Just a Place to Stay

[mancoco]

 

I finished up at work and left early. I went to my classes and then I had my appointment with the health clinic for a follow up.  I met with Rob, the same nurse counselor I had the last time.  He seemed happy to see me.

"So how are you doing?" he asked

"Good" I replied

"Tell me what you have been up to in your relationships. Still with men and women?" he asked

I looked down.

"No, just been with men since we last talked" I replied softly

"Ok cool. It's fine. No judgement here. Men, women, trans, its all ok. I am gay too if that makes you feel better" he said

"Oh I'm not gay, I'm just you know" I said quickly

"No I don't know." he said

I paused and thought.

"I guess yes, I am liking being with men more. At least sexually its been great with men." I replied

"How so" asked

"I feel more fulfilled, intimate, way more pleasure with a man." I told him

"Can you explain in more detail" he asked

I told him, first it was the touching by another man. The way I was touched and how good and sensual it felt. As an example just being touched in my inner thigh and how I was so aroused. Being kissed by a man and also being held and in some ways mentored in erotic touching and sex.

It was both sensual and erotic I explained.  Also being eaten out was amazing. I never knew having my ass eaten out felt so good. 

"Sounds like you have been introduced and have explore male intimacy. It's fulfilling?" he said and asked

"Yes it is. I have never felt orgasms so intense and strong. Especially having my ass played with, eaten and even fucked" I said

"You like your ass played with and fucked" he asked

"Yes. I also have never orgasmed without touching my cock" I said feeling comfortable

"You mean from anal intercourse?" he asked

" Yes. The orgasm is so intense" I said

"How so" he asked

"It starts from deep in my groin area and spreads and just have energy and electricity going thru my body. I have a difficult time just cumming from jacking off", I said

I could see his look change at me. I could see some desire in listening to me but keeping it still professional.  My cock was hard as he noticed looking down and smiling at me.

I could see his hard cock too.

"Is there anything else you like about anal sex and dont' like" he asked

I paused

"I like the feeling of him cumming in me." I said

"What do you like about it" he asked

I paused for at least 20 seconds to think.

"The feeling of that hot spurt in me and being filled. Also I think having his cum in me. I don't know why or explain fully what I am feeling but yes having his cum in me" I said

"Has Rick been your only partner" he asked

I looked down, "No" I said

"How many partners have you had" he asked

"I don't know" I said

"Oh ok. How many do you think you have had" he asked

"Maybe 6 I think. I am not sure." I replied

"You don't remember each one? Where you at their place or yours or other" he asked

"Rick was one, then one of my Professors and then I went to an ABS" I said

"Your Professor? He coerce you?" he asked

"No nothing like that at all. I think he knew I found him attractive and he me. He invited me over to swim at his place and we ended up having sexy. It was totally consensual" I replied

"That's good to hear. Sometimes its not a fully consensual relationship. There is a power dynamic there that can be unfair." he said

"So at the ABS you had multiple partners? Safe sex?" he asked

"Yes I think it was four. I think 1 was safe with a condom and 3 were not and 2 may have been HIV positive" I said

"Have you been taking your PEP regularly" he asked

"Yes, I have." I said a little conflicted

"Why do you sound unsure" he asked

"I have taken it. I am confused about wanting to continue" I replied

"Yes I remember our discussion about having sex with HIV positive men without protection" he replied

"What are you confused about still" he asked

"Whether I want to keep taking it.  Why at the ABS I don't know why but I came without touching myself both by the POZ tops" I said

"Did you know they were POZ" he asked

"One I did and one I didn't know" I said

"How did you feel about that and what was it like and why was it so pleasurable?" he asked

"I do not know. One just the way he fucked me it was so intense and primal and I could feel him fully shoot in me. I came without touching myself. After I came, he told me he was POZ and shot in me. He said he could feel my pussy cling to his cock and squeeze it. The other when he told me he was POZ I just started to cum. He also said my pussy was sucking the cum out of him." I said reciting what had happened.

I could see him listening with interest and aroused.

"I even asked Rick after why. He suggested it was POZ tops fuck more wild than non-POZ in some cases" I said

"I also didn't care for the married guys especially the one with the condom. It felt good but nothing like bare cock" I said

"It sounds like you like to have men who are HIV positive have anal sex with you. And orgasm and cum in you" he said

I paused

"I don't know. I do not want to get HIV" I said

"Are you sure? Your cock tells me otherwise and so does your actions" he said looking down at my cock

All this talk made my cock hard and it was poking thru my shorts and I had a small wet spot on my shorts. 

"I noticed your cock. It got hard when we talked about male intimacy it got soft when we talked about other men it got soft again but as you talked about having anal sex with you and cumming in you especially POZ men your cock grew" he said looking down. He reached out and put his hand on my thigh.

"And that's ok if that is how you feel. There is no judgement here. I have many clients who have faced the same crossroads as you" he said

I paused and looked down. 

"I know I am confused. My body enjoys being fucked by a man and even more HIV men. It seems they push my buttons more and make me feel more pleasure more sensual" I said

"I don't know what it is" I said

I went on to recap again to him how watching those young me getting fucked by Rick and begging for his POZ cum in them made me both aroused and jealous. 

I told him how there is something intimate about allowing a man to cum in you and for his seed to be in you.

"What do you find arousing about being with an HIV positive man" he asked

"The act of the sex is primal. They fuck is better and is more aggressive, sensual and erotic at least the few I have been with. Second I think is the intimacy with another man to have him fuck you bare and cum in you. His cum in my hole. And I this may sound weird but having his HIV cum with his DNA marking me and infecting me. He will always be a part of me. I know this sounds weird but having his baby." I said

"Look down" he said

My cock was throbbing now pulsing on its own. The wet spot was bigger.

"I think it is also a turn on to give myself to a man. Offer me to him. Have him take me. There is something erotic about that. And then the connection of his body to mine. His cum swimming around in my ass trying to impregnate me. Being filled with his seed." I said sighing and then grabbing my hard cock.

"What do you mean by getting pregnant?" he asked

"Having his POZ cum in me making me infected with his DNA and impregnates me with his DNA. Its like giving myself to my man" I said

"I first hated when they called me ass a pussy. But now I used to it. Even like it I think. My ass has become a pussy. Wanting to get fucked and cum in it." I said

"Sometimes some gay bottoms get assgasms or pussgasms or some call them sissygasms where they experience intense orgasms from their pussy. And can orgasm multiple times. Have you had that?" he asked

"Yes it was incredible" I said

"I guess I do like the thought of being a gay bottom whose ass is now a pussy for men to fuck. It brings me so much pleasure" I said looking at him

"I can tell" he said his hand now on my hard cock. 

"What brings you pleasure?" he asked

"Giving myself to my man, letting him take me for his pleasure, receiving his seed in my pussy. Its fulfilling, intimate, sensual and makes me feel good, beautiful and sexy." I said

 

"Sounds like you have made a decision kind of" he said

"Maybe" I said

"Is it any man or a certain man to give yourself to?" he asked

"I think for now its Rick. He is the one who introduced me to male intimacy, pleasure and connection." I said

"Ok what can I do for you?" he asked

I guess I need an HIV test to see that I am negative or POZ.

"Are you hoping for one or the other if I may ask. And you do not have to answer I am just curious?" he asked

"I hope I am negative. Rick wanted to keep me on PEP and make sure I take it everyday." I replied

"Ok lets do the test", he said

He conducted the test and said I could wait in the waiting room.

I left and went to the waiting room. I used my back pack to hide the wet spot on my crotch. There were a few other students and one teacher in the waiting room. 

I hope i am negative. 

[kitpig]

Oh wow… Dan’s mind has finally caught up with his body… masterful writing @mancoco… and I hope when Rick returns that the notion of pep will be gone and that Dan’s pussy will be open to all!

[plisken]

So - Dan hope he's negative, so he can let Rick make him pregnat ...

[Docebrown]

Looks like Dan has finally decided wahat he needs. Hope he is neg. Then Rick and the professor can poz him

[pozpopperpig]

Dan is falling for all of Rick's tricks, hook line and sinker.  Rick is so adamant about Dan taking prep because HE want to be the one that converts him or at the very least be the one that chooses who converts Dan.  Fuck, I love this series!