Maybe one day we could write something together, with this character involved

 

[negchaserlooking]

It was a hot chapter. Torn between needs and fears. And the hornier you are, the more "needs" overcomes "fear" and then after comes "regret" or "acceptance".  Thanks

[cubster1984]

25 minutes ago, negchaserlooking said:

It was a hot chapter. Torn between needs and fears. And the hornier you are, the more "needs" overcomes "fear" and then after comes "regret" or "acceptance".  Thanks

Absolutely when you are in the moment. I find myself really loosing my inhibitions when i can tell, feel and see the guy fucking me is loving it. Hehe 

[cubster1984]

Day 3 – Tuesday

I just want Head #6

 

 

Feeling sunlight hit me right in the eyes as I groan and roll over and feel the sticky floor tacky as I continue rolling myself as my arse cheek peels away from the layer of dried cum, precum and sweat on the floor.. Imaging the floor of your favourite SOP by closing.  The way the floor sticks to your boots as you zip yourself up and crawl away before the dawn light shows you for the pig you are…..

The place smelt like a seedy public bathroom…. Ok maybe not fully but the smell took me back to my glory hole days…. As if what I had done last night wasn’t enough obviously my piggy head wanted more…… more degradation, more abuse, more humiliation, more cum……. FUCK.

Is that cum leaking from my arse? Fuck he did cum….. He musta blown so hard it pushed so deep it took hours to move through me….. Fuck he did cum, Fuck , Fuck, FUCK…….

 

What had I done seriously…… I cheated… did I? I still had not cum with any of the guys….. I mean all I did was take it to the next step.

 

Now I want you to keep in mind, I was so paranoid, I wouldn’t even see another Dr at this stage in case they called the GP that both me and my BF used…. I couldn’t risk it…. Also at this stage I was kinda purely focused on work and what little friends I had around me that I wasn’t fully aware of PREP.  Why would I be, I had been with my BF for ages and we only bb each other.

 

Well that was partly true now… I guess I allowed that guy last night to BB me…. Fucking hell…. Only two days into being left alone and well you already know what I have done……. I cant believe I took that guy…..

 

Picking my phone up my heart racing I open the last message from the random guy and start typing. “Hey thankyou for last night it was great.  I was just wondering you had fucked me raw and I cant see your status.  You are neg right? Sorry I don’t mean to be that person but I am kinda freaking out”

I hit the send button and then put the phone on the couch and go to stand up making noises and groans as I do.

Looking around I get to work, I grab the pillow and towel. Throw it on a extra hot steam wash and then grab the bucket and mop fill it up with boiling water as I take the spray bottle of cleaning solution and spray it over the floor over the obvious mess, waiting for that to soak, I go and open the place up letting the fresh air blow through the place.  Grabbing the mop and bucket I start cleaning.

 

Few minutes later I am emptying the cloudy water down the drain as I put the mop out to dry and go and shower.  Whilst in the hot steaming water, feeling the grime just wash away. I wish I could wash away the guilt as easily as the cleaning had been done.  Sitting in the shower and I reach under myself and whine softly as I feel my puffed hole, remembering I had been torn somewhat explaining the pinkish cum from last night.

What do I do…… fuck.  I couldn’t help myself as I pictured the guy fucking me last night and then going back to what he had sent in the message…… what will I do when he messages about hooking up and with his friends.  Obviously I cant … can I? I mean I have already taken him and if he is neg then surely his friends would be….. I can tell him I don’t need to cum nor want any reciprocation, that should be ok shouldn’t it?

 

I had no one to talk to….. I couldn’t talk to my friends they are straight and prudish and just don’t get me. I had no other gay friends, my BF couldn’t handle that notion…. I couldn’t talk about this with him either…… Fuck I feel alone…….

 

Maybe this sick feeling will pass once I get some breakfast.  Pulling out some yoghurt and fruit pieces from the fridge I set about making a small bowl just to see how I feel after that.  Placing the bowl on the counter, I decide I need to finish what was the attempt of my slutty side I let loose last night. I grab the items from the washing machine and hang them out, I go about tidying the lounge-room up, putting cushions back taking the lube and placing it in the cupboard with the other easy to get items for sex….. that’s if the BF on the rarest of occasions where sex happened outside of the bedroom.

 

Standing back making sure no evidence has been left behind, satisfied I move back to the counter and stir my breakfast as I take slow bites with minutes between each bite.

Autonomously eating through breakfast, I don’t even notice my phone dinging, nor the time.

With each bite I take everything seems to be moving slower and slower as I feed myself.

 

Finally after what seemed like an hour which really was only a few minutes I bring myself back as I look at the empty bowl and move it to the sink as I get up and go back to the lounge.

Grabbing the remote I turn the tv on and grab my phone.

 

Mindlessly putting on the first thing which happened to be Breaking Bad. I loved the show however it was one of those shows that put me on edge even though when I first watched it, it gave me the impression I was the one doing something wrong and hiding it.  It was weird, but as it played I opened my phone and went through my messages.

 

Few from the BF asking me how work was (I didn’t tell him I had taken the same amount of time off work whilst he was away.  At the time it was more so I could lay around the house, sleep in, play games.  I didn’t plan it for getting fucked or being a slut… Honest) Messaging him back saying its boring, doing training so in the back room (this way if any of our friends didn’t see me in the store front I had a valid excuse) basically telling him nothing eventful was happening and how his trip was going.  We had a bit of too and fro for a bit, confirming he was there working set my stomach down a-little.  Saying our goodbyes for now I checked my phone for anything else, nothing else was interesting me at the moment I placed the phone down and watched the show on tv.

 

Drifting off all I could dream off was the guy from last night, feeling his thick cock stretch me.  How much better he was at fucking me than the BF, how much thicker and longer.  His huge load he dumped in me, the sweat and scent of his musky body.  Not wanting a shower before hand and especially when he denied me a condom. 

 

Groaning as I wake up slowly, realising I am humping and grinding the lounge, rock hard and leaking precum my cock glides in my jockstrap covering my cock. Moaning as I reach down to look at the profile from the guy last night and when I log in there is a message.

 

“Bit late to ask status now? We made contact through a bareback site…. So chances are high no one uses a rubber.  Besides you never asked and made that feeble attempt wanting me to not cum in you.  Who cares about your BF, you offered your hole, I took the chance and got myself off, if you want another load let me know if then fine” feeling like dirt as I read his message, I must have read it a 100 times trying to make sense of it somehow if it told me he was neg or poz.  Giving up I placed the phone down

 

Swearing at myself, I couldn’t help but notice I was rock hard as I read the message.  Half tempted to message him asking what about it, I ignored it and placed the phone down.

 

Idly playing with my cock, I turn the porn back on, shortly after ive dropped my jockstrap, laying back on the floor using the cum stained pillow as support as I flick through tumblr and have a lazy wank, working myself up I grab the maximum impact spray and spray it on our jerk off cloth and shove it in my mouth as I take deep huffs and feel that floating sensation and euphoria as I continue stroking.

My phone goes off as I grab it and open the message and its from the chubby tradie.

“Hey, horny here, ready to be fucked?”

Thinking it over, I new I was still cleaned out and ready for more, but was I mentally ready…. I mean he is Bi, so he would prob wear a rubber with women right? We never discussed it so he may use a rubber with me…… Do I be honest and let him know I was fucked yesterday with a load raw from a guy I don’t know?

By the time I go through the whole 100 self loathing questions, I get another message from him.

 

“Gotta be quick going out with gf to dinner, let me cum round and drop a load in ya fag” he responds with a touch of urgency added. Well there is my answer to my question he wants it raw.  I mean I have already been servicing him so again if I don’t cum im just the recepticle right?

 

Messaging him back I get the lube and amyl as I lay them out on the floor,

“Door is open let yourself in, in same spot as I was last time and last night took a load as well”

Sending the message I don’t hear anything back and start to worry that maybe telling him I took a load last night was a mistake. The sounds of porn playing don’t mask the sound of a truck pulling up, realising its him I hit the poppers and get on all fours.

 

Door opening as I hear it slam shut the sound of heavy footsteps coming down the hallway as he strolls in all sweaty he starts stripping as he drops his pants and gets on his knees behind me and lifts his gut up as I feel his already hard chubby thick cock poke my hole. No need for lube I can feel his greasy cock he hasn’t showered as I moan and push back.

 

“Yeah faggot push back on my dick, you dirty cheating slut been out taking loads havent ya? I got a weeks worth of breeding bull cum for ya pig” he grunts as he grabs my hips and pulls me back on his cock as his head pops in, I yelp and he pushes hard, growling as he sinks deeper, stretching me as I shake.

 

“Dirty pig taking loads, gunna get you knocked up with my baby batter faggot” grunting as I feel the sweat drip from him over my back as I whimper and push back the ache turning into pleasure.  He thrusts harder and faster I can feel him building up to releasing his load.

 

Huffing as he pushes harder, I clench down and bare down on his cock, this sets him over the edge as he digs his fingers into my hips digging his nails into my skin as I yelp and feel his cock throb as he shakes behind me and unloads in me.

The whole expeirence lasting less than a minute, but that doesn’t bother me, I feel proud as I hear him say a “Fuck me I needed that, thanks pig” pulling out leaning back waiting for me to perform my cleaning duties, as I turn around and take his leaking greasy cock in my mouth, I moan as I taste his sweaty cock and my arse mixed with his cum sucking harder, he holds my head and tells me to swallow as he starts pissing.  Not expecting the force of his piss I gag but start gulping as I taste his strong yellow piss.  Grunting as I drink faster not wanting to spill any.

 

The flow eases up as he groans and pushes me off and stands up, getting dressed he looks at me and says “I have a mate who needs a faggot to service him, big guy like me but real shy around women but like everyone else he needs to get off.  Ill send him your number, I expect to hear good things”

 

Looking at me realising he was asking me for my permission, I stammer “Of course yes sir, happy to help” smiling he grins and takes his leave.  Door slamming shut, I grin and think the front door is having just as much action as I am.  Giggling at my own joke before realising what I had done.

 

Looking at myself I was a mess, covered in sweat, tasting cum piss and sweat in my mouth.  The house stinking like a bathhouse that hadnt been hosed out in a few days.  I don’t really feel like cleaning right now and all I could be bothered was to open the windows up and let the fresh air waft through.

 

It was only midday and now I was on edge.  Two raw loads in less that 16 hours….. Im cheating now arnt I.  Not trying to make myself feel better, but I may as well accept it, even if I havent cum myself I am still taking raw loads, before it was just head….. but now ive crossed the line.

How do I make this ok, I don’t want to loose the BF, I do (at the time) love him.  He may be an arrogant asshole and selfish narssistic prick…. But I did love him and he loved me I was sure of that.

 

And I know its arrogant of me but I was bored with our sex life and I was sick of hiding what I was truly into and wanted to just be piggy.  Whether or not it was arrogant it was fucking selfish….. It wasn’t just my life I was potentially interferring with but my partners as well.

Its not like we fucked a lot and the times we did he didn’t end up cumming in me so the risk was low.  He was a total top and never entertained the thought of bottoming himself.  I wasn’t stupid I new there was a risk but it was low….. low enough to entertain the idea of me continuing to cheat.

 

The thought now was whether or not I continue cheating or stop.

 

I was still alone for another 11 days.  Being on day three I sat back and pondered, I could feel the tradies cock leak outta my hole.

 

DING, my damn phone, was probably the BF messaging me…… getting up I grab my phone and its from a new number….. opening it up it was from a guy called Dave, he was the tradies mate.

“Hey, got the number from a friend who said he dropped a load in ya, I have a date tonight and need to get off before I take her out so im not thinking about rooting her right up…. You free, where are you located I can come over now, let me know…… Needs to happen soon”

 

Fuckkkkkk just has a had a moment of clarity and charity……. To stop and repent my wicked ways.

 

DING, picture message received

Header – Me right now

PiC

 

“Fuckkkkkkkk” I groaned, it was about 6 inchs thick uncut with a thick head, thick foreskin perfect size and just a little longer than the tradies cock.

 

I wasn’t even thinking at this stage, I went to auto pilot (its crazy what you auto attune for cock) I messaged him back the address, told him door is unlocked and come down hallway ill be waiting on all fours up to him if he wants me to blow him first.

 

Again I got no response so I got myself ready, no need for any lube this time, I had the amyl ready porn playing and waited, it feel like hours but in reality was only like 20 mins, hearing a car pull up, I take a hit on the amyl and hear the door open and close, softer foot steps as he walks inside seeing me he grins and looks around.

 

“We alone?” He whispers, I nod grining at him “All alone” he nods as he kicks his boots off dropping his pants, no underwear on, as he speaks “been a while since I fucked last, and a while since cumming don’t know how long ill last” taking his shirt off showing his hairy belly, not as fat as the tradie but stocky, thick arms, legs and hairy feet and a fuckload of dark thick pubic hair around his cock making him seem shorter than he was.

 

He started stroking himself as he came around to my head and shoved his cock into my mouth.  Opening as I took him in my warm mouth hearing his sigh as he sunk in deeper, working my tongue into his foreskin and tasting his sweatiness and salty head, cleaning under his foreskin as he grows thicker in my mouth, I start bobbing up and down pushing harder as I force his cock down my mouth to the back of my throat, his length just enough it pops past my uvula as I gag slightly.  This turns him on as he grabs my head and starts facefucking me, forcing his cock to the back of my throat. Feeling his foreskin slide back as he pushes harder in my mouth. Gagging harder he picks up speed choking as I reach out and place my hands on his thick hairy tree trunk thighs.

 

Sucking in air when I can I was starting to feel my self go slack as he pulled out his spit covered cock, throbbing, thicker than before veins pulsing down his shaft.

He tells me to turn around, again no mention of rubbers or seeing him go for one, feeling him behind me I feel his cock pressing on my hole, whimpering as he pushes I groan and push back as he sinks in.

 

That pleasurable painful feel as my hole stretched accepting the intruder, he starts fucking me, grunting and huffing, sweat dripping off him. 

 

“Fuck yeah, you faggot pig take my raw cock, gunna get you knocked up faggot.  Yeah take my raw sweaty greasy cock, its great when I find pigs like you who just wanna help us alphas get off, such a good breeding pig, gunna be using you a lot, heard your cheating on your BF, love fucking you married cheating pigs, gunna come round when he is home and your gunna sneak outside and take my cock then come in to him and get him to fuck you, bet he has no idea you’re a faggot cheating pig does he?” He growls as me as he keeps fucking me.

 

Whimpering pathetically as I moan at him “ yes sir, ill take your cock anytime you want, down my throat up my arse, ill be your faggot pig, Knock me up I want your litter sir” grunting myself with each forceful thrust.

 

He grunts louder as he fucks me hard his thighs slapping mine, his hairy nuts slapping mine making me yelp.

 

Suddenly he lunches forward and shudders as I feel his cock spasm and swell inside me I can feel his cock throbbing as it shoots his load inside me as he growls, the sweat pouring off him onto me.

 

After a minute he pulls out and I turn around doing my obligatory cock cleaning service as I take him in my mouth as he moans as he grabs my shirt from the lounge and starts wiping the sweat from his hairy body. I nurse his cock and clean under his hood making sure I get all his cum and bob up and down on his cock keeping his hood from sliding back as I suck my cum and sweat from his cock.

 

He pulls back once satisfied and says “Thanks pig, gotta go, keep this shirt for me don’t wash it, and wear that same jockstrap next time, ill message you and you better answer” he leans over and grabs his shorts pulling them up he easily slips his hairy feet into his shoes as he shuffles forward and puts his shirt on as he walks off down the hallway, out the door and takes off.

 

Sitting there half stunned, looking at the clock was only about 2pm now and wondering what else to do with my day.

 

I lay back feeling the cum run from my hole.  I pick my phone up and notice a missed call from the BF, my gut churning in sickness and unease as I call him back.

 

“Hey, sorry missed call, (remembering I am meant to be at work and kicking myself for nearly forgetting) My lunch break was pushed back due a client issue, hows your trip, have you had any time to explore the sights” I casually discuss trying to keep a light tone to my shakey voice

 

“Yeah, been working today had the morning off went for a coffee near river did some walking.  Went shopping got a few things.  I have an afternoon meeting then going out for drinks with the team at the pub down the road from hotel, what have you been up too?” He responds from his demeanour sounds like its going smoothly which was good, I felt happy he wasn’t too stressed.

 

“Well after I dropped you off, came home and cleared out the fridge, used up the bananas and fruit made some bread and tarts, you will have some to enjoy as ive frozen some (great now ill have to cook at some point) and just been working, home and playing games on the PlayStation, Waiting on you to come home, I miss you” I say as I look down at the sweaty mess im covered in and feel the guys load leaking more as I move and try to clench my hole.

 

“Ill be home as soon as I can, they were talking about extending my stay for a couple days to try and get some more people into the training.  I am desperatly horny though, we should have fucked before I left, if they extend itll be 3 weeks by the time I get to fuck you next” he sounded a bit grumpy at this stage.

 

“It’ll fly by trust me, ill be waiting and you let me know the day your coming home ill have everything done, so I can pick you up come home and you can fuck my brains out, how does that sound mr” trying to cheer him up along as getting myself worked up.

 

“Id like that a lot, cant wait.  I have to get back to the office and get ready for the afternoon lecture.  If I don’t message its because I got caught up but will call you tomorrow.  Love you” he quickly mentions

 

I reply with my love you too and the mandatory loves and kisses noises. Hanging up I sit back pleased with myself and how I handled the deception with ease.

 

Sitting upright I log onto BBRT, my piggy mind set and wanting more.  Grinning as I look at the guys online near by………

 

Ok im definitly cheating now…….