My un-becoming

[AlucardFF]

It happened all so fast. I try to look back on it often, to remember those feelings. God i need fisted again anyway.  Please enjoy its my first time!.  

 

I recently broke up with my ex and wanted to get wild. I always wanted to be fisted by him, but he was always to gentle and i even looked at him one time and he looked completely bored. that killed me inside but tonight was a week after he'd moved out, i wanted not just dick, i wanted my hole to be busted up and beaten until it was a quivering mess of cum and lube. 

 

I got off work that Friday and went home know it was a 3 day weekend. I really wanted to get wild. I made a choice at that moment as soon as i longed into NKP and Sniffies, my now normal routine for the past week. to see who was on. I had 3  days to blow through and I intended to fuck my way through every single one.  I quickly found one guy Damain, 6', 4" slim and toned as fuck, dark black skin, and fucking hung like a horse. his dick was HUGE. I hit him up off sniffies when he put in the global chat looking for someone to get cloudy with. i selected his profiles and saw in his details he was into fisting! we traded a few responses and pics, He asked me if i'd partied, it was my first time i even considered it. But i was looking for a change, something extreme. "No, i've never pnp'd but open to it" i quickly responded. i was nervous as fuck. he said  "don't worry, I'll show you, you have to do it in small amount so you don't get addicted "("lies") i thought, i wasn't that naive I watched people pn all the time and read hundreds of stories. but i played along. "Okay, i can be there in 5 minutes. he literally just lived around the corner. I was already cleaned out and ready. he drops the address and i head over, i quickly grab my togo bag with poppers and my heating lube. I love being fucked/fisted with heating lube. It makes me orgasm instantly when i use a lube injector to put it in me and if i time it right with poppers its ungodly. Anyway. i grabbed my stuff and moved to his side door. i quietly knocked and kept checking sniffies for a response to the "i'm here" message i sent when i parked.

 

He opened the door just a crack and gestured me to come in. the hallway was dark, and he grabbed my arm and gently pulled me down the hallway to his room. "I be quiet don't wake my roommates. It was around midnight. we get to his room and its not much, just a mattress a tv on the floor and drug paraphernalia scattered about. take a seat get comfy. he said turning on a light. i quickly started to strip down, but he stopped me, no no, i meant like shoes and you jacket, i don't like when guys give it up so easily, i'm pretty so i'm used to getting whatever i want, i want to work for it." this through me off a bit because i was under the impression we were going to smoke,, and he was going to fist me via our sniffies conversation. But i re-button my sorts and just got comfy, i sat down beside him and he started messing with this brown box thing. 

"So you never smoked before? not even once?" he said still tinkering with the box. "Nah, kind of looking for something new and I've been interested in a while now. 

"so you've never seen one of these? He said separating the box. the inside was filled with weed in a metal dish with vent holes. "This allows you to soke and not create as much smoke, more THC is extracted this way. "I wasn't familiar with it but he showed me how to use it. I took a few hits of his weed and it was okay. nothing special i was already stoned from a gummie i ate before we started texting so i was already buzzing. this just enhanced that affect" After that we kinda just chilled for a bit, i made no advanced. none, and kinda pushed him away since thats what he wanted. 

 

As we laid their he'd grab my leg and I'd scoot way a bit, it was cat and mouse for a while we watched, i don't even remember on his tv. He then grabbed my neck out of no where. "you still wanna smoke?" he whispered in my ear with his hand still around my neck. he shifted so he was no longer laying beside me and was ow on top of me cowgirl style. "yeah" i mustered. "You want me to fist that ass" he snarled, god this was exhilarating. "yeah" i said again, barely getting air. 

 

he released his grip and got up. i could see his dick was now hard as fuck in his pants. easily 8+ inches and thick. "okay so i'm just going to change the piece here. he set it down for a moment and began to strip. he was sexy as fuck abs, you could like cum off liek icing off a cake. 

 

He picked the weird wooden bong thing back up. and gestured to me. What your going to do is heat the crystals like this  until they form white smoke. now we don't want to burn it just enough to melt and evaporate the crystals. He quickly took a hit, and then blew the smoke down onto his hard cock. The clouds were so fucking smooth. He then offered me the block, i took it and he said "I'll heat it for you, and you just breath in and hold until i say."

 

i did as instructed and waited as he put the torch to the flame, "now" he said and i quickly inhaled. the smoke, he pulled the block away and said hold. i held for a few seconds then released. The taste was very chemically, and bitter but i took a hit of my vape to ride the taste. I didn't feel much at first but then he offered it to me again, I started feeling warm all over my body. nothing extreme, i think he noticed this because we passed it back and for i think 3 times and i was feeling pretty fucking good. "how are you feeling?" he asked after the last hit. "I'm feeling pretty fucking good" i laughed. "Good cause theirs plenty more, but first" he grabbed my hair and pulled me over to his chair  he sat back and told me to "suck". 

I understood. he wanted control but through force. whatever iw as perfectly okay at this point to let this man do whatever he wanted to my body. 

 

I started trying to suck his massive dick, he was uncut (my favorite), his big pick head gleamed with drops of precum as i retracted his shaft and stuck my tongue under the foreskin, his moans where my signals , hearing him moan as i tried to deep throat his dick. He stood up and started face fucking me, i was gagging pretty hard so he reached down and grabbed a bottle of poppers. he put some under my nodes and told me to inhale. I took a deep inhale as I'm use to poppers and regularly use popper breathing apparatuses. I held it and , i think i almost met god for a moment. he started really face fucking me until my throat muscles relaxed enough until I felt his dick bed downy throat. i spaced out for a second but as i regained focus, i noticed white clouds bellowing down his stomach hitting me in the face. He was smoking while face fucking me.  then he pushed my head of and gave me a kis,  or so i thought it was a kiss, no it was a gunshot, he forced his breath into my body carrying the smoke with it. the beautiful fumes filled my longs. he then broke it off, and shoved his dick back down my throat before i could grab a clean grasp of air. i tried to focus but i was fucking flying as the tina in my lungs struggled to be replaced. he faced fucked me hard for what felt like hours but probably on 20 minutes. he was really giving it to me but my throat was closing up again, I wasn't use to taking such large cocks in this hole. He quickly placed the pipe piece at my mouth. "I'll say when you can stop". He stated heating the other end. "now hold". he ushered pulling away. he quickly sat the box down and picked up the poppers. "exhale through your mouth and in through your nose" he said shoving the bottle basically up my nose, i know i was going to have a burn mark now in a day or so, but i didn't care. i exhaled and inhaled through my nose. " Hold. he said quickly recapping the bottle and grabbing my hair again. "Don't fight this just relax," he said pushing his cock into my mouth slower than his usual pace. i wondered what he meant as he faut to open my Thorat back up.

 

we a strong thrust he shoved his cock down to his base. his cum and saliva drenched pubes smeared on my face. i couldn't believe i'd swallowed his cock. I've never done that to any dick before under like 5 inches. he moved very slow from this point. then i felt it, warmth, but running down my Thorat. I could feel his cock pulse. he was pissing down my throat! straight down it. I could believe it. He must of had to really piss because he held tight for a minute. he pulled out and said "okay, now we can fist you." 

 

Damain knew that i was just putty in his hands. but as much as i wanted to be fisted, He started playing with my hole and teasing me while i laid prone on his head. He fucked me for maybe 5 minutes and pulled out. " You dirty" he said getting up and walking to his bathroom. I got up confused and worried? i looked back and didn't see anything and quickly got up. he walked out the bathroom and said you can wash up but like don't douche here,  go home and come back. Ti was kind of taken aback because if I'm leaving i'm not coming back. "Okay?" i said awkwardly and excused myself to the bathroom. I didn't douche. infact i cleaned up to the best of my ability and walked. out, he immediately went to check the bathroom and started cleaning anyway. really weird, but as he was busy doing that I got dressed. "ight I'm head out" thank you for a good time. He was barely out the bathroom before i was out his bedroom door. I made  a beeline to my car and headed home. that wasn't a great experience but it did feel kinda mazing being a whore for his use. 

 

I wanted more. That was just Friday night, let me know what you think if i should add the rest of my weekend? it only geTs better. 

[versmetropig]

Definitely give us more - sorry your first hookup for your weekend turned out to be so sketchy, but glad you found some enjoyment from what must have been a less than fulfilling evening... would love to hear the rest especially if it becomes more exciting and ffun for you!

[AlucardFF]

10 minutes ago, versmetropig said:

Definitely give us more - sorry your first hookup for your weekend turned out to be so sketchy, but glad you found some enjoyment from what must have been a less than fulfilling evening... would love to hear the rest especially if it becomes more exciting and ffun for you!

Thanks! I realize I wasn't super descriptive about myself and sometimes get a little distracted describing events. Definitely going to add more!