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Click here to see Nick's original blog post on True Life Tales... sorry not posted this week, bang in the middle of exams. Last one tuesday, but i cant fucking studyyyy!!! ahhh!!! so ill just write this up... things got kind of seedy last weekend. My mate Suzie invited me camping the other night with her wee brothers mates (hes 18). I had nothing better to do so decided to come along. We were camping way out of the back of beyond, along way away from civilisation. There was about ten of us in all, I only knew Suzie and her wee bro, but we brought some cheap cider along and I made some instant friends as they had just ran out of booze by the time we had arrived!! it was pretty well organised for most of them being totally pissed, we got some sausages cooking on a portable BBQ and I started getting caught up in drunkeness with the rest of them. The nudity started quite early, with tits coming out, and one guy, garry who was 17, taking his top off to reveal a defined, hairless body, save for the snail trail, and a little more light hearted nudity ensued. It was quite funny, none of the guys there had ever met a gay before (this is how back of beyond rural were talking) so they were fascinated by me, and i has to do the whole basic explanations, no, were not attracted to every guy, no, i dont fancy you and im not going to bum u in ur sleep, altho i totally would have bummed garry. By the time it was dark, there was a few of us standing around the fire. We were passing around cider, after shocks, jack daniels and spliffs. For some reason or another, more nudity ensued. The girls got starkers and ran around the part of the field we were in in the buff. Us 2 guys that were left, me and garry, ended up standing in nothing but our boxers, but with our shoes still on. He was wearing a pair of white boxers that made his hairless 17 year old body look irresistable and his cherry round ass ready to be munched! So we ended up getting our kecks down to our knees and running around the field for a little bit, knobs flapping about. It was dark so i could see his cock, but we got right out away from the tents, running around, and then garry tripped, i said are you alright, and he asked me to help him up. I put myhands down to wear i thot he was and moved my hands arond, getting his leg. I grabbed the oppertunity and made a wee grab at his cock. It was soft, but nice and floppy, a little bit of pubic hair but hairless, low hanging balls. He didnt say anything, but i moved my hand away anyway so it didnt seem i was intentionally groping him. I helped him up and he deliberatly brushed his hand against my dick, giving it a squeeze before running off back to the campfire. So much later on, when we were much more pissed, it was just me and garry in suzies two man tent. Suzie was off shagging one of the others, some more folk were conked out asleep and there was a bit more shagging from someone else. Me and garry were having a spliff, but were pretty fucked up anyway, still just in our boxers. I started talking about if hed ever had same sex expereinces and all that. Cant quite remember what we talked about or how we got to that point, but we ended up rubbing each others cocks through our boxers. I kept looking at him through my squinty eyed, vision, and he kind of slammed into me face and started kissing me. We akwardley rolled about for a bit, i was pretty fucked. I ended up on top of him, and we were kissing, just in out boxers. I think i could barley open my eyes at this point, but went into sex autopilot almost. He got my cock out of my boxers and wanked it, rubbing it against his boxer-covered ass. I pushed my dick against his hole, pushed it hard and kept pushing, and he had his hands on my hips and kept pulling me into him. Despite the fact that he had his boxers on, i got a little bit of my head inside his ass. We rolled around a bit more, kissing and wanking, now totally naked. I licked my fingers and was pushing them in an out of his hole a little, just opening it up. He went back down on my cock, getting it all wet from his saliva, then lying down on the ground on his back, he lifted his legs expectantly. I stumbled and fumbled back on top of him, and rubbed my raw dick up and down his crack. I knew i didnt want to fuck him at the time, i wasnt quite sure why at the time i was so out of it, just knew i shouldnt. He didnt seem to have the same preconceptions. He took a hold of my dick and lined it up with hus hole, and pulled me into him. i kind of pushed in half heartedly, my raw dick head penetrated the boys arse hole with just spit to lube it. I kinda pushed in and out for a little bit, not getting much in as it was kinda sore. Garry seemed to like it tho, he kept whispering for me to go deeper and harder. After a while tho i pulled out and he went back down on my cock which had just been inside his hole raw and sucked my off while i worked a finger all the way in his dry hole. He kept sucking and sucking while i jacked him with one hand and fingered him with the other. Just as I felt his ass tighten around my finger, I shot my wad deep into his throat, the drunk, drug induced state i was in making it feel wayyyy better. As my cock shot again and again into his mouth and i writhed around a bit in ecstasy, he shot his own load from me wanking him, which laned quite alot on his chest then the rest on my hand. My cock was still in his mouth as he sucked the rest of my cum out of it, and garry watched as I licked all his cum off my hand, then moved round to eat it of his chest. We pretty much went to sleep after that. The next morning was normal, no one suspected we had got up to anything, and dont think anyone even cared because there was so much other drama going on after we had fallen asleep, with screaming and shouting and people going missing and people bringing up secret abortions and drug addictions...bit of a shame i missed all that!! well will tell u about all that drama later, its nearly midnight on sunday now, i have to get a decent sleep tonight because i have been partying ALL weekend and my fucking exam is tuesday and i really have to fucking study tomorrow but i dont want toooooo!!! More...

Click here to see Nick's original blog post on True Life Tales... It was one of the girls' from the amateur dramatics thing that Suzies' in birthday on saturay night. So we were all going out for it, including Jamie and his girlfriend. Suzie and I were sitting in KFC before we went down to the pub with the rest of them, and she was really nervous about being there with Jamie and his girlfriend Kristen. Kristen had apparantly said a few weeks before that she couldnt be bothered going out for this girls birthday, but now had had a change of heart for some reason and was going out with Jamie to the birthday. Suzie was sure it was because Kristen suspected something was going on between Suzie and her boyfriend. So it was all shaping up to be an interesting night, I was expecting fireworks between Kristen and Suzie, big fireworks, and was looking froward to the drama. So me and Suzie get to the pub with the birthday girl and about 8 or so other women. We were all drinking jugs of cocktails and generally havin a laff. But they all knew Suzie fancied Jamie, and we spent like ten mins before Jamie and Kristen arrived plotting how to split them up. So Jamie, Kristen and a couple of others arrive, and were all sitting around a big table and couches, me and Suzie at the top end, Jamie on the right hand couch beside the window and his girlfriend opposite. You wouldnt have even suspected that they were going out things were so icy, well it looked that way, they were engaged in completley different conversations. I had given Jamie such a huge, gay, over the top hug when he arrived, Kristen I dont think even noticed the lingering embrace the Suzie and Jamie had. About half an hour later, the drink and laughs were flowing freely. Being surrounded by so many women and so much sex on the beach, i went into queer mode. I started shouting across the table about how Jamie looked radiant and gorgous, compliments he accepted and returned. You know how some straight guys like to engage in light hearted flirting with gay guys, well it was a bit of that, just a laugh. Also he knows that I know how big his cock is! I think we ended up lifting our shirts at some point and showing off our nipples or something, all to much hillarity, but it was then I think that I noticed Kristen giving me the stare of death. The girl was not amused, not even in the slightest. I gave her a theatrical apology, bit still she gave me the iciest evils I have ever had!! I mean jesus how over the top protective can ya get! They left soon after that! And Jamie and I had a big huge hug and lots of back slapping before he left. He told me and Suzie that he had 'been told' to go! Well I was quite shocked by Kristen, I couldnt actually beleive someone could take all that mild flirting seriousley! Well at least it meant that Kristen and her mates, IN NO WAY suspected anything going on between Jamie and Suzie! and I made an enemy for life!! More...

Click here to see Nick's original blog post on True Life Tales... thank fuck thats exams over with, now I am morally justified in not doing anything! A weird thing happened today. I was walking into the town about 4 oclock in the afternoon, just to go to the supermarket. it was a nice day, in fact weve had a good run of nice days, so I was just in a tshirt, just had my hair cut, wearing some new sunglasses, and of course just finished exams. I was feeling pretty good. As I get near tesco, on the fairly busy shopping street, I get a surprise when I see Garry, the young guy from the camping trip a few weekends ago, sitting on the bench outside the supermarket. We had fooled around quite a bit, but had both been pretty gonged at the time, and I hadnt heard from him since, in fact I didnt even have his number. As i walked along, he saw me, i saw him, and there was no way to avoid contact. I slowed down as I got closer and he stood up and said hi. He was still in his school unifrom, shirt sleeves rolled up, two buttons undonde on his shirt and tie hanging loose, revealing his smooth, musceled chest. I tried not to think about getting my cock inside his ass hole last time we had met. We chatted for a bit, i asked him what he was doing here, after all he lives pretty far way, haf an hour out of the city in a small town, but then you have to get deeper into the country from there. he said he wanted to come down here to think. I was a bit worried, I kinda felt responsible for opening up any can of worms in his mind about his sexuality and all that. But I felt that I couldnt be pulled away from talking to him. There was something really intruiging about what he had said, he had come here to think. I sat down on the bench with him, and asked if it was about what had happened two weeks ago in the tent. We sat there for 45 minutes, in a busy shopping street outside a busy supermarket, but lost in our own world. he poured his whole heart out to me. I listened, nodded and asked questions where needed, but more than that I understood. Garry is from a really small village, he lives a rural life, with friends he has grown up with all his life, those on the camping trip. Its not like he has a choice of who to spend his time with, or that he even likes them, but thats what is expected of him and thats what he has to be. He is 'Garry' to them. he told me about he has constructed this whole personality, in fact his entire being and future of wanting to be a mechanic, of going to see his family on a sunday, of drinking in the pub with his mates in the small towns of the countryside out of the city, this whole thing he is, is a lie. The worst part was though, was when he said he didnt realise it untill we had met two weeks ago at the camping. He had no friends in the city, he had been here a few times to shop and go out, but it wasnt on his radar. And in fact, this city where I am just now, where I was sitting talking to Garry this afternoon, is where I go to uni, which is much smaller and much less cosmopolitan than where I actually grew up. He had never realised that there were gay people, and didnt know what it was that made him fancy guys untill I had come steamrolling in with my flamboyancy to their set up. I sat there shocked. I didint realise the effect i'd had. In a way, I felt he was like me when I was younger. Only just learning who I was, not liking the situation I was in. But the more I tried to think of it that way the less it worked. Garry was totally fundamentally different from me. First of all his circumstance doesnt allow him to change his enviroment or meet other gay guys, and he is far, far more mature than i was at 17. Garry, for someone who has undergone the mental transformation that he must have done in the last few weeks, is incredibly self aware. But we couldnt stop talking, I didnt want to. We got through all the hard stuff and immediatly got on to having a laugh. it was like how it was when we first met, instantly we were close then, even if that was helped by drink, which is how we came to streaking around the field and how we came to end up having sex. It was getting cold after we had been on that bench for over an hour, just chatting away. He said he would have to head for the bus home soon, it would take him a while to get back. So we walked back to the bus stop, and i asked him what this all meant to him, and what did he want from me. 'I dont quite know whats happening to me' garry said 'but all i know is if it hadnt been for you appearing when you did, it probably wouldnt be.' he grabbed both my shoulders 'So nick, I want your help, because I dont know what the fuck to do.' And with that, he turned and jumped onto the bus behind him, which seemed to speed away in an instant. And I stood there, dazed and confused. fortunatly we had swaped numbers already, and after i got myself together and turned to start walking, my phone buzzed with a text from garry. 'meet me tomorrow, same place, same time.' I swear it just gets stranger. Ive been thinking about it all night, what do i do? what can i do? Can i really be a good friend to him when I think that I really fancy him? would making a move on him be exploitative because of his vulnerability, although he doesnt seem so vulnerable. I dont know, im confused. I didnt need this either. Just when things were starting to go well with Si. We had been for coffees and stuff, but we just couldnt seem to make any time for each other for a while. Then the last few weeks, when we've both been back here for our exams, we were getting together every few days for a chat, and even the cinema once. Although things hadnt got sexual again, in fact that was the one thing we didnt talk about, at the exam on tuesday i had burst out at the end, dying for a piss. Si came into the loo there, and we had a little flirtation about him wanting to spy on my dick. After that, we had gone in a big group to the pub, and me and Si had been sitting beside each other, infact on the same couch we had when we first met, although we were talking in different conversations. But our asses had been touching and there was a definte sexual something that had begun to spark back. But now this thing with garry has thrown me off, what am I meant to do? I feel beholden to the poor lad to do something. In fact Si had called me soon after that, and I told him that I had just met my mates wee brothers pal in town, and he had come out to me. I kind of laughed it off to Si, pretty much because Im not sure how to handle this. We joked about it a little, but I feel bad now because its no fair of me to treat garry like that. I dont know if i could be a good gay mentor. Ive never really had gay friends with no sexual undercurrent, and its not as if im well connected on the scene for him to get to know people. Although maybe he just needs someone to listen to him. So ill meet garry tomorrow, well go for coffee and take it from there. Im going to have to work on this sex thing though. If hes going to be puring his heart out to me, i cant be taking advantage. its annoying becuase hes so fucking hot, and I just had a wank there thinking about fucking him. this shits all screwed up now. More...

Click here to see Nick's original blog post on True Life Tales... Hi dear readers, When you are making the news you never get a chance to watch the news, and when your living your life, you never get a chance to report on it! Last time I posted was 14th may, and Si and I were getting closer, and I was confused about Garry. Well not alot actually happened with that, because a week later I was in Kenya, working in a orphanage for children with HIV or whoes parents have died of Aids. I got the oppertunity to go out there like a week and a half before I left on the 20th may, and I had to do it man. But things were so hectic in moving out of my flat and getting ready to leave for a month, as well as saying buy to Si, garry, and all the others. That week before I left was a bit strange, Si and I were getting closer, and almost acting like a couple again, he would come round for dinner alot and we would sit and talk and watch TV for hours, wheras Garry was like latching onto me almost. He slept on my couch for like 3 or 4 nights, because he just couldnt face going home. So there was a strange night, on the night before I left. Garry had gone home the other day, and Si was coming round for a nice dinner with me again, but this time he had insisted on cooking, and it was going to be a 'romantic' type thing, he emphasised the candles he was bringing. Things were going well, and he had made big hints that he wanted to stay over. He was really happy that I was going away, because he knew how happy I was about it, and I would see him when I got home. Just as we were going to sit down, the bell rings and its Garry. By this time its dark, and probably to dark for him to drive all the way home safley, which in fact Si made that point when Garry came in. Si was a little ruffled but was ok about it, and dished Garry up some dinner. Thats what I like so much about Si, hes so like me in that way. I was a little anoyed cuz he had interrupted, but i got over it and was happy for him to be there. The three of us had a pretty cool evening, Garry had some weed so we got high and chilled on the couch, me and Si sitting close to each other on one and Garry sitting on the floor in front, rolling yet another joint and glued to Americas Dumbest Criminals, its quite funny how much of a wee boy he is sometimes! It was getting late, and we were sleepy from a big dinner and then weed and wine. Si kind of nuzzled into my neck and gently brushed it with his lips, and I got the most intense feeling shoot through me. I quickly told Garry that we were going to bed, and would see him in the morning before i left for the airport. In my bedroom, i collapsed on my back, and Si got his leg over, kneeling over me and leaned down slowly and we shared an impossibley long kiss. It got steadily more intense, i lifted my head up from the bed to get further inside his mouth, and my hands pulled on the skin of his back. My legs upped and wrapped around his waist as he responded and pused the boner under his jeans against my ass. We fooled around, taking each others clothes off and almost locked in each others mouths. We paused a little as a thought rushed through my mind. "What do you think of Garry?" I asked. he looked at me for a bit, frozen in his naked crouch, his silver tooth necklace swinging on a black lace around his neck and his cock swung between his legs, and smiled coyly... "I want you first!" Si said. So i forgot about anything to do with Garry right then as the thin but muscled frame of Si pushed me down again on my back and lifted my legs as his hardened cock, precum slipping out his piss slit, against my hole, begging for him to enter me. Very slowly and intimitly, he rimmed and fingered me for a short time, before slipping a condom on and pushing my legs all the way back against the wall. Doing that made my hole face straight up to the ceiling, and he leaned over it and spat, and a big gob of his spit dribbled out his mouth and plopped right onto my hole. He did it a few more times, before squirting a large amount of lube onto my cunt. He leaned over even more, one foot and one knee on the bed, a hand on the wall and the other grasping his long dick. His eyes were focused on my slippery ripe hole, and he pointed his cock at it, and slid down, all the way down. Si's cock pushed any resistance out the way and he got the full length inside. It flet so good. I didnt need poppers or anything. When I want it that bad, i can just take it and it feels amazing. We fucked slowly and intimitaly, lots of heavy kissing. I love how Si bends over me so you can get the best view of his six pack, with his head close to mine, wet hair from the sweat flopping onto me as he pumped his cock in and out. After a good half an hour of fucking, things sped up, so neither of us heard the bedroom door open. We fucked for another few minutes untill I noticed Garry standing behind us in the dark, shirtless and unbuttoned toruses, rubbing his dick. Si noticed Garry, and while pumping me, motioned with his head for him to come over. Garry pulled his trousers and boxers down, his well built, manly frame in sharp contrast to Si. His 17 year old cock flopped out as he took his skants off, and I opened my mouth for his thick, smooth dick. He slid it in and out of my moouth, and I loved being filled from both holes. His cock was so good to suck, and i got it quite far down his throat. Si however through a condom at Garry. He got the idea, pulled his cock out my mouth, slipped it on and moved around to my ass. Si lifted my legs up even more and near stood on the bed as he pumped me. Garry came from behind, and I felt his cock head push against my well fucked hole. He pushed it in quickly and it made me gasp. Two big cocks were crammed inside my ass, but I quickly got used to it and started moaning for it faster. They both began to fuck me in time, and I went into ecstasy, smacking my own cock up and down as I got fucked by tow guys at the same time. I could see Garry holding onto Si and kissing his neck and back as they fucked me. Finnally Si shouted as he shot his load. They both stopped as Si squeezed the last of his cum out and slid his dick out my ass. Garry then pulled me back further and began to fuck me really hard and fast, my gaping hole could take it easily. We were both moaning as I got closer and closer. Si jumped down and took my cock in his mouth, so I held his head and pumped it in his mouth. It was frantic, garry ramming inside me and me slamming into Si's mouth. I came first, it was sooo good, and I kept holding Si's head as I shot load after load, making all that cum stay in his gob. He squeezed the rest of my cum out of my cock too. I pulled his head up and yanked his hair, pulling his head back and he opened his mouth, showing me a shit load of my cum. Garry quickly pulled out my ass just then, whipped off the condom and pushed his dick in Si's face and wanked furiousley. He aimed and shot right into Si's open, cum filled gob, and moaned so loud in the process. It was so fucking hot to watch. Mine and Garrys cum mixed and swirled around Si's mouth, and I put my hand onto his throat, and garry did the same, to feel him swallow it. He had a bit left in his mouth as he then came and leaned over to kiss me, then i took it and went and kissed Garry with the cum, who broght it back to Si who swallowed the rest. After all that we pretty much all got into the bed, still butt naked, Si against the wall, spooning me, and me spooning garry, our asses and dick rubbing against each other as we fell asleep. I have had a nice long chat with Si over the phone since ive got back, he was laughing coz he was saying he wants me all to himself now! More...

Click here to see Nick's original blog post on True Life Tales... Im not 48 hours back in the country, and I have a date on friday afternoon! Just c asually browsing on fitlads last night, not for any particular reason, and started chatting to this guy, we'll call him big, because he is 6"4, or little big because he is only 19, and also because I watched the sex and the city movie and its sooo fucking cool film! We he gave me his msn, and I was kind of reluctant to go on because it was midnight and I wanted to go to bed! but we ended up talking untill 3am! he is gorgous, in a kind of straight, unconventional way, but has a face i could totally love. Also I think we are twins seperated at birth, he is so into politics and he knows about the world. If Si has one fault (or many actually but here is one) he knows fuck all about the world. I had to point Kenya out to him on a map before I left (along with telling him the difference between canada and australia). With Si, yeah we could talk for hours, but it was about life at uni, it was gossip or other trivial stuff. In a three hour conversation with big on msn and text, we covered the political destabilisation of Iraq, the Democratic nomination process and its failings and the ethical-ness of starbucks. We have a really similar sense of humour, including a love for making strangers feel uncomfortable by doing things such as talking loudly about gay sex on public transport and following it up with gestures (even if on the phone). And Si is still up north, I wont be up there for another 2-3 months, and its not like were a couple couple. I wonder if him and garry got together. I havnt heard from garry, so i dont know how he is. Im kind of worried cuz ive texted him 3 times and called a few, but it seems his phone is off. But anyway big is hot, and he thinks im cute oh yeah and i got a job and I have another interview monday so i will have da mullah!!! btw i explained what I was up to in Kenya in a comment to the last post More...

Click here to see Nick's original blog post on True Life Tales... I had another date with Big tonight, we went and saw Wanted at the movies, was fuckin amazin film! and we had our first kiss tonight in the cinema, it was pretty cheesy now I think about it. I had nachos, and he said something about my breath smelling after shovling down nacho cheese and jalapenos, so I said well I better kiss you now then! He is lovley, and our first date was good too, 5 hours actually. We went and sat in the park and went for coffee. However we have a mutual friend, Billy, who i work with and who was an old fuck buddy of Big. Billy is a bit unbalanced at the best of times, but I think us seeing each other has thrown him into a tailspin, even though I called and asked if he had a problem with it before we went out. Anyway, things are good with Big, but I dont know about Si. When I spoke to him on the phone the other day, he seemed quite agitated. he told me nervously that he and Garry had fucked while I was away. I said ok, and didnt talk about it after that. Im not sure what to think about it. I cant really complain, I wasnt going out with either of them, and I guess its why Garry handt been talking to me. I spoke to him yesterday, the day after I found out from Si. after like 20 minutes of chatting he told me that he and Si were seeing each other! I feel alright about it. Si said he had started seeing someone, but wouldnt say who it was. I asked him if he wanted something between us again and he just said dully he didnt know. So whatever, i will wait and see. Im not in the same city as them for the summer so im not going to worry about it. On a better note I spoke to the hot dominican again! were arrainging another hook up for this week, im pushing to make it a regular thing hes an amazing fuck. if thats not going to happen im going to have to find someone to fuck, or have a slutty night at the sauna. Ive not had any sex since the 3sum in fucking may. I have two jobs now, and all I seem to do is think about sex while im at it. Getting hard now so going to have ANOTHER wank. this is getting ridiculous lol! More...

Click here to see Nick's original blog post on True Life Tales... Finally! Some action! Im doing temp work, so yesterday I was making teas and coffees at this lawyers office. It was dead so I got to spend 9 hours having mental foreplay with myself, so by the time I left and headed over to the sauna I was pretty damn horny. In fact during the day, while I was working, I had got a text out of the blue from the doctor. Not totally out of the blue, the weekend before I had texted him begging to come round and see him, but let me tell you why. Some people I know who were visiting from Canada and Serbia were leaving the next day. I had spent all week with them, but they wanted me to come for a drink with them on their last night. I was shattered but said fine. So we they decided they were done and were going back to the hostel just as the last bus home sailed past the window of the pub. I was not amused about having to pay £15 to get home. Yet the doctor only lives £3.40 away, so I sent him a couple of begging texts…to no avail. I was going to text the taxi driver who gives me free rides when I give him blowjobs…I don’t think ive told you about that yet, but anyway I know a guy who does that, but he aint all that pretty. I told the Canadian guy who I was with and he felt guilty so gave me a tenner. But the doctor texted me, and was giving me all this babe shit. I replied saying you have to be fucking me to call me babe. Nothing for an hour until ‘can I fuck you then?’ I actually agonised over it for a while, and considered whether or not to give my sauna visit a miss and get a fuck from the doc. But it turned out to be an emotional trap, as it often does with him. I signal interest, in fact I said when and where, he sed tonight, I said ok ill be over straight after work. A little bit later he changes his mind and im left looking like a fucking prick, at least between the two of us. The problem is there that our relationship was based on winning. Someone had to win the argument or the conversation or the sex. Not healthy at all, but for some reason I have an in built prick magnet, in a good AND bad way. But I digress. Im there just at half five, It was fairly quiet, I thought there would have been more people coming in after work, but it was a Wednesday after all. I have this thing about saunas, ive talked about it before. To me they just hold this awesome sexual energy, probably because you can have like unlimited sex there. I kind of prefer going than hooking up at someone’s house, yet I do much more housecalls than sauna visits. With going to someone’s house, you often have to travel to somewhere you don’t know, and for those of us without a car that can be a bitch, and the people can be a let down, or the sex can be shite or over in ten minutes, with a sauna, you can literally fuck till your full. It wasn’t a bad bunch though. I head for the steam room after doing a circuit. Theres two guys to the right on the bench above me, both middle aged but not bad looking. Guy 1 has bad boy (triga) looks, shaven head and shaved pubes. His towel was just covering his cock which he was stroking underneath. I played along, giving mine a fiddle under my towel. Guy 2 who was older and beefier, whips his towel right off at the first sign of group play, but to reveal a fucking tree trunk! The thing was a coiled cobra with a tight silver ring at the base. It rested against his leg, but as the three of us had a bit of a play, each watching each other, it started awakening. After ten minutes or so, we were all hard, and I wanted a bit of both of them, badly. Guy 1 was thick, cut with a good 8” going for him, guy 2 I would be surprised if he wasn’t close to a foot! I wanted to speed things up, but there was an older ugly beside me, so I wasn’t wanting to go down on one of them in the open. I went around the corner of the steam room to a darker bit. No one was there but I was within sight of guy 1. I sank to my knees, pulled the towel around my neck and opened my mouth. He got the picture, and was over quickly. It was like he didn’t stop walking and just shoved that dick right in my open gob. I loved it. I went mad on the thing, wolfing it down my throat, slurping and globering all over his smooth shaft. We were joined by guy 2 with his cockosauras and inevitably by the older ugly, who grabbed what he could. I alternated between guy 1 and 2 while staying on my knees, they stood and kissed and fondeld each other. I liked it when after finishing a stretch on the more manageable cock of guy 1, guy 2 would grab my head, try and pull open my cheeks and force his dick as much as he could in my mouth. We played around like that for quite a while, but eventually the heat became too much and we headed upstairs to a room. On the way we managed to pick up another, thinner but younger guy, who packed a punch below aswell. So there were four of us in the room, I was the only one under 40 most likely, the three others were around the same age, but I think they saw me as a young wee slut, which I was quite happy with! I got back on with sucking guy 1. I was on all fours on the raised mattress while he rested on his hind legs. My fingers found their way to his bare shaved hole, and my mouth encased his juicy balls as well as getting his shaft down me. Meanwhile, the third guy was on all of his fours, and we began to share guy 1’s cock, while guy 2, with the massive dick, as kneeled behind guy 3, lubing up his cock before guy 3 gave a loud moan. Guy 2 was penetrating his hole, and wasn’t giving him much of a chance to recover. It was getting a bit crowded on the mattress, so I gave up guy 1’s cock to guy 3, to let him be spit roasted. I stood and watched the incredibly hot scene. Guy 2, who was pumping the thin bottom slut, kept looking over at me and motioning me to come over to him. I watched closely as his dick slid with speed in and out of the ass he cradled in his hands. It got me really hard to see this guy have both his holes stuffed with extra large cocks. I put my finger on the top of his ass to feel the friction as guy 2 slammed into him. After a while guy 2 said to me, ‘here son you have a go,’ and he passed me guy 3’s ass. It was really hot to think of them all as uncles or something teaching me the young lad how to fuck. I rolled a condom on as guy 2 pulled out and promptly left the room, he must have came because his condom was lying on the floor. Guy 3 who was being fucked raised his head from his lolli-cock to smile at me as I entered him. I pushed my dick far away inside him as he exclamated. I was facing guy 1, who was smiling at me and winking as if they were too both proud that i was learning how to fuck. I felt like saying, ‘guys, ive had a little experience before.’ But I rolled with it. As I began sliding my length in and out of guy 3’s already fucked hole, guy 1 almost lay on his back to check out my cock sliding in and out. He kept saying ‘oh fuck yeah that’s hot’ as I got into the swing of it and let loose. I slammed my entire body into this poor buggers cunt, raging on his skinny ass with all the pent up sexually frustration of around 2 months. I didn’t want to cum yet, so I pulled out. Guy 3 was quite thankful of the reprieve. I went to rimming guy 1’s sweet bare ass hole. He was on all fours on the raised mattress and I was on my knees on the floor. I used my fingers to pull it open and get as far inside as possible. Guy 3 floated around, sucking on guy 1 for a while before sitting on guy 1, and leaning over so I had to asses, one on top of the other. I ran my tounge from the balls of one all the way up to the neck of the other, my cock scrapping the holes of both in the process. As I slurped on guy 3’s ass, I got that great taste of rubber and lube that goes so well with hot sweaty skin and ass juices. There was a good 20 minutes of all this rimming, I had to stop as my tounge almost went numb. I pulled back to wank for a bit and let 1 and 3 got at it for a bit. Guy 1 stayed on his knees, as guy 3 got up and rubbed his dick on guy 1’s slippery salvia’d hole. I thought he was going to put a condom on, but he held his dick and began to slide the head in. Guy 1 reached around with his hand and felt that there was no condom on guy 3. Guy 3 stopped and asked ‘do you want me to put one on?’ Guy 1 replied ‘no, fill me up.’ I could have shot then I swear but I held it in as I got on all fours and inched closer to watch guy 3’s long, raw cock find its way inside that ass. I put my hand on the ass cheek and fingers on the hole to pull it back and get as much of the dick inside the ass slut as possible. Guy 3 would pull out and I would peel apart the ass cheeks and look right inside the hole, spitting a huge gob right inside as guy 3 pushed inside on the return. I put my hands on the ass of the barebacker, pushing him to fuck the barebacked harder and harder. I was mesmerised by the scene. It went on for a long time, guy 1 taking that bare cock. I jumped around, spitting inside his ass, sucking his cock, pulling his ass apart and pushing guy 3 to fuck him harder and faster. I don’t know if guy 3 shot his load inside the hole, but he pulled out quite abruptly, giving guy 1 a minute or so to recover as he passed me his ass. I rolled a condom on and got my tounge stuck back in there quickly. I could taste the lube, and got a little taste of cum. I thought that after so much fucking guy 1’s ass would be red raw, but the cum must have been the lube for me as it was smooth entry in and a silky feeling fucking his well used cunt. I fucked him for a while as guy 1 shoved his dirty ass covered cock into the mouth of my ass victim. I pulled out just as I was going to cum, not ready to give up yet. I said thanks boys and left the room. I chilled for a bit in the Jacuzzi, running threw in my head the hot scene I just witnessed. I really wanted to do it myself, so after half an hour or so, I headed off to one of the rooms. I grabbed a pile of condoms and laid on the raised mattress. I lay on my back, with the door open and my foot on the door. I lubed up my ass as a few guys walking the corridors stopped to have a peak. I then got back on all fours, resting on my elbows so my ass was pointing straight in the air. I kept my foot pressed against the door, so people could come in and use me but so could others, and people could watch, I wanted to share! I really didn’t care who fucked me, I was so horned up. I took my towel and buried my face in it. It wasn’t long till I sensed someone behind me. I kept my face buried, but my heart was beating like nothing else and my cock throbbed in anticipation, my ass tingling, begging for someone to fill it. I heard a bit of rustling and shifting about, before a heavy hand on my back gave me a bit of a fright and a dick head was slowly pushed inside my lubed up cunt. It was thick but not so long. It felt good though. Sore to start with, but the guy, whoever he was, was nice enough to give me a bit to recover before he started to slide in and out me. He got to an incredible speed that was nearly bringing me to tears of fulfilment! He was at it like a jackhammer for a good long while. I so wanted to look round but I kep my discipline and let my ass be used. Without warning he pulled out and there was a spray of cum that slammed down on my back, right to the neck actually, and a few follow up sprays that landed on my ass cheeks. I wasn’t sure if I heard him pull off a condom or not, but the cum was on my back. There must have been a queue because there was another dick that was slammed into me straight after. I began to moan at this one because it was pretty big, in fact it was beginning to feel like it was tearing me up inside, and my hole needed re lubed. Fortunately he stopped quickly, and I didn’t feel anything shoot inside me or on my back. I was a little disappointed. It was a strange feeling, not knowing when and what was coming next, so I jumped again when 30 seconds or so later, another dick slowly pushed its way inside my hole that I imagined raw and dripping. I heard other moans in the background, I don’t know if people were watching or it was form other rooms, but I joined them in the chorus. This fuck was long and thorough. When he was fully in, it was like he was twisting his dick around to create maximum impact. He must have felt the dryness because a cold shot of lube was squirted on my ass hole as he pulled out, then pushed the cold gel deep inside me. This one went on for a long, long time. He kept changing position, as if he wasn’t really comfortable with me on all fours. I pushed the door closed with my foot, and whilst keeping the towel over my face, I turned around to lie on my back. He seemed happier with it as he held my feet up and moved them to the side, penetrating my cunt again. He fucked me for quite a long time, before I felt a shudder and a moan. He left it in for a while, then pulling out and shutting the door behind him. I lay there for a while, still. The towel covered my face but I was panting heavily. I felt so turned n and ready to explode, although my ass felt really tender. I ventured a finger down there, and felt it wet. I blinked as I looked around. There were three condoms lying on the floor. Cum was in two of them, the other one was empty because he had cum on my back. I put a finger to my back and rubbed it in some of the cum that was then beginning to drip off. As I brought my finger round, I closed my eyes and let it run over my ass very briefly. I took a long shower after that, and chilled somemore. I realised I had been there for two hours, and had to get going, but still had my own bulging balls to empty. I quickly found a guy who was doing what I had been, lying ass up in a room. He looked round and motioned me to come in. I shut the door. I wanted to get right down to it. He had a cute, hairy ass and I thought he was foreign when I asked if he liked it rough and he just pointed his ass at me. I rolled one on and stuffed my dick in. he began to moan incredibly loudly, then took my hand. I thought he was going to bite it at first but he wanted me to cover his mouth. I got his game. I held his mouth shut, slapped his face a bit too and fucked him so hard that I was sure he wasn’t faking any of that moaning. I felt orgasm like I hadn’t in a long time and near blacked out as I shot inside the condom. I pulled out and whipped it off, but I still felt there was more to come so I pushed him round and continued wanking, shooting a second and a bit of a third load onto his chest. I collapsed onto him and couldn’t move. I wanted to leave quickly, but my legs were quivering and I was shaky after such a powerful orgasm. I made my way out though, very, very satisfied and feeling like an utter slut! Si called while I was on the bus, but that’s a fucking post and a half in itself so just enjoy the lingering thoughts of me on the bus, shaky after a mind blowing orgasm, a cock that had been in three separate holes getting hard again at the thought of it all, and lube, I assumed, dripping out my battered ass! More...

Click here to see Nick's original blog post on True Life Tales... My new temp job is in hospitality, and as you can imagine there is always one, usually a majority, of gays in the workplace. They are usually hot, but Im not attracted to them. Mostly because when im at work, im in work mode, in that I focus on the job in hand and do it to the best of my ability, idle chatter and flirting pisses me off. My work partner came about last saturday when I was working a big massive wedding at a gorgous 5 star country house. It was the owner of the hotel whoes daughter was getting married, so the service was expected to be tip top, i expected it to be anyway. The wedding was complete with ice sculputres and a firework display. the staff there were a rite joke tho. they were all, ALL gay, and the gay hotel staff would stand around gossipping while the managers went around trying to flirt with the staff and get in there pants. really, really unproffessional. One of the managers, Dave, I was running around like a headless chicken trying to find for like a serious problem. I found him eventually heavy flirting with this hot young slvakian guy. I asked him my question and he said he didnt care! I was fuming. Us temps were workin our asses off while the rest of them stood around doing as little as pos! 5 star hotel! Later on in the night I am polishing glasses and Dave the manager is in the kitchen with some of the rest of us. There is a huge tray full of glasses that has to be taken through to the bar. one of the girls asks him too, and he says 'oh no I cant lift heavy things Im gay.' he had been kind of chatting to me just before than, while continuing not to work. he then said to me 'are you a queer then?' 'Yes' I said, 'but I can lift that tray.' the worst bit was when i tried to and i couldnt then the girl who had orginially asked just got fed up and takes it through to the bar...with one hand. So this Dav the manager was banging on about working for the queen for five years and going to the gay bars five times a week and the rest, and he was pushing 30 while trying to get in the pants of teenage staff. He asked me something and I just responded 'oh yeah I have a boyfriend.' The words were out my mouth and I just thought shit, cuz i dont ya know. But i wanted to say it just to kind of get one up on him. Then I thought if im gunna lie, mite as well make it a good one! So I painted this picture of my perfect partner. His name is Andy, we met in high school and have been together for four years now. We went backpacking around south america for a year after school, following much of the che guevara trail. We have a gorgous top floor tenememant flat that was left to us by his grandma. We spend out spare time going hiking and camping in the mountains, where we fish and hunt together. He is a training as a nature photographer so is currently on a photoshoot in botswana. When he is off work between postings he is a gym instructor. By the end of all of that I was a little breathless, the staff around me were hanging on my every word and the manager Dave looked thoroughly pissed! It was great because I spend the rest of the night talking about my incredible relationship with Andy, and everyone was jealous! So because im working in lots of different places, 9/10 of the managers or staff are gay, and frankly most of them piss me off. so I bring Andy out and make myself feel better! I wouldnt recomend it for permanent jobs, but why not have a bit of fun when your not going to be back there? And if you can visualise and vocalise your perfect partner, maybe it will help you find him? I dont think I want a parnter at all right now. I never went on another datre with Big, and Ive stopped texting him back. The shit with Si has got beyond a joke. This relationship he is having with Garry is driving him, and me crazy. Ive had it out with him though, in a very public way... but right now im going to bed. More...

Click here to see Nick's original blog post on True Life Tales... Si has been calling every day for the last week. His call the other day when I left the sauna was typical of them. He calls ME, then when I answer he shouts ‘hello? HELLO?’ as if he’s terribly busy and always on the phone to people much more important me. ‘Hi.’ I roll my eyes. ‘Whats happening?’ ‘Oh nothing, nothing…you?’ He pauses like always. I can feel that he wants me to ask about Garry. He is absolutely bursting to talk about him, I can feel it. As I said before I don’t want to engage in the subject. I have no problem with them going out or shagging, I wasn’t going out with either of them and had an incredible shag with both of them, at the same time, so I have no real problem with 2/3 of a very successful threesome continuing to enjoy each others company, especially when I was in fucking Africa. We spoke no real words about nothing in particular, but I could hear someone in the background. The thought of Garry went through my mind. Si was trying to ask me something in a roundabout way, but it seemed like someone else was telling him what to say. I cut him off, ‘fuck sake Si either put him on or spit it out.’ ‘can we use your flat to fuck in?’ he really did spit it out, and I spit out my fag and spluttered. ‘whats wrong with yours?’ all his flatmates were girls, and he was telling me how all their boyfriends were round all the time, and he didn’t want to bring Garry back because they also thought that me and him were still seeing each other, and he didn’t want to seem like he was cheating on me. I really did not know what to say. I didn’t have a problem with them fucking, but i wasn’t a hundred percent cool with doing all that, just to make Garry and Si’s life easier, and to make Si look better than he actually is. ‘Nick, are you there? NICK!’ ‘yeah man whatever, do what you like, you usually do anyway.’ And with that I hung up. Not the most mature but whatever I really wasn’t in the mood to duke it out with him. 2 days later, I was working at the café at the bus station, which is a cheap little place that does an amazing fried breakfast, but you don’t want anything else from it. The people that work there are the type of folk that have been working there for a hundred years, so you have to work to their ideas because bringing in new information or techniques would just blow their minds. Si had spoke to me the day before, and I told him where I was working the next day. In fact I told him I was working the next day to get him off the phone, then he asked where and of course I had to tell him. He said he really wanted to see if I was ok. He wanted to come down anyway to shop so would come down tomorrow. I was like you can do what you like im fine mate. So the next day Im working at the café, at the kiosk bit right on the concourse. It was mid morning and fairly busy. Would have always have a couple of customers there as I dolled out ‘coffee’ and cans of juice. Im pouring ‘coffee’ into a polystyrene cup when I see him approach the kiosk. ‘Hi, hows it going’? ‘Im kind of busy here, Simon, what can I do for you?’ he looked injured. I really didn’t get his problem, I reckon he was angry because we had started getting close again and then I had gone off to Kenya for a month and left him high and dry. OK, but he doesn’t understand that I need to be in a relationship where if I need to go to Africa, I need to go to Africa and that’s the end of it. I guess he felt doubly injured because of what happened in Manchester then he thought I had got one up on him again with Africa. I was liking him less and less. ‘You know what’ I said before he could say anything, ‘you can stop dangling garry in front of me and just get in with it that will be £2.50 please luv because I am really fed up with listening to you trying to justify what is going on, just do it and leave me right out of it.’ ‘with all we’ve been through, your just going to throw it away?’ he asked. There were four customers now, I was still serving but they were certainly aware that there was a scene about to erupt. I didn’t care about that right then I just wanted to sort that boy straight. ‘I didn’t throw it away you are the one who is messing around with someone who was vulnerable and needed support not a fuck. You are just doing it to get one over me because of what happened.’ ‘well if you handnt gone off with your ex in Manchester we could have avoided all of this! You don’t even know how much you hurt me, I had liked you for so long…’ I shouted because I was absolutely fuming: ‘ YOU never said anything about that for months! How was I meant to know you wanted to be with me when you don’t even tell me? Am I meat to read your mind?? You obviously arnt over what happened in Manchester so why the fuck did you tell me you were??’ There was a bit of crowd gathering. ‘well I was till you fucked off to be a fucking hero in Africa you selfish prick!’ I was shocked I couldt say anything, the scary thing was he seriously meant that. ‘I cannot believe, I CANNOT BELIEVE that you put yourself, you put your sex life over Aids orphans, you are a wanker, you know nothing about the world and you know nothing about me. So quit sniffing around me and trying to make me jealous or whatever fucked up mind games you are trying to pull.’ He got stared at by the customers in the queue. It was the knockout blow and he slinked off giving me the finger. I was fuming, there was more steam coursing thru my veins than there was in coming out of the coffee machine. I served the remaining customers, one said not to worry, that we didn’t seem right for each other and the other guy was lovely, he asked a bit more about what had happened and I explained a little more about what had gone on. He said that Si obviously had some deeper seated problems than made the relationship impossible to begin with, and I should be proud that I was doing good work, and what was he doing with his life? I agreed with that. People can be lovely sometimes! I looked at the clock, 6 hours more to go, I didn’t want to be around here any more it was making me so frustrated. I found the manager and said I had a family emergency blab la, had to go. I bought 20 fags, sat on a bench, smoked one after the other and tried to think. I texted one of my mates and she came into the city and we went for a coffee before I headed home. I got a call from garry I was on the bus, I just answered and said ‘go fuck yourself.’ So I felt better. I have to learn how to cut loose from things quicker. Spoke to this hottie from the net last night, kind of cheered me up. He wanted to meet me and eat my ass out then work it over with his fingers. I was like ho yeah!! He had two days free, today and tomorrow, but both are shit from me. We had like ten different times arrainged but things kept coming up, mainly for me. And he couldn’t accom because his boyfriend (!) would be home soon. The only way to meet was at the sauna, but I really didn’t feel like going back after only just over a week and paying another £10 just for him to eat me. Although he says he can have me over next week with his boyfriend for a threesome. We’ll see if it happens, could be fun! Although threesomes can have unintended consequences! More...

Click here to see Nick's original blog post on True Life Tales... I got home last night from a long, dull and tiring shift at work. In my pyjamas I went online and checked my email. There was a strange one from the Doctor. I hadnt spoken him to him since the last time he emotionaly fucked me over. The email was a mass one from his 'secret' address. Remember he is a closet case, so all the addressees who it was being sent to were a bit dodgy too, all hot boi this and spunky that. So the email said that he was getting a new one and if we still wanted to talk to him then we wre to add the new one on msn. I just automatically added the new one. As soon as I do, he pops up and says hello. I was a bit taken aback. I didnt really want to get drawn into a conversation with him because I knew i would end up looking like the idiot. He keeps prodding though and asks: 'So what are you doing?' 'Ive just got home from work, im in my pyjamas and im having a cup of tea.' 'sounds nice, why dont you come down to mine?' 'why dont you go shuv ur head up ur arse?' 'lol, ill drive up and get you, come on I really want to see you tonight, so horny!!' He only ever drove up to get me once when we just started going out, and he would drop me home. Everyother time when I even said two words about him driving me anywhere he would go on about how I was taking advantage of him! For some reason I couldt say no to spending the night with him. well not particularly him, anyone would have done. But he was familiar. 20 minutes later his car pulled up, and like I was on autopilot I walked out and into his car. I get in and smile, greeting him warmly. He kind of sniffs and says: 'you couldnt have had a shower before you got in my car? jeeze we'll have to do something about that, and your clothes still look like shite.' This is totally and utterly him. He is a snob, a total upperclass prick. I wanted to get out the car right there and then, but we were already driving. Instead I just lit a cigarette and put my feet on the dashboard. He talked on the way down and I answered vaguely, wishing against hope I had never agreed to come. We got to his flat, got in. I sat on his bed and he took of my clothes. I sat there and looked at the wall while he sucked and bit at me. I lay back on the bed in a haze of nothing. I felt like a cheap prostitute as I watched this man ravish another from somewhere outside the window. I dont even remember, or care to what exactly happend. The next thing I know the room is dark and he's snoring away. I lay there, stiff and bleak. Unfortunatly naked. I silently slide out the bed and find my clothes from around the room, unmoved from where they lay. Putting them on, I see his mobile amongst the debris on the floor. I pick it up and watch him. I had reached that stage where I found the person's personality so repulsive that their looks dont even matter. Scrolling down, I delete my nymber and all traces of me from his phone. As I bend down to tie my boots, I see his wallet on the chest of drawers. realising I might have missed the last bus home, I open it and strike gold. There was £40 stuffed in there. A flash of a smile splashed over me, if it were daylight you would have seen my cheeks fill with colour and my eyes gleem with vibrant dastardlyness! If I felt like a cheap hooker when he pumped me, I might as well reap the benefits. In an instant I stuffed the money in my jacket pocket and rushed out the flat, my laces still flapping as I wished down the stairs. I ran along the street because I wanted to. The melancholy of the night ten minutes earlier had been replaced with a feverent, childish delight at the sheer viability and versatility of my own spirit, or it might have been because of petty theft, but whatever it was, I felt better. My elation carried me to the bus stop where I just made the last one home. As I sat right at the back, alone on the upper deck, the adrenelin subsided and I still felt that hole inside me. I didnt know how to fill it. Cock hadnt helped, but at least I now knew to stop looking in the direction of the doctor. More...

Click here to see Nick's original blog post on True Life Tales... I was probably as angry and pissed off as I have ever been the other day. I was still, still fuming about the doctor and Si, and I had a shitload of pressure with my work. Not to mention all the stress of my day job as a cater waiter who sold his soul to make some money. I had been doing dishes in a café all morning. It was pure hell. The café was one of these local council run things so it was a tip and the staff were a joke. There was a whole toodoo about a gas leak and there was all this stress and blah. Drove me mad. Then I had to sit on the bus for 1 hour and a half, with 2 of the freaks I was working with back into the city. I was 30 minutes late for a meeting with my other work, but only 2 others turned up out of ten expected to come, so I had to do all the work in the meeting. I was pretty mad, I don’t need to recount every detail but by the time we had finished our meeting (me still in a kitchen porters boiler suit rolled halfway down) and actually come up with what we wanted, one of them thought we should go for a celebratory drink. Great idea I thought. Turns out they wanted to go to the LGBT centre, which is a like a gay café and bar thing. Its where me and the doctor had our first date. For some reason I don’t like the place. The first time I ever went there was with the doctor, and Ive only been a couple of times since. The place is kind of pretentious and full of pricks, but then again that’s the people I work with! We get there, and who else is there except 4 of the other folk who should have been at the meeting. My rage levels peaked up again and a drink just got me simmering. Half hour or so later who decides to turn up with his little wanker mate. The fucking doctor. If I hadn’t had just swallowed the cider in my mouth I actually would have spit it out. Instead I kind of sputtered and choked then had a fit of coughing, making me incredibly obvious to everyone in the bar whereas I mite have got away with sitting in the corner and the doctor not noticing me. I kind of slouched all the way down in the chair to hide behind the glass but for some reason it didn’t work and he seen me. He walked along the room rite to the opposite corner, watching me all the way as my head slowly followed him. He bednt down to say something in his mates ear then turned away from me, in that deliberate way that made me feel completely insignificant. I wasn’t that involved in the conversation at my table. I don’t really like any of the people I work with in this particular project. For one their professionalism always seems to be lacking, and they pretty much coast. Someone has an idea and they all coast on that one rather than look at it critically and come up with the best course of action. Not that the ideas they have are all that great to begin with. So I accepted drinks as apologies and continued to secretly spy on the doctor. Not really spy seeing how he knew where I was and him and his mate kept talking hushedly and looking over there shoulders towards me. I wondered what they were on about, neither of them seemed happy and neither of them seemed happy at me. I began to feel incredibly akward and out of place. I had never felt that this place was mind or I belonged to it before, and even less now that the doctor had come and pissed all over his territory. They were huddled over their drinks like two Nazis in a 1930’s Berlin bar, and I was the one Communist still brave or stupid enough to show their face, and the those thugs were working out how to best beat me to a pulp. My mind imagined the place as the bar from Cabaret, and I saw this one fat, skin head bull dyke jump on a table and belt out that song that Liza Minneli sings at the beginging of the film. It made me laugh to myself, but that was a mistake because that was the moment that the doc and his mate look back round at me and I was sitting their smirking to myself. Not good. It was like that had resolved the doctor to get up firmly, down the rest of his pint and march over to our table. Hes 25, but looks and acts much older, whereas the average age of our table was about 17, the mental age about half that. But the good thing was as the doctor marches over, the folk im with stop their laughing and shrieking and give the doc the collective look that a gang of hard ass schoolgirls gives a geek that tries to chat up the leader of the pack. I felt supported. He looks at me, tall and ginger and with that northern irish accent that you could just as eaily imagine wearing a big orange sash and screaming obscenities at the pope. Before he can even open his mouth to say anything, I stand up, grip the base of my half empty glass and say: ‘you owe me 40 quid you bastard’ And hurl the half pint of cider square across the table. It was like slow motion as his mouth opened at indignation at what I had said, but unfortunaltly it was a large target for the cider. There was a lot of it, so it got splashed his entire face and half way down his shirt. A good thorough soaking. No body else apart from the people around our immediate corner noticed the harrumph, but my table did. They looked at me, then looked back at the doctor, who continued to look at his wet self. I didn’t move from the spot. In fact I was frozen in the same position with my arm holding the glass outstretched. I kind of muttered an oh oh. The doctor wiped the drink off his face with one hand. ‘you little bitch.’ That fucking got me. His hand smashed across the table and he grabbed my t shirt with his fist. This made my crew of school girls jump up and go a little mental. ‘get your hand off me and give me back my money you prick!’ I yelled, and the school girls jumped up and down giving a chorus of get off him! Give him back his money! I did a pre emptive strike and smacked him rite in his wet face. I kind of shocked myself as a red smudge appeared on his face and grew into a blob which started streaming down his face. He looked as shocked as I did. His mate over the far end of the room saw what was happening, as had a few others he must have known who flew over to our corner. The school girls made a kind of human wall between me and the bloody doctor and his mates. Insults flew and the squaring up started. The doctor and I exchanged glances through our walls of support, I kind of apologised with my eyes, he considered it, considered a truce and trying to calm the situation, but he turned away and let it fall to pieces. I very skilfully escaped from the bar. As soon as I got out I leaned against the wall with relief and lit a fag as all hell broke loose inside. More...

Click here to see Nick's original blog post on True Life Tales... The streets were cold and black and orange in the still of the night. I had left the bar blocks behind but now was when my own troubles started. I kept thinking oh god what have I done. I punched the man I love. Then I shouted at myself no I don’t love him, I hate him. I couldn’t decide, I couldn’t remember how I had felt about him before then. I think one way then I see or speak to him then I I think another. He has a power over me. I don’t know if its his words or the potential I project on him but either way im addicted to him, or at the very least the idea of him. And I was in such turmoil because with one punch I had ripped away any shred of potential that there even could have been left. I sat on a bench. I was so worked up I couldn’t even work out where the fucking bus stop was. All I could do was smoke one fag after another, tap my foot and rest my chin on my chest. After a time of doing that I brought my phone into the equation. Nothing from nobody. Was that bad or good. Should I call him? Why hasn’t he called me? Why hasn’t anyone from the bar called me? What the hell happened? I started going through my text inbox, and stopped as I came to the last message from Si: ‘well go fuck yourself then.’ It had been nearly two weeks then since we had spoke after all that shit went down. And I had no idea if it was forgiven or forgotten or what the hell was happening. But I could think of no one else to talk to, no one else to turn to. He was probably the worst person to call that night. I had so many others I could have, my best mate for one, but it just didn’t enter into my mind. All I could think of was Si, and all I could remember was that first night we got together, the way we danced so long and the way we held each other at night. I thought there must be something still in that. Those feelings cant be forgotten, even after the rollercoaster that we had been through. I called him and he picked up. I spewed words down the phone. I was shaky at the beginning, but then I got stronger. As I relayed what was happening and what I had been feeling the last few weeks, more started to come out. I hated the fact that he had left me for Garry. It upset me completely. After Manchester I had this image, this idea that we were rock solid. That I had screwed up but there was something between us worth fighting for. And I felt hurt when he didn’t understand why I had to go to Africa, but then again I understood why it hurt him. I got how he was feeling about me and about how we were getting back on track until I had gone and thrown the spanner in the works, and oh god I was sorry. And oh god please don’t tell me you love Garry. I thought it was raining. I said on the phone oh god its raining now. But I looked up and there was nothing. My shaken hand touched my face and I felt the tears streaming out of my involuntary eyes. I could not stop this avalanche of emotion. But it fell into place. This was why I had been feeling so angry recently, this was why I was feeling like everything was falling apart and that I couldn’t cope. I had never thought that I could be in the wrong with Si. I couldn’t countenance that version of events. Yes I had gone off with my ex in Manchester, but did he not understand what my ex, what S meant to me? Did he not get it? Just then the whole thing appeared to me from his direction. I saw myself as he saw me. Someone false, callous, uncaring, but with this capacity to love and to care to others, but not to show that to the ones I did love. To never compromise or to give in, to see love as a battle, as a war that lasts until one gives in to the other or until one flees the battlefield. He must have listened to just my tears on the phone for excruciating minutes. I wasn’t even sure if he was still there I heard nothing to indicate that he was. He got me to calm down though, and he was exactly how I wanted him to be. Garry didn’t mean a thing to him. I was right, he said, he was just there to hurt me, to make me suffer for what I had made him suffer through. ‘But despite all that, Nick. Despite what you put me through for months. I still feel the same way about you that I do when I came to change your lightbulb. I still feel for you what I felt for god so long before I even had the guts to say anything. Theres things I want to say right now, theres things I want to tell you but I only want to say it when im sitting with you, when I can tell you what I want to say while I can touch your face and hold your body and smell your skin and wipe your tears that your crying.’ I stumbled and stuttered and the tears were only interrupted by the sniffs. ‘Don’t say anything. That place is obviously stressing you out to fuck. Come away for a few days. Come up here and stay with me for a while. Clear your head. I don’t want to hear about your work. Its temping you can easily not take a couple of shifts for a few days. Come up tomorrow morning, I’ll meet you at the bus station and we can go to that diner and talk this thing out.’ I nodded. That was what I needed. I said to him though: ‘what about…him.’ ‘hes on holiday right now. I don’t know ive not heard from him the last week or so, he wont answer his phone or his texts. I think hes got someone new. Don’t worry about it man.’ I made my way to the bus stop, it’s the last one in the town before you get the bridge over the river to the other side of the city. It felt like the last bus stop on the road to nowhere. I felt that was where I was going. Deep into the dark with only a vague knowledge of the route. I got on and went to the back, and as we drove into the night I thought about all the things you guys said about Si. And you are all right. As you usually are. As you are about the doctor and about how I should feel and act. But I cant do it. I cant hate Si. I cant even hate the doc. At that moment I got a text from one of the people who I was with at the bar: ‘everythins kl now. Big Jamie jmpd over frm the bar and kikd that wankr out, we sed he waz threatenin u man! And Jamie added £40 on2 his bar tab and gave me da cash to giv to u cuz we kept sayin how he stole it frm u man!’ I couldn’t help but smile. Not just at that, but about Si. Can you make a relationship happen after so many false starts? After so many things that would have blown up any other relationship? Can you make it happen when you are starting from a position of having almost no trust in the other person whatsoever? What is meant to happen? I have another good month before I can move back to where he is. I don’t know if it can survive another pause. Maybe we just don’t start anything for another month. Does he even want that I don’t know. What did he want to tell me? I can guess but what would I say. I don’t know if I love him. I swore that I would repeat that mistake of telling the person I loved them when I didn’t. I hated him two weeks ago. I hated his living guts. But then I hated him two months ago, and then just after Manchester when he would understand what I was going through. Im not as strong as I think I am. Hes not as bad as I thought he was. Everything can change, everything has changed so much in the last few months that we have been together or not. I don’t know what I want to happen, but sitting on that bus, I knew one thing for certain. I knew how I felt about him then. Right then, I knew how I felt, and I could picture exactly what I wanted to say. ‘Thanks for saving me again.’ I texted as the bus rumbled past the doctors flat. More...

Click here to see ARdazed's original blog post... So I started having sex with men when I was in college. That was a little more than a decade ago. I hooked up a lot. Online mostly. Back then I had one rule: rubber only. I stuck to it for many years. So what changed it all? About 4 years ago, on a warm summer night, I was particularly horny and couldn't sleep. I got online and went on my favorite cruising website back then: gay.com. I put up a picture of my ass that gave a clear view of my asshole, and on my bio I stated very explicitly that I wanted to get fucked. I got several hits, but none seemed to have as much urgency as I did. After about an hour (it was past 11 p.m.), I got a message from a guy, claiming to be a top and, in his own words, was VERY HORNY! He said he was only looking for a hole to fuck. Said didn't want a make out session, didn't want to sit and chit chat either. Basically, he told me he wanted me to go over to his place, walk in and close the door, pull my pants down, and get on all 4s on the floor. I was popping a boner already, and the idea of a fuck like that nearly made me cum! He said he'd get behind me, lick my hole, and then shove his cock in. I was so horny, I didn't care about much else. Good thing, because physically he wasn't the type of guy I generally go for. He was in his late 30's, shorter than me (I'm 5'8"), and had a stocky build. Probably a size 36 waist. Wow! He gave me directions, and I was set to go. Before I took off, I asked him where he wanted to shoot his load, and he replied "I want to pull out and shoot it on your asshole, then push it back in." I had never had anyone say it like that, so I rushed to his place. True to his word, he did just what he said. As soon as the door to his apartment closed, I walked to the living room, where my fuck was sitting on the couch, naked. I pulled my pants down and got on all 4s on the floor, right in front of him but with my ass facing him. I was soooooo horny, I kept pushing my ass far out in the air, and I was hoping he knew I wanted my asshole fucked. He did, because he went right in. He licked my hole for a couple minutes, then shoved his cock in. It wasn't very long, nor very thick. But it felt great! He started pounding, and about 5 minutes later, his breathing got really heavy. He started moaning, and I felt him pull out his cock. A second later, I felt something warm spashing right on my asshole... then again, and again and again... OH MY GOD! It felt great! I felt fucking slutty and dirty... and then he shoved his bare cock in my hole, and finished unloading in there. I had a hard-on but I wasn't jerking off. After a few more seconds, my top pulled his cock out of my hole. Instinctively, I reached back and touched my just-fucked hole. I had never done that, and I don't know why. But, fuck! It felt really nice! My hole felt wet and slippery and very soft... almost silky. Why hadn't I EVER done that??? I fingered my hole and felt his cum for a few more seconds. Then I got up and pulled up my pants. Without saying a word, my top walked over to the door and opened it. I took the hint and I left. I was hooked. Walking back to my car, all these thoughts flooded my mind.... had he just used me to get off? I mean, I didn't jerk off at all! Is that how cum feels on a guy's hole? I had taken bare fucks from boyfriends before, but had never really fingered my own hole right after taking a load. And this guy came pretty fast... just a few minutes, but I fucking LOVED it! I didnt suck his cock, we didn't kiss. I hardly even looked him in the face. Yet, he had squirted his cum right on my asshole, then pushed it inside with his cock. I drove home with a hardon that night. I didn't jerk off though. I wanted to stay horny and get back online the next day, and I knew that I would be looking for another bare fuck. More...

Click here to see ARdazed's original blog post... I first heard about Folsom Gulch from one of the videos on Treasure Island Media. One of the scenes is filmed there, and all it shows is a guy sucking cock and getting fucked thru a glory hole. I had to check it out. I walked in and found myself in a fairly small adult store. Saw videos and toys on the walls, and a little door with a curtain in the back. Without beating around the bush, I paid the $10 and went back there. Once I went thru the little black curtain, I found myself on a dark hallway. I followed it and it went around in a square. There were about 15 or so doors, which I quickly figured were booths. They were all busy, and there were about 6 or 7 guys hanging around, waiting for a booth to open up. Not bad for a Saturday afternoon, I thought. I was really really horny, so didn't wanna waste any time. I noticed that in one of the booths, the door was open a crack. I walked by and peeked in. Saw a guy, probably late 30s, standing there. He was fully clothed, but he had his cock out thru the fly of his pants. He wasn't cute. Kinda heavy set, but not too much. He saw me peeking at him thru the crack on the door, and he started jerking his cock. I knew what I had to do. I looked around, and several guys were looking at me, but I didn't care. I opened the door and went into the booth, closing the door behind me. Once inside, I immediately dropped to my knees and started sucking on this less-than-cute guy's cock. He was semi-hard, but within seconds his cock got very hard in my mouth. I went to town, bobbing up and down on his dick. He put his hand behind my head and gently pushed up and down. He was standing against the wall, quiet the whole time. After about 5 minutes, he suddenly started moaning, and I felt cum spewing out of his cock. I kept sucking and my mouth filled up with his seed. A few more seconds, and then I pulled away and swallowed his load. He zipped up and walked out of the booth. I closed the door and looked around me. The booth was TINY! It had nowhere to sit, and a small TV screen on the wall. Then I saw it. Not one, but TWO glory holes... one on each side of the booth! Wow! I spent about 45 minutes in that booth. Most of the time on my knees. Sucked 5 cocks thru the glory hole. Two of them came in my mouth. Two of them didn't shoot at all... just pulled out and left. (What's that about? Were they just not able to cum? Or wanted to find another mouth for their cock?) And the last one shot in my hole. I was sucking on his cock, and then I remembered how the guy on the TIM video would just turn around and back up against the cock. So as I sucked, I undid my pants. Then I got up and turned around. I licked my fingers real quick and lubed up my asshole with my own spit, and backed up on this guy's cock. He let me put his cock in my hole, and soon after, he was pumping his rod in and out. I never heard him cum, nor did I feel it. But after a few minutes, he pulled away. I reached back and touched my hole, and there was that familiar sensation. A very wet, slippery, sloppy hole. Yes! As I drove home (with two loads down my throat and one in my asshole) I kept thinking about my afternoon. Sucking on that unattractive guy's cock. Then getting on my knees and sucking cock thru the gloryhole. Sucking on the cocks of total strangers... guys whose face I didn't even see. And it turned me on. A lot. What is it about being on my knees sucking on a cock thru a glory hole that makes me so damn horny?? And swallowing loads from total strangers... makes my day! The guy on the other side of the glory hole could be a total hottie, or he could be a 60 year old overweight guy. It's hard to tell, and it doesn't matter much. What matters is that his cock is hard and that he shoot his load in my mouth. I was really annoyed when those two guys at the Gulch pulled away withouth feeding me. How dare they? More...

Click here to see ARdazed's original blog post... I had a great fuck today! I was cruising on adam4adam (as usual) and was hit up by this Mexican guy. Profile says he is 28 years old, slim, and tall. His pic was of a NICE, uncut, dark cock. Profile said he is 7 inches. He didn't have a face pic posted, but he emailed me one, and he was a cutie! After a little more back and forth messaging, he invited me over to his place for a quick fuck. So I cleaned up and cruised on over to his place. When I got there, he was waiting for me wearing shorts and a t shirt. He seemed kinda nervous (which surprised me... he came across as pretty aggressive online). So I took the intiative. I got on my knees and unzipped him. When I pulled his shorts and boxers down, there was this dark, uncut piece of meat wagging between his legs. Definitely a show-er! I couldn't wait to put it in my mouth! In no time flat, he was hard. I sucked on it for a few minutes, and also licked his shaved, dark balls. I put them in my mouth and sucked on them for a bit too. Then he told me to get on the couch, ass facing him. I took off my pants and did as he asked. I bent over for him, but he didn't lick my hole. Just lubed up his cock and my hole, and pushed it in. It kinda hurt at first. Getting rimmed helps me loosen up, and since he didn't do it, my hole was still pretty tight. I let out a few moans from the pain, but I guess he thought I was liking it, because he didn't slow down! Soon as his cock was all the way in my hole, he started pumping. Not too fast at first, but within... probably 3 minutes, he was pumping pretty damn hard. In fact, it wasn't long before I felt and heard that *smack, smack, smack* sound of his balls slapping just beneath my asshole. That made me so fucking horny! The thougth of those dark, shaved balls flopping around and banging against my ass.... the thought of that dark, uncut pole pumping in and out of my asshole... it made me push my ass back against him, and he kept pounding away. I was on my knees on the edge of the couch, bent over forward, and he was standing behind me, his hands on my waist. We never switched from this position. I usually love it when guys cum quick. But I'm glad this guy didn't. He fucked me for about 15 minutes, maybe a little bit less. I was starting to get sweaty, and I know he was too. But eventually his breathing got faster, his moans louder, then his hips gave one last thrust, and I assume that's when he came. He pushed his cock deep into my asshole and kept it there for a few seconds while he moaned in pleasure. I reached down and back and touched his balls... grabbed them and pressed them against my ass. He kept his cock in my hole for a few more seconds, then he pulled it out when it started getting soft. In keeping up with my routines, I reached back and touched my just-fucked asshole. Soft, slippery, wet, cummy. I played with my own hole for a few seconds while the dark-skinned Mexican guy got dressed. Then I put my briefs and pants back on, and as I put my socks and shoes on, he made some small-talk about the traffic and how quick I got to his place. As soon as I was dressed, I thanked him and left. More...

Click here to see ARdazed's original blog post... So how do you know if a guy's being truthful when he says he's married? By his ring? Maybe, but anyone can put on a ring and say it's a wedding ring. Either way, I posted an ad on craigslist, saying something like: "bareback bottom looking for a quick fuck." Got several responses, but only one came thru. Guy replied and said he's 42 years old, married, 5'9" etc etc. Said he hasn't fucked a guy in the ass in months and months, and that it has actually been a couple years since he's done it bareback. I invited him over, of course. He had no picture, so I didnt know what to expect. When he showed up at my door, I wasn't in awe with his good looks, but I wasn't disappointed either. Another average looking guy with a stocky build. I invited him in and showed him to my room. I had porn on playing on the computer, and he made a comment about a nice touch. I rubbed his crotch and felt that his cock was starting to get hard, so I got on my knees and undid his pants. By the time I pulled his pants and underwear down to his knees, he was rock hard!!! Average length... about 6.5 inches, I'd say. Cut. Sort of skinny cock but with a THICK cock head!! Wow!!! I immediately put it in my mouth and started sucking, and he let out several long, low moans. His pubes weren't trimmed (maybe he is married?) so I felt them tickling my nose and my chin. Since he wasn't too hung, I was able to suck him balls-deep. Once his cock was wet and hard as a rock still, I asked if he wanted to see my asshole and he eagerly said yes. I got on all 4s on the edge of the bed, and lo and behold, he started rimming. Rather than licking, he seemed to enjoy pushing his tongue into my asshole, which felt great! I arched my back and pushed back on his face, and he kept eating on my ass. A few minutes later, I asked him if he was ready to fuck my hole. He asked me if I wanted to get fucked, and I said "fuck yes" so he got up and slid his cock in. His thick cockhead felt fucking amazing inside my asshole! He didn't pound hard at all, but he was giving long, slow strokes, and every time he pulled out, his cock head would stretch my asshole open. God, that was good! He made a comment about my hole being real tight, and also something about not being able to last very long. I told him I didn't mind if he came already, so he gave a couple deep, hard thrusts, and then started moaning loud. I knew he was cuming. I pushed back on his cock and encouraged him to shoot his load. The moaning continued, then slowed, then stopped. He yanked his cock out of my hole and I reached back to touch it. Fuck! It felt real wet!!! He shot a huge load! As he got dressed, I continued playing with my cummy asshole. There was a lot of cum in my fingers, so I licked one of them, which is something I rarely do. Tasty cum! And I could smell it too. I love the smell of cum almost as much as the taste of it. As soon as he was dressed, he started heading out of the room, so I got up and walked him out. He seemed to be in a hurry, so I unlocked the door and let him out. Married man? Maybe. The ring was there, and he did cum real fast. Who knows. All I know is that he gave me a nice, big cum load. More...

Click here to see ARdazed's original blog post... My asshole still feels sore. But it's nice and wet and cummy. I had the day off today, so after getting some shit done, I hurried home and got online, to cruise of course. It wasn't long at all... maybe 10 or 12 minutes, before I found myself talking to a black guy on adam4adam that said he was horny and looking for a hole to fuck. His profile says he's 39 years old, 5'11" 180#, and black. It also says he has an 8 inch cut cock, and that he only fucks safe. However, after I told him I take it bare too, he was all game for it! In no time at all, I had given him directions and he was on his way to my place. He didn't have a face pic so I didn't know what to expect. When he showed up at my door, I was sort of disappointed. He wasn't very cute. But he looked in pretty good shape, and so I let him in. He tried to make small talk, but as he talked to me, I started getting naked. He took the cue and undressed too. In no time flat, I was on my knees. His cock was soft, but his balls were hanging pretty low. I put his cock in my mouth, and in just a minute or so, it swelled into this THICK monstrous piece of meat!!!! My mouth watered and I eagerly sucked on it and got it all wet for him. When I couldn't wait any longer, I asked him if he wanted to fuck my hole, and he replied, "fuck yea!". Then I realized... I gotta have a picture of this. So I grabbed my camera and talked him into taking a picture of his cock just before he fucked me. Here it is: With a little bit of lube and some work, his cock eventually slid into my hole. FUCK!!! He really spread my hole. He took his time, letting me get used to it. Then he started thrusting his hips. Slow at first, then faster and faster. It took maybe 5 or 6 minutes, but eventually, he was pounding pretty hard. Wide thrusts. I could feel the entire fucking length of his cock sliding in and out of my asshole. He shifted his weight this way and that, but didn't slow down. I was losing it! I couldn't control the noise coming out of my throat... loud moans, deep grunts, quick short breaths.... I was getting dicked GOOD. He showed no mercy. Grabbed my waist, my shoulders, my hair, and just pounded relentlessly. The hard fucking lasted a good 20 or 30 minutes. We started on the foot of the bed and ended up by the headboard. His breathing got louder and faster, until he let out a loud, deep grunt, and thrust his huge cock one final time. I knew I was getting his cum. He left his cock in my asshole for a minute or two. When he pulled out, his cock was semi-soft already. He got dressed and tried to make small talk, while I lay in bed and touched my cummy asshole. Then I got up to walk him out the door, and here I am now. What a great dicking that was!! More...

Click here to see ARdazed's original blog post... Today was a good day for fucking. I had some spare time this evening, so I got on my favorite cruising site (adam4adam) and chatted up a couple of guys. There's this latino that I've chatted with a few times, and we always talk about hooking up, but it never happens. It finally did today. His profile says he's 37, Latino, 5'9" 175 lbs. It also says he's got a 7 incher, uncut. He has a pic of it posted, and here it is: Doesn't that cock look good??? I was on my way to his place a heartbeat. When I got there, he opened the door shirtless and wearing boxers only. We said a quick hello and he took me to his bedroom. I was dying to suck his cock, so as soon as we were by the bed, I dropped to my knees and pulled out his cock thru the fly on his boxers. It was semi-hard, and the foreskin hung over the cock head. I put his cock in my mouth and immediately felt it swelling. He was hard in no time, and I eagerly bobbed my head back and forth on that cock. It was fucking great!! I am not good at deepthroating, sadly, so I couldn't take it down to the base. I sucked him for a good 10 minutes, maybe more. Then I got up and my pants came down to my ankles. I asked him if he wanted to fuck my hole, to which he replied with a sheepish yes. I spit on my fingers and rubbed it on my asshole, then bent over on the edge of the bed. He worked his cock slowly into my hole and didn't stop til he was all the way in. I knew he was in because I could feel his pubes rubbing around my asshole. He took it slow at first, but within a couple of minutes, he sped up and started pumping pretty hard. I arched my back and stuck my ass back towards him. He thrust harder into my hole, making sure all 7 inches of that hard-as-rock cock were buried inside me. After fucking me that way for a little while, he pulled out and told me to lay on my back. I did so and quickly lifted my legs and pressed my knees to my chest. My shoes were still on and my pants were still around my ankles, and I didn't bother taking them off. I was on the edge of the bed, and he stood in front of me. He easily slid his cock into my asshole and started pounding pretty hard. He didn't last long this way. Within a couple of minutes, he moaned loudly and continued thrusting, then slowed down and stopped. He pulled out his cock and as usual, I reached down to touch my asshole. Perfect!!! I felt that familiar sensation: slippery, wet, and cummy. Just what I wanted. When he pulled away, I lowered my legs, pulled my pants up, and left. More...

Click here to see ARdazed's original blog post... So I posted an ad on Craigslist. Its title was "Bareback Bottom Available". The rest of the post basically said I was looking to get fucked bare. I got several responses, but went with one from a guy that said he was 22, white, 6'2" 170 lbs, and 7.5" cut. Too good! I asked for a pic, and he sent me a face pic. I'd love to post it here, but he said he's "hella discreet" so I wouldn't post it for obvious reasons. But damn, he looked cute in the pic! Blonde hair, cute smile. He told me he had only fucked a few guys before, but never bareback, and he wanted to try. He said he was shy and nervous, so he wanted me to do all the work. I agreed and gave him directions. When he showed up 30 minutes later, I was glad he looked just like his pic. Cute, tall, blonde, and very sexy. He seemed high though. His eyes were red and he sort of slurred when he talked. I didnt ask any questions, just told him to follow me to the bedroom. Once there, I started pulling his pants off, and he pulled his shirt off meanwhile. Nice, fuzzy chest! I left his boxers on, and he immediately pulled out his cock and balls thru the opening in them. I love that!! His cock was already semi-hard, so I put it in my mouth and he was rock-hard in just a few seconds. I thoroughly sucked on his cock for a few minutes, making sure to suck and lick his balls too. Fuzzy balls, not too big. When I couldnt wait any longer, I asked him if he was ready to fuck. He nodded yes. I told him to lay on the bed, and as I got the lube, I couldn't help but wish I could take a pic of him... his sexy body and his rock hard, thick, cut 7 incher resting on his stomach. I lubed him up, lubed up my asshole, and climbed on him. I was facing him, and I slid his cock into my hole, and he let out a loud, deep sigh. I gave my hole about 2 seconds to get used to it, and immediately started bouncing up and down on his cock. He curled his legs and put his arms behind his head. I noticed that he wouldn't look me in the face, but was instead looking down at his cock sliding in and out of my asshole. It felt fucking good! He was rock hard the whole time. I bounced up and down on his cock for a good 10 minutes, until my legs were about to give out. Then I asked him if he wanted to fuck me doggy style and he said yes. I climbed off, got on all 4s, and eagerly stuck my ass up in the air. He slid his cock in and......man! He went to town fucking me!! He was pounding me hard!! I couldnt keep my moans back. He went at it for about 5 minutes, then suddenly stopped, and said he was real close to cumming. He asked where I wanted his cum and I told him to go ahead and cum inside. He went back to deep hard fucking, moaned loud, and shot his load. He slowed down, then stopped, and pulled out. He got off the bed and started getting dressed. His face was flushed red, and he avoided eye contact with me. Didn't say anything either. When he was dressed, I walked him to the door and told him to save my email and number and get back to me whenever he needed it again. He said "sure, see you later" and walked out. More...

Click here to see ARdazed's original blog post... So the Folsom Gulch in San Francisco is this sleazy adult video store with video booths and glory holes. Great for bareback action! It seems like 90% of guys there fuck bareback. I go there as much as I can. I was there on Friday night. It's usually busier on that night, but for some reason, this night wasn't as busy as usual. Still, quite a good mix of guys. I worked my way through the booths... sucked a few cocks thru the gloryholes, but it was early (only 8:30 p.m) and it seemed like no one wanted to get off yet. Eventually I made my way to the booth in the corner. I love that booth! It's pretty big. Probably the size of a small closet, so there's plenty of room to move around there and inivte a guy (or 2 or 3) in. As soon as that booth was available, I made my way in. I went straight for the glory hole, and sure enough, there was a cock eager to be sucked. I went to work, not knowing or caring who's cock I was sucking. It was kinda thick, maybe 6 inches. Not bad. After a few minutes of sucking, the guy pulled away and leaned down to whisper thru the glory hole if he could come into my booth and fuck me. I said yes. He pulled up his pants and left his booth. I unlocked my door and he came in. Middle aged white guy, average looks. I was still on my knees, so I continued sucking. Then he tuld me to get on all 4s, and I did. He spit on my asshole and slid his cock in. Soon, he was plowing my bare hole nice n hard. It felt fucking good! Totally raunchy. On all 4s on the floor of a booth in a sleazy store, getting fucked bare by a random guy. It was then that I noticed a guy had gone into the now-epmty booth next to mine. He was peeking thru the glory hole watching me get fucked. When he saw me looking at him, he got up and put his cock thru the glory hole. WOW! It was a huge cock!!! At least 8 inches, white and cut. I immediately moved closer and started sucking on that huge cock. Damn... damn, I dont know what else to say. The middle-aged guy kept fucking me. I sucked on the huge cock for about 10 minutes, and then he blew his load in my mouth. Thick load too, which I swallowed. The huge cocked dude pulled up his pants and left, and another guy came into that booth. He also started watching me get fucked, and after a couple of minutes he asked if he could come into the booth. Both me and the white guy said yes, so we unlocked the door. A guy in his late 30s or early 40s walked in, latino and wearing shorts. He pulled his shorts down and there stood a nice, uncut hard cock. He closed the door, but not all the way, and then the white guy moved out of the way and this latino shoved his cock in my hole and started fucking. They traded off for a bit, and then I noticed that the door to the booth was open and there were 3 or 4 guys watching!! That made me hornier, and so I arched my back more and moaned louder. The fucking went on for a while more, then the older white guy's breathing got fast as he fucked me, and then the grunts came, and I knew he was cuming in my asshole. He pulled out and the latino eagerly took over. Soon too, his grunts came and I got his load too. He pulled out and left, and I turned my asshole towards the door. I was hoping someone else would wanna fuck too, but all I got was one guy fingering my cummy asshole. Nothing else happened, so I got up and cruised around for a bit more. When it seemed like nothing else would come up, I headed home. It was getting late, and I had to work the next day. More...

Click here to see ARdazed's original blog post... I just got fucked by a guy on adam4adam. He hit me up and said he was real horny and didn't have a lot of time, but he wanted to swing by and fuck my hole. He said he didn't have time for sucking, so he just wanted to lick my asshole to get it wet, then shove it in. I gladly invited him over. His profile said he's 48, white guy, 5'11" 220 lbs. He had no face pic (what's new) but he did have a cock pic. Here it is: I opened the door for him wearing only a jockstrap. He wasn't real cute, but ... what the heck! I took him to the bedroom and right away got on all 4s on the edge of the bed. He licked my asshole for like 2 minutes, then pulled his pants halfway down his legs. His cock was hard already, so he slid it in. I arched my back and made my hands into fists as I tried to accommodate his nicely sized cock. He really wasted no time! He started sliding his cock in and out of my asshole. I made sure I was moaning for him, but I was moaning partly from the pain I felt when he shoved his cock into my hole. He kept a good, steady rhythm. Didn't pound real hard, but it wasn't too slow either. Just when I was finally used to having his cock in my ass (maybe 2 minutes later) he started grunting, then gave one deep thrust, and held it there. Wow, that was quick! A few seconds later, he pulled out, pulled up his pants, and thanked me. He also said he had to run, and just as he put up his zipper, he walked out the door. I locked it then came back to finger my asshole...mmm nice! All wet and slippery from this random dude's cum! More...

Click here to see ARdazed's original blog post... I was traveling in sunny southern California a few days ago. Gotta love the warmer weather! I didn't have much time to play, but on my second day there, I browsed the Craigslist ads and found a few promising posts. I was looking to get fucked, so I replied to them and told them just that. Some replied back, some didn't. The ones that did... you know how it goes. It was hard to make something happen but I finally ended up setting up a fuck with an older latino. He told me he was 49 years old, 6' and weighed 190 lbs. Not bad. He said he has a 7 incher, uncut, and he also said he loved cocksuckers and guys who like to get fucked and bred. Bingo! He attached a pic, and here it is: Oh, and he also told me he wanted to fuck in his backyard. How could I say no!? It was around 4 in the evening, so I hurried on over to his place before it got dark. When I got to his house, I knocked and he opened the door in shorts and no shirt on. He let me in and without saying a word, led me to the backyard. He had laid out a towel smack in the middle of the yard. We walked over to it, and I immediately dropped to my knees. His cock was out in no time and in my mouth. It wasn't hard but I felt it swelling up in my mouth. I also loved his balls! Pretty good-sized, hanging low. I sucked on his cock for a while. When he was hard, his foreskin pulled back real easy, so I also had fun jerking his cock and watching his foreskin sliding over his cock head and back... When I had had enough (although... is that even possible?) I got up and pulled my pants off. I got on all 4s and showed him my asshole. God, it felt good to be there! At that moment, being on all 4s out in the open, in a stranger's backyard, I felt like a fucking slut, and I loved it! I was definitely ready to be fucked. So this guy spit on my asshole and slid his cock in. It was pretty big so he went slowly at first. I arched my back to accommodate him, and pretty soon he was thrusting in and out at a nice pace. I was really horned up, and I kept looking around to see if anyone was watching, but his backyard is pretty private, so we were on our own. Still, it was great. I hadn't gotten fucked outdoors in a while. His pace picked up and soon I was getting dicked pretty hard. It was hard not to moan. When I'm getting fucked hard like that, I usually grunt and moan a lot, so I had to hold back and be quiet. He kept on at it for a few minutes, and I just stayed put. Soon enough, he grunted and shoved his cock deep in my hole, and kept it there for a few seconds. Then he pulled out and got up. I fingered my cummy asshole for a few seconds only. I got the impression the guy wanted me to get out of there. So I put on my pants and he walked me to the door. I thanked him and went back to my hotel. More...

Click here to see original post on Never Ending Journey... I have been Barebacking for as long as I can remember. The first shag I ever barebacked was when I was 15 (Lied about my age of course) with this guy, lets call him A. A was a lot older than I was, infact nearly double my age but i trusted him and he had the most perfect body and cock I`d ever seen (and from the amount of porn ive seen thats saying something) So we met up for just sex. He took me to a local industrial estate in his car and he let down the seats. I remember how nervous i was when he took me out of the car and made me stand there as he stripped me naked in the cold air. It was fantastic. He stripped me down and made me turn and watch him as he took off his clothes. I remember thinking what if we get caught and before i new it he was forcing me down on my knees and making me suck him off. For my first time I think I done not bad but still gagged a little. Always have had a sensitive gag reflex He made me suck him off for what felt like forever but in reality was about 20minutes. Its safe to say sucking cock was the first thing I ever felt myself good at. I was starting to shiver a little bit so he took me inside the car again and lay me on my back and positioned himself in between my leg with them resting on his shoulders. Now I dont care what people say, the first time always hurts, and when I felt him push the head of his cock against my hole I knew it was going to be a rough ride. Before I could even let the words escape my lips he had thrust all the way into me. I felt like i was dying (and that id never let another penis near me again). Soon he was fucking me like there was no tomorrow, I didnt enjoy it much but i was still horny and the pain was starting to turn me on. After nearly 45 minutes he asked me "Do you want me to shoot in or out?" Without even thinking about it, I said "In" And with a few more hard deep thrusts, he shot his load into my not so virgin ass. It was the greatest feeling in the world. Despite what a lot of people say i felt him shoot his load into me and that feeling I will always remember. I think thats what drives me to bareback, to have that feeling inside of me once more. I kept in touch with A for a long while after that, Although he felt bad taking advantage of me without using a condom and every time we met after was safe. It wasnt as satisfying. I think back to that day and think to myself "Would my life be different if I told him to pull out?, Would I be such a cum slut if I had said no the first time?". Answer is i dont really know. All I know is that I instinctively responded to him when he asked and for me, I think it proves I was always born to bareback. More...

Click here to see original post on Never Ending Journey... Went out on a normal piss up last night with friends. Not really expecting much of the night As predicted people started getting drunk and fighting so i made my excuses and left. As i was going home I was walking past a park which Ive always wanted to go in at night but its aparently rough as fuck. People get stabbed there but, in my intoxicated state, I thought why not. Walking through the park I didnt really see much so kept on walking, got to the other side and saw the railings for the exist when I noticed there was a toilet. Went in and it was hardly the Ritz but I could hear moans and groaning coming from the stalls. Went over and looked in and saw some brown haired little twink (Around 18) getting fucked through a hole in the wall. It was horny as fuck! and he was loving it. I moved over and got onto my knees and was sucking him off when he said "You want a try?" Think we all know the answer.... He slid off the cock and i slowly tried to lower myself on it. Was the first time I have ever been fucked without lube and it felt amazing. The mix of pain and pleasure. I had my ass pressed firmly against the wall and the cock was destroying my hole. I could feel the thrusts getting faster and faster and waited and pushed to wait for the money load. I heard him panting and then he shot his load into me. I stood there desperate to get the last drop of cum out of his cock and into me. As he pulled out all i heard him say was "Whoevers ass that is its build for fucking". That just left me and the lil twink. We talked for a bit and he explained that he comes here every nite nearly and takes loads from guys. I thik hes an aspiring cumdump too. We exchanged numbers and he promised he`d get in touch with me about a group party hes going to. Dynamic duo, two no limits bottoms being passed around at a fuck party...now thats my idea of fun! More...

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