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I had been 6 months since I took the 10-day load at the hotel – I don’t play often – I ration my bareback bottom pig play time – I am an older masculine chubby bear bottom pig.

 I have been fucked by about 30 guys since the age of 21. In my 30’s I had almost all guys pull out – some I did ask to pull out, or pull out and cum in my mouth, others just did it without any communication. So, my load count in my guts is a minuscule 18. However, I have been told that my hairy hole is nice and silky and a bit sloppy once I open and let the gape happen.

Since 2012 I have been taking raw loads in my ass from several Poz UD guys. 12 out of those 16 loads were from UD guys.

Last Thursday I was horny for cock and staying at a hotel out of town for work, I was board of doing paperwork and had been jerking off to bareback poz/porn for days and days. I hopped onto Squirt.org, “57 Masculine hairy dad bottom bear – experienced hole U=U welcome. Bareback preferred. That first afternoon my Squirt Chat lit up like a forest fire. I was getting messages from 6 different guys. I was shopping for cock but was trying to not jump on the first cock available.

The second afternoon I was on Squirt I was hit up by a 39-year-old Asian guy with a nice 6” thick cock who liked older chubby bear pussy. There were several other guys who chickened out before him – But this guy did not.

I let him into the hotel room, and we immediately stripped naked. I could tell he was bi/ experimenting. He asked to use the bathroom – and proceeded to take a piss in the toilet – I told him he could have pissed down my throat instead.

We sucked face for a little while then I dropped to my knees and sucked him hard as a rock instantly. I got up on the hotel room bed corner on my back and presented my freshly douched hole. He pounded away for 5 minutes – it hurt a touch at first – then it felt great. That feeling of having your soul split open by a cock in your ass – pounding and pounding.

Then at the last possible second, he pulled out and shot his load of cum all over my cock and balls.

Of course, he panicked with post nut clarity / guilt got dressed and left the room ASAP. I managed to finger a little bit of his cum in my hole but wow not the ending I wanted. Am I a Cumslut now?