Getting Deeper Into The BDSM Sub Role

[rawinme]

I love the sub bottom role and I thought that the absolute kinkiest thing was to get tied helpless, get my ass whipped with a belt then fucked while still tied.  After a while that wasn't enough so I bought a whip and asked a guy to use it on me.  He really did not know how to use it and missed a lot and did a bit of damage.  I said never again with te whip but after a week or so I started looking again and found an experieced guy who gave my ass a good workout.  Once again it hurt like hell, I said no more, then after a week or two was back at it.  I got to loving the whip and sort of got used to it.

Which brings me to today.  I've been looking for a dom who would string me up, standing with my wrists tied up and above, my ankles tied wide apart, and my balls tied extra tight to an anchor on the floor or ground so that there would be much pain if I moved because of whip contact.  Just writing about it makes me hard and horny, even with the knowledge that I will most like say no more afterwards.  

I have plans to visit a man next week who has 29 acres of land in his back yard and is into naked, all day B&D sessions back there.  He has rope, restraints, paddles, whips, huge dildos, gags and blindfolds.  He has agreed too string me up spread eagle, balls fastened, and use the whip on my ass as much as he pleases.  This will be followed by the usual bareback fuck and he promises 4 loads minimum for the day.  My excitement is sky high.