Marlin

It was after midnight and I laid in bed thinking about this past evening. My ass was a little sore but I felt full....no doubt still filled with semen. I fell asleep and slept soundly until about 6AM. When I woke up the room was permeated by the scent of sex, My sheets were stained with fluids from the night before and there was a large pink wet spot where I was lying during the night. My ass was stll wet and I had morning wood that kept growing as I reminisced about the previous evening. I had such mixed emotions about last night. The sex was so hot, so passionate but was I ready to be pozzed. My erection didn't dimmish though and I needed to release again. I squeezed the marinated fluids left in my ass. OMG, the scent of cum and ass juices. I had to taste some and then used the rest to coat my hard dick. I began stroking. thinking about those three dicks inside me. What were the chances my conversion was underway? How toxic was the man who fucked me? Did the two other men hasten the pozzing by abrading my ass walls ? Within a minute I began shooting another huge load. The next few weeks were busy and really had no sex, then one morning I woke up not feeling well. I got up went to work and during the day I could feel I had a fever. When I got home I had a temp of 104, achy and all night woke up with night sweats. It was winter so maybe I just had the flu. I was sick for about 4 days and began to feel better. I rationalized I was OK and didn't think about it. 2 weeks later I decided to test myself and those two lines appeared It was official. I was a bit shocked but after it settled in I was OK. I was liberated. No need to think about it The next week, the second guy that fucked me and was so turned on by the fact that I had poz cum in messaged me on grindr. He mentioned how hot our encounter was and asked if I converted. I told him I did. He was so excited and begged me to fuck him as he was now chasing. We met up that night and now we are fucking frequently......

Usually after I cum, my dick goes soft and I just want to chill, but despite unloading I was still so horny. My dick was hard, and I wanted more dick, We continued to kiss tasting my cum and his ass and then I made way down to his cock. He was hard and my goal was to get him more aroused and as wet as possible. Soon I rolled on my back and raised my legs above my head exposing my hole. He dove in with his tongue adding his saliva to the two loads already in me. He hit the poppers and shotgunned them to me with a wonderfully sensuous kiss. When he pulled back, I marveled at his big man cock sprouting from his boy body. I told him I wanted to feel him inside me and share his babies like I shared mine. Without any pause he slid right inside me. My hole was wet and sloppy but a little sore from the previous fucks but the fullness of having him inside me was overwhelming. As he fucked some of the fluids were being pulled out of my ass. I could feel them leaking down my balls and into the sheets. He fucked me on my back for a few minutes and then told me to get on my knees. I rolled over and took him doggie. Here's a 50-year-old guy submitting to a BBC from a 20-year-old boy...god was I turned on. He fucked me mercilessly with no break and my ass was starting to feel sore. I hit the poppers more to blunt the stinging in my hole and just savored his dick. He pulled out again and told me to suck his dick. As before I could taste semen, the muskiness of my ass, but now there was a new taste, somewhat metallic......fuck, my ass walls were breached. He then had me get on my back with my ass at the edge of the bed and entered me as he stood on the floor. We both hit poppers, kissed ravenously as he pounded. His breathing got deeper his pace got quicker and his penis went deeper as I started to feel him pulsate, He literally fell on me with his weight forcing his dick deeper as he unloaded, We kissed as he softened and pulled out. My ass was oozing, and he scooped some of that ooze with his fingers to feed me. Thats when I noticed it wasn't the typical pearl white fluid im used to seeing but it had a pink tinge. I licked his fingers dry but saved a little to share with him. To be continued

I had just received my second load and my ass was a little sore. I sat and thought: Were my ass walls a bit roughed up now? Did my last breeder create a pathway for infection? Damn, sprt of twisted thoughts, but why did they turn me on so much? I was fingering my hole feeling the mixture of fluids. poz cum, neg cum, saliva, my ass juices. I couldn't resist tasting them all which made me even hornier.....and I stll hadn't cum. It was only 11 PM so I decided to try grindr again. After a few minutes I saw a guy who I had played with a few times and always had a great time. He was a young black college student. 20 yo but still looked like an adolescent. 5-10, 140, skinny with a fat 8" dick that defied his slender stature. He had an unkempt fro, a scraggly beard and a thick untrimmed bush. Basically really cute and sexy. In bed he was verbal and uninhibited. I messaged him and soon he was on his way. I met him at the door and we immediately locked lips. He was always a great kisser and tonight was no exception. He had sweat pants on and I could feel that his dick was rock hard. As I kissed him I slipped my hand down his pants and started fingering his hole. He started moaning and told me he wanted my babies in him. I so needed to fuck him. We headed to the bedroom and undressed as we kissed. His dick was so hard and pointing towards the ceiling. We got in bed. I got on top of him and continued to kiss him. I made way down his body. His nipples were so hard and I loved the sprouting hair around them. I followed his treasure trail down to his dick and sucked him deep. I relished in the musk of his body as I licked his balls making my way to his hole. As I ate his hole I noticed he reached for my poppers and took huge hits. He then placed them under my nose. We were both flying now. He told me he wanted my cock and my babies inside. With that prompt I lifted his legs off the bed exposing his gorgeous hairy boy hole in my face, I stuck my tongue as deep as I could. He pushed his hole open exposing the hint of a rosebud looking so inviting. I kissed him again wanting him to taste his musk and then asked him to suck me, to get my cock as wet as possible. He sucked me hard, deep throated me and got me so wet. I was ready. I lifted his legs again, my dick was wet, his hole was wet......I poked his hole hit the poppers and slid right in. My god. 2 loads in my ass and my dick was in this incredible boy hole ready to breed. I thought this might be my last HIV negative load. I started pounding him telling him how great his ass felt. He kept telling me to cum in him. We shared more poppers and I shotgunned poppers into his mouth. I couldn't hold back any longer and went balls deep. My dick exploded at least 8 shots as he squeezed his hole around my penis. I stayed in him kissing him . My dick didnt soften. I pulled out and was still rock hard. I looked at his hole and could see my white creamy semen clinging to his ass hair. I went down to taste it and the scent was intoxicating... My nut his musky ass. I sucked some out and then kissed him To be continued

When cruising the parks I would sometimes have an audience and sometimes they would jump in. One time a guy watched me having mad passionate sex with a hot black guy in the city park. I ended up on my back legs up while the guy bred me, Unbeknownst to me or the viewer at the time, he was witnessing the act that pozzed me

Part 2 After a short time, the hot man who left his seed in me left and I laid in my bed with a glow surrounding me. I felt so satiated with his load inside me thinking that his semen was unloading its HIV babies inside me, did he abrade my ass walls enough to give his infection a clear path into me or would it just fade away like his sperm thinking i was a cunt to impregnate. The one thing I did know was that I still horny and my dick was hard. I needed some further release, so I again scrolled through grindr. Before long I happened upon a guy who I had played with a few times before, He was in his 20's, a bit stocky with a nice hairy chest and ass and a fat 6" dick. I remember he was a good kisser, loved raw and bred me a few times before. He was also HIV negative. The sex was good but sometimes he had trouble coming inside me, He would pull out and jerk off. I didn't care I just needed another dick in me. I messaged him if he was looking, and he replied yes and soon headed over. I met him at the door and we quickly went to my room. We undressed and I got to my knees and sucked his dick getting him hard and really wet. I climbed on the bed, got on my knees and presented my ass doggie style. I took a hit of poppers and told him to breed me. He soon slid and excitedly said "OMG your ass is so wet, is that cum?' I said it was which got him so excited i could feel his cock get even harder. He asked who's cum it was and I told him some black dude. He got even more excited. Now I felt emboldened and told him he was fucking me with poz cum as lube. I took a chance because there was a possibility that I would freak him out. On the contrary it put him over the top. He said he couldn't believe he was fucking me with poz cum and he hoped his cock was grinding that toxic nut into me. Within a minute he starts yelling, "i'm cumming" and I felt his dick pulse as he shot his load in me, He stayed in me a minute while he softened and as he pulled out, I could feel cum running out my ass and down my balls. To be continued

It was the Friday after Thanksgiving, I was sitting home a bit horny scrolling through grindr when I came upon a profile less than a mile away that looked interesting. It was a black man, 5-8, 150 lbs, 38 yo. Versatile top, 8" cut and he had bb tagged, He only had torso pics but he was lean , smooth and muscular. I immediately asked if he was looking and quickly got a response asking what I was into. I replied I was 50, 6-0, 180, smooth, white, 7" versatile bottom who loved to make out, kiss, mutual oral, rimming, poppers and I that preferred bareback. We both unlocked our pics and I was greeted by a hot man with a buzzed head, the most wonderful lips. His cock pic was awesome too....fat, long with low hanging balls. He asked if I hosted, I said yes. No discussion of status just an affirmation that we both wanted bareback. I gave him my addy and within 30 minutes was at my door. I led him to the bedroom, and we immediately started kissing. OMG he was such a passionate kisser. Those full lips and that tongue probing my mouth. We were undressing as we kissed and as he dropped his pants his dick popped out. Holy shit. Hard as rock, bulging veins with an abrupt upward curve leading to a mushroom head. Below were a set of low hanging balls that I began to imagining emptying into me. We went to the bed where we continued kissing passionately. I soon started to make my way down, sucking on his nipples than tonguing his balls and crotch and then lifting his legs to find an incredibly hairy hole which contrasted with his smooth chest. I ate him out for at least 10 minutes while he moaned and stroked my head. I was soon sucking that huge dick tasting his precum and enjoying every minute. But my goal was to have him breed me. I ate his ass some more then came up to kiss him. We kissed for a while and then he told me to roll on my back. He grabbed the poppers he spotted by my bed and handed them to me then lifted my legs and began eating me like I've never been eaten before. He spent 10 minutes licking and sucking on my hole. It was so wet and relaxed. He then lined up his cock with my ass which was my cue to hit the poppers. Soon he was entering. It didn't hurt but was so intense. He was kissing me as he slid in further and then he hit the poppers going balls deep and stopped. I was so full and in ecstasy. Now he began fucking. Rhythmically and hard. He would pull out eat my hole some more and slide in. Every time he pulled out I'd beg him to fuck me more, to breed me. Now he was getting verbal, telling me he's going to knock me up, he starts to moan and yells take my poz nut. I was a little shocked because we never discussed status but I wanted a connection with him so bad.....I wanted HIM to poz me. His breathing was getting heavier and his dick went so deep inside and suddenly stopped. There was silence but I could feel his dick pulsating knowing his poz babies were flooding me. He stayed in me for a while and passionately kissed me and then rolled over on his back. I went down on his dick cleaning off his cum and my ass juices. We laid there and I asked "are you really poz?" He said he was, he just found out a few weeks ago. I asked if he was on meds and he said not yet. He then asked if I was poz and I replied no. He appeared shocked and said I thought you were for sure by how uninhibited you were. He asked if I was upset. I told him I wasn't because it was the most awesome sex I had ever had and if he did poz me it was worth it. To be continued

I rarely eat my own cum after jerking off, however when I get sucked off and cum in a guy's mouth, I insist on him kissing my load back to me. Its one of the hottest most intimate things I know....ejaculating my poz semen in a mans mouth and then having him kiss me back, sharing the gift I just gave him

When I met my first bf we played safe for almost a month. In fact the first few nights we didn't even fuck, Passionate kissing and lots of oral, When we did start fucking we always used condoms, no discussion, One night we were passionately kissing, making out and sucking each other. I was in love with my bf and really wanted his DNA inside me. After sucking his dick for a while I made sure to get it extra sloppy. I then got up on top of him, sat over his dick and maneuvered it into my ass, slowly letting it sink all the while I was kissing him. He had been inside me before but this felt awesome. I loved the spontaneity and not having to fumble with a condom and psychotically eliminating that latex barrier, I was kissing him deep and started riding him. Within a minute or two he announced he was close to cumming and he wasn't wearing a condom. I told him that I wanted him to cum inside me. It obviously turned him on too as he reached up to kiss me deep just as started feeling his dick spasm inside me knowing I finally had his DNA in me. I rolled off him reached behind and felt his spooge. We cuddled for a while and fell asleep. I kept his load in me all night. The next morning we woke up and I fucked him...no condoms, no discussion. We never wrapped again

I ran into the husband of a friend of mine at the video store late one night. He just acknowledged me with eye contact and I followed him into a booth. He immediately pulled out his cock which was beautiful, I got on my knees and started sucking. He was quite big and it tasted great. After a while I stood up, undid my pants and bent over. He got his dick wet with spit and started to slide in me. Not sure if he noticed the load I received 10 minutes earlier. He fucked me for about 5 minutes until hi breathing got heavier, his dick started pulsing and he went balls deep filling with his sperm. He pulled out without saying anything, I turned around and cleaned his dick off before he zipped up and left. We never acknowledged we knew each other and never said anything. To him I was just an anon hole.

That sentence just made me hard.....I think about that when I fuck my gay married bud, sticking my cock in the same hole his husband was in the night before

Thank You...all great points.....

I'm HIV positive, on meds and undetectable. Undetectable men can not transmit HIV. The first time we had sex I did fuck him without a condom. We both loved it and he never asked me his staus....Heck I never asked him either. When he did ask, 18 months later I was truthful and he decided to end it.

Thank You...I had no aspirations of us being a couple since he was married but our sex was really great. Not once was it a disappointment....We really had a synergy. I feel bad because its over and as I said the irony is if I lied when he asked my status I'm sure we would still be meeting. I really thought he was more enlightened and that my status would not matter.

It would be so hot if I was that one that pozzed me.....wanting to get pozzed by the guy that wants to spread his gift

I'm disappointed and a bit angry that a guy I've been having sex with, told me he wanted to "slow down" after I told him I was poz undetectable. I met him on gridr almost two years ago. He was about 10 years younger than me, south asian from India. About 5'-5" with a nice hairy chest and a smallish uncut dick, He said he was a bottom and loved passionate kissing, mutual oral and general making out. He seemed somewhat demure and maybe even a bit vanilla. We didn't talk about bareback or status either, We chatted for about a week before we decided to meet at my house, We undressed and immediately started making out and kissing. He had a nice body and was a wonderful kisser. We were both hard quickly and proceeded to suck each other off. While sucking me I grabbed my poppers and did a few hits. I handed them to him and he took two huge hits....I really didnt expect him to use poppers and was thrilled he would partake. I flipped him on his back and sucked his uncut dick. licking the shaft and his balls. I then lifted his legs over his head and began eating his hole. He was hairy down there but shaved. I was in heaven and so was he. Now that his hole was really wet I lined my hard dick against his hole and slowly started sliding in. He didn't say anything about condoms, he just moaned. I fucked him for a while then put him on his stomach, dove my tongue in his hole again, then swapped my tongue for my cock and went in deep. I was lying on top of him fucking hard and he had his head turned to me so we could kiss. My breathing got heavier, my thrusts got deeper and soon I was cumming inside him. We both kissed passionately. He rolled on his back so I could suck his dick. He jerked off and shot in my mouth. We met dozens of times and each time our sex was incredible. We even found a third so he could get two raw dicks and a few times he would come over with his ass full from another guy who fucked him. I soon found out he was married to a guy through facebook but I never said anything nor did he, One day we were messaging and we started talking about barebackbastards videos. I told him I liked some of the pozzing videos. He then says "can I ask what your status is" I immediately said poz undetectable. He didnt respond right away. A bit later I message him to see when he's free and he responded he wanted to slow things down. I feel terrible. I really didn't mean to deceive him as he didn't seem to care. Our sex was great and I really liked him.....I guess I should have lied.

A couple weeks ago a fuck bud of mine came over for some fun. He's a 20 something black guy with a really nice 7.5" dick and an incredibly sexy hairy butt and hole. It's especially hot since from the waste up he is very smooth. As someone who loves a hairy ass I loved the surprise of seeing such a hairy bottom. I love eating it and it feels especially good on raw dick. We spent about 30 minutes having great sex. He's a wonderful kisser, loves to suck dick and inhale poppers. He knows I'm poz, undetectable and we have never even discussed using condoms. By the end of the evening I sent him home with my load. The next morning he called me and told me he forgot his watch and would come by sometime to pick it up. Two days later around 10AM he shows up at my door. He said he was on his way for his 3 month PrEP checkup and my house was on the way. I went to the bedroom to grab the watch and when I came back he kissed me. I didn't think he had time to have sex but it was game on. He started undoing my pants and got on his knees and put his dick in my mouth. While he was sucking he handed me poppers. I was in heaven. I pulled him up took another hit of poppers and shotgunned the scent into his mouth. We kissed ravenously until I turned him around bent him over and started eating his ass. My god that awesome ass. I got it so wet that my spit was clinging to his pubes. I pulled him up again and kissed him so he could taste his ass, We both hit the poppers and I turned him around again ate his ass some more tasting his musk before I slid in. I only fucked him for a few minutes until I couldn't hold back and went balls deep pumping my semen inside him. I slowly pulled out and was so turned on by my pearly white semen clinging to his short hairs . I couldn't resist tasting just a bit....My cum and his musky ass. I reached up and shared some with him. He said he had to go as his appointment was soon. After he left I was so turned on knowing he was going into an HIV clinic with my load freshly planted. Would some leak out? If it did would the doc smell it? Would they do an anal swab for STD's? I hoped that when he was getting counseled on safe sex he would feel my load in his ass.

I love spending the day with a load in me. Got fucked one morning before work. While sitting at my desk I could feel it leaking out and could smell that wonderful scent of marinated cum...

unplanned. It was in the late 80's when AIDS was flourishing. I had never fucked before, just lots of oral. I was cruising a popular cruisy plaza at night in my car. A guy drove towards me, we rolled down our windows and started chatting. He asked if I wanted to follow him to a more private area and soon we were parked behind a nearby apartment building. I got out and got into his car, which was a big sedan with bench seats. I was in my mid twenties and he looked to be in his thirties. We pulled our pants down and he immediately started sucking my dick. He was quite good and i got hard quickly. He would pull up to kiss me every so often then go back down. Without warning he got up and slid his hole down my cock. OMG I had never been inside a guy and it felt awesome. He started to ride me and within less than a minute my dick was uncontrollably spasming as I let loose volley after volley of cum. I was in shock as he my dick softened and he pulled himself up and my cock and a big glob of cum came out. He kissed me and I was on my way. I got home and was a bit freaked. I had my raw dick in a guy during the AIDS crisis. I worried for a while but then remembered how good it felt I seldom used condoms after that and then began taking loads myself. It finally caught up with me as 15 years later I was pozzed during a hook up at the local park

I'm poz, undetectable, and totally adherent on my meds and I never use condom. I don't disclose my status on my apps. When hooking up I find most guys don't ask my status but if they do I disclose. I've had some guys insist on a condom at which point I decline, I've had some guys ghost me, block me or just say no to sex, but {'m finding more and more guys are ok with it as they are on PrEP or they understand U=U. If someone were to ask for proof of my meds or lab results, I immediately end conversation

I started fucking in the late 80's as a top with guys I was dating and we always barebacked. No talk of status or even condoms, I just bred them. The only time I used a condom with anonymous guys was if they asked. My first experiencing bottoming was in the 90's was raw and I loved it. I met my first boyfriend soon after that and we were both versatile. We used condoms for the first month then one night we were making out and I was sucking his dick. I got it extra wet and climbed on top of him letting his dick slide into me. We were kissing as I was riding him. It was vey passionate and soon he announced he was getting very close and he wasn;t wearing a condom. I told him I wanted him to cum inside me. Within seconds he was moaning and releasing his seed into me. We never wrapped again. Bareback feels so much better, its so much more spontaneous and there is such a connection sharing a mans semen...Impossible to go back

I've been lucky. I was pozzed almost 15 years ago. Diagnosed early so my immune system was not compromised. No side effects from meds, easy to stay adherent and I have always had great health insurance. At the time getting infected was inevitable. I loved bareback, anonymous sex and numerous partners. Because of the time frame when I got the fuck flu I can identify the guy who did. I'm glad the sex was incredible. At first I was shocked but once it settled in it was such a relief never having to worry about .If PrEP was available at the time I certainly would have been on it. The downside is stigma and guys not wanting to play one they know I'm poz. That has gotten much better though as most guys are on PrEP and many know about U=U

I insist now. If a guy is adamant about using a condom I'll not have sex with him. I'm finding there are so few guys that won't bareback when pushed. Most guys are on PrEP and virtually all poz guys are on meds and undetectable. I've also found that guys that may have been reluctant I've been able to convince once in bed. Once they go raw they all admit how great it was

i used a candle and vaseline

I was in 8th grade, so I was 13. I found a book called the sensuous woman that described women playing with a vibrator. We had a massager that I decided to use on my dick. It felt incredible and I was hard immediately and without warning my penis started pulsating and this white fluid begins shooting out, soaking my shirt. I had no idea about semen, but learned quickly.