Older not enough raw cock

[Japbtm]

I’m 57 and I jerk off 2-3 times a day. I’m a bottom and been taking bb dick weekly.  I take breathers when I’m recovering from nasty stis but I really take sick regular and JO often to the the many times I bottomed. 

[phillygwm]

As a top in my later 50's, the decrease in drive is noticeable.  Until I was about 45, I was always horny.  Then I got prostate cancer.  I went AMA and had radiation rather than removal because at the time, I thought it provided the best chance of retaining function.  It did but, coincidence or not, my Testosterone dropped and I was just less horny.  In the last couple years, it's rebounded a lot (I've also lost weight, which may have something to do with it.)  T is still below normal but it's higher than it was.

The major reason why I'm not as sexually active as I used to be largely because of circumstances.  I never did the baths, there aren't theaters around, the bookstores aren't close by.  The apps are always the same people and either they've rejected me or vice versa.  And I especially lack the patience of "the hunt."  I'm about 20 miles outside the Gayborhood so when I'm in the mood it's usually just easier to jerk off.

Now, if I know I'm going to top, I'll drop a blue pill and I'm OK.  I don't need it for receiving oral but -- Newsflash -- when you're in your 50s you generally don't get as hard as an 18 year old.  

Edited December 6 by phillygwm