By my standards - and they are pretty basic, a lot of tops tell me fucking low - no cock or load refused - it has been a quiet week. Sure on Sunday I had five men pump seven loads into me and my pighole was in heaven - but the working week began and the drought set in. As I live 50 kms out of Sydney city - where 99.9% of the raw top cock is - getting in there during the week is difficult. But for me going without getting fucked for 24 hours is difficult. So yesterday after not having had cock for two days I was climbing the wall so I gave Grindr a go. Eureka - got two fucks - but both safe. After the second one left I carefully picked up both rubbers and tipped them into and onto my mouth smearing the two men's seed on my lips and swirling it about in my mouth so their seed cocktail blended together. The strong flavour of a man's seed sends my senses into overdrive. To me it is both the greatest taste on the planet and the greatest pleasure I get from being fucked safe. I was taught correctly by my ex - and I cannot bear to waste a man's seed. It just has to go in me. The taste of the seed and my partially satisfied cunt just made me crave more cock and seed - and it was just so hard to accept that I had a family engagement and it was all over for the day. I had to get dressed and get the total slut in me, which always remains one millimetre below my skin's surface, to allow my brain to focus on other things other than cock or seed. Pretty hard when you are addicted to cock.

Having been single for four years now - I find being the best cockpig I can be is fucking hard work. I was very privileged to have my ex train me for 14 years and guide my entire sex life. He knew I was a slut and the thought of him owning his own slut appealed to him - so I never had to worry about one thing. He organised everything for me - my gangbangs, my group sex, pimping me out in venues, my conversion party, my greasy pig parties (where he would smear me in baby oil, tie me to the fuckbench in our playroom, blindfold me and organise at least a group of eight tops to fuck me as much as they wanted. He filmed my gangbangs at home, always made sure every weekend that I serviced at least a dozen tops. He even sent me home for a finishing off fuck with top mates of his and he just made the rules. I had no say in who fucked me, when, where or how - he totally owned my journey to slutdom.

The rules were simple but pretty strict. I was never allowed to refuse any cock he wanted me to take. Nor was I ever allowed to worry about my own cock and cumming while servicing tops. He claimed that took my concentration of my top's cock and seed. I remember once had organised a 10 top gangbang for me - and this Arab huy with a massive cock was giving me the best fucking pounding. He hit every spot inside my mancunt with that huge boner and I was loving it. So much so, that as he was fucking me doggy I reached under and started to rub my own cock and balls such was the pleasure this man's cock was giving me. My ex waited till he finished and I had thanked the top and cleaned up his cock and balls (I always had to clean my top's cock and balls up after they had fucked me and suck the last straws of seed remaining in their shaft) - when he took me off the fuckbench, tied me to cross, put his leather spikey glove and masturbated me till is came. He smeared the lube on the next guy and said to me "now you are gonna take another 10 cocks straight after cumming to teach you to concentrate on your tops' cocks." "This is not about you slut - it is about these men here - you are just here to please us, take our cocks and take our seed." He strapped me on the fuckbench and told the guys to hammer "the cunt out of him - teach him to concentrate on cock". It was the first time in my life I had been fucked straight after cumming - and the first cock hurt as the mood had left me. The guy really drove hard as Steve encouraged him to hammer me and a few of the other guys joined in the encouragement. Steve knew by the look on my face I was having difficulty with the first cock after cumming and he enjoyed the fact the cock was hurting me. The guy blew and Steve immediately rammed his nice thick 7" cut cock straight in and really pounded me - it was such a brutal fuck that I was having trouble keeping the cock I was cleaning up that had just blew in me - in my mouth. It was a lesson well learned and I never touched myself again during my training. He kept me there till I had taken 10 more cocks (the Arab even had a second helping). I was also always buttplugged if there was a hiatus between tops to keep all the seed in me for lube. Steve hated lube and my first cock was always taken with my own saliva but after the first breeding I was always taught to push some back for the next top's lube.

While my training was constant and demanding I soon began to look forward to the weekends knowing I was going to get banged senseless, bred several times, get to suck beautiful cocks and spend the weekend with the acrid taste of cum driving me wild. I became addicted to the taste of seed as I did to cock itself - and Steve told me I would. Often I would have to suck him off two or the times during the week and spit his seed into an ice cube tray which he would put in my mouth when I was getting my first breeding on Friday nights. The combination of a cock in my cunt and his cum cube melting in my mouth just made me want every second of the weekend to be like that! If we went to a venue and he saw any rubbers on the ground full of jizz he would feed them to me while a dude was fucking me and I loved it.

Steve was never shy about where he was taking me. He always told me that I was "his slut" and I obeyed his rules. Only once did I break the rules - I couldn't help myself I met a guy walking through the park, he let me know he was interested and my cunt twitched. I ended up in the beat, shorts against my ankles up against the wall getting fucked and bred. I though I was just being a good slut and not saying no to cock. He was fuming that I had picked someone to fuck me. My punishment was swift. He organised a with one his mate's Asian bottoms (the Asian bottoms partner had fucked me several times anyway as he and Steve were friends). I was caged and tied to the cross and made to watch as the nine of them took turns breeding the Asian slut. I wasn't allowed any cock or seed for the whole weekend and Steve even made me lay in the bed caged and handcuffed while he spent the weekend giving this blond slut a constant breeding.

I was so envious and horny watching him breed him over and over again and I knew the slut was enjoying it too as he was giving me this very satisfied and "ha ha" kind of look as Steve was breeding his hole or feeding his cock into his mouth. I was well trained and this weekend I intend to put that to good use and to set a record. The most different cocks I have ever taken in one session is 14 - one after the other. I have been fucked 22 times in a session but several of the men doubled up. I intend to use the sling and the fuck bench tomorrow night at a venue to break that record. I want 20 different cocks in me and I don't care if I have to stay all night to achieve it.

Yep being a cumslut is hard work - but gee the cock and seed make it all worthwhile!!!