Permanent Looseness and Fisting

[ffWhole]

I already have to be careful when I fart...
I have a serious situation I will shit myself.
Just have to train myself to close the outer muscle... used to be able to.

[MuscledHorse]

On 3/15/2026 at 10:15 AM, ffWhole said:

I already have to be careful when I fart...
I have a serious situation I will shit myself.
Just have to train myself to close the outer muscle... used to be able to.

This is why I hose out everyday and wear diapers during and after multiday high use events like Fist Fest or Pig Week and following any heavy play or stretch training or gape training.

[Lee31]

On my way but ad want more ad love for some one to fist me band open my hole even more 

[subyort]

On 3/15/2026 at 9:15 AM, ffWhole said:

I already have to be careful when I fart...
I have a serious situation I will shit myself.
Just have to train myself to close the outer muscle... used to be able to.

I'm having this issue too, the Mare Makers and Gape Keepers definitely do their job. Probably have to follow @MuscledHorse's instructions. Think things got a little straightened out up there too from the depth toys. 

[extremsub337]

I guess I have sort of been denying to myself that diapers at times may be necessary for me.  To realize what I have done to myself.  I kept saying Id stop abusing my ass before I did any pearment damage.  But I couldn't resist the temptation.  It becomes an obsession.  And in a way, that I guess only the others here can understand, I am proud of how stretched my hole is.

[MuscledHorse]

20 hours ago, subyort said:

I'm having this issue too, the Mare Makers and Gape Keepers definitely do their job. Probably have to follow @MuscledHorse's instructions. Think things got a little straightened out up there too from the depth toys. 

So worth it...and if you think the MAre maker and Gape Keepr does great work. try out their fat Post plug. The neck is almost as thick as the rest of the plug so the anal sphincter doesn't get off easy like it does with most plugs  that taper slimmer after the fattest part is through. The one I currently wear for a couple hours most days is 10 inches circumference for the rectum and the anal sphincter is forcibly dilated to 9 inches circumference. I just got the next size up but it's a big 2 inch circumference jump so training for longer wear is going to be some solid work.

[MuscledHorse]

18 hours ago, extremsub337 said:

I guess I have sort of been denying to myself that diapers at times may be necessary for me.  To realize what I have done to myself.  I kept saying Id stop abusing my ass before I did any pearment damage.  But I couldn't resist the temptation.  It becomes an obsession.  And in a way, that I guess only the others here can understand, I am proud of how stretched my hole is.

That's exactly how it went for me. When I left a large wet spot in an uber after a Cumunion party is when I knew it was time for post play diapers and it just grew from there. I never thought I'd get off on stretching so loose and gaped that I don't close and they are a regular part of my life. But here we are...and I'm still stretching out to take even more.

[BulgeHunt]

On 8/17/2022 at 12:00 AM, BritFFPig said:

My goal is to have fat cunt lips. That it takes a couple of days for it to close and I need bigger and bigger plugs (that's already started to happen). I want to surpass the overpowering feeling of ecstacy when I'm getting fisted and really ride the wave. Ultimate goal is depth and width and to spend more time on my back with my legs up offering my cunt for all takes

Pretty much sums up what I’ve craved since taking first fist. 

[extremsub337]

I guess I have sort of been denying to myself that diapers at times may be necessary for me.  To realize what I have done to myself.  I kept saying Id stop abusing my ass before I did any pearment damage.  But I couldn't resist the temptation.  It becomes an obsession.  And in a way, that I guess only the others here can understand, I am proud of how stretched my hole is.

[extremsub337]

I have the mare maker 142.  I keep looking at it thinking I can never get that stretched to get it in.  And I keep telling myself I have already fucked up my hole enough.  But I want to feel it in me.  And I think well other ass pigs have stretched enough to take it.  So I just start to play with it a little, see if I can just get open a little more.

I think I won't resist stopping at just a little more, I never have before.  I cant imagine what shape my hole would be in if I ever got this monster in me.

[bareback-flipflop]

8 hours ago, extremsub337 said:

I have the mare maker 142.  I keep looking at it thinking I can never get that stretched to get it in.  And I keep telling myself I have already fucked up my hole enough.  But I want to feel it in me.  And I think well other ass pigs have stretched enough to take it.  So I just start to play with it a little, see if I can just get open a little more.

I think I won't resist stopping at just a little more, I never have before.  I cant imagine what shape my hole would be in if I ever got this monster in me.

It’s no reason for blaming yourself. We all who are obsessed with fisting understand that and know well that feeling. If I would have the opportunity I would make myself being fisted every day. 
Although I don’t have permanent looseness I feel that my hole is more open and can open more easily and faster and can close slower and it’s open a little for long. I learned the lesson and any time I feel something there I go to the toilet immediately 

[extremsub337]

Thanks for your words of encouragement!  And I agree, if I could get fisted everyday I would too.