PaganzofLA
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You'd have to as them. I don't think I've acknowledged this publically, but ever since May 22. 2023 I've been dealing with the very real, very tricky and extremely unpleasant disorder, Agoraphobia. My therapist and (kindof) lawyer are really the only ones I've spoken in detail about this, which for me is very uncharacteristic and troublesome beyond reason, but as I know the condition itself is a symptom of a larger problem, which extends beyond the boundaries of me or my home. And it really, really sucks, it rips the bones from your back, it's a death trap.... Yet I am proactive and dealing with the root cause everyday as best I can which involves lawsuits and lawyers, lies and liars and the super rich, some who are just vengeful and others stupid and greedy some just greedy–– psy·cho·so·mat·ic bitches /ˌsīkōsəˈmadik/ beeattch
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just saying...
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Well, considering there's a huge house party to crash next door filled with the kinda queer that make me go weak in the knees, so other than the fact I have this impromptu engagement to prepare for, ejaculaTE (and hey if you wanna officially be on my payroll, all you need to do is say the word) has done an exceptionally good job already (and I imagine your hallway trim is... pretty fucking flawless). When you peel back the layers & dumb the whole thing down the question looks like this (and I say dumb it down, because anything can be reduced to the most common variables, and looked at a different way to be better understood): Quickly, please note I realize that i have totally short changed myself as well as undermine my own credibility with such ill-placed commentary as was the "88 crowd bullshit comment" –– and I will expand on why that is after I go get fucked-up at the neighbors... HA!! HA!!
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*correction should read "NOT" for the Bruder Class" thanks!
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...there's a story in ALL this I hope to tell. fare warning I've spent a lot of time cleaning up the mess on my side of the line––so i'm not seeking to tarnish reputations or unduly burden folks with their own bullshit, if anything it's just another small effort on my part to restore personal power and raise the collective bar, because if we fail to activate––if we deny the obligation to build the finest world possible is on OUR QUEER shoulders–––you forget that by this denial you relinquish the very thing that supports a deeper, darker, if NOT more complex and filthier imagination. waste NOT want NOT I say, the gutter is the true refuge for those undertakings of this great work. So what is the distinction between vice and virtue? Are we ALL really deep down wanna be replicas of Epstein? Is that the goal? Does sexual + financial freedom = human degradation and self aggrandizement? So, I feel there's only one group I can call on to get my answer, so if there's a 'superior person' list around here, maybe someone could cc: the others because I have a few questions for those of the 'superior' class, yet something tells me the only thing I'm going to need to contend with is a room full of crickets. But here goes anyway, "How many of you who claim the title of "superior" actually believe themselves to be such? And I should point out this is for the Bruder Class, though you are certainly welcome to comment––as the lines you draw aren't necessarily those of whom I speak––and at least the 88 crowd has the decency to put forth the rational of their claim, bullshit as it is, yet nonetheless properly owned. So, let's see where this thread goes fellow travelers...
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In my experience, yes. What direction that change is going in––is an altogether different question. In the early 90's in my 20's living in San Francisco I learned to curze the adult-bookshops and buddy-booths--several years before the internet-dating-hook-up thang ––which has served a great purpose. There needs to be a re-blending of persona to persona sense of who we are coming in contact with the 'other' --- today's world of Tinder, Grindr, Manhunt (Oh, my) are essentially the running the same neural-circuitry as watch "the price is right" --- and of course the prizes always seem better on stage then when you get the home. I'm still trying to build a better app--- which became an entire platform from which to do a multitude of apps. And would love to discuss these concepts further if there are developers among us.
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yea, more of what he said...
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Things you have put in your ass to get off
PaganzofLA replied to meatmonkey's topic in General Discussion
Um, if one does a Google search on "deep-sea-water-soft-bait" you'll there are myriads of interesting-rubbery-critters (actual rubber) things like 16" black eels, 12" squid, 10" sea worms, etc. mixing and matching is well,... more fun than a barrel of Sturgeon... -
If only that were possible... oy vey
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I turned tricks in my 20's in SF '93 -95' ish... Always a hard core bottom, and still to this day I can't ever get fucked hard or long enough. From 48 - 52 I indentured as a TOP amd lived on a diet of twinkish young men 19 -27 was my preferred age range. So, I'm not one to be ALL bragadocious but I've never been fucked like I fuck. And while I've much less expereince as a TOP... it's what I choose if it was the end of the world and everybody only gets one. FF>> to today at 57... Sub by default TOP by inspiration (or command W/ Vigara I like to stay non-errect as a sub, it's respectful show of place). So seeing my hinderance as a TOP is motivation, turning tricks and charging for stud services get's me off... however it only works in my mind when I dont need a goddam cent from anyone, and so here's to financial independence...
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pain pig thru n thru (mostly unrequited)
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you chose well, it's popular!
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The data protection act and privacy act
PaganzofLA replied to keith55's topic in Tips, Tricks, Rules & Help
I'm much more skeptical of the OP's intentions, if genuine, ok you're a whiny little b and I suppose can be forgiven (lets see ur ass) and while you may very well fain being ALL butthurt nobody here is playing with a marked deck, we are ALL subject to the same liberties as well as the same potential consequences. so, therefore you must deal. I don't buy the sincerity, at all. bullshit seems to be trending. -
IF There's a general rule of thumb it's this. Your dick is knows what it wants. And we're at our best when those ways arn't divergent. I was trained to stay limp as a sub bottom, as a sign of respect, an expression of whose pleasure is first and foremost. Never feels right when I get hard (often do) so there's a bit of transgressive pleasure there. limp dick rocks.
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HMU
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YES.
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feeling horny. anyone else getting into AI kink?
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What sort of guys did you hookup with before you turned 18?
PaganzofLA replied to rawTOP's topic in General Discussion
my dad and his man’s best friend -
What's the weirdest fetish you formed over time?
PaganzofLA replied to a topic in Hardcore Fetishes Forum
thumbtacks and/or hand sanitizer in my cock-pump. i know... -
Bareback Bastards video links go here
PaganzofLA replied to HardOneLA's topic in Bareback Porn Discussion
Oh, yes this is everything good and unnatural in the natural world! -
omg. yes. sleeeeziest...
