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damn, that guy was lucky! I love a late night fuck!

Being hugged by a big guy is definitely nice. I think that's pretty common with bears as well i think. A hug can be like a greeting but it can be also be warm and comforting. I thought about it some more a hug can be very sexual. But whether a hug is sexual or not can determine on the two people involved. Example when I get hugged by a man i think is hot my dick gets hard and leaky. And generally so does the man I'm hugging. I've discovered recently that some guys will grind their dick against you when they are hard and that's very sexual as well. And this is with clothes on. At the same time though I've hugged females and friends and no hard on or wetspot. But I think that's also a lot to do with the chemistry between people whether that's sexual or not. So I kinda did know that. However on an app let's call it grindr for the sake of the example 😭 They let you classify as man or cis man. This is apparently outside of pronouns which i believe is a completely separate thing. There is not really a gay/straight indicator on there. Which is kinda weird even for grindr but I'm new to it so maybe I missed it? But looking for it now. There are tags though and bi is one of them. But there isn't a straight tag?? So from what I've seen from several profiles it's almost like straight/bi guys are using cis man to indicate straight i generally see gay guys just put man. Just my experience and in my area doesn't mean the same for everyone. Shows how kinda fucking weird grindr is lol Also reading what someone else posted after cuddling parties is actually insane at the bath house. I can see that being a not bad concept in general but not at a bath house damn.

No. If someone says no, no matter how far you have gotten, you stop. At least you do if you’re a real man and not a douche.

I would find it one as well. Never have hooked with anyone with an anus tattoo. Have no desire to either.

My first cock sucking experience was a very fit and muscular Asian guy, who was about 25. He worked at a local hospital, and we connected online. It was the 90s, an AOL chat room. He told me to go to the hospital and walk past the sign in desk to a bathroom around a bend on the first floor. He was in the last stall. My knees were shaking as I walked in. I was barely 20. He was in scrubs. He was very fit and dominant. He just pulled out his cock as I entered the stall, and with his other hand pushed me to my knees. I licked up the length of his cock, then took it into my mouth. I didn’t know what I was doing, and my lack of technique seemed to irritate him. He grabbed my head with both hands and began fucking my mouth hard. His cock was long but not thick. He was forcing it deeper than I expected and it made me choke a bit. After a few minutes of using my mouth as a flashlight he pulled out and jerked off, busting his nut across my face. he immediately left. I wiped some of the load off my face and tasted it. It was salty and delicious. I knew right then that I wanted to suck as many cocks as I possibly could.

There is a quote that goes , “Scent is the strongest tie to memory”. Some of my earliest sexual experiences as a child happened in basements and cellars. Every time that I am hit with that slight earthy and musty scent associated with basements, especially older unfinished ones, I get a little aroused. Sometimes even down right horny. What unusual odors and fragrances turn you on? What scents that are not usually associated with sex gets you aroused when you smell it?

So many to choose from, I've done it in the ditch along a busy freeway, numerous restrooms, parks, tearooms, stairways, classrooms when I was in college and grad school, quiet corners in libraries. The most unusual that come to mind at the moment, are breeding the manager of one of those bakery style mall food court restaurants over the chest freezer upstairs above the kitchen in his store, with a girl in the back pew of a university Lutheran Center in the middle of the night, not during services, or right out in the open on a street in Palm Springs, on 2 of the occasions I was bred in a guys driveway around 10 pm (same guy 2 different houses), the other was sucking a well know porn star on a residential street corner a few minutes after I had been 1 of 4 guys gand bred him on a greenway path out of site of the street (happened this summer in fact).

I don’t try at all. I tell tops that I’m only into raw. More often than not they lose their resolve and cave.

Why yes I do.

A millennium or two ago, when I was a teen, we spent part of a summer doing poppers and bong hits. I was so young and naive, I had no clue that poppers and fucking we’re a thing, let alone gooning.

Well. This was probably one of the best days I've ever had. Where to begin. First off it's important to understand the events of the first post I made here about "hesitantly going back to that event" or something along those lines. I was hesitant about that event but I went anyways. I played with a few guys in the dark room and was getting fucked. And complicated stuff came up while I was there and that spun into a nightmare that I won't get into. But despite the brewing nightmare that I could not fully comprehend at the time I still stayed there. I was free after all and then I met him when I was about to leave. He was a beautiful red haired bearded man and I thought there is no way this man would be into me. But I was surprised and I cruised him a little and sat next to him and we sat next together and played. We made out, he did sort of sensory and impact play on me involving twisting my nipples, hitting me, slapping me, hitting my balls, holding my breath, and other forms of play like that. Oh yeah he spanked my ass too that was hot. We played a little in the open area and then went to a somewhat private room. We made out for hours and did forms of play and then I went to his place and spent the night. That began a series of events that have slowly led to my sexual awakening. Among the storm and chaos that was violently forming while we met he gave me the best advice. Be sex positive. Be a slut, be a cumdump, be a whore, be what you want to be but own and it do it because you want to. We have gone out a few times since then. But we have seen each other less and I haven't been the best at communicating things. It was hinted a few times that we got together that he didn't care if I fool around with others. And I have spent the night with him since then where we fooled around and did more sensual play/impact play and I had my nipples worked good. I also learned more about him and his style. I've felt since I met him that he has a lot of potential of wanting to explore things with me and he brings out a lot in me. And I bring out a lot in him. Well today we got together and had a meal and then went to a place of learning and fascination and wonder where people go to admire and observe art. I'm being coy about the place but it's an obvious public place where people like to go. Regardless of me being coy this is where the story starts I just wanted readers to understand the back story. The Public Restroom After lunch we went to the exhibit area. Before going in we sat on a bench. Up to this point we have fooled around in little in the car, in parks on a bench and that's been pretty much it. He's hinted he wants to do a lot more public play and I have sucked him in the park. He complimented me last time saying I look so good on my knees. Such a sweet man. When we sat on a public bench we made out some. He played with my cock that got hard fast and was taking the precum and licking it and having me lick it. Sharing. I sucked his finger too. Making out with him on the bench was hot and so was swapping precum. I licked him and bite him a few times because he enjoys that. He asked if I would do anything he says. I slightly paused and said yes. He said he noticed me paused which is good. And he said he wouldn't do anything I wouldn't like but I told him if it wasn't so busy I would get on my knees and suck him. He knew I would. We got up and went to the entrance of the exhibit building and made out in the front. Then we suggested we go to the bathroom. I followed him like a loyal little pup to the end stall that was larger. We both went into the same stall and locked the door latch. He kissed me and pretty much immediately ordered me on my knees. Being the good boy I am and testing my own mettle and potential without realizing it I was on my knees instantly. I licked his belly and bite it and he moaned. I rubbed my nose and mouth against his bulge. I undid his zipper and pulled down his pants. I lightly put my mouth over the cock in his underwear and licked and acted as if I was sucking him through his underwear. He groaned calling me a good boy. I pulled down his underwear and his cock was half hard with his beautiful PA on the end of it. It's a ring too but this one looked different then his previous one. I took it in my mouth and started sucking him. I remembered the second night we got together and I stayed at his place. I learned how much he really liked me to bite and chew on him. He brought out something different in me I've always liked biting but usually limited it to ears and sometimes neck and shoulders. I bite his cock slightly while sucking him. This is what he likes and he loved me biting and sucking him at the same time while sucking his cock with his PA. This PA felt different then the last one he had and it wasn't interfering as much and I could feel the metal hitting the inside of my throat. It was so fucking hot he was loving it. He said I look so damn cute and hot on my knees. He said I belong on my knees. He called me a cocksucker and said what a faggot I am. He said I'm a good faggot. I was loving sucking him and could tell that I could make him cum. Then the door opened. Motherfucker. I froze and got nervous. He expertly stood in a different area around the toilet. He motioned me to get dressed through hand gestures without saying a word. I stood and he motioned me to exit the stall and wash my hands. I kinda waited til the person left and left the stall and he left shortly behind me. I felt like I was holding my breath and trying not to breathe until we went to the giftshop area. I felt like I could let out a huge sigh and we made out a little bit before going to the gift shop and saying how fucking hot it was. We enjoyed the giftshop and then went to the exhibits. It was an amazing experience between seeing different parts of the exhibit I was manhandled. My hand was pulled, I felt him behind me several times holding me, guiding me, grabbing my shoulder, and I was just putty in his hands to shape, move, act how he wanted. I loved it and we did make out a few times in between. The exhibits were great too. When we were done we went back to the public restroom. The Public Restroom Part Two This is when I really got tested. We went back to the stall and I was excited to suck him again. He did something I would have never expected. He asked if I drank piss and said he wanted me to drink his piss. I did not hesitate. I got my knees and he took out his cock and took it in his mouth. True to his word he did piss in my mouth. To say it's been years since I've drank piss is an understatement. When I was younger..in my 20s I first tried it with someone and it was horrible I hated it. Then I tried it at a bar and it was hot I was surprised I drank it all with just a little struggle the Sir Top was surprised too. He said I was a natural piss drinker. It was also a campground area and that night I went to the showers and various men pissed on me and pissed in me. Then a few years later I went to a bar in a very popular and well known gay town. And it was also a leather bar. I don't know why I did it but at the urinal I saw a man and he looked at me and I got on my knees. I remember saying "Do you need a urinal Sir?". He called me a faggot and a good boy and said he hasn't tried it but he wanted to use a fag. He pissed in my mouth and I drank it all he was drinking beer. After I took all his piss he gave me some of his beer and poured it down my throat and said I'm a good fag boy and thanked me. That wasn't the last time I drank piss I think it was also a time at a campground but those details are hazier. Sorry to get lost in memories haha. Back to the present with the incredible man who's re-awakening me. Those memories flashed through my mind as I was drinking his piss. I was swallowing it. Now like I said it's been years so I was no fucking expert. I got a good amount of piss my my mouth cheeks like a chipmunk or slightly before that exaggerated look and feeling. I swallowed about 3 times a large amount of piss. He did not piss in a steady stream so I was not able to just keep drinking it which threw me off. There was a point where my mouth was OVERFILLED and I couldn't swallow. I unfortunately had to lean over to the toilet and spit the piss out. He pissed all over the seat. I tried to guide his beautiful PA cock to aim it into the bowl the rest of his piss but he was not trying to aim. I caught my breath afterwards and swallowed. Instinctively I grabbed the toilet paper and cleaned the seat covered in piss. I even used the toilet paper to clean the floor. I then used the toilet paper to clean his shoes a little he got some piss on his jeans. I realized later he didn't mind. But I think he liked me frantically trying to clean up the piss. He lifted me up after I cleaned everything up and he kissed me. He still made out with me even though my mouth probably smelled like piss. His piss did not taste bad though it was just excessive in volume. He got on his knees and he sucked my cock. I was fucking rock hard. He loved playing with my foreskin and making me wince. But he also alternated between sucking me. He looked so fucking hot sucking my cock with his beautiful red long beard. I pictured his beard and face covered with cum and got harder. I actually wanted to fuck him and I have fucked him before. Not publicly though. I was loving fucking his face and I pulled on his beard and he loved it. I licked and bit his face and he groaned and moaned. God he's just as good at taking as he is at giving. Before I could do more or cum I heard a door open. Motherfucker times two. This time I strategically pulled my shorts down and sat on the toilet. He stood on the side of the toilet hiding his shoe presence. I really did have to piss too so I pissed naturally while sitting which I was hoping would make me appear to be using the stall normally. To my surprise he started fingering my hole while I was on the toilet. My dick was getting so hard I prepped and cleaned myself before I went out of course but having my hole played with and fingered while sitting on a toilet pissing is very very new for me. And there aren't a lot of new things for me. After they left I got up but someone else came in. Agh god dammit again. I still had to pee though so it was kind of fine and he continued to play with my hole and I felt like so horny and was precumming while trying to pee. After they left we decided it's too risky and to bail. I spit and washed my mouth with water and washed my face with soap and water. After we got out of the bathroom and left the building I asked if that offended him and he said it did not. He said he didn't mind kissing my pissy mouth though and said it's hot that my belly is full of piss. God this man is incredible. As we walked to our cars I went into his. We made out some and I played with his pierced nipples. I loved twisting them and pulling his beard and he loved his nipples pulled hard and beard played with. I sucked his nipples too but I was a little too rough I forgot how much pressure to use with my teeth. But I recovered and remembered it has been a little since we've seen each other I remembered most everything else. This man has trained me so well from just a few encounters. We made out some more and stopped a few times when people were walking by since it was in public technically still. Talking about Our Potential This next part is more about talk but there are hot elements. There is more FUN to come after though. I openly asked and tried to clarify some things about us learning about each other and where things are going. I also stated some things that I wanted and he listened and understood and stated we will try to see each other more. We have only been seeing each other once or every two weeks. I was really happy and relieved he was open to seeing me more. And while the future is still uncertain it seems like it's something we want to explore together. He mentioned some ownership-like aspects the last time I was at his place and I hesitated then. I did not now. He suggested the idea of us meeting up a public place and playing in a future outing or even at a play area like a bath house or book store similar to how we met. And him having guys use me. I said fuck yes. I also owned up to the fact that I have been playing with others in between our meetings. He pretended to shame me but laughed and said that's bad but fucking hot. He said he has played a little in between too at a place I like to go to sometimes. I initially told him just a small number of play area places I've gone to some of the ones I've posted here. But as we talked more I told him some guys I've hooked up with as well in between and some places I've gone to find guys to hook up with. His responses were just hot, sexy, and fun and said I'm a good faggot. He said a few other fun verbal things too. He has some ideas for me in the future for areas and playing with others. He re-assured me I can tell him as much as I want and it's up to me but he says it's hot to hear about. I told him that I can see in his eyes that he has plans for me. He said yeah but it will be fun. And I said it definitely will. In between times of fun we will also find more times to get together as well. It's so ironic and I even told him how last Friday. The story I wrote about me going to the bar and being led around by the Sir sucking guys and sucking off the leather sir in the public open hallway and fucking and being bred by the hot young bear cub at the book store. That I stupidly kinda felt like he maybe wasn't wanting to have sex with me but I said how stupid that was considering everything we did today. And that the self doubt I've had is completely gone. I think the man knows that I want to be his boy. And I think he wants me to. We made out some more after this talk and me sharing some fun stories and experiences from the past and him sharing some of his. I can tell that at the moment I do have freedom but I can tell a point might come down the line where he has more control over who I play with or there might be times where he doesn't want me to for a form of his own pleasure for a short amount of time. That's perfectly fine as long as we discuss and agree with things I believe the dynamic will work. I'm just in shock and awe at all of this how understanding and positive (lol) he is about all this. But it's like the sex positivity he told me when we met. He really means it. And he called me more fun verbal names while we made out some more. Damn we did a lot of making out in that car. We unfortunately had to say goodbye. But to my surprise he asked if I was going to the bookstore. My eyes widened and he said if I want to go then go and have fun. He said he'd like to hear about it if I do go. I told him I wasn't entirely sure but I'd let him know if I do. He had to go home and do some work. We had a few more embraces and kisses and then he drove away. Siri take me to the adult bookstore 😭 Literally what I said to my car as soon as I got in. Like no fucking hesitation. I was so fucking horned up and not full of sexual frustration. But full of encouragement, piss, desire, and lust. I arrived there and saw it was relatively packed. I kinda got on a hook up app but then decided fuck it. I got my stuff and walked in and paid. And to the corridors I go. There were a few hot guys around. I cruised a few guys but signals were not clear. I saw a cute otter cub but could not tell if he was into me. I went into a booth and saw him sitting with his cock hard and up. I got on my knees and like the eager boy I am I licked my lips and looked at him. He looked at me and I saw his cock twitch. He had a nice size cock. He stuck his cock through the glory hole and I sucked him. He tasted pretty good. I was enjoying sucking him and in no time at all I could taste a salty tangy taste as his cock was deep down my throat. Fuck the hot otter cub was cumming in my mouth. I sucked him to completion and I thanked him. Next I walked around some more and went into my favorite row of glory holes in the middle. I saw a guy come in with a trimmed beard. He looked at me on my knees and pulled out his cock. He was uncut and damn his cock was kinda pointy and long. I was enjoying sucking him but started to choke a few times. I decided to do what I wanted. That Friday night I went to the bar and the Sir Daddy lead me around sucking his friend's cock and playing with me. I could have easily sucked that man's cock. I could have rode his cock. The guy I played with in the dark room there he would have fucked me with that hot curved cock. That hot leather daddy I sucked off in the hallway would have fucked me too. I decided to take control and brave it and I pulled off the guy's cock. I took my shorts down and put my ass against the glory hole. He pressed his cock head against my tight ass. Fuck he was long. I felt him go in me and I groaned as he started fucking me bareback. I took my ass and backed up on him more. I also twitched and clenched my hole. He fucked me for a few minutes but he changed and had mostly the tip of his dick fucking my hole. It's like he was jacking off in my hole. I felt a huge load and he fucked the load into me. Fuck his load was damn huge fucker flooded my ass. Once he emptied in me he pulled off me. I thanked him and he went on his way. I went to the bathroom and pissed but kept the load in me. I saw a few more hot guys. I sucked two other guys in the glory holes. Two more bearded daddies one older and one younger. They were both moaning and enjoying it but then they pulled off. I didn't suck them both at once but they both acted the same. Once they pulled out of my mouth the wiped their dick and left the booth. I wonder if they were trying to save their loads or were together. I didn't try to ride them but maybe I should have. I saw a cute older man go into the dark room. I sucked him and got him hard. I bent over and he pushed me against the wall and fucked me. Another bottom was getting fucked and I was sucking his dick while I was getting fucked. The guy pulled out of me and was playing with someone else. I pulled up my shorts and left the dark room. I tried to cruise a few other guys but more mixed signals. I did have my eye on a hot white haired and white bearded daddy bear. I thought he was maybe looking at me but wasn't sure. I went to the front of the area and looked at an open booth. I didn't realize he was behind me and I walked in the room and he followed me in. He said I'm a fucking hot and sexy boy. I said he's a hot daddy. He was wearing a sexy blue shirt too I loved and admired his style. But he literally pulled me to him and we made out a little. I pinched his nipple and he groaned. He grabbed my ass. I sucked his nipple and he loved it and put me on his other nipple. He did not seem to want too much foreplay he grinded against my hard cock with what felt like a huge hard cock in his pants. And he kept pawing my ass. Nothing fucking hotter then a hot daddy bear that wants ass. Cannot describe how hot the feeling is to be a horny boy in the eyes of a hungry bear. He put me on my knees and the hot white bearded daddy bear was not wearing underwear. He had a huge curved cock. I put my mouth on his cock and started sucking that beautiful curved bear daddy dick while on my knees. He loved me sucking him he was in such sensory overload. He pulled me off and made out with me some more. He said "it's time boy I want to fuck". I took my clothes off completely. He complemented my hard leaky dick. I told him my dick is always hard and leaky around hot daddy bears. Not fucking lying it is. It's sweet honey nectar for the bears I suppose 🤣. Especially after what happened earlier in the afternoon hahaha. He got nervous when I told him I was poz but I told him I was undetectable. He said he generally fucks with condoms. I told him that's fine. But he didn't have any. It wasn't fine but I wanted that daddy bear dick however I could get it. I never carry condoms so that wasn't a lie. He decided fuck it he pressed his hard curved daddy bear dick at my sloppy cummy boyhole that was still tight. Fuck he felt so big when he was pushing in me and he to no surprise decided to fuck me bareback. I yelped out. He said I'm fucking tight and that daddy bear was going to wreck my hole. He said that I will get fucked and not a quick one. He was not kidding. He fucked me bent over for a good while and pulled out several times and we made out and then he fucked me some more. I could tell he was trying hard not to cum. At one point I was naked on the sort of cushion area and laying on it like a good whore slut faggot taking daddy bear's dick and my head being pushed against the wall. The thump of my head hitting the wall hurt a little but daddy bear was having fun using my boy ass for his pleasure. He said he really did not want to cum but I kept clenching my ass trying to get him to cum. A eureka of a memory unlocked. Years ago I played with a leather Sir who was HEAVY into bdsm with me. I was played with in various ways. I remember once in a sling like contraption partially constrained when he was fucking me with his big Sir Daddy leather dick. He told me did not want to cum yet. I rode his dick anyways and clenched my ass. He said I better not make him cum. He said boy you are making me cum I'm not ready yet. But he shouted at me calling me a fucking whore of a boy as he bred me. He did spank and flog me after disobeying him but it was worth it. Heheh I was a cheeky fucker and the main did not own a claim on me. But we had fun sessions and fuck sessions. He also had a husband so I wasn't really his boy just a boy he played with occasionally. But maybe I'm out of practice yeah I probably am but could not get the bear to cum. He even told me "Nice try boy but I'm going to keep fucking you". Haha at least I tried. I asked him if I can ride daddy bear's cock while he sits down. He said go for it boy. He sat down and I took a breathe and felt his huge daddy bear dick opening my hole even more and I tried to ride him. He was loving me riding him but the daddy bear stood up and I had to press my hands against the video both video screen while he was fucking me. Unfortunately a friend of his kept knocking on the door several times while we were fucking. He kept opening the door and no one was there but said his friend might be ready to leave. He wanted to keep fucking me. But eventually he gave up and said that he wants to fuck me more but his friend was waiting and he had to go. He did take my number though. What is up with daddy bears with holding their cum from breeding me 😄 He was very up front with me after and we went to the bathroom together to wash up a little. He asked if I have a partner, husband, boyfriend, am I seeing someone? He said you are seeing someone aren't you. Of course I'm not going to deny or hide the amazing budding potential that's building between me and that man. I told him honestly that I am getting to know someone. That we've seen each other several times and are progressing. But I told him that he's fine with my playing with others and thinks it's hot and fun. I told him I even texted him and told him I was at the bookstore and that I sucked a guy off and got bred by a guy a little while ago. And I actually did text him that. He texted me how hot it was and encouraged me and also wished he was there to see it. The daddy bear told me that's great and he understands my situation and said he does want to see me again. There wasn't too much else that happened after the hot white bearded daddy bear. A guy did brush up against me when I left the bathroom and smiled at me. I thought he wanted to play with me but I made passes at him and he turned me down. There were some hot guys but none of them seemed to be into me which is fine. I had an amazing day with a sexy special man. And I got to have fun getting fucked and sucking cock there a few times. I was more then satisfied and full (Literally full of cum and piss.) So I left. I texted him letting him know that I left the bookstore and heading home. I let him know I got home safely and showered and needed it so bad. He said what a fun and sexy slutty boy I am and how he had an amazing day with me. I actually did hear back from that fun grey bearded daddy bear while typing this haha so I'll probably get together with him soon. I cannot state how amazing today was. And after the talk I had with him I know there are going to be more exciting, exploring, and awakening days ahead in the future. I cannot wait. I will probably take a break from fucking and sucking for a few days as well 😛 Oh right load count time. 1 Load Swallowed 1 Load Taken from Being Bred Til next time.

Really depends on the scene and mood. Sometimes I actively look for it.

Where in town are you staying?

I've not done more than a few lines, but a few of my favs to piss off friends are (mostly opening lines): To the tune of You're Still The One by Shania Twain Been Masturbating... Look how far i shot, my baby... Might have got in your eye.. We knew it'd get there some day. To the tune of Friends In Low Places by Garth Brooks: Blame it all on my root.. I fucked him in boots.. And ruined the sheets on the bed.

Damn! Wrong coast.

I’ve had luck at the baths in NYC at times. Guess it depends on the crowd on any particular evening, but there has been a few occasions where I had my ass in the air in my darkened room and ended up with a few loads.

I’ve met up with some of those hardworking blue-collar guys. There was one guy in particular who would text me to come over whenever his wife and kid were back home in Columbia with family. Instead of a jock, he liked me in a thong.

Just as long as they don’t pull out, I’m good with either.

Biggest age difference in a LTR was 12 years. But I was early 50s and he was 40. We were not in an open relationship though. I have dated guys nearly 30 years younger and hooked up with a few nearly 40.

The awesome side benefit to getting a colonoscopy is that your insides are clean as a whistle. So don’t waste the opportunity! I got mind done on a Friday, then went to a fuck party on Saturday evening, stayed late and took seven loads. My regular fuck buddy was recruiting guys to fuck & fill me and I was clean, confident and slutty the whole night.

If one does not already exist, I have little doubt that a side focused site and/or app will soon be a thing. Over the years I have known guys not into anal, so no surprise someone has labeled it. I am curious to how that word ended up being “side”, but only because I find language development interesting.

Frankly, they should not care. This is not what they're looking for. They're looking for polyps. Please do not let this deter you from getting scheduled colonoscopies. My oldest friend in the world (we'd known each other since 1977 when we were 13) died in 2021 of colon cancer. You DO NOT want this disease. It was awful.