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Ending your relationship was best for both of you and it makes total sense that you had some quiet time afterwards. Those times are beneficial to reflect and enjoy your own company. However you are repeating the same mistakes again by not being honest with your needs and desires. No need to tell him about every past escapade but he will appreciate your honesty and it's the only way to know if you'll never see him again or just be friends and not waste each other's time and energy. I had a tendency to love the idea of the man I was with which wasn't who he really was. I would put them on a pedestal an be what they wanted me to be rather than my true self. One bf after 4 years when we broke up said to me I never knew who you really were. I did the same as you by watching more porn, cruising online, wanking, dildo and ff myself then hooking up with other guys without him knowing. The first time I was honest with a guy he said that he loved me more for telling him. When he said that I had no desire to cheat and our sex life was great. He wasn't anywhere near as sleazy and kinky as me but after a couple years he was the one that suggested a threesum

That sounds amazing!

I'm a self confessed bottom and make no apologies. I love it when I have a top fuck me that's already been fucking another bottom. so what? what's the problem? I'm a whore for anyone's cock regardless of where it's been. Yummy

Oh yeah think I stayed there one time - fit guys

Come to think of it, his boyfriend is a total slut and he has no problem watching him get bred by 2 or 3 guys then plunging his dick into the creampie. I think we can rule out the fear of STDs in his case. He has at least partially broken free of the local cultural mores, but for whatever reason couldn't make a full break last night. I didn't fuck or even see his boyfriend last night.

Nope, never had one. Though I had lots of sexy dreams, I jerked off consciously all the time, so I don't think a big load ever had an opportunity to build up.

I’ll be going so subway tomorrow for nude Tuesday! So find me in The darkroom after 5pm and recharge please:) also will drink your piss and swallow your spits !

Thank you for kind words...I would love to have a bf like you...who would not hesitate to share me with strangers 🙂

LOL, funny but accurate

I would talk to the guy and tell him about your needs. You can't be happy with him being monogamous, and might feel bad if he ever catches smthg from you. Who knows, maybe he'll turn out being a pig too? Meeting potential partners on website such as bz is a good place to make sure they immediately know you're true nature. As for me, you seem to be the perfect bf material

Neither as a top nor as a bottom I require cock washing (except any accidents). While I totally understand the concern about HepC or other STIs, I would suggest to the concerned person to play safe. HepC is infected by blood, so if there is a micro wound on either the hole’s or the dick’s surface a washing the dick is not really a solution. Sorry for saying that but if anyone has fears about STIs raw bathroom orgy is not for him. Finally, HepC is also a curable disease. It’s expensive and I know that it depends on the insurance in the USA. But in my anyway fuckedup country the social and health insurance pay for it. I know because I am a totally recovered ex-HepC patient.

Dear fellow cumdumps or alpha breeders, stealthers or suckers, I need your advice. Two years ago, my partner of then 16 years went abroad for some time due to work. At that time, it's been several years since we last had sex, and my long surpressed cumdump "me" took over. While he was away, around hundred random guys loaded my manpussy, and I finally accepted that I am worthless bb slut who spreads his legs to anybody. I never considered using prep. When my BF got back, I went back to decent amount of cheating, yet I cruised for random cocks regularly. But it turned out anyway that our relationship can't work anymore, so I said enough, let's quit this ridiculous experience before we end up like The Roses. After that, my body went into reclusive mode, and I didn't have any sex for very long time. Basically I was living like a monk for around half a year, enjoying my new freedom, but probably needing lots of alone time to heal after such long relationship for which I am apparently not well suited. After that half a year, staying healthy after cheating with so many anon men - some being the most trash kind of people - I had ONE anon hookup with some Grindr guy and immediately got Syph. Luckily it was diagnosed pretty fast and my treatment also started immediately and went well. It was kind of stressful period for me and after treatment, I needed lots of time to recharge, relax and just chill... BUT! In the meantime, this amazing guy appeared in my life. He is tall, handsome, XL (though we only had some petting by now :D), has good manners, style and charm...on top of that incredibly intelligent and good hearted. And it seems that there are mutual feelings for each other, with lots of potential for a deep relationship. But the problem is - this guy fucks only bb which is great, but is stricly monogamous, far away from this breeding culture which I love being part of. And he knows nothing of me being such a whore. The day of our first fuck (with potential of uncovering our feelings towards each other) is nearing. But as I finally feel relaxed enough after difficult period, I started craving anon bb sex again...I mean totally and dangerously. Using no Prep, I already got in touch with four different POZ men and started planning sessions with them. Every day since the morning, all I crave are some random dicks of men on my fav crusing spots. I am checking all apps every couple minutes anywhere I am to see If there is somebody who will let me swallow their load. But I am holding myself back as this guy does not deserve to catch some STD from me...so I am spending my days wanking my cock 5 times a day, riding dildoes, trying sounding etc. in order to not hunt for anon dicks. But I need them so so so much. I caught myself repeatedly in night hours when I was most horny, ranting that apps show no bb top around my place of living whom I could ride hard. Yesterday, I rode my largest dildo four times while hanging all afternoon on BZ and various gay apps. So to sum it up - I am in the situation where I feel that I need to give up one or the other. Either I can have love or stay slut. And I don't know what to do. Anybody there who experienced same or similar situation? How did you resolve your dilemma? Thanks and have slutty day! LL

Great story. I've known a few dealers that worked this way.