Philip

The First Chapter March 1996. Matthew is 18 years old. To the lost of childhood innocence. Matthew Taylor and his dad is traveling on the Western Freeway when the overwhelming urge to take a leak takes hold. “I gotta take a leak,” says Matthew. “I thought I told you to go when we left,” says his father. “That was thirty minutes ago. And I did go.” “Alright, but make it a quick one, we still have a long way to go.” His father stops at the next truck stop. It is night-time and the clouds had eaten up the moon. The air is chilly for this time of the year and there is a COLES truck parked right outside, the driver nowhere to be seen. “I’ll be in the car if you need me,” says his father. “I’m sure I’ll manage,” replies Matthew. He walks into the store, ask for the whereabouts of the toilet, and the staff points to somewhere outside. He walks out, finds it. It is a public toilet, one long urinal along the wall, and two cubicles, one of which is occupied. He walks to the urinal, pulls out his cock, and as he is pissing, he hears the noise of someone opening the cubicle door. He turns his shoulder around, spots a man standing in the small opening between the door and the cubical, hands on his crotch. There is a smile on his face, and in the dim light of the toilet, can barely make out his eyes. Matthew stands still, even after he has finished pissing. He is not sure what is happening, but curiosity is a magnet that he can’t escape from. The man is not particularly handsome although he is quite fit and muscular, with big hands and soon, as Matthew will see as he continues to stare, a large cock. And that smile on his face that is warmly inviting. He gestures for Matthew to come to him, into the cubicle, but Matthew does not move an inch. He is terrified and breathes deeply in the cool air. He looks at the man’s cock, which is now fully erect. He guess about seven inches, but it is hard to tell for sure where he is standing, so he takes a step closer to find out, and another step, his eyes locked onto the man’s cock. Soon, he is in the cubical with the man with the alluring smile, but he does not see much of the smile for his eyes are now closed, his mouth barely making it halfway through the man’s cock. Matthew is on his knees. The floor is in urgent need of some cleaning but his pants does not care and neither does he. He tries again to bury the cock deep into his mouth but it is too big, gags, pulls away, but two strong hands hold his head in place and he can’t breathe. “Use your nose, faggot,” says the man, without letting go of his hold on Matthew ’s head. He does what he is ordered and soon finds the rhythm, much to the man’s enjoyment. His dad must be wondering where he is right now but his thought is interrupted when the man lifts him up off his knees, turns him around, pushes him against the cubical wall, pulls down his pants. “What are you doing?” Matthew asks, but thick strong hands cover his mouth. One of the man’s forearm has a tattoo of a scorpion. The man pushes a wet finger into his ass, and the unfamiliar sensation feels kind of nice to Matthew, who has never done anything like this before. The rather good feeling is soon replaced with pain as the man’s raw cock enters his hole. It does not fit, of course, for it is too big, but one can always force their way into something if you give it a big enough push. The man’s hand muffles the cry of pain and the plea for help, which does arrive when the door to the public toilet opens. “Are you in here, Matty?” asks his father. “Call for help and I’ll break your neck,” says the man with the scorpion tattoo. “Yeah,” Matthew says, the slow stroke of cock pumping inside him continues. “I’ll be out in a moment.” “Alright,” says his father. “This place bloody reeks.” He stands there for a moment before leaving, and just as the door closes, the man continues his assault on Matthew’s ass. “Should have invited your old man to join us,” says the man. Matthew does not answer. His body is there but his mind is elsewhere, in a place that is lost and far away. There is an expression that is appropriate to use here: the lights are on but nobody’s home. The man has stolen Matthew’s innocence and his spirit, and it is something that is gone forever. “You’ll learn to love this soon enough, faggot.” The man holds Matthew ’s body close to him now as he begins to pump faster and harder. There is no longer any reason to cover Matthew’s mouth as he has lost the urge to resist a long time ago, now just a body for another’s enjoyment. The release comes quickly. The man slaps Matthew’s ass, calls him a ‘good boy,’ buckles up, leaves. Matthew stands there for a moment, cum and shit dripping down his thigh. He cleans himself up with toilet paper, pulls up his pants, leaves. “That took you a while,” his father says. “Is everything alright?” “Must be something I ate,” Matthew lies. “I’m going to grab some shut eye for a while.” “I’ll wake you up when we get there,” says his father. Matthew pulls down the chair to his father’s Holden Civic, closes his eyes, and falls asleep. Somewhere deep inside him, the incurable strain of HIV begins their work in transforming him.

One load today. Horseshoe Bend Park. One car already parked when I arrived and I saw the man stepping back into his car but didn’t leave. I began walking to the park and he followed me to the toilet cubicle. Glory hole had been boarded up, so I stood at the urinal. He came in and immediately pulled my pants down, turned me around, and I began sucking on his cock. He lifted me off the ground, turned me around, slid his dick inside me, pumped hard and fast. Very aggressive and dominant—my favourite. Made me suck his dick two more times in between fucking before he finally came inside me. I pulled my pants up and we both leave our separate ways.

Took two loads: one in the mouth, one in the ass; sucked three cocks total. Horseshoe Bend Park. Lots of cars, families today. Man with beard and glasses follows me into the toilet block, I take his cock in my mouth immediately, grows to seven inch. We move into the stall for privacy. I continue sucking for a long while, turn around, and he slides his cock inside me raw. He is rough and fucks me deep but only less than ten thrusts and he comes already. Next guy follows me into the stable/shed. Very private. He is slightly old, wears a wedding ring. Get on my knees and begin sucking his cock. Once it is hard, turn around but he doesn’t want to fuck, so I go back on my knees and continue sucking. He comes a few minutes later. Young guy in red sweater walks into the toilet with a glory hole, locks the door, fingers the glory hole. I put my dick into the hole and he is a very good cock sucker, but I don’t come. He sticks his cock through the hole and I suck it. Average size. He doesn’t come either so we both walk out the toilet block and go our separate ways.

It is a hot summer night on Wellington Street as Fernando exits his car. He parks just around the corner, and begins waking to the sauna. The street is particularly empty at this time of the night, ten o’clock to be exact, unlike the nearby street of Peel which is always busy with people, especially tonight, which happens to be a Saturday. He walks past the empty Anytime Fitness gym and walks into the building marked Wet on Wellington. He has a shift tonight, as he always does during the weekend. ‘Busy tonight?’ Fernando asks the man at the counter. The man’s name is Somchai, a Thailander, very young and very pretty with diamond studs in both ears. He’s been fucked by Fernando many times before, usually after his shift in the darkness of the upstair’s room or, once, behind the building in the alleyway, concealed by one or two dumpsters. ‘Getting there,’ Somchai replies and blushes. ‘You’re early for your shift.’ ‘Just seeing who’s around first, that’s all,” Fernando says. Somchai hands Fernando the key to the massage room and buzzes him through the door. ‘Before I forget,’ Somchai says, ‘the boss wanted me to give you this.’ He hands Fernando a small brown envelope. ‘What’s in it anyway?’ Fernando takes the envelope and smiles without replying, walks away. He passes a few men in the locker room with towels wrapped around their waists, walks up the giant flight of stairs to the second level, and into the massage room. His client won’t be here for another ten minutes. He rips the upper corner of the envelope and empties the content, which contains a dozen or so packets of white patches and a note which falls to the ground. The patches remind him of Nicotine Patches but he knows what these are really for and he smiles nefariously. The notes simply says ‘Use Wisely. Enjoy, from the boss.’ A knock on the door heralds the arrival of his first client for the night, a muscular guy with black hair and eyes the colour of chocolate cake. They exchange hellos and the man undresses, lays on his stomach, and the message begins. Slowly, Fernando undresses too, until he is butt-naked, but the man does not mind, not even a little. The oil is slick on the man’s skin, and he almost falls asleep when he notices something hard poking at his face, and is surprised to see Fernando’s dick at his face. “Oh,” the man says, “sorry, I’m straight. I’m not into that sort of thing.” Taken aback, Fernando apologies quickly and resumes his massage. A few minutes goes by and something happens rather quickly that the man does not anticipate. A patch of something white sticks to the side of his neck but it is applied so gently that he never notices it. His heart beats faster and he becomes uncontrollably horny as the drug from the patch begins to work its magic all around his body. At this moment, Fernando smirks and begins rubbing a generous amount of oil on the man’s butt, fingering his ass with a finger, followed by another, much to the man’s enjoyment. Fernando attempts to feed the man his cock once more and this time the man is eager to feed on it as if he is starved. He can’t seem to stop himself. All the while, Fernando continues to finger his ass, and when it is ready, Fernando pushes the man down back on his stomach, climbs on top of the massage table, slides his dick inside the man with ease. It is tight, no less than that of a virgin, perhaps it might be given the straight acting nature of the man but nonetheless, it won’t be a virgin after tonight. The man winces in pain before he is overcome with pleasure and he rocks his bottom back and forth on Fernando’s cock. Soon, their thrusts are in sync with each other. It doesn’t take long for Fernando to come, thick and creamy, deep inside the man’s ass, which he tightens to milk down to the last drop. His dick slides out gracefully, still hard, feeds it to the man who happily swallows it in one go, cleans it while on his knees, cum dripping out of his ass and down the back of his thigh. The massage is over. Fernando kisses the man and slaps his ass as he exits the room as the next appointed man awaiting his massage walks in. This would continue for the next three hours in the massage room, and every man would be bred by Fernando, some more willing than others, but never as resistant as the first man of the night, but there is always the white patch of drug if he ever has to cross that bridge again. It is one in the morning and Fernando has finished his shift for tonight. A knock on the door and it’s Somchai who has also finished his shift. Somchai locks the door behind him and, like he does every night when he knows when Fernando finishes his shift, goes down on his knees without anybody asking and begins working on Fernando’s thick cock with his talented mouth. Somchai can taste the asses of the men Fernando has fucked throughout the night but he doesn’t care, and he offers up his own ass to Fernando which Fernando doesn’t hesitate to take advantage of. Somchai is nothing more than a sex toy which Fernando uses for his own pleasure, and he rewards Somchai for his loyalty with a load deep inside him. Fernando exits the room, down the corridor, and as he walks past the darkroom catches the glimpse of the muscular man with black hair from earlier. He is bent over with a cock in his mouth and a cock in his ass, and there are many men surrounding them all jerking off, and waiting for their turn with the man.

Only one load tonight at Horsebend Shoe Park. Did a quick lap of the park when I arrived but no one was there. On the way back, a car parked and a rather tall man with a beard walked out, head to the toilet, so I followed. Meet him at the urinal and got to work on his dick right away. He felt for my ass which is always a good sign. Sure enough, he turned me around and began fucking. Felt a bit dry so I took it out of my ass and sucked on it for a bit more, nice and moist, inserted it back in. Much better. He was a dominant top, held me by my shoulders and pressed me up against him, his breath on my ear. Came inside me after about five minutes and really enjoyed it. He sent me a message on Squirt and I replied thanking him for the load. I stayed for a total of two and a half hours, which was much longer that I usually stay. Should have left after a maximum of an hour though. Had one guy pulled up in his car, smoked a cigarette, went back to his car. I walked to the toilet and he followed me while smoking another cigarette. In the toilet, I could taste the cigarette on his cock, and he left after about twenty seconds of my sucking, perhaps I did something wrong. Another fairly overweight guy with a below average penis walked into the toilet. I sucked it and it grew to average size, but he didn’t wanted to fuck so I made an excuse to leave. On the way back to my car, I meet a really attractive young guy and followed him to the toilet, but he only walked inside and out super quick and he was on his way. I met the overweight guy again and an exchange awkward glance (awkward because I said that I had to go but now I am back. Oops.)

Seven loads tonight at my local park—Horseshoe Bend. Posted on Squirt in the morning to attract attention and when I arrived, there were already five cars parked, which was a record. Walked to the toilet and counted three guys just standing around outside, so I walked into the toilet but no one followed. After maybe five minutes, someone walked in, and pretty much everyone followed suit. At one point, there were five men in the toilet block. Fulfilled my fantasy of being the only bottom there being spit-roasted and pass around for the pleasure of men. I would suck a random guy’s cock while being fucked, and after he was finished, would let the guy I was sucking fuck me while I start sucking on a new cock. Got a lot of people watching too which was hot. Two guys with big dicks didn’t wanted to fuck so I sucked them to completion. So two loads down the throat and five loads up the ass, all within an hour. Started chatting with two of the guys after the fun died down and became friends with them as we all walked back to the car park. They were really nice men, but we didn’t exchange names or numbers or anything. Perhaps I will bump into them again sometime, as we all live just around the corner to the park.

Took two to five(?) loads last night. Decided that I wanted to visit Wet on Wellington in Melbourne after avoiding it for some time due to the monkey pox. There has been an increased in vaccination rate, so I gathered that it was safe enough to attend. I wanted to get pre-loaded first so I posted on Squirt that I was going to Horse Shoe Bend park for a bit, and if anyone wanted to breed me there. There was one car already there at Horse Shoe when I arrived. I got out of my car, walked to the toilet. On the way, I saw a man and he followed me into the toilet. It was very dark so I couldn’t see his face. I reached for his cock, sucked it, pulled down my pants, and he began fingering me. Before long, he turned me around, fucked me, finished[1] and left, all within a minute. Just the way I like it. I walked back to the car and as the first man left, another car pulled up and two men walked out. I got very excited, hoping that they would both tag team me, so I followed them to the toilet, keeping a good distance away. Unfortunately, it seemed as though they only wanted to check out the toilet, and they left without any action whatsoever. As I began getting directions to Wet on my phone, another car pulled up. The man stayed in his car for quite a while, on his phone, and I was just about to leave when he stepped out the car, walked towards the toilet. I kept a good distance, but soon I found out that he stopped halfway, and so I had to overtake him—which is the worst, because it is generally better to follow someone rather than to be followed, in case they stab you with a machete. I didn’t hear his footsteps anymore so I stepped out of the clearing for a bit to see where he was, which was difficult for the sky was clear and everything was pitch black. I decided that he was wasting my time, so I walked back to the car, only to find his car was gone. I figured that it must have been his first time and he chickened-out after seeing me. I was having a bit of a stomach ache so I had to clean out again at the nearby Anytime Fitness gym near Wet. Sad to see the first load gone down the toilet. I wasn’t sure if Wet was going to be busy since it was Grand Final weekend here in Melbourne. I figured that there would either be plenty of drunken horny guys there after celebrating the big game, or hardly anyone there at all as they would all be out partying at home or some club. I payed the fee, got my locker, walked around to examine the crowd. Average crowd for 9.30 p. I walked into the darkroom and was immediate touched by multiple hands, and someone began kissing me. I reach for his cock, good size, sucked it, and someone started fucking me from behind. Always love being spit-roasted. After he had finished[2], the guy I was sucking started fucking me too. I could feel the cum from the first guy dripping out and sliding down my legs. His cock kept slipping out, so he told me to change position on the bench, which I comply. The darkroom got really hot and humid and he was sweating pretty badly, and he lay on top of me, so my whole back was wet from his chest, which isn’t erotic at all. I told him that it was getting hot, so he got off, and I dried myself off with the towel. As I stood up, someone else slid their dick inside and fucked me[3]. The sweaty guy then asked if I wanted a message in a room. I do love my messages so I said yes. I lay down on my stomach and he began the message, except it felt more like kneading dough and pinching. I tried to remain polite and not express any pain through clench teeth—it was a free ‘message’ after all. He eventually got to my ass, which he rimmed and, sure enough, he began fucking me[4] on my stomach soon after. Sure enough, he began sweating profusely, so I told him that I needed a break, grab some water. I did meet this really cute asian with big pecs. He stood near the door to a room and we would enter together. He asked if I was a top of a bottom, and I replied with the latter, and he said that he was also a bottom so we smiled and parted ways. Some time later, I met him again, but we have both forgotten about our initial encounter, so we cruised each other into a different room. I recognised his voice immediately, somewhat shy and nervous, and I asked him if we have met before and whether if he was a bottom. We laughed at the incredulity of the situation and parted ways again. In the darkroom, I also met another asian man with the perfect muscular body. He walked toward one of the men jerking off in the room, stood in front of him, and the man would proceed to fuck the asian man in the dark. After a while, he would move into doggy style on the bench and I walked in front of the asian man and fed him my cock, while he was being fucked from behind. I am not sure about you, but I usually find that cum-dumps suck cocks especially well. It was such a hot scene and I got very hard, planning to fuck the asian man once the man was done. But once he was finished, the asian man just got up and left, so I didn’t get a chance to. I wished he would just stayed there and let everyone fuck him—he would have been very popular. It was about midnight now and the crowd was starting to pick up, and my energy level was very low. I was also really hungry: not for cock, but for actual food. I stood at one of the corners to the corridors observing the men that would walk past. One part of me wanted to follow them and have some more sex, but it seemed like a lot of effort in my current state and all I really wanted was to find someone to lay down and cuddle with. So I walked into the darkroom for the final time. I meet a man in there, average size cock, sucked him, and he fucked me, first on my knees, then my back, and left after finishing[5]. I was definitely tired by then so I left, just as more hot guys filled the sauna in the early hours of Sunday morning. [1][2] Definitely came inside me as I felt it and could smell it. [3][4][5] Hard to tell if they really did cum or not, but I didn’t arrive home with cum leaking out of my pants, so they probably didn’t.

Thank you! I had no idea that there was a porn forum so this will help organize my threads better.

One of my all time fav story is about a watch that makes you gay. It is from The Twilight Hole featuring Kurtis Wolfe and Andres Moreno. The Cocktales produced from Squirt(.org) are pretty good, especially Chapter 2 with the toilet cruising, and Chapter 4 with the threesome. A tad difficult to find but Cheaters by Naked Sword Original is great, especially Scene 1 featuring Donnie Dean and Vance Crawford, where a man cheats on his wife. You can find all three of the above with a quick google search although Cheaters is a bit hard to find these days. (I didn’t include the link because the link might be removed or broken in a few weeks time)

Do you like (gay) porn more if there was a plot/story/intro involved? Or are you someone who skips it entirely and go for the action scene? If you enjoy the plot, what are some of your favourite set-up? Personally, I become more aroused if the porn had some sort of story. Some of my favourites that I remember include: Guys walking into the toilet and cruising, One guy meeting another guy on the street and following him to his apartment, Guys cheating on their wife (but not the ones where their wives are in the next room—seems a bit too unbelievable), Guys cheating on their partner the instant he leaves for work, Guys getting hypnotized (cringy fake-as but it is a hot thought), One guy getting cornered and gangbanged by this football team Guys seducing straight guys when they have a few beers at home. I haven’t found any good gay porn that includes services like cable-man, plumber, pool-cleaner. Perhaps the acting was bad that it didn’t seem believable enough to get aroused by. If anyone has any good examples, feel free to post a link.

I have had the exact same thing happened to me recently, with an ‘on my way’ message followed by a cancellation ten minutes later; another time with an ‘on my way,’ then ‘10 minutes away’ message, then silence, with their distance remaining constant. He then asked several hours later if I have gotten any loads—I blocked he. I began to ponder why people do this and I do agree with @partying.hard that men get a kick out of the idea of having sex with you, perhaps even jerking off at sending such messages, without the intention of leaving their couch. I confess that in the early days of internet porn, maybe ten or fifteen years ago, I would sometimes ask guys to send their dick pic and save it in a folder. If they asked to meet, I would say something like, “Yeah, that sounds like a hot idea,” without actually intending to go. I then went on to fantasied about hot sex with them in my head, with their dick pic on hand. Forgive me 🙏 I never went because I was shy at the time, self-conscious of my appearance, and PREP wasn’t around so fear of stealthing and catching HIV.

Took a total of seven loads from six different guys this weekend. I have been quite inactive sexually during the winter months here in Australia and with the monkey pox running around, I have been quite hesitant to have any fun. The weather was warm over the weekend and I had a bit of free time so decided to go on a sexual spree at my local park, advertising myself on Squirt. On Saturday, 1. First guy had a fairly small dick and he kept trying to push it into my ass with many unsuccessful attempts. Decided to walk away but then he got it in on the last try and came almost instantly. Nice way to lube my ass. 2. Second guy was very cute but wouldn’t let me suck his dick. Started fingering my cum hole, turned me around, and started fucking me. Didn’t last as long as I wanted (maybe less than a minute), but secured the second load. 3. I heard the third guy came into the toilet but didn’t get a chance to turn around to see him when he pulled down my pants, fingered my hole, and insert his dick. Lasted quite a while and moaned loudly as he unloaded. I had to meet a friend for dinner straight afterwards and had a wet patch in my pants after dinner. On Sunday, at the same cruising park, in the toilet block, 4. Meet this hot man with a fairly angry face. Had a good size dick though and felt really good in my mouth. I put a bit of spit on my fingers and started lubbing my ass with it. He got the hint, turned me around, started fucking me. He lasted about a minute but could definitely feel his cumshot inside me. 5. There was a man inside the glory hole cubicle in the same toilet block so I put my finger through the hole and he put his dick through, nice and hard, sucked it for a bit and turned myself around and put my sloppy ass onto it. His dick was average sized and the hole in the wall reduced the length even further so only the head and a bit of the length went inside me, felt a bit dry, but when he pulled out, I heard cum splattering on the floor, so not sure if he had cum when he pulled out or it was the previously guy’s cum :// 6. Had advertised myself on Squirt several hours before and about seven men said they were planning to come to unload, but only one person came through, a New Zealander with a huge thick (9 inch?) cock. Very tall, muscular, and dominant. Pushed me against the wall and forced his big dick into me. It was quite painful as he started to pound me really hard, more than I would have liked, but I thought about my role as a cumdump to serve men like him, and the pain turned to pleasure. Came into me once, pushing his cock very deep inside me. When he pulled out, he let the man #5 to have his turn. My hole was so loose that I didn’t really feel man #5’s dick, sadly, and he must have felt the same, for he pulled out and left shortly after. The New Zealander went for round two almost immediately and came after a few minutes. 7. I stuck around for a bit hoping that the other six men who said they would come, come, but they didn’t. As I was about to leave, I spot another man walking towards the toilet, so I followed him. It was getting dark now so couldn’t really see him properly. He pulled out his dick and I started sucking it, but it never got hard enough to fuck so after a few minutes, I thanked him, got up and left. All in all, a great start to the Spring time here in Australia.

Thank you everyone for the overwhelming response to my poll question. I have read every single comment and it was nice to see such a broad range of opinions and it is clear that there isn’t a one-size-fit-all solution to this common problem that most of us share. I have came to a conclusion on what I will do about this problem from now on: If I simply receive a ‘hey’ message and I don’t think we are a match, I will ignore the message. A generic ‘hey,’ ‘yo,’ ‘sup?’ message in this case is the equivalent to a ‘like,’ ‘woof,’ ‘hot’ button. If I receive a ‘hey’ message and I like what I see or read on their profile, I will reply with a ‘hey’ back and see what it goes. Perhaps add a ‘How is your day going?’ for good measures. If I ignore their ‘hey’ message and they send another ‘hey’ message a few days later, I will reply with ‘Sorry, I am not interested message.’ If they continue to message me, it is time to block them. If I receive a compliment of any sort, or any message outside of the single word ‘hey,’ I will reply with a ‘Thank you,’ followed by a ‘Sorry, I am not interested,’ if I am not interested, or start a conversation if I think we are a match.

For those that uses apps such as Grindr, what are some interesting openers that you often use to get a conversation going? I’ve been struggling for the longest of time and conversations would be something like: ME: Hello, nice to meet you. How is your day going? THEM: It’s alright. hbu? or ME: Hello. Nice weather we are having. Are you excited that spring is approaching? THEM: It’s alright. hbu? or ME: Hello. What are you looking for on here? THEM: Mates, dates, fun. hbu? Someone once said that small talks are important because it allows you to gauge what type of person you are talking to, whether it is worth your time or not. Another person said that if you ask bad questions, then expect to get a bad response, and these are pretty bad responses, so am I simply asking bad questions?

I hope I’m not reading into this as a deeply metaphorical question of some sort lol. To turn off the Grindr sound, at least on an iPhone, you can turn off the app’s notification in the setting menu. You can also choose to turn off the sound specifically too for the app.

Double penetration in porn is becoming my favourite and would definitely love to try it one day. In the meantime, does anyone know if using two silicon dildo will work just as well? I got a 7 inch dildo that looks like a cock that I sometimes use. Can I buy another one and practice with those two or will that lead to tearing and permanent damage to the butt?

I came across the answer to this question in a book called “Rules of the game” by Neil Strauss. Below is the entire passage from the book: If they say that the ring doesn’t fit any of their personalities, you generally tell them that people sometimes choose those fingers because they’re subconsciously working on cultivating that particular attribute or because they’re attracted to people with that attribute. I’ve tried this on a lot of people and it is true most of the time. For those that are reading, do you find the above statement true about yourself?

Hello, Was wondering what the socially accepted etiquette is for rejecting someone on Grindr (or other platform) if someone sends you a message and you are not interested in that person? I have usually ignored messages, but I sometimes receive compliments on my profile or photo and I feel bad for not replying, but I am unsure what to say in response in relation to rejecting them. Any advice?

I’ve cheated on my ex before and when I told him, because I felt that was the right thing to do, it completely destroyed him. I would advise not to tell him about it even though that is morally not right. You will most probably do it again though so you’ll have to convince him to go open or express your need to have sex with others but still love him.

For those that are currently searching for a romantic relationship or are currently in one, did you meet that person by going with the flow, or did you actively seek them out? I’ve been quite actively dating the last couple of months/years with a few success, but nothing long-lasting. The more failed attempts, the more hopeless I feel. But I feel that if I go with the flow and just simply live my life, waiting for the right person to cross my path, that might never happen, and that fear propels me to actively search for a partner, and the negative hopeless cycle repeats. So I am unsure what to do now. Has anyone been in my shoes and have any advice on what to do?

In my experience, I normally lose a hard-on fairly quickly if I can’t get my dick inside him fast enough (especially if he tells me to slow down on the entry). The solution I found that works 100% of the time is to use a dildo (which is a bit smaller than your size) to open him up a bit, then push your dick in, which should go in without any issue. The upside is that his moaning with the dildo will definitely turn you on, so you’ll be super hard when you enter him. Another upside with the dildo is to check if he’s cleaned out his bum before you insert the real thing; if not, just clean the toy and try again after he’s cleaned out. He sounds like a really nice bloke. And you sound like a really nice guy too. Hope you two enjoy your time together!

Genuine question here; I hope it doesn’t get flagged. I have been reading some of the posts in the forums about guys having sex when they are underage (i.e., less than 18(?)), taking raw dicks and getting loaded. The questions is, how do you get tested and treated for the STI that you inevitable catch? If you are, say, nine years old, and catch gono, you wouldn’t go to a sexual health center to get tested, because they would immediate question you and your behaviour (and worst tell your parents)? You wouldn’t want to keep quiet about it either because untreated STI will cause complications later down the road. Sometimes I think how hot it would be if I got into taking raw dicks earlier in life, say in highschool (before 18), but I wouldn’t know what to do if I caught something :S

I am feeling very horny today so I decide to check out Squirt, a cruising website for gay men to have sex with other gay men. I look up Brimbank park and notice that the gate is broken again. Usually, the gates close at 8:00 P.M. so all the fun happens before this time; if the gate is broken, men can come into the park at anytime, which is usually better because there wouldn’t be any interruptions from families and you would know that any men that comes in after eight o’clock is after sex. I clean my bottom hoping to get topped tonight and get there a little after eight. There is only one other car there—a convertible, so I park my car near toilet C and wait. Soon, I see a man walk from his convertible to the toilet. It is too dark to make out what he looks like so I follow him. The toilet has a sink on the left hand side, urinal in the middle, and two cubicals on the far right side. A few weeks ago, there used to be a glory hole in-between the cubical which was gloriously fun to use, but it was closed after a month. Now, there is only the man at the urinal pretending to pee and the echo of my footsteps as I approach the urinal. I take out my dick and play with it a bit, he has his eyes lock onto it, then his warm mouth. He sucks me for the count of about twenty seconds before I leave: his technique was below average. I wait in the car for about twenty minutes before another car arrives, black, parks next to me. It is getting dark now so I could not see the man leaving his car and walks towards the toilet, but I follow him. He waits for me outside the toilet so I enter and he follows me to the cubical. We don’t waste any time. He grabs me by the neck and forces a kiss, spits in my mouth, pushes my down on my knees. He’s got his cock out, hard, pushes it down my throat, holds my head in place, and starts thrusting it forcefully. It feels great being used. I get up on my feet in a bent-over position and he wets my hole, turns me around, and using spit only, forces his cock into my hole. I hold onto the cubical door for support as he pushes his dick deep inside me. Another man enters. He watches us from a distance before approaching with his cock out and I eagerly put it into my mouth. My favourite position. Soon, my top unloads inside me, holds the positions for a count of ten, then slides his dick out. I quickly turn around and put the dick of the other guy into me. It slides in easily and he starts fucking me and I am holding onto the other guy for support and my top is gripping onto my waist as he thrusts in and out and in and out again before unloading into me. Both men cleans their dicks in the sink and leave. I stand there at the cubical jerking myself off with a finger up my ass to feel the cum leaking from my loose hole. After a minute, I leave and sit in my car. I contemplate on leaving when another car shows up, parks, and the man exits his car and walks to the toilet. I am overwhelm with lust and desire so I follow him. Inside, he is standing by the cubical, so I approach him, get on my knees, suck his dick. It is big. It doesn’t take long before it is hard. I stand up, turn around, guides his dick into me. There is no resistance now. There is no need for lube. There is no self-control. I bend over and let him use me, my body is for his enjoyment, his pleasure. He fucks me hard and deep. I feel cum from previous men drip down my legs but he is still going so I stand there like a good boy, and soon he unloads into me. He slaps me ass, rustles my hair, slaps the back of my head, and disappears into the dark and the night. I am exhausted. I pull up my pants, walk to my car, drive home. When I enter my room, I take out my dildo, spit on it, slide it inside me. I can feel the cum inside me squishing and when I take out the dildo, cum leaks all over the floor in large puddles. I stare at it, mesmerize. My knees falls to the ground on its own accord, my face drawn to the puddle, and I begin to lick the floor with the cum on it. It taste so good. I put the dildo back inside me, push it in and out while licking up all the cum. When I am done, I take the dildo out and there is another puddle of cum, so I turn around to lick the puddle dry. I jerk off, slightly disgusted at myself, and cum all over the floor. I lick this up as well.

Thursday, February 3, 2022 Today, I am on my way for a haircut in the old Sunshine plaza. I need to take a leak so I stop by the toilet just before the salon. I walk down the long corridor that reminds me of a hospital with the white fluorescent lights and I see you washing your hands by the basin and making suspicious glances down the hallway. It seems a bit strange but I don’t make anything of it so I take a right turn into the room with the urinals and cubicals. The room is empty except for a dozen urinals lined against the left wall and the dozen or so cubicals that occupy the right wall. I choose the urinal second to the end, unzip my pants, pull out my dick, urinate. You stand at the urinal right next to mine, pull out your dick, begin to stroke it. You stand at an angle to me, an invitation, and it strikes me that I am being cruised. My heart is beating fast. I finish my leak but I don’t move, except for my eyes that has made its way to your package. It’s a big cut dick. I look at your face but you don’t look at me. I take off my mask, slowly, and before anyone could catch us in the act, I bend over and take the head of your penis in my mouth, but you pull away. You gesture to one of the empty cubicals. I imagine getting on my knees in the privacy of a toilet stall with your dick in my mouth and if I’m lucky, in my ass, so I quickly choose a cubical. It makes sense to choose the last one, so I make my way into that one, closes the door but not locking, and begin to jerk off while I wait for you to enter from behind. I hear the sound of your jean zipping up, but your footsteps are receding as quickly as my desire. I peep down through the opening of the cubical but there is no one in the room. What a disappointment. I close my eyes and jerk off to what could have been, the fullness of your penis in my ass as you silently unload inside me, and I cum inside the toilet, flush, wash my hands, and make it to my haircut appointment being only five minutes late.

Just curious about our community here. What key words do you usually search up for when you are watching gay porn (on GayTube, Google, PornHub, Xnxx, etc.)? Mine has been, “bareback gay porn,” “gay glory hole,” “gay public toilet,” “gay cheating,” “gay muscles.” I ask some of my gay friends and most of them are embarrass to tell me lol. I guess it reveals a lot about their personality, preferences, and type.