WA/PNW Oral Cock Worshiper Opines

[Letmeworshipit]

Haven't been on here actively in quite some time. I've found Fetlife to be a place that allows me to articulate my passions and I post on LPSG. I use Sniffies and The Blowers (either letmeworshipit of ORALguy) but only when I'm in a metro area. Having moved to the recesses of civilization on the Olympic Peninsula of WA State, gorgeous thought it may be, I've come to realize that I have needed to go into the Seattle area to assuage my hunger, albeit for quick fixes. I miss my buddies I developed in SoCal, especially, an area that seems to attract, as does NY, Chicago and a few other major areas, the kind of oral top feeders that rock my world. I never realized how much cock was a center of my psyche until I met my first partner in my 20's in Manhattan and he and his cock led me to what I he ultimately called me, an oral cock worshiper. When I've tried to explain it over the years it always comes down to something about being a cocksucker who has a deep connection with the bulge and cock that goes into an emotional, psychological and religious headspace that can be all encompassing. Feeders, show-offs, multicummers, pervy exhibitionists, teasers and guys who have embraced the power of the cock to tease, taunt and titillate are gods to me. My first partner figured out my triggers early on. He could simply walk into the kitchen in briefs and a t-shirt and know that he was driving me into a salivating sub cock frenzy, silently, quietly but surely. And he always got what he needed, even if it was reenacting my childhood joy of laying my head on my dad's package while watching TV and having his thicken and rub it against my cheek. It  ever went beyond that, but I would have to run to the bathroom at some point to relieve my swollen cock. He so knew what was going on. And he always invited me back to his bulge as a respite and refuge. That was the genesis of my connection to cock. And it remains as strong to this day. I love connecting with feeders who get it. Who take whatever they need to accentuate their erection, performance and satisfaction, all knowing that their cock will be the center of the session, hard, soft, seeping, spent and repeating.