AS I STATED IN PART ONE OF THIS MULTIPART EXPERIENCE:
Most of those who’ve read my real life “party” experiences may know that I’ve kept a “sex diary” since I was a teen-ager coming out in pre-AIDS New York City. This multi-part entry tells about the longest party weekend I’ve had in all my years back in 2006. I had started to tell this story on another now defunct site almost 10 years ago, but the notebook of my experiences from that time went missing when a friend borrowed the whole set a
Lansing—February, 2020
(This picks up right where the last post left off…)
I need to stretch my legs after sucking the load out of the man with porn on his phone. I walk the length of the building to the big screen gay area. I sit in the shadows against the back wall and take my cock out. I take a long drink from my water bottle—for a moment it brings the taste of the last man’s cum to life before it washes it all away. My cock stands back up—and I lean back in my chair, shutting m
Lansing—February, 2020
(This picks up right where the last post left off…)
As the well hung foot licker struts out the door, I roll over and grab my sock. My toes are still very wet. There is a roll of paper towel on a table under the screen, so I hop over to it and rip off a couple of sheets. As I sit and dry my foot, a series of hot men stream in and out of the room, never pausing on their hunt for cock or ass.
Once fully dressed again, I go out looking myself.
Lansing—February, 2020
Zane, the scent pig, had invited me back for a big sex party in Chicago at the end of the month. By the middle of that last week of the month I became so horned I knew I had to blow a load before that event. I had just been to my usual bookstore with Braydon, so I headed a little farther away to the half bathhouse/half bookstore. I was there for just under five hours.
I arrive right after lunch. The parking lot is nicely full. I am buzzed into the dar
I had a great dream last night. Actually it was more like a sleeping memory, re-living an experience I had back when I was perhaps 15 or 16. (LEGAL in Denmark, so there's that. And all pictures in this post are of me aged 21 or so, so also legal. 😉 )
Through one of those contact phone-lines I had gotten in touch with a guy who was perhaps late 30s or early 40s, so some 20-30 years older than me. Now, I wasn't quite inexperienced at that point, having both used that phone line as well a
Over the years, I've given myself permission to indulge in my more perverted interests that I keep hidden deep inside. I like to bring them out and play once in a while. My unspoken attraction to the dom/sub relationship led me to the world of leather and kink, and I found many playmates in my community to have fun with once I learned the ground rules and how to ask for what I wanted. But in a way, even those encounters were not enough. I think they were merely a gateway to a world of fantas
Once upon a time...
Yes, this is a story from ages ago. Two decades, actually. I was young, quite decent-looking even if I do say so myself, and ever so innocent... (Okay, I was a bit of a slut.)
Anyway, I had been to the local gay club and had been chatting at the bar with an ex of mine and a couple of random guys - one of whom I quite fancied. When the club closed at 6am the four of us decided to go for breakfast, but since everywhere was closed we stopped by a bakery and bought some
Managed another park hookup while I was house-sitting for some friends out in the suburbs last week. I was feeling really horny, but mainly wanted someone to dump a load in my ass. It was getting pretty late and I was getting ready to go to bed when a 26 year old messaged me on Grindr. Turns out he was a guy I had hooked up with before. He always insisted on using a condom with me, but the last time we hooked up, he tried to fuck me bare, but I wasn't cleaned out or feeling it. Tonight I was def
(From a couple of months ago)
It started with a top from Grindr. He claimed Neg on Prep. He had approached me first, and what interested me was he was big but manageable between 7.5 and 8” and thick enough that the head was a mouthful. But the icing on the cake was he was kinky, raunchy, and that was what I was looking for. On top of that, he was hosting.
It was about 9 pm Sunday, Not the best neighborhood in Little Rock. Dark no street lights, the house, however, was clean and
I’m not a particularly vain person. This is possibly because I don’t usually notice other people’s appearance either. It doesn’t register to me as significant until I discover whether or not they have a brain isn’t instantly tiresome (so many are). If their appearance isn’t important, my head reasons, why would my own be?
Except, of course, for the vast majority of humanity - a primarily visual and basically not at all telepathic species -appearances are huge. People judge books and pretty
The combination of "XL" and "mature" in a profile name... Well, it brings out all sorts of emotions in me!
Since I'm 41, though, "mature" often just means somebody nearly my own age, but in this case the man was actually in his 60s - so enough of an age difference for age play to be plausible... And we all know that "XL" is an unreliable measure, but the pics were impressive and seemed to back up the claim, so...
Yeah, within a couple of hours I showed up at his house dressed in tight
I understand how the potential of having your sexual nature exposed to the world could be exciting when you're in a sexual frame of mind (read: horny). I understand the appeal of fantasies like being coerced into sexual compliance or performance by blackmail or other means. I understand the psychological nature of behavior like exhibitionism and submission. I can even understand getting to the point of desperation for someone to interact with that a man would place himself into a compromised pos
I have to say I don't often go to cruising grounds. In my experience it's often just a lot of walking around and waiting - and then if you're lucky you get to suck a cock but that's it... Not worth it!
Still, yesterday there seemed to be nothing online, so I went out to a cruising area just for the heck of it. If nothing else it was hot and sunny weather so at least I could tan my butt cheeks...
I found a nice spot in a clearing - with a fallen tree that would serve just fine for leani
He crawled back on the bed to put the tin full of chems back in his bag, and while doing so, unashamedly exposed his used musclehole. I pumped some lube on my right hand from the bottle on the bedside table (a plywood cube painted black), and went straight to work on his sphincter. The muscle was inflamed, and a dark purple in color - a sign of much use. Just by touching his hole, he immediately relaxed, and the muscle started to open. First one finger - then two - easily slid in to his wa
continued from previous session with Boss see below ……….
4 of us sat chilled with a drink after 1/2hr they left 4am. We hit the sack I woke to Boss shaking me it was noon he hadn’t been up long said my mble was beeping. I got dressed went into Kitchen he was pouring coffee grabbed phone it was Sis’ she had a problem how soon could I go round. I texted left shortly. Boss said he’d call me.
Next day BOSS was my weekend free to stay get their Fri 8pm. I’d get a huge surprise my heart ju
This guy msgd me for a first time meet/session Nov 19 no pics said he was 100% top on PreP didn’t do drugs sometimes poppers same as his mates also me he seemed to be very experienced. We were both on PreP and had regular STD checks.
I was ordered be clean where mattered. I Arrived 8pm large single storey pad in worn jeans commando, shaved smooth from neck down, door opened he’s 6’ tall well built only a leather apron on to call him BOSS. He turned me round thrust his hand down my jeans fee
I am looking for a GH I could use to service some good dicks. I cannot host . Not looking ABS or anything like that. Used to play at construction sites (after hours) in empty rooms behind drywalls but those places are no any longer available. If you know of any, place let me know
## There are definite risks to hosting anon In your own apartment!
It’s no secret that I’m a fan of anonymous sex. The more anonymous the better. Usually when Ii’m really in the mood, I get a room. I”m a master of sanitizing the room, I’ve got a burn phone. I hide my car key, I keep my wallet in the car, and nothing else that can be stolen, or used against me. (Well not completely. I keep a flogger where it can be seen)
About a year ago, I moved into a downtown loft. There we
A letter to daddy about his next gang bang...
Daddy,
Please let me be it! I'm what you have in your looking for according to the ad, I want to get gang banged with all kinda of toxic bugged up top men, pump me full of ghono, clamidia, make me lick a syphilis sore on some strangers dick before ramming it into my mangled, beat down hole. I would be the best little AIDS slut ever. Please daddy! I want the most wasted, homeless, full blown AIDS guys dumping their death seed in me, i wan
I guess It's no secret that I love DP... The feeling of being completely stretched around two hard cocks pounding raw in me, well... I love it!
But obviously some professionals can do one better, and I have to say I find it inspirational - or even aspirational!
I wish I could try that...
The closest I've come to that was when a rather dominant man was using my double-ended dildo in me and decided to bend it so I had both heads in me - and he slid his raw cock up n
I've been messaging on-and-off with this guy, and a few days ago he told me he'd always fantasised about seeing a guy jerk off for him - and then using the guy's cum for lube and fuck him directly afterwards!
"Well," thought I... "I have a cock, I have an arse... I can help with that, right?"
So a few evenings later I showed up at his apartment, got naked on his bed and started putting on a show for him while he was sitting in a chair in front of the bed. You know; wanking myself furio
So this man who used me and took some vids and pics of me years and years ago is now using younger guys - but these days he prefers using young tops...
And I volunteered to be a tool in his use of one of these young bucks.
When I arrived the young guy - 22 years is what I was told - was blindfolded and naked with his hands tied behind his back, seated in a chair with his cock dangling semi-hard between his legs... Tempting! So I got naked, and a blindfold was tied over my eyes and my h
Standing at the edge of the cliff, gazing thoughtlessly down into the septic tank of my soul... High heels and lip-stick, watching the snow-bunnies dance in my head while doing cocaine enemas. I beg the Whore-Goddess to reward me with a steady supply of powder and hard bare sex for dead presidents to spend on my best friend Tina and more silicone injections to please whoever i'm calling Daddy at the moment as he and his friends use all my holes and shoving crystals in all my holes... When the p
